Chapter 10: The Source of All Hatred
Because it's a story, there will always be a day when it's finished, it seems to stop when it comes to talking, Kenshin doesn't know anymore, the only thing that can be distinguished is that the sun that was originally hanging high in the sky has gradually shifted to the west, and the original golden sunshine is now more twilight color, just like the stage in a person's life, isn't it just like this sunset? The most wonderful morning is also the most wonderful time for a person, but it is covered by dark clouds with all the brilliance, and in the sunlight that can only leak down, it is just a few people and a few places.
"I'm not from this world, I'm from another world, your lover. Standing up from the side of the tombstone, Bai Ze looked at the moss-covered tomb erected here, chuckled lightly and said silently: "Maybe it was because of fate that I was able to come to this world to see your ending, but I... But I still can't admit it, you're not dead in my world~ It's really a little strange to say that this world is so wonderful, everything that only exists in people's fantasies is not nothing, but it has never been revealed, such as... Those wandering ghosts, those onmyoji who are proficient in strange powers, and those hells that are somewhere not in this world... Maybe you'll end up in those places, but I... But I don't have the strength to look for you, if you are happy to die in this world, shouldn't I bother you~"
"It's like my three leaves.,Although it won't die.,But is that kind of three leaves really happy?People like me.,Fall in love with people like me.,Will the three leaves be happy?It's your words that will definitely answer my question.,It's a pity... These questions in my mind have never had the opportunity to be shared with others. Slowly rubbing the inscription on the tombstone, Bai Ze's thoughts sank into the memories slightly, and after stroking to the end on the slowly sinking palm, he withdrew his palm and turned around and left here without hesitation...
On the clouds illuminated by the setting sun in the distance, three yellow leaves gradually fluttered up, and I didn't know which direction to go, disappeared into the heaven and earth, disappeared in Bai Ze's field of vision, and wanted to stretch out my palm to grab it, but it seemed to be in vain to do nothing, I watched, I could only watch, life and death, illusion and reality, these can't be regarded as the distance of distance, and the world I am in is so far away from the people I love.
In that case, wouldn't it be nice to find a way to break this distance? Since you can come into this world, if you can see a completely different development, then... Naturally, I can go back.
"First meeting,Three leaves,I'm Scarlet Village Kenshin,You can also call me Crimson,This is the first time you see me in this world.,It's also the last time.,I'm not going to think about being nostalgic in this world.,I'm not going to look at everything that happens and do nothing.,If it's a world that I don't exist in this world, it's all like this.,I believe that the world I'm in.,It should be a slightly better world than here.,At least that world... I can see you all the time, not in the photos to see you forever, not in my mind to recall the fixed movements of you repeated thousands of times. "Heart, soaring again, even if as I said before, this person named Scarlet Village Kenshin has been killing and fighting for half of his life, in the midst of the artillery fire in the sky, even if he wants to be comfortable in the second half of his life, all the killings he has committed will involuntarily come over, there is nothing wrong with war, what is wrong is the consequences of being too prominent in the war, the hatred of the people who were killed, the same kind who are jealous of his own fame, the fear from the ruling world class, the fear from different camps, those who want to step on their own position, and want to destroy themselves because of the fear of themselves, those people... How can you possibly make the rest of your life comfortable?
If you are an ordinary person, you will indeed feel very happy, but to what extent should this happiness be false? Do you want to numb yourself and hypnotize yourself? But when you are awake, you can still find that this world does not belong to you, and the life that comes from it is all an illusion, do you want to let go of everything in that world? Although there are such and such troubles, there are such and such fatigues, but their roots and fetters are all in that world, and if you want to cut off this retribution for the cause and effect of the first half of your life, you have to cut off everything you cherish... Is it?
