What does it feel like to fall out of love?

I get it.

I understand why someone can cry when listening to music and send huge amounts of Weibo and text messages.

If you compare broken love to one word, it is emptiness.

The eyes are empty. No looks, no one in sight.

My stomach was empty, I was hungry, but I couldn't eat.

The heart is empty, empty, and can never be filled.

It is said that time heals everything, I would say pure fart, time will only make you torture yourself and destroy yourself in the long night.

Time will also make you remember the beauty that has been lost in the past, as long as the surroundings are quiet. Time will turn into a sharp knife, swishing a few times to poke your heart full of holes, leaving you alone to hide and taste the pain.

So you're tempted to give time to get down on your knees and beg it to go back to the moment before the breakup. Maybe you can save something, save something. But time is always merciless and does not give people a chance to regret it. You can only lick the wound as it passes. But it will teach you a skill, which is adaptation.

Returning to my new home with Chu Xi, I gradually changed from being uncomfortable to adapting. I didn't touch every furnishing in the house, even the sheets thrown at the door, and everything remained as she was.

But spoiled food in the freezer. There is also the alternation of day and night outside the window, which is a testament to the passage of time.

A day, a week, a month, you will always adjust to the after-effects of loneliness and sadness. Please Baidu black-rock + pavilion is our greatest support, thank you!

But the beauty is destined to disappear in time, and even though I locked the window, the taste of Chu Xi staying here still faded in bits and pieces, and this feeling was very powerless.

So I don't smoke. I didn't dare to smoke it, for fear that the smell of smoke would destroy the only beauty left in the air.

It was a faint mint smell, it smelled good, and I loved it.

But this morning, I couldn't even grasp the last bit of inseparable.

The sun was shining outside the window, and I lay on the bed and looked at a lock of hair.

These are the ones I collected from some corners of my house, and it took me a long time to get this little bit of harvest.

I knitted them into a ring, like a ring, and looked at the sunlight.

was watching stupidly, when someone suddenly opened the door outside.

She opened the door so slowly that I got out of bed and dropped the ring on the sheets.

I looked down in panic and saw that she had already entered the door.

I had no choice but to give up the ring and hide behind the small wooden door in the bedroom.

I hadn't taken off my shoes for more than a month, and I probably made a little noise, causing her to come to the bedroom after entering the house.

She came to the bed with her short hair flowing and looked at her, and I couldn't get back to my senses as I stared at her back behind the door.

She seems to have lost weight and has a better figure, but I know that she doesn't belong to me anymore, and it's useless for me to look at it, not to mention that I'm a thief who trespasses into a private house, after all, this is the house she bought, not mine, I have no right to stay, I can only escape.

But before I escaped, I stared at her dreamy back for three seconds.

Three seconds is enough, and being able to watch for three seconds is enough, because I'm an easy person to meet, and I've never been very demanding.

Walking out of the bedroom lightly, I stared at her back and quickly stepped back, one, two, three, grass!

Open the door and run away at full speed, the elevator did not stop at this floor, so I had to choose the stairs.

I hurried down the stairs and the sound of a pair of high heels chased me.

But I wasn't sure if there was really someone chasing me, so I didn't stop, ran downstairs in one go, rushed into the street, stopped a taxi when I saw it, and let the driver drive when I got in......

"Where have you been in the last two months?"

When I saw Li Jiahe at a beef noodle stall on the side of the road, he asked endless questions, but I didn't listen at all.

With a steaming bowl of beef noodles in my hand, I was satisfied, after all, I hadn't eaten or drunk for days, and I was really hungry.

Besides, I have an appetite, and I am happy to see her.

Gulping down the noodles, I ate deliciously, Li Jiahe's eyes stared at me, and he took out his mobile phone to call others, "I found him, stay with me, don't worry, I will take him back." ”

I didn't listen to what he said, I ate all the noodles and wiped my mouth and wanted to leave.

"Thanks, buddy, I don't know where to throw my wallet, please get back to you when I make up the bank card." I got up with a smile, and several men in suits walked under the small shed from all directions, blocking my path.

I know these people, they are Tonghu's people, that is, my people.

But their faces were very bad, as if they didn't know me anymore, and their brows were tightly locked.

"Come home with me. ”

Li Jiahe walked by, grabbed my arm and dragged me into the car, and went directly to Wei Yao's house, which was my former home.

