Chapter 66: Understand?
Tang Xiaoxiao remembered that in Mo Yu's house, she asked Mo Yu how he successfully supported the person who answered.
Mo Yu said coldly: "You are too wide in charge of this." ”
Mo Yu was holding a magazine in his hand at the time, and when he said this, he didn't look up at her.
Wen Zhixin was also there at that time, Mo Yu's attitude made her lose confidence in front of Wen Zhixin, and she was far from Wen Zhixin, as soon as Mo Yu said this, she was embarrassed to dig a crack in the ground and get in.
Wen Zhixin and Mo Yu are together, and the words that people can think of are made in heaven to set up male talents and female appearances.
Tang Xiaoxiao and Mo Yu are together, and all they can think of is humility.
She walked towards the depths of the sea little by little, the cold water line slowly passed Tang Xiaoxiao's calves, her face was calm, and even a smile was there.
She saw Mo Yu, who was beckoning to her just now, and now he was getting closer and closer to her.
The sea had already submerged her entire lower body, and with every step she took, she could feel the resistance of the turbulent water pushing her backwards, but she was going to face it head-on.
Mo Yu seemed to be getting closer.
"Girl, don't think about it!" an old lady saw Tang Xiaoxiao's back in the distance, and shouted loudly, the flashlight in her hand was too faint, causing the old lady to wonder if she was wrong.
There are not a few young people in this sea area, passing by here today, how can they watch people looking for death, the old lady trotted all the way in the direction of Tang Xiaoxiao.
The huge sound of waves covered the old lady's voice, Tang Xiaoxiao was numb as if she was enchanted, she didn't stop walking deeper and deeper, the cold sea water began to choke into Tang Xiaoxiao's mouth and nose, she couldn't breathe and couldn't open her eyes when she was choked, her consciousness was quickly blurred, and she completely lost consciousness.
After Ye Zichen came back from France, he spent at least fifteen hours a day on work, but there was still no way to completely forget Tang Xiaoxiao.
Even if she has never felt for him, and she doesn't treat him as her boyfriend, where is the relationship in her control?
Unless she concentrates on her work, she is the one who closes her eyes and she opens her eyes.
The night was long, and he lay in bed, and his thoughts came rushing back.
Thinking of Tang Xiaoxiao's smile, his eyebrows and eyes were half gentle that he had never had, but the more he couldn't get it, the more he wanted it, from childhood to adulthood, no one had ever made Ye Zichen so troubled.
I can't eat well, I can't sleep well, he was taking the initiative from the beginning, Tang Xiaoxiao was not angry, and he was soft and hard.
I used to hear people say that non-material women are the most terrible, Ye Zichen still doesn't believe it, there is anything in this era that can't be done with real money, until he met Tang Xiaoxiao, he completely changed this idea, it is really terrible, what she wants is not money, it is genuine love, and this thing is very difficult to do.
He was the first to move, he was betrayed, and he was the one who broke up. It's not a taste in my heart, just like a kindergarten child, holding an apple in his hand, holding it carefully, reluctant to eat, but was snatched away by others, and the bite was not like it and was stuffed back, who can accept it?
But how can it not be painful at all when it is lost.
The lack of pain in the eyes of others is all pretended by him, and the real vulnerability and helplessness are only known to him in the middle of the night.
Ye Zichen returned home with a tired face, the lights were still on, there was a sound in the kitchen, and the dust had not yet slept.
"Brother, are you back?" Ye Luochen heard the sound and knew that Ye Zichen was back, "You must not have eaten yet, I made pasta, let's eat together." ”
Ye Zichen didn't plan to eat anymore and wanted to sleep directly, but seeing that Ye Luochen was ready, and his stomach was just a little hungry, then eat a little, he said, "Okay, I'll take a shower, change my clothes, and come over immediately." ”
Ye Zichen's speed was very fast, and as soon as Ye Luochen put the noodles ready, he came over with his slightly wet hair.
It's been a long time since the two brothers have sat down for a meal together, and this kind of intimacy has not been felt for a long time. Ye Zichen seemed to have thought of something and wanted to say it, so he paused, but swallowed back what he was about to say.
The two of them had the same blood flowing on their bodies, where would Ye Luochen not notice this, and he also wanted to ask Ye Zichen what he wanted to say.
But after thinking about it, since he chose not to say it, if he asked again, he would inevitably feel uncomfortable, after all, he didn't plan to say it.
Ye Luochen's idea was just dispelled by himself, and Ye Zichen took the initiative to speak again: "I can't figure out something, you help me think about it." ”
Ye Luochen asked, "What's the matter?"
Ye Zichen said: "Before Tang Xiaoxiao went to France, the person sent by the Tang clan to pick up was chosen by me and Uncle Tang, Ruby, and I told Tang Xiaoxiao Ruby's characteristics, Ruby was also waiting at the airport.
