384 Consequences of playing with fire and self-immolation
"I'm sorry aunt, I know you hate to see me, and I don't want to make you angry when I can be in front of you. It's just that Zige is unconscious now, and I really can't get out of him until he wakes up. I want to stay with him and take care of him, to make up for the mistakes I made. So aunt, I beg you to give me this opportunity, and I swear that I will take good care of him. Seeing that Tan Zige's mother reacted so much, Dingding begged bitterly.
Thinking that her son would probably not wake up for the rest of her life because of the woman in front of her, Tan Zige's mother was angry and sad, tears suddenly welled up in her eyes, and she said with hatred: "What qualifications do you have to take care of him? If it weren't for you, my son wouldn't be like this at all." I told Zige to stay away from you a long time ago, and even I, an outsider, can see that you don't like him at all, but my son is so stupid that he is stupid to stay with you all the time knowing that you don't like him. You've been flying around all over the world, and only occasionally have time to think of him, so you flew to H City for a few days. He pretended not to think so, but you don't know how happy he was in the days you came? He never kept you, and he let you go if you wanted to, because he knew he couldn't keep you at all. In order not to make you feel embarrassed, he never shows any reluctance in front of you. But after you left, I saw all his loneliness and loneliness. Lin Ziqing, my son is an angel, but you can't keep using him because he is kind!"
Her selfish behavior was finally exposed, and DingTalk really felt sorry, she was too selfish and just wanted to escape her life, but she pulled innocent people in.
Tears of remorse kept pouring out with apologies, DingTalk wanted to hold back, but the more he cried, the worse he cried, his voice trembled: "I'm really sorry, it's all my fault, I'm so selfish, I thought I was pretending to be good, but I didn't expect to bring so much pain to others." But I really want to make amends, aunt, I beg you, I beg you to give me this opportunity, stay and take care of Zige. Don't you hate me? Punish me for suffering like this for the rest of my life, but aunt, I beg you not to drive me away! I promise you that as soon as Zige wakes up, I will disappear in front of him immediately, and I will never approach him again in this life......
DingTalk cried to tears, but Tan Zige's mother still did not give in, and said in a resolute tone: "You die of this heart, I don't care about your repentance and amends, I will never let you get close to our Zige again." Just half a month ago, Zige's father and I had already found someone who was willing to donate our corneas, and Zige would have been able to see again soon, all because of you, and now everything is messed up. Not only can he not see, but he will never wake up again in this life! Our family Zige has been fond of painting since he was a child, and when he was fifteen years old, his eyes suddenly became blind, what a blow to him! We finally found a way to restore his light, and all this was ruined by you! You get out of here, do you hear? You are a disaster, and I will never forgive you in my life. ”
"Aunt, I beg you not to do this, you can beat me and scold me, but please don't drive me away. I just want to be by Zige's side, and I'm sure he'll be fine. DingTalk has made up her mind, no matter how Tan Zige's mother tries to drive her, she will not leave.
This is what she owes to talk about Zige, what is it to be angry with his mother?
Seeing DingTalk's stubbornness, Tan Zige's mother finally became furious, pointed at DingTalk and said with a cold face: "If you don't leave, right? Okay, since you must make up for it, then you kneel down and beg me." As long as you kneel down and beg me, I'll consider letting you stay!"
DingTalk is a person with strong self-esteem, even if she was forced to be like that by Lin Zifeng back then, she only chose to jump from the upstairs hard, and did not ask Lin Zifeng for perfection again.
Her temper has changed a lot over the years, but her stubbornness and self-esteem have never changed.
Tan Zige's mother's request was insulting, she just wanted to retreat from the difficulties.
Seeing that after he made his request, DingTalk's body froze in place and did not respond, Tan Zige's mother thought that her radical method was successful, and when she wanted to continue to speak, DingTalk suddenly 'poofed', and the whole person knelt down heavily.
The action of DingNail was very loud, and when her knee hit the ground, she made a loud noise, which seemed to make people feel pain, but her face did not change, and she did not show any pain.
After kneeling down, Dingding's back was very straight, he looked up stubbornly at Tan Zige's mother in front of him, and pleaded with tears: "Auntie, as long as you propose it, I am willing to do anything." I'm just begging you, please don't drive me away. It doesn't matter how much you hate me, maybe you'll think I'm pretentious, but I just want to stay. In the past, I did use Zige to escape something, but he has always been an important person to me, so I beg you to give me this opportunity. ”
I just said it casually, and Tan Zige's mother didn't expect DingTalk to really kneel down without hesitation like this, which made her a little shocked.
