Xu Bing didn't know how he got back in the car.

She only knew that in her mind, she was always replaying those pictures of Fang Cai:

The picture of the young man crashing into Shen Xing's arms like a swallow throwing himself into his arms; the picture of the young man standing on tiptoe, his eyes full of shyness, but offering a fragrant kiss with enthusiasm; and the picture of Shen Xing whispering in the young man's ear, and the young man being weak and shyly paralyzed in Shen Xing's arms.

She couldn't do it even if she wanted to think about it, and the abilities were useless at the moment.

These images all stimulate her, constantly stimulating the heartstrings called reason in her heart.

It was as if in the next moment, the string was about to break.

But fortunately, at the moment when this string was about to break, she left the front of the boy and Shen Xing and returned to the car.

Otherwise, she doesn't know what unexpected, uncontrollable behavior she will do.

Xu Bing's eyes were bloodshot, and she looked at Shen Xing from afar through the car window, and when she saw the latter whispering in Su Yan's ear, and the young man leaning on her with a blushing face, she didn't know why, another picture appeared in her mind.

It's just that this time it's no longer a memory, but a scene born out of thin air:

The young man's face was blushing, his eyes were hazy and misty, his face was full of emotion, and his red lips spit out a sometimes faint and sometimes high-pitched voice. A figure was on it, a little unscrupulously 'galloping'.

And the face of that figure was clearly revealed, it was not her at all, but ......

Shen Xing!

Boom!

Xu Bing slapped his palm on the steering wheel, and his heart couldn't be suppressed, and he had an unprecedented trace of true killing intent towards Shen Xing!

Blood filled the originally cold and affectionate eyes, and many unimaginable thoughts had emerged in Xu Bing's mind:

She has such an ability, if she suddenly strikes, how likely is it to kill Shen Xing?!

How much is it possible that after killing Shen Xing, he will be able to leave with the boy safe and sound?!

What's more, there is a bit of possibility......

Syllable!

Suddenly, Xu Bing slapped herself fiercely, the temples of her glasses were broken, her temples were also knocked off, and her long bright black hair was messily scattered, making her look extremely embarrassed.

But even so, this palm did not beat her to full consciousness, but only suppressed the crazy thoughts in her mind a little.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, she clenched her teeth and urged her abilities with all her strength to suppress and eliminate negative emotions.

Then, with her right hand clenched into a fist on her forehead, she buried her head in the steering wheel, panting incessantly.

It wasn't until a long time passed that Xu Bing calmed down his inner emotions and slowly raised his head, his face covered with fine beads of sweat.

She looked at the front of the company again and found that Shen Xing and the young man had long since disappeared, obviously stepping into the building.

Seeing this, a trace of anger flashed in Xu Bing's eyes, and the emotions that he had finally suppressed seemed to emerge again.

'Calm down, calm down, I want to calm down' ......

She kept talking to herself, and all kinds of emotions such as anger and madness were completely suppressed by her to the depths of her heart.

Finally, Xu Bing was able to breathe, and the whole person seemed to be out of strength, slumped on the seat, and his whole body was drenched in sweat.

She knew she was on the verge of losing control.

If it weren't for her worries about what she did, the teenager might also be implicated and suffer an unjustified disaster.

Probably she would really rush out just now, and then kill Shen Xing desperately.

Not because of anything else, but really because of the picture that suddenly appeared in her mind, her so-called concentration and willpower were like a joke, and they were instantly shattered in an instant.

The young man was pressed under Shen Xing, she couldn't accept it at all!

did not shoot on the spot, which has been the ultimate embodiment of her affection and coldness for more than 20 years.

Of course, it's more because I'm worried about teenagers.

She was angry because of the teenager, and she was calmed because of the teenager.

All the emotions are just because of that teenager.

It is precisely because of this that she can endure the pain of the person she loves being possessed by others, so as to ......

Watch from afar.

After all, the young man didn't love her at all, so what kind of identity and qualifications could she use to fight against Shen Xing?

She has a bad name and a bad word, but she is simply in love with Su Yan...... A familiar stranger.

Thinking of this, Xu Bing raised his head slightly, raised his eyes to look at the roof of the car, and tears slowly slipped down the sides of his cheeks.

When she was in high school, her classmates once said with a smile:

If you want to know if you like someone or not, you just have to think about whether you can accept it calmly if one day, when that person is held in someone's arms and shows a shy, soft look, then it will be clear. ’

At that time, Shen Xing just scoffed at this and laughed softly.

But now, she finally understood what those words really meant.

Even, she didn't dare to imagine that kind of picture again.

Because she knows that she can't be calm, she can't accept it......

However, I have to accept it.

Because she couldn't get the most important point of the teenager, it was not the gap between her and Shen Xing at all.

If she wanted to, why couldn't she stand at the same height as Shen Xing?

There is only one reason why she can't get a teenager.

That is, the teenager doesn't love her at all......

A simple, prosaic reason.

However, it seems to be more difficult to cross than any other moat in the world.

So what else can she do?

Possibly, only to watch from afar, or send blessings......

Suddenly, as if thinking of something, a glimmer of light flashed in Xu Bing's eyes.

She had forgotten that Shen Xing didn't love teenagers at all......

She just used him as a stand-in, as a dispensable plaything.

Even, he used a trick to break the boy's legs.

Otherwise, it would be difficult for her to meet the boy.

Yes, of course she has to bless Shen Xing and wish Shen Xing to be with the man she likes as soon as possible.

Only in this way will she be able to have a teenager.

This is the only glimmer of hope in the midst of despair......

With his thoughts surging, Xu Bing turned his head to look at the building, a dark color flashed in his eyes, and a faint blood color appeared in his eyes.

Shen Xing, I bless you.

Heartfelt ......

Bless you.