Chapter 51: Father's Nagging
Liu Zhengyi leaned lightly on Ah Tong's tombstone and sat down slowly, the sitting posture was the same as Hugo who once sat here, but Liu Zhengyi's body was more rickety and aging. *With* Dream *Small* Say .lā
At this moment, he is not the democrat who moved Tsukishima, he is not the wife murderer mentioned by Wanfu, and he is not an important fugitive rounded up by the Metropolitan Police Department.
He's just a father.
A father who lost his beloved daughter...
The stone slab sitting down and the tombstone behind him were cold to the bone, but Yoo Masayoshi didn't care at all, this body was about to die, and no matter what he experienced now, it would not have any effect on the future, and now he just wanted to stay here and feel the temperature that his daughter felt.
"What is that world like?" Ryu Masayoshi groaned, as if he was asking Hitomi in the tomb, as if he was asking himself.
"I remember when you were a child and you asked me what death was, and I told you that death is a complete rest after a lifetime of hard work. ”
"You didn't understand it at the time, and I deliberately made you not understand, after all, even for me, death is a terrifying existence. ”
"People often say that people die like a lamp goes out, or they die like a long sleep, but I don't agree. When the lamp goes out, it can be rekindled, and it will eventually wake up from a long sleep, but death is death, and it can never be resurrected. Speaking of this, Liu Zhengyi smiled and said: "I think you must disagree with my statement! Indeed, there have been some special phenomena that have not been seen in the past few years, and the definition of death by human beings has been shaken, but I believe that this is only a temporary matter, and the laws of all things in the universe will never change in essence because of some accidents." ”
After a pause, Liu Zhengyi let out a long breath and said, "But it's useless to say anything now, I haven't seen that world anyway, maybe it's as dark as I imagined before, maybe it's as colorful as it is depicted in religion." But eventually, it's not what I can see yet. ”
Looking sideways at the tombstones, the wet tombstones were extremely smooth, with a faint layer of green moss on them, these mosses would die the moment the sunlight appeared, and their brief sound was not even a snap of a finger compared to the lifespan of normal humans, and these short-lived creatures involuntarily reminded Yoo of his daughter.
"I used to think that your mother was the most unfortunate woman in the world, but I did not expect that a greater misfortune would fall on my daughter's head, and now I think that our family has received the most vicious curse in the world, and there is no good ending. Speaking of this, Liu Zhengyi sighed helplessly and said, "But I still hope that your brother can get rid of this bad luck..."
"When you were born, I told myself that I must use all my life to care for her and make her the happiest person in the world. But I have become a burden to your life..."
"I know you've spent your life pursuing truth and justice for me, but it's so unfair to you. ”
"Some people think that my confession is for the safety of you and Xiaomin, which is of course one thing, but more of it is my atonement for your mother. No matter who the real culprit is behind the scenes, she died at my hands after all, and I still can't forget the look in her eyes before she died. ”
Liu Zhengyi hung his head and was speechless for a long time.
A ray of sunlight poured down, but soon it was obscured by dark clouds again, and the brief light did not bring warmth, but seemed colder than before.
"I've realized you're in love since the last time I saw you, and that's probably my father's instinct. ”
"The boy you fall in love with is that Hugo, hehe, I want to give zero points to his father, the first time I saw me, I actually used you to threaten me, forcing me to commit crimes, if I wasn't in a cage and had no freedom, I wouldn't have handed over the girl to him, and his identity was too special. ”
"Your death is caused by him. Although I will never forgive him, I understand your feelings very well, and it should not be sad when you die, at least not like your mother. ”
"I don't know if he came to see you, but after you died, he blatantly committed a big case, probably to avenge you. I take revenge very seriously, after all, no amount of damage to those people is enough to undo the damage they have done me. ”
After a pause, Liu Zhengyi smiled: "Of course, this will definitely not shake my determination to take revenge, and I will not forgive any of those who hurt us." ”
After that, there was a dull sound of rolling thunder in the sky, which made people feel extremely depressed.
"But the rest of the matter can only be left to your brother, and I must do something absolutely to relieve him of his worries. Haha, although it sounds like a generous death, it's actually more like an escape. ”
Speaking of this, Liu Zhengyi scratched his head with some embarrassment and said: "I think that I seem to have been running away all my life, the first half of my life was smooth, and then it was like being in hell." ”
"There was no warning before your mother was killed, and there was no better way to think of it. But for the next ten years, I have been doing nothing, and I have not even been able to grow with you, isn't that a sign of cowardice?"
"When I was at Alvaro Morata, I used to reflect on what would have happened if I had shown a tough attitude and resisted fiercely.
"Maybe I can finally get rid of the infamy of killing my wife, maybe I can grow up with your brother and sister, maybe... A lot of the situation is completely different from what it is now. Hehe, it's useless to talk about this now, but I can't help but think about it. ”
"There was another reason why I confessed at that time, and at that time I had vaguely discovered the truth of an extremely terrible thing, and if I made it public, the whole Tsukishima... Even the whole world will be plunged into a situation of turmoil. At that time, I still had a tenacious 'kindness' in my heart, but now I think about this kind of feeling. ”
"It turns out that my forbearance has not been exchanged for real peace, and the so-called hidden dangers have not been eliminated, but they have swelled and gathered more and more in the past ten years, until now they have finally erupted, and finally reached a point of no return, and I think that I am to blame for my inaction to a certain extent. ”
In the end, Liu Zhengyi smiled: "But you don't have to be so negative, and entangled all your mistakes on yourself, since the world has a white eye on me, why should I repay it?"
After saying that, Liu Zhengyi stood up, shook it and said, "I said so much in one breath, I think you should be annoyed, don't blame Dad for nagging, it's just that I haven't seen you for too long." Now let you be quiet for a while, Daddy meets an old friend. ”