But after Tang Xiaoxiao got off the plane, she called me to tell me that she didn't find Ruby, I called to confirm, Ruby said, Tang staff told her that the person who answered was someone else, and there was another more urgent thing waiting for Ruby to deal with, so she asked her to hurry back to the company and not make any more stops at the airport, otherwise she would bear the consequences. ”
"And then?"
"I asked Uncle Tang, and he said he didn't know anything about it. I couldn't get through to Tang Xiaoxiao's phone again, so I went directly to France. I asked my secretary to check the man's itinerary for me, and found out that he was also in France, how could there be such a coincidence in the world? Ruby did not leave until twenty minutes before the plane reached its destination. ”
"Do you suspect that someone is pretending to be an insider of the Tang Clan and revealing Tang Xiaoxiao's whereabouts to Mo Yu, so that they can have a chance to get in touch?"
"I can't imagine who this person is. I don't know what the benefits of him doing this are. Ye Zichen put down the fork in his hand and looked at Ye Luochen's eyes, the cold was overwhelming.
"I said it," Ye Luochen boldly looked at Ye Zichen's eyes that were about to burn, "As for the benefits for me, I just want you to understand, what you get is that her people can't get her heart, why bother? The happiness she wants can only be given by Mo Yu, and being with other people is painful for her, don't you understand? I did this just to let you see Tang Xiaoxiao's choice clearly!"
Ye Zichen angrily slammed the table and stood up: "Nonsense! When will it be your turn to call the shots for me? I just want her people! I don't care who her heart is!"
Ye Luochen also stood up: "You are selfish! Don't think about what you can't get, and others can't think about what you get!"
Ye Zichen was stunned: "What do you mean?"
Ye Luochen sneered: "Isn't that the case? If that year, my parents proposed that one of the two of us would go abroad to study, accompany her by my grandmother's side, and the person who went was you instead of me, I would not have been able to live in regret for the rest of my life."
Because you knew at that time that once you went to your grandmother's side, you would not have priority to inherit the power of the Ye family, right, your utilitarianism swelled faster than your age, in order to get what you want, you have always done whatever it takes, even your own brother, you know how much I like her!"
Ye Zichen heard Ye Luochen mention the past, and he was more or less guilty: "I swear, if I knew that there would be an earthquake that night, I wouldn't let you go, didn't I just haven't seen her for the last time?
Do you know how I spend every night, I can't stop thinking about her, I can't stop thinking about her for so many years, we used to say that she would marry me when she grows up, and now if she lives, she is completely satisfied, I owe her, if I can see him for the last time, I will feel a little more comfortable, instead of living on guilt and memories for so many years. You know the feeling of regret?"
"But he and Tang Xiaoxiao can't be compared at all! Two things that can't be related to each other at all, why do you have to say together, is this comparable?"
Ye Zichen didn't know Ye Luochen's thoughts, he didn't understand why Ye Luochen did this.
"I won't let you taste my pain, you'll still think you're right! You're so selfish, as long as you don't touch your interests, I'm nothing to you! I still dream of her every night when I sleep! I'll move out tomorrow and won't bother you. After Ye Luochen finished speaking, he went upstairs, leaving Ye Zichen standing alone.
After living for more than 20 years, Ye Zichen has never been so powerless as he is now, Ye Luochen is his own brother, and he is the only person in the world who has let him take off all his defenses except for his parents.
Regarding her affairs, Ye Zichen of course knew in his heart that he owed Ye Luochen a lot, and he tried his best to make up for it in other aspects, but he didn't expect that Ye Luochen still didn't let go after so many years.
Ye Luochen's affection is like a jar of wine, the more it is released, the stronger it becomes.
Ye Zichen began to seriously review himself, yes, for the sake of profit, he is unscrupulous, too possessive, and equally competitive, he is shrewd and decisive in the shopping mall, * naked money transactions, regardless of feelings.
He has never been good at interpersonal relationships, so he chooses not to talk much. After many years, I don't know that the gap between Ye Luochen and himself has been so deep.
"Hey. Ye Zichen sighed, he was still a little sleepy when he first went home, but now he is not sleepy at all.
Tang Xiaoxiao woke up from a dream, she had a dream, she dreamed that Mo Yu was with someone else, she dreamed that Liu Ting had also left her, and the people around her were far away from her one by one, and she couldn't open her mouth if she wanted to shout.
When I woke up, I opened my eyes and saw the kind face of an old lady, I don't know who it was, her voice was weak: "Grandma, who are you?"
The old lady woke up with a smile and said, "Girl, you wake up, you can worry me as an old lady, I went out for a walk and passed by the beach, seeing that you were going to jump into the sea, no matter how you shouted, you couldn't hear it, and when I walked over on this leg, you were slapped on the beach by the waves, motionless, I quickly called an ambulance, girl, you can't think of anything, you can't joke with life." ”
Tang Xiaoxiao remembered what she had done, she was really sad at the time, and it may also be because she hadn't eaten for a few days, her body was too weak and she had hallucinations. Only then did she see Mo Yu standing on the sea and waving at her, completely losing her mind at that time, just thinking about the past, and completely ignoring the scene at that time.