Tang Xiaoxin said, yes, I just can't bear it, I wish I could be with you all the time.

But he said: "No, we can meet at noon anyway, what is there to be reluctant to." ”

Almost everything she thought in her heart was written on her face, how could Cheng Lie not see it, but she just didn't want to demolish her.

Smiling and rubbing her hair, Cheng Lie said, "Go to work, see you at noon." ”

Tang smiled: "Well, good. ”

turned around and walked upstairs, and endured it without looking back, feeling ridiculous in my heart, why is it so difficult to part?

Behind him, Cheng Lie watched her back disappear completely before slowly leaving.

In a very ordinary doctor's dormitory in the nursing home, the neatly dressed Shen Sa sat in the living room, looking a little dazed.

As a soldier, she has long been accustomed to a regular life.

Even without an alarm clock, she was able to wake up on time.

I watched TV for a long time last night - she felt fresh and lonely, and she couldn't help but stay up late.

But as soon as it dawned, the biological clock in her body woke her up.

Shen Sa opened his eyes and felt that his eyes were a little swollen-

She rarely felt this way, after all, she used to basically not watch TV.

Rubbing his eyes, Shen Sa got up and took a cold shower, then drank a glass of water and took out a few eggs from the refrigerator-

Last night, the growth officer stuffed her with some food in the refrigerator, presumably because she was afraid that she would be hungry.

Shen Sa boiled water and boiled eggs, and after eating these, he was almost full.

After being full, Shen Sa had nothing to do, stood at the window and looked out for a while, and saw that there seemed to be someone jogging on the boulevard, so he decisively went down to move.

After running for half an hour, there were gradually more people, and Shen Sa returned to his residence.

When she came back, she really didn't know what to do.

She is an idle person, a girl of her age, who would like to stay in the autumn bed for a while, but even though she is still injured, she can't stop for a moment.

As soon as she stopped, it was as if she had lost her bearings.

She thought that maybe she should go to the chief officer and ask him what he could do, but as soon as she looked up, she saw the wall clock on the wall.

It's still early - at this point, the chief officer and his wife may not have gotten up yet, right?

She didn't want to come to the door to disturb her, because she stayed up late to watch TV last night, and her eyes hurt when she woke up this morning, so she didn't want to watch TV anymore for the time being.

I had to sit in the living room completely.

Just then, the doorbell rang in the empty living room.

Shen Sa was taken aback, and then realized-

It's the growth officer who is here!

Shen Sa took three steps and made two steps, quickly walked to the entrance and opened the door, and sure enough, Cheng Lie was standing outside the door wearing the gray-pink T-shirt from yesterday.

The growth officer stood at the door, looked down at her and smiled slightly: "Got up?"

Shen Sa didn't know what was going on, so he was a little embarrassed inexplicably, as if he didn't think he was neat enough, he reached out and quickly pinned the short hair in his ear to the back of his ear: "Yes." ”

"Have you eaten?"

"Eat. ”

"It's so early. ”

Cheng Lie originally planned to take Shen Sa to the cafeteria to eat, but she didn't expect that she had already solved breakfast by herself.

"Well, I boiled a few eggs. ”

Shen Sa let Cheng Lie in.

Cheng Lie was tall, and when he stood in the living room, the originally empty living room suddenly seemed a little cramped.

"Growth Officer...... Is there anything you can give me to do?"

Shen Sa asked.

"You?"

Cheng Lie was looking at the surrounding facilities, thinking if there was anything that needed to be replaced by Shen Sa.

Shen Sa asked suddenly, and his sharp black eyes immediately looked at her.

His eyes swept to the bandages on the side of Shen Sa's neck and arms, the corners of Cheng Lie's mouth were raised, and he said with a smile: "Do you still want to go to the battlefield?" Or do you want to go back to the army for training?

Shen Sa's face turned red and whispered, "Chief Officer, I'm fine." ”

"If you have something to say, you don't count, I say it. ”

"I'm really fine. ”

"Are you alright?"

Cheng Lie sneered: "What can you do, give me an honest rest." ”

“……”

When the two get along day and night when they go on a mission, perhaps because there are only the two of them most of the time, Cheng Lie often gives her the illusion that the other party is very gentle.

The "fierce and vicious" and formidable growth officer who used to be in the army seems to be a different person.

It wasn't until this moment that Shen Sa knew that the growth officer had not changed.

But such a growth officer made her feel familiar and relieved for no reason.

"I can't stay idle...... Officer, I feel like a wrecked person right now. ”

Shen Sa couldn't help but say.

"Who said you were a waster. ”

Cheng Lie's thick eyebrows furrowed slightly, and his dark eyes stared at Shen Sa: "Shen Sa, you are a soldier, but in your life, you plan to only be a soldier?"

Cheng Lie's question made Shen Sa scratch his head for a while.

What does it mean to only be a soldier in this life?

Don't...... Isn't that the right thing to do?

What else could she do but be a soldier?

"I don't understand. ”

Shen Sa said confusedly: "Growth officer...... I don't understand. ”

"You're alone, Shen Sa. ”

Cheng Lie pressed a hand on Shen Sa's shoulder, his expression slowed slightly, and there was something in his eyes that Shen Sa couldn't understand.

"You have to learn to be a man, not just a soldier, or a weapon. ”

Shen Sa blinked, his long eyelashes trembling slightly.

She didn't understand.

Isn't it good to be a soldier, or to be a weapon?

She didn't think there was anything wrong with that.

For the sake of the country, she can sacrifice her life and forget death, and she is willing to dedicate her life.

This is her mission in this life.

So......

What does it mean to be a human being?

She doesn't understand.

At this moment, the people she had seen at McDonald's yesterday popped into her mind.

Whether it is an office worker in a hurry, a little white-collar worker dressed up fashionably and brightly, or a college student who looks young and lively......

Everyone, looking like her, seems to be different.

In the crowd, she always seemed out of place.

She vaguely felt the difference in herself, but she didn't quite understand what the difference was.

She had never thought about what the world was like, and she didn't want to know.

In the army, the repetitive training every day is the most important and meaningful thing for her.

Other than that, she doesn't yearn for any kind of life.

Is this really wrong?

She doesn't understand.

"Growth Officer...... If I want, be a soldier or a weapon, I'm willing. ”

She whispered.

Hearing this, Cheng Lie sighed in his heart.

She's too young.

It was precisely because of his youth that he felt unbearable for her.

She deserves more of the pleasure her peers can enjoy, he thought.

"Okay, let's not talk about that. ”

He abruptly ended the topic: "I'll take you out for a walk today." ”

"Good. ”

Shen Sa smiled.

Shen Sa didn't ask Cheng Lie where he wanted to take her, anyway, no matter where she went, as long as she followed the growth officer, she would choose to trust her unconditionally.

Cheng Lie drove Yan Ling's Buick that day, took Shen Sa out of the sanatorium, and drove all the way towards the city center.

The first destination is a pedestrian street.

This pedestrian street has the most college students, and there are a variety of shops nearby, but they are all of a good quality and low price.

Cheng Lie himself didn't like this kind of place that was too noisy, but he thought that for a girl of Shen Sa's age, this place should be good.

Sure enough, Shen Sa soon stood in a trinket shop dazzled.

She was a girl after all, and even if she had never been exposed to any of them, she would naturally be interested in shiny trinkets, pink bows, and jingling wind chimes.

"Whatever you like, take it. ”

"Growth officer, don't ...... I'll just take a look, and ...... I have money myself. ”

Shen Sa hurriedly said.

"It doesn't cost a lot of money, so it's my reward for you. ”

Cheng Lie said with a smile.

There were already a lot of little girls in the store who were secretly looking at Cheng Lie, and when he smiled, there was a small exclamation in the store.

Cheng Lie didn't think he was surprised by this, he just didn't see it.

Shen Sa was a little embarrassed, especially when she seemed to hear someone say, "That pair is so eye-catching."

The couple...... Is it referring to her and the growth officer?

Shen Sa's ears were a little hot, and she instinctively wanted to justify that she and the growth officer were not that kind of relationship, but if the growth officer didn't hear it at all, she ran over to defend it, wouldn't the growth officer know?

How embarrassing is that......

Shen Sa couldn't help but reach out and scratch the tip of his nose, feeling his palms sweating slightly, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

But I can't tell why, and I feel a little happy in my heart.

Shen Sa tried his best to ignore those eyes and voices, and focused his attention on the dazzling trinkets in the store.

It's beautiful.

Her hidden, neglected girlish heart, on this day, all was revived.

She chose and chosen, and finally picked up a hairpin and a headband, and showed it to the growth officer nervously.

"Growth officer, which one is better-looking?"

Cheng Liezai looked at it carefully.

The hairpin is made of crystal, in the shape of a shiny heart.

The headband is a vintage red velvet bow.

He looked at Shen Sa in front of him, but in his mind he imagined Tang Xiao wearing them.

A smile creeped into his mouth.

Although Xiaoxiao is a few years older than Shen Sa, Xiaoxiao is still a little girl at heart.

Shen Sa looked at Cheng Lie and smiled, she also relaxed, and said with a smile embarrassedly: "Chief Officer, I don't know which one to want." Can you help me with an idea?"

"Both. ”

"Huh?"

Shen Sa was still in a daze, and Cheng Lie had already taken both of them to the checkout.

On the way to the cash register, Cheng Lie took a few more gadgets that he thought were suitable for Tang Xiao, and then generously took this bunch of girlish gadgets to pay.

The growth officer is so good, Shen Sa thought secretly in his heart.

After coming out of the jewelry store, Cheng Lie took Shen Sa to a clothing store again.

Although they are not as famous as those in shopping malls, the clothing stores on this pedestrian street tend to be young in style and beautiful in price.

Shen Sa basically didn't have any civilian clothes except for military uniforms, and rashly took her to the mall, and the numbers on those tags would only frighten her.

This is also the reason why Cheng Lie chose here.