Chapter 54: Follow heart
"Mao ...... Maomao, what's wrong?"
When he said this, Han Yu was quite nervous in his heart, this title was half thought of by him, if it was found that something was wrong, then he would be self-defeating.
But he couldn't help it, he could see that the girl who called was probably on her mind, she had to stay silent like this, and Han Yu couldn't keep accompanying her.
And what made Han Yu breathe a sigh of relief was that this title didn't seem to cause the other party to move, and it seemed to touch her as well, and after a while, that soft voice came out again.
“OPPA…… Do you have a dream?"
Listening to the other party's words mixed with Korean and English, Han Yu paused slightly, and a strange look suddenly flashed in his eyes.
She has a nice voice, and her voice seems to be different when she speaks Korean and English, she is soft when she speaks Korean, but when she speaks English, it is crisp and bright with a little cold feeling.
Okay, forgive Han Yu for his wandering, he has been filming for a day, and now he has to make a cameo appearance as his confidant brother, he is really tired, and it is inevitable that he will be in a trance.
"Dream...... Yes, but my dream has come true. ”
Han Woo walked through the streets of Seoul at night, looking at the empty streets, and suddenly felt that it seemed interesting to walk with such a person.
"Then in the process of realizing your dreams, have you ever thought about giving up?"
"Of course, the process of realizing your dreams must be very hard, but now that you realize it, you feel that the previous efforts are worth it, and you can feel the beauty of what you have worked hard for. ”
Han Yu raised his head, blinked his eyes at the bright street lamp, and said in a persuasive tone with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
"So, Maomao, whatever you come across......"
"Then you, do you regret it?"
Suddenly, Han Yu's words were interrupted on the other end of the phone, Han Yu's steps forward abruptly, and the faint smile on his face stiffened suddenly, and then, the smile on his face suddenly converged, and a pair of deep black eyes subconsciously narrowed slightly.
"Regret what?"
"I regret that I made the wrong choice in the first place, and I regret that I shouldn't have chosen this path. ”
Han Yu was silent for a moment, "Why shouldn't it?"
"Because there are better options, because there are so many other options, because even if you work hard...... And I won't get anything in return......"
When she said that, her voice was obviously a little excited, but it seemed to have a deep sense of amazement.
Han Yu was silent again, "A better choice, do you think it's a better choice?"
"I? no, it's everyone. I used to think that I knew my dreams, I knew what I wanted, so I insisted on it for more than ten years, but I only found out later that in fact, dreams sometimes do not represent reality, it is so unrealistic, so ridiculous, it turns out that my persistence for so many years is actually just a joke, so I began to change, but why am I obviously right, they still can't understand me, why do they ......"
"If ......"
Suddenly, Han Yu also interrupted the other party's words, and there seemed to be an inexplicable emotion in his voice all of a sudden.
"If you had to go back in time and choose again, what would you choose?"
She was stunned for a moment.
If...... Re-chosen?
A sad smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, so do you still need to think about it? Of course she won't make a second mistake.
However, just as she was about to answer, there was a trance in front of her eyes, and she vaguely seemed to see the little girl again, and the poster in front of her that had long been blurred in her memory.
'Remember, don't regret it......'
She sat on the bed in a daze, and there seemed to be a faint glint of distressing tears in her lowered eyes.
"Maomao. ”
Suddenly, Han Yu's soft call brought her back to her senses, and she shrank back and held the phone tightly to her ear.
"There is no chance to start over in life, and I don't regret it now, but I said it then. ”
Then...... Did you have the final say......
Her eyes trembled, and the expression in her eyes began to change slightly.
"Good or bad, it's not absolute. Human beings are social animals, but they are destined to be a single individual, and each person is a different self. You are you, not someone else, and your point of view cannot convince others, and in the same way, they cannot replace you. ”
She hugged her legs and listened to Han Yu's words quietly, her beautiful eyes seemed to be flashing with a different gaze from before.
"If you feel that you have a better choice now, then you can do it boldly, and there is no need to regret it, because at that time, that is the best choice you think. And now this is what you think is the best option right now. Since it's the best, there's no need to regret it, because that's your heart's choice. Followyourheart, Maomao, do what you want to do, let your heart, make choices. ”
Her body shook slightly, and her other hand, which was not holding the phone, subconsciously lifted it and pressed it slightly to her heart.
Follow…… myheart?
Suddenly, she laughed a little, her originally pale face suddenly bloomed like a flower, her cheeks swelled up with a little ruddy, her curved eyes flashed with a little moving light, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she felt that the whole person seemed to ...... at once. Come alive!
"OPPA, thank you. ”
She said this sentence in Korean, and her tone was very gentle, as if she was muttering something.
"No thanks, I just want to thank you. ”
Han Yu stood at the door of his house, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and his shiny eyes like black glass seemed to be flashing with a different look from before.
"What?"
The second half of Han Yu's words were so light that she didn't hear clearly on the other end of the phone.
"It's nothing, so, Maomao, is there anything else? OPPA is really going to sleep. ”
With a relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth, Han Yu opened the door and walked into the house.
"Hmph, got it. ”
She subconsciously pursed her lips, but she couldn't help but chuckle, "Okay, OPPA, good night." ”
"Well, good night. ”
Han Yu stood in his home, stretching his waist very unvividly, and his voice was a little lazy and sleepy.
"Oh, yes, OPPA. ”
Suddenly, as if she remembered something, she said another word into her phone.
"What else?"
Han Yu half-squinted his eyes and took off his clothes as he walked to the bedroom, feeling that he was about to fall asleep.
"You'd better apologize to Crystal, you didn't even come to celebrate her birthday before, not even a message of blessings, she's been angry for more than a month......
Han Yu's half-squinted eyes opened suddenly, and then he raised a hand and touched his forehead, closing his eyes in pain.
And one more!!