Chapter 6: Forbearance
I don't know how many things are the result of self-righteousness, but today I have tasted it, as disgusting as I want -
It's like I thought I would never be so stupid that I would step on it when I saw, I actually stepped on Manager Du's ****, and I didn't know whether to get rid of him, or throw away his shoes together......
"I heard that you owe a lot of debts outside?" Manager Du, who was sitting across from me, kept looking me up and down through the crystal lenses, as if he was estimating a product that was about to hit the shelves, and constantly weighing the price that should be marked on the price tag.
I was ashamed and angry at the provocative look in his eyes, but I held back at the thought of my own debt, and I remained silent, saying that I would not pay attention to his question.
"Don't squeak, beauty......" Manager Du folded his hands, his wide chin rested on it, his eyes looked directly at my chest unabashedly, and he sighed with slightly raised eyebrows, "Maybe, I can help you too......"
I knew that without Manager Du's call, no one would have casually barged into his office. That's why he dared to say these explicit words to me so unscrupulously, and because I, who am now submissive, am just a lamb to the slaughter in his eyes. And I'm asking myself, should I make the gesture that a lamb should make?
I swallowed my saliva with difficulty, clutched the folder in my hands and pressed it to my knees, and asked, pretending not to know, "How are you going to help me?"
Seeing me like this, Manager Du smiled even more, his eyes slid all the way down from my chest with deep meaning, and he groaned and said, "What do you say, of course the effort will be rewarded, and you also know that the director of the finance department is about to leave, and Mr. Li is my brother-in-law......"
Am I wrong to just try to save my life? I really don't know what choice is right to make in this situation, and I hesitate to make a decision, because I feel like a candle before the wind, ready to be extinguished by an evil wind.
Don't push me! Don't push me! I hear my heart screaming......
I took a deep breath, pretended to be relaxed, and said, "I see, let me think about it......"
"You must know that the world waits for no one, and your problem needs to be solved urgently, and promotion and salary increase are undoubtedly your only best choice at present......" Manager Du swept his head down along my skirt with deep meaning, "Also, I have already wrapped the red envelope for you......"
Suppressing the feeling of nausea, I tried to calm down and said in a trembling voice, "Hmph, thank you, Manager Du......"
"That'...... When will you give me an answer?" I can see that if it weren't for the office, Manager Du at this time would definitely not maintain his most basic image as a person, I looked at him with disdain, but my disdain looked more like some kind of teasing in his eyes, "Is it now? That's really good......
"No, it's not......" I quickly stopped him. If he continues, I'm afraid I'll be tempted to do something regrettable. In fact, I don't understand that when people decide not to regret something, they are already regretting it, "let's wait and talk......
"......Whatever you want" Obviously, Manager Du's patience was lost by my repeated shirks, he waved his hand impatiently, signaling me to hurry out, I kept silent is golden, and took the opportunity to escape, and returned to my desk in a fluctuating mood.
"What is he looking for you?" Jieyun whispered to me through the stall where he sent me the documents.
"It's nothing ......" I don't want to attract ridicule, especially in the office, where a gossip can lead to ruin.
Seeing that I didn't mean what I wanted to say, Jieyun had no choice but to leave in a huff.
I didn't get out of my nausea until I got off work.
"What, you're not feeling well? I heard Jieyun say, you haven't even eaten lunch today?" Gao Qiang, who made an appointment with me to meet, asked me when he met.
I haven't woken up from the nightmare in the office, and I only feel that men seem to look the same, and even Gao Qiang has a bad look that wants to buy me. "No, it's nothing......" I cried out in a disembodied voice, feeling like I was going to go insane in the next second.
"You're all right, right?" Mr. Elf Beans finally stopped being elf, looking at me innocently, a pair of black beans blinked on his puzzled face, and I couldn't dodge being puffed in his face, his lips were wet, and the flesh was on my cheeks, but it made me sober up a lot.
"What are you doing, what are you going to do?"
There's a lot of people on the street, and we're in the downstairs of the company, is that what you want me to do?
"I'm doing what I want, you'll get used to it later......"
Before I could push him away, Gao Qiang had already stood up straight with a cold face, took my hand and walked away without saying anything. I was blushing and anxious, and I was led by him when I walked away, and I happened to bump into Manager Du, who had just come out of the company.
didn't expect Manager Du to know Gao Qiang, and the two said hello to each other. Gao Qiang said as he grabbed my waist with his hand. "Ying Xi and I are going to dinner, or let's go together. ”
Manager Du was obviously surprised, and returned with a meaningful smile in his eyes, "Okay!"
Oh my God! Okay, I'll bear with it!
……
When the head of finance left, his replacement was quickly put on the table. It was Lin Wenjing from the Personnel Department, "It's really 'fair or unfair, God doesn't know'!" I sighed, looking at Lin Wenjing's smug appearance, for a moment, I even regretted rejecting Manager Du's idea, but it was only a moment.
I thought that I could pass by pretending to be stupid, but it was far from being as simple as I imagined.
On the first day after Lin Wenjing took office, she came to repair me for all kinds of strange reasons, and when I was sweating like a large stack of documents and being supported by Lin Wenjing like a dog, I saw Manager Du's smiling face like a flower.
I endured it silently, telling myself that it was better than sitting at my desk and waiting for cervical spondylosis, and then waiting until they were tired of tossing, and the matter would be over, but I was wrong again.
"Wait, wait!" Seeing that the elevator door was about to close, I was afraid that I would be late, so I quickened my pace and rushed up, and the moment the elevator door closed, I squeezed into the elevator smoothly, but as a result, the alarm sounded just after entering the elevator. I looked left and right, where were there people who learned from Lei Feng, and I had to resign myself to stepping out of the elevator. Then the elevator closed happily behind me, singing and soaring all the way up.
I was afraid of being late, so I had to climb the stairs......
The stairwell in the early morning was very quiet, only the sound of my high heels stepping on the marble, accompanied by the morning light with a crisp echo, like a melody knocked out by a street performer, free and casual, running and running my mood relaxed, because the blood was also alive, and the cheeks gradually flushed, just as I was running high, Manager Du suddenly appeared above me like a ghost, I stepped up a few steps to try to run past him......
Just as I was passing by him, Manager Du, who was five big and three thick, suddenly stretched out his hand and attacked me in a posture of blocking the road......
After many days of torture, and the hatred that had ruined my good state of mind, I had used my patience with him to the limit, and without thinking, I raised my hand and slapped him hard, and it was only after this slap went down that I came to my senses, and I knew that this time I was finished.