307 I will do it again
"Shut up for me, you don't know anything at all!" Lin Zifeng's words angered Lu Jingxing again, he also pulled the collar of his shirt, rushed forward and gave Lin Zifeng a punch.
Lin Zifeng was not to be outdone, he raised his hand to fight back, Lu Jingxing reached out to block it, and the two of them scuffled together with one punch and one punch.
In the end, it was Lu Jingxing who had the upper hand, he knocked Lin Zifeng to the ground with a punch, and then rushed up to suppress Lin Zifeng, grabbed him by the collar and said angrily: "You listen to me! I, Lu Jingxing, have never lost to others in anything since I was a child! You can't win me in the mall, and you can't win me in a fight! People like you, who live in the shadows all day long, should find a hole in the ground and live with street rats." I don't care if what you say is true or not, but you keep me and Lingxi away. You scum, you will only pollute our eyes. As for the fact that you are in cahoots with Bai Wanqing, and the matter of you using Lingxi to threaten me before, I will figure it out with you one by one. ”
"Hehe......" Lu Jingxing's words made Lin Zifeng laugh, he fell to the ground and