"I'm going to find an answer to how I got here, how I'm going to get back, instead of being here like a walking dead doing nothing, maybe even if I get to a new world, I still can't escape... The fate of this battle, obviously Kenshin Sang... It's long since he's no longer young, and he's long gone. "I have lost the power of the dragon vein, whether I can fight that kind of void or is unknown, what kind of existence is the void of this world, I have never known, maybe after the world without my own existence, everything that has developed is not the same, what has happened in the past 20 years, Bai Ze is completely unknown, and everything he knows is very different.
"Perhaps, the tower in Edo will come back to my answer to this question. "I came through that thing, but landed on such an unexpected battlefield, Mr. Songyang, what is the meaning of you sending me to this world? Why did you let me face you again the moment I landed in this world, what is it for, is it just to prevent me from dying? If it is you, I believe that you will not do such a thing, what is the meaning of this...
I can't find it, because I can't find it, the person who made this move is no more, I was killed by myself more than 20 years ago, I released the demon that brought me all the disasters, I killed the demon with my own hands on that day more than 20 years later, and I released the teacher who brought me all the good, and the teacher died with the demon... Because he wanted to save the teacher, he killed Ryo, and because he wanted to save the future world where he had a wig and a teacher, Xing made a choice before himself, and he was forced to choose everything. Sometimes my consciousness is not as high as that of the two sisters... Cowardly... Isn't he a cowardly person in essence? If you want to return to the laughter and laughter of the past, it is no longer possible, a mirror fell to the ground and shattered, even if you want to fight back, it is already unrecognizable.
In this world, do you have to kill again? How much blood do you have to get on your hands before you can stop? Isn't it bad that I came from a peaceful era and am not a person who likes to kill, but to live happily and steadily around that person as I did in the past? People will be forced by life to do those things they don't like, no matter how aggrieved and hard they are in their hearts, they must be aggrieved in their hearts, because perhaps inadvertently, stepping on this road that they don't like is no longer easy to give up.
The leader of the Shoyi, the head of the five legends, known as the strong man of the earth with one enemy and a thousand, the sword of Shura, the sword heart of the scarlet village... In these titles that I don't like very much, or even disgusted, I kill people again and again, step by step, and finally... Having lost his original goal, the peaceful life he wanted will never exist.
"Scarlet Village Kenshin is an existence that can never be ignored.,Even in the future in the future.,Such a person will be written into the history books.,Around this person's life, there are entanglements about celestial people.,Earthlings.,General trend,Hatred,Jealousy,Desire,Protection,Prestige,Everything is on this person.,The sins he bears can't be washed away.,Hatred will not be broken.,Jealous of his strong people.,There will be no fewer people who are afraid of his strength.,Because of his own and around him, there will be no fewer people who want to protect him.,And his own prestige is destined for him as long as he has the heart to resist.,Raise your arms and shout. Thousands of people will inevitably respond, do you think such people will be reassured by the shogunate, the ruler of the world?"
It was before his identity was revealed, wandering around the world as a wanderer and chatting with people in a tavern that he got the definition of Kenshin in the Scarlet Village, and to this day, Kenshin still remembers it clearly.
"It is true that he is indeed great, and he does not hesitate to fight against the Celestial Beings for the sake of the earth, but the people who rule this world are the Shogunate, and I don't think I need to say much about what role the Shogunate played in the war of the Celestial Invasion in the first place... Scarlet Village Kenshin, Shura Pull Sword Zhai... If this person does not die, the world will never be peaceful, hatred will be reincarnated by him forever, and the dark side of mankind will not disappear, if the hatred of the relatives and friends of those dead shogunate warriors after the Great War is the object of hatred, the source of all this hatred will not die, this world..."
Now, isn't it as you wished, Shura pulled out the sword, and the scarlet village Kenshin died in the battle with the leaders of the Heavenly Dao, and both died together... In this case, will the whirlpool of hatred stop, and the world... Will you get real peace/
Maybe some people don't want to go back, but the world has died, and I won't appear on the world stage anymore, to find that girl, to live with her, to be with her... Finish what I've been looking forward to since I was a kid... A peaceful life.
Scarlet Kenshin is dead, and the one who is still alive is Crimson, an ordinary person...