She had seen DingTalk before, and the DingTalk in her memory was a somewhat arrogant girl, full of pride, she didn't expect DingTalk to be like this for her son.
It's just that even if DingTalk knelt down and begged herself, Tan Zige's mother still didn't agree to her, but just said in a panic: "You are simply a madman, I won't promise you!"
Before the words fell, Tan Zige's mother quickly turned around and rushed back into the ward, and then slammed the door shut, closing the kneeling nail out of the door.
After Tan Zige's mother closed the door, DingTalk was still kneeling on the ground, although there were not as many people on the intensive care ward as there were people on the ordinary ward, but occasionally after a few people walked over, they all showed sympathetic glances towards DingTalk kneeling on the ground.
If it was before, the most difficult thing for DingTalk to see was that others sympathized with her, but at this moment, she was in no mood to pay attention to other people's eyes.
She just knelt motionless on the ground, thinking that as long as she worked hard, she felt that Tan Zige's mother would definitely accept her!
In this way, DingTalk knelt on the ground for I don't know how long it took, and his legs went from numb and swollen to painful, and finally he was completely unconscious......
Lin Zifeng stood at the corner with DingTalk's back to him, quietly watching DingTalk kneel on the ground.
Separated by a distance of about ten meters, it was like an insurmountable chasm, forcibly separating the two of them into two worlds.
After the car accident, Lin Zifeng did not leave H City, but stayed here and secretly paid attention to DingTalk's every move.
On the night of the car accident, looking at the back of DingTalk's resolute departure, Lin Zifeng shouted loudly how much he hated DingTalk.
Those hatreds are real, but the love for DingTalk is also real!
Recalling the original intention of returning to the Lin family back then, Lin Zifeng only had the words 'playing with fire*' to describe himself.
He has been struggling on the verge of death all these years, like drinking to quench his thirst, just to admit that he has gone to hell just to be unwilling to admit that he has gone to hell, so he has tried all kinds of methods to hurt DingTalk to prove that he doesn't care about her at all.
In the end, all this is just his self-deception!
Watching DingTalk being blamed and insulted by Tan Zige's mother, and watching her rather put down her most cherished self-esteem and kneel down in front of so many people in order to stay by Tan Zige's side to atone for her sins, Lin Zifeng felt the heartache so clear for the first time.
Even if DingTalk jumped from the upstairs back then, he didn't have the same pain as it was at this moment......
The muscles of his hand gripping the wall burst out, revealing his suppressed pain at the moment.
Lin Zifeng just stared blankly at DingTalk not far away, he wanted to rush up and take DingTalk away and drag her away from Tan Zige.
Anyway, he has never been a good person, he is destined to sink in hell, so what's the big deal if you're so sorry for someone?
But he knew that DingTalk would never agree, he still lost to her in the end, no matter how ruthless he pretended, he couldn't bear to crush her last life-saving straw at the critical moment.
Just like back then, he watched her jump from the upstairs and was afraid that she would really die, so after sending her to the hospital like crazy to make sure that she was not in danger of life, he finally decided to let her go and let her live......
Many times, Lin Zifeng really hates.
Why is she his sister, his own sister!
This layer of relationship seems to be doomed to the end between them.
After a long time, just when Lin Zifeng thought that DingTalk was going to kneel here until night, the door of the ward was opened again.
thought it was Tan Zige's mother who came out, but DingTalk looked up and found that it was Tan Zige's father.
The man who had just turned over half a hundred years old suddenly aged a lot, and when he saw DingTalk still kneeling on the ground, he couldn't help but sigh lightly, and said helplessly to DingTalk: "Child, you get up quickly." You've been kneeling for a long time, and if you kneel like this, you'll hurt your leg. ”
Tan Zige's father is a very kind and gentle person, DingTalk knows that he can't bear to look at her like this, but he still shook his head and said: "I'm sorry uncle, I thank you very much for being willing to feel sorry for me, but before my aunt agrees with me to stay and take care of Zige, I will never get up." ”
Zige's mother is as stubborn as you, and she won't change her mind for a while, even if you kneel here until you're old, it's useless, you will only suffer yourself. If you really want to stay and take care of Zige, don't rush on this day. Listen to your uncle, go back today and have a good rest, and come back tomorrow. I promise you, I'll talk to Zige's mother for you. I'm sure that after holding on for a while, Zige's mother will give in. She's not hard-hearted, she just needs time to accept it all, so you give her a little time. Seeing that DingTalk refused to get up, Tan Zige's father persuaded him earnestly.