When he came here, Wei Yao was not there, so Qu Yanlan was at home.

He and Li Jiahe stuffed me into the bathtub and took a shower, and I was immediately much more relaxed, but the bathtub water became a stinky color, and the smell was so bad that I didn't want to describe it.

After washing it three times in a row, the water was clean, and Qu Yanlan was tired, because Li Jiahe couldn't serve people, and Qu Yanlan was the main force.

"It's really troublesome for everyone, it's this house, yes, it's this house, you don't need to take off your shoes, just carry it in. Wei Yao spoke outside the bathroom, his tone was brisk, as if he was happy.

"Brother Kaga, go buy him some clothes, he can't ask for this dress anymore, it stinks to death. ”

Qu Yanlan threw the clothes and pants I took off directly to the trash can, Li Jia frowned and asked, "Youtang, where is your wolf head staff?"

I really don't remember this, I shook my head at him.

"Someone may have picked it up. "I remember so, anyway, before I went to the bar, before the last time I went to Marriott, the wolf's head staff was gone, and I didn't look for it.

"Yu Youtang, you can really do ......"

Li Jiahe was speechless for a while, opened the door and left.

"Youtang, you should wear my clothes first, you can't always soak in water. ”

Qu Yanlan walked out of the bathroom, and Wei Yao asked outside the door, "How is he feeling?"

"It's very bad, his eyes are in a trance, and he has lost weight several times, I'm going to get him clothes now, he can't ask for them. ”

Qu Yanlan went and returned, and Wei Yao said again: "Give me these, I'll help him change them." ”

Wei Yao entered the bathroom, and I stared at the water without saying a word.

She squatted down to let go of the bathtub water, I wasn't shy, she said help me change, I heard it, shy but squeamish.

"The scar here doesn't seem to go down. ”

Her fingertips touched my collarbone, where there were marks on Chu Xi's teeth, and it did leave a scar, a very deep scar.

"You know everything, the matter between me and Chu Xi" I felt uncomfortable, and I asked very quietly.

She didn't think I was a soup chicken, her hands hooked my neck, her head was on the tip of my ear, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Coming out of the bathroom, Wei Yao pushed me into her room, and I instantly understood a lot of questions.

Brand new double bed, brand new bookcase, as well as gym equipment and TV cabinet, and even a mini bar.

The sun shines in, and the house is golden like a brand-new wedding room, and everything is very warm.

Wei Yaoqiao walked to the window with a flushed face, turned around and asked me, "Do you like it?"

I frowned slightly at the new bed, she pressed me to sit on the bed, squatted down and looked at my face carefully: "Youtang, don't refuse if you don't accept it, just live here temporarily, let me take care of you for a while." ”

Her eyes were full of worry, but I still shook my head.

After all, her marital status is not a secret, she is single, and I will attract a lot of gossip if I live with her.

"Youtang, don't force me to knock you unconscious with a stick, don't think I don't dare. Her eyes were red and she was joking, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.

She wiped her cheeks and got up and said enter, and Jiawen appeared.

"Brother Youtang is back?"

Jiawen was very happy, and asked with a smile: "Brother Youtang, aren't you leaving?"

"He's not leaving, he's going to sleep here. ”

Wei Yao replied very seriously, I got up and shook my head: "I don't live here." ”

Wei Yao's smile froze, and so did Jiawen.

Qu Yanlan watched from outside the door, I didn't shy away from anyone, and decided to make my words clear.

"I just fell out of love, I can't bear that blow, I admit that I'm a coward, I'm weak, I'm running away, you give me a while, I'll definitely cheer myself up, just half a month, give me another half a month. ”

"What about half a month later?" Wei Yao's expression was very anxious, I knew what she was worried about.

"If possible, after half a month, I will let everything return to normal, I have broken off my friendship with Wang Hua and them. ”

Wei Yao was happy, she hooked my neck and asked, "Really?"

I nodded solemnly, "Really, including Wang Hua, including Siya, and ...... Including that person, everything about them has nothing to do with me Yu Youtang from now on. ”

It's easier said than done, that day at Marriott, I said it clearly in public, Wang Huazi must have understood, I don't want to have anything to do with them anymore. I'm a man, and what I promised will be done, so I ran away when Chu Xi appeared.

Instead of letting Chu Shao watch the jokes, it is better to roll away from now on, maybe the most happy ending is to die and not get along.

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