Before this matter is spoken, Cheng Meng can resist not telling anyone, but once there is a gap, those doubts and dissatisfaction in his heart will burst like a flood in an instant.

She wants to believe that Pete likes herself, and she has been with Pete for half a year, whether a person likes herself or not, doesn't she feel it?

Yes, Pete likes her, and she likes Pete, but that doesn't mean Pete can't be a pedophile.

If he just watched a similar video, Cheng Meng might have been able to continue to bury this matter in his heart, but in that video, Pete witnessed those people committing crimes against young girls, and he may even be involved in it.

Cheng Meng, who has been well-educated since childhood and has an upright personality, how can he tolerate it?

"Pete, don't lie to me anymore, I won't trust you anymore......"

Cheng Meng choked up and said.

At this moment, she suddenly knew why she had been afraid to face this matter for a long time, let alone talk to anyone, including her sister-in-law.

She's not just scared that Pete really is.

She was even more afraid, and after being convinced of this fact, she could no longer be with such Pete.

She likes Pete, is attached to Pete, and from the bottom of her heart, she is willing to stay with Pete for life.

But will she be with a shameful fetish?

No.

The answer to this question is undoubtedly a very positive one.

Cheng Meng's three views formed from childhood to adulthood do not allow her to be with a fetish/pedophile.

Even, as long as she is with him, she can't help but think of the picture in the video-

She couldn't forget the frightened, helpless, desperate look in the little girl's eyes in the video.

At one point, she also fantasized about having a child with Pete.

In her imagination, her and Pete's child must be as cute and beautiful as an angel.

But will Pete's fetish/pedophilia one day...... What about the two of them?

Every time Cheng Meng thought of this, she couldn't help but get goosebumps.

She was scared and disgusted.

Then I thought that in the past, my eldest brother told me that Pete saw a picture of himself when he was very young, indicating that he had fallen deeply in love with him.

Scold......

What he loves is just Lolita in his mind, right?

In her girlhood, Cheng Meng was also attracted to Nabokov's "Lolita", she loved the exquisite words and the twists and turns of the plot.

When I think about it now, I only feel a deep sense of disgust.

She could no longer forget the little girl's eyes in the video.

Every adult man who attacks a little girl should go to eighteen layers of hell!

Her tears dried.

She doesn't want to cry anymore at the moment, she just wants to stay away from Pete for a while-

It's strange that she missed Pete so much before this phone call.

"Mengmeng, I've never hurt anyone, you believe me, okay?"

Pete's gentle and patient voice came again on the phone.

His Mandarin is getting better and better.

Of course, there is credit for Cheng Meng.

Even, the current Pete, speaking Chinese, still has the unique tone of the Chengbei people.

Pete's own voice is very magnetic, and Cheng Meng once praised Pete, saying that his voice can make people's ears pregnant.

At this moment, the voice coming from the mobile phone is also very beautiful without exception.

However, Cheng Meng took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and said to Pete: "Pete, listen, first of all, I don't believe what you say, you said that you haven't done anything to hurt anyone - this matter itself is in doubt. Secondly, even if you don't do anything in that video, as I saw, just watching, isn't your inaction in the face of that situation, in the face of that desperate child who has been abused by an adult man, a kind of harm and connivance to the perpetrator?"

"Pete, you've let me down so much. You make me feel chilled, you make me feel like you're really scary – I'm sorry, I can't tolerate someone with a stain on my personality being my boyfriend. ”

finally said this, at that moment, Cheng Meng herself couldn't believe that she actually said it so smoothly.

My heart hurts, I feel so uncomfortable.

I hate to turn back the clock and pretend I didn't say it.

If she had moved back a little further and had not told Pete what she had seen, she and Pete would still be able to maintain the illusion of happiness and harmony, and still be able to continue to be a sweet couple.

But everything that should have happened happened after all.

At this moment, Cheng Meng is both fragile and strong.

She reached out to hold on to the chair beside her, steadied her weak body, and forced herself to stand up straight like a valiant female warrior.

"Mengmeng, you mean...... You want to break up with me?"

Pete raised his voice in disbelief.

Cheng Meng was silent for a moment, during which she could clearly hear Pete's thickened and heavier breathing.

She knew that Pete must be very difficult to accept at this moment, and he must be very heartbroken.

Before she did it, she would definitely be able to comfort Pete and reach out to hug Pete!

However, she knew that she could not continue with him any longer.

So, she closed her eyes and said in a soft but firm voice, "Yes, Pete, I'm going to break up with you." I thought about it, we don't want to meet again. ”

"No......," Pete's voice came in pain like a beast's wound, "No, dear, don't be so cruel to me, I have so much more to say to you, and so many things to do with you......"

Hearing this, Cheng Meng's tears flowed down.

Sister-in-law, what should I do?

At this moment, the person that came to her mind turned out to be Tang Xiao.

She almost wanted to throw herself into her sister-in-law's arms and cry, she wanted to tell her everything about Pete, and she believed that her sister-in-law would definitely help her.

There was no sound in the tears, but Pete on the other end of the phone seemed to hear her crying voice from Cheng Meng's silence.

This once again awakened his hope.

He said softly and cautiously: "Mengmeng, about that incident, can I give you an explanation when I come back? You believe me, I love you, I am not the terrible person you imagined, we have been together for so long, and I have known your eldest brother for so many years, if- if I were really that person, would you not feel it at all? Mengmeng, give me another chance to defend myself, I don't want to lose you like this, and you don't want to leave me, right?"

I have to say that Pete's words hit Cheng Meng's weakness.

Yes, he's right, if he's really that kind of person, doesn't the eldest brother know anything about it?

Even if a prisoner is sentenced, it will give the other party a chance to hire a lawyer to defend him in court.

Isn't it a bit too arbitrary to sentence Pete so directly?

Cheng Meng's heart couldn't help but waver.

Sensibility is gradually overpowering reason, perhaps because she simply does not have the courage to leave the man she loves.

"Mengmeng, wait for me for a while, okay? Wait for me...... Please. ”

Pete, a man who is 1.9 meters tall, pleaded pitifully on the other end of the phone.

"I really, really love you, Mengmeng, dear, I don't want to break up with you, I believe, you don't want to...... Let's all calm down for a while and don't make impulsive decisions, shall we?"

Cheng Meng sighed slightly.

"I'm tired. That's all for today, Pete. ”

When Pete heard this, he was overjoyed.

Doesn't the end of today mean that there is still tomorrow between them, tomorrow's tomorrow?

"Yes, yes, honey, go to sleep, baby, I love you, I love you!"

He said ecstatically.

Cheng Meng can even hear Pete kissing his phone.

This stupid big man......

Cheng Meng smiled helplessly.

She sat down in a daze, feeling all her strength drain. This toss is like exercising in the gym for hours.

After all, he was defeated.

Will she regret her decision in the future?

She didn't know.

All she knew was that as a woman, she really couldn't be ruthless and ignore Pete's pleas.

Compared to men, women are always more likely to be soft-hearted.

If the two are in the same situation, the identities of the two are reversed, will Pete decisively leave him?

Cheng Meng hung up the phone tiredly, leaned back in the chair, and stared out the window blankly.

It was dark, and the windows were bright. She saw her own appearance from the windowpane, the woman with a dull expression and sad eyes, was it really herself?

Cheng Meng reached out and touched his face.

The woman in the mirror also reached out and touched her face.

Cheng Meng's eyes widened slightly, and she opened her mouth, feeling frightened.

I didn't think that at this moment, she thought she was getting old and emaciated.

It was clear that it wasn't like this before I fell in love with Pete.

is clearly from the past, and will never show such a sad and sluggish expression on his face.

What the hell happened to her?

Could it be that a woman is destined to be brilliant in love and then wither quickly?

Cheng Meng covered her mouth, and suddenly tears welled up.

Just then, the sound of a guitar came from downstairs again.

The soothing prelude drilled into Cheng Meng's ears, followed by a warm and clean male voice.

He was singing a Japanese song she had never heard before, and she clearly couldn't understand the lyrics, but every sentence seemed to be sung to her heart.

Her tears poured a drizzle on the polished floor.

On the glass window, the woman's eyes were red, soaked in tears, extremely bright, and extremely sad.

For the first time, she knew that the young man named Ye Chen had such a beautiful voice-

It's a very different kind of sound from Pete.

It's so pure. It is as pure as a mountain spring.

However, this purity, which is not adulterated with any impurities, is so sad.