I prayed with anticipation, even if it would be for me to look at it again, just one look......

I threw myself in front of the window, hoping that the same action would bring me back to the moment I spotted him.

Large tears rolled down my cheeks to the glass man's face, and from the glass man's face all the way to the glass man's round belly.

The weather outside was still fine, the sun was so bright that it was blinding, and the figure seemed to have melted into the sun, and never appeared again.

Perhaps, it's just that the world is so quiet that it played a joke on me?

From Wu Tan's accident to his death, I never had a chance to see him, is he blaming me? I beat my aching head with self-reproach.

But didn't he see the tombstone that I had erected for him in my heart? It was engraved with the words 'My Love', which was a metaphor of my life and a photo of my love.

I'll admit it, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!

As a layman facing life and death, what he thinks most about is having someone to accompany him and miss him, but I have never been to see him.

I was busy raising money after he got into a car accident, and after he went, I didn't go to see him because I had a stupid idea.

Thinking that where the loess does not bury people, why do you have to run to the pile of bones buried in the unconscious to perform? Now think about where to start the performance, how stupid must it be to come up with an idea?

Bastard things, bastard people, even I myself am still thinking about my Wu Tan for dying.

Since Wu Tan's incident, people who know about it have said that I am too ruthless, and I don't want to defend myself, because I know that I will be punished sooner or later if I treat him so ruthlessly.

I couldn't resist it, I didn't even have the strength to beg for mercy, I thought about it, I cried and laughed for a while, I couldn't control my emotions at all, and I went crazy.

"Sorry, can you tell me what happened?" Elf Bean's calmness cruelly pulled me back to reality.

There are no ghosts in this world, especially under the blue sky and white sun, but I would rather believe that there are ghosts in this world than admit the facts in front of me.

"I see him...... I couldn't stop crying, I didn't expect Elf Beans to understand who I was talking about.

"Is that the guy in the white shirt with a black silk jacket over it?"

I was struck by his words, for his description was the same as what I had seen, except that there was one thing he did not mention, the shadow cast on the ground, which was strong evidence that he was not a ghost.

"Did you see him?" I shuddered and turned around, perhaps because the expression on my face was too hideous, and the elf bean standing at the door of the room unconsciously took a step back.

"You saw him, didn't you? The man with a red mole on his neck. ”

Elf Bean didn't deny it, just nodded slightly to give me the answer.

Without him saying anything more, I collapsed in a whirlwind, and the only remaining feeling told me that I had fallen into a warm, soft embrace.

I didn't know how long I slept until the harsh sunlight woke me up.

I slowly opened my eyes, my eyes fixed on the snow-white ceiling in a daze, the cruel reality made me unable to face it, I would rather daydream, hoping that this would give me the courage to live.

The door suddenly opened, and someone entered.

"Sorry ......" is the voice that haunts my dreams.

I didn't want to respond, I didn't dare to respond, I continued to stare at the ceiling, staring at it stubbornly, afraid that one wrong god would be doomed.

In fact, you are already in the abyss, so why should you have illusions? I hate my sober heart.

"You're back?" I couldn't resist the surging thoughts, and I spoke weakly, tears almost flowing like a river.

"Yes, it's been a few days since I was back. ”

Wu Tan's answer was like a slap on the blow, making me dizzy and almost fainting again, but as if I had been defibrillated by an electric shock when I was dying, I sat up from the hospital bed and resumed my heartbeat.

"Then why don't you come to me? tell me you're still alive?" I almost roared out this sentence, like the male protagonist in Qiong Yao's drama, hoarse at the air.

"I ......" Wu Tan was speechless for a while, and turned his head uneasily.

The elf bean behind him mercilessly gave Wu Tan an ear scraper, "Answer well." ”

The elf bean gave the order, and Wu Tan, who had no resistance, had to answer in a regular manner.

"Because I want to see how you're doing. ”

I looked at Wu Tan's gradually swollen face, and suddenly felt that the world was so funny, I crossed his face, and saw the four big men standing in the ward, and I felt even more funny, so I couldn't help laughing, laughing so much that tears flowed, and laughter broke my liver and intestines.

"You're worried about how I'm doing, aren't you?" I almost died of laughter, panting from laughter, and even looked down on myself if I asked.

"No, it depends on how much money you still have, enough for me to leave that woman. With the threat of elf beans, Wu Tan had no other way but to tell the truth.

"Woman?" I repeated dreamily, frowning for a moment as I couldn't figure out what he was saying.

"It's a pity, you have to believe me, you still have a place in my heart, it's just that she disguised herself too well at the beginning, so I believed her ......"

Before Wu Tan finished speaking, Elf Bean had already interjected gloomily, "She's bankrupt, so you think of it again, but don't you know that she has also been chased by creditors everywhere by you?"

Listening to Elf Bean's words, I was still hoping that all this was fake, my eyes fell on Wu Tan, looking at him pleadingly, waiting for his answer.

Wu Tan, who has never understood shyness, lowered his head in shame for the first time, and a broken voice came from my heart.

I suddenly came to my senses, and even remembered the most prayer I had prayed in these days, and I must speak to him, for it was my only left, most beautiful wish.

"Do you know that after knowing the news of your death, I prayed to God again and again, begging you to come back to life, even if you and I can only die without illness in the end, or, even if we get married, we will break up because of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, or there is no way out, kneeling on the side of the road begging for food, laughing at each other's downfall...... But in any case, as long as you live, it is good to live, and so now God has finally fulfilled my wish, but it has been done by accident. ”

The cry in my ear reminded me that Wu Tan heard my heart, but my tears had dried up and could not fall a single drop.

"I'm tired, you go, as long as you live well, I'm ...... Don't hate. With that, I turned my back to him and slowly closed my eyes.

Immediately, shouts sounded behind him, a slight collision and Wu Tan's sobbing.

"It's a pity!" Wu Tan choked and called.

"I ask you only one thing. I turned my back to him, suppressed the pounding of my heartbeat, and said word by word, "Please, don't compare me to others." ”

All the sounds were gone, leaving me alone with the silence of the room.

I'd rather be quiet until the end of the world than be disturbed, but unfortunately, the person who bothered me was the one I didn't want him to see me embarrassed.

"Sorry for ......" When the elf bean shouted my name and put his hand on my arm, I exploded like a balloon punctured by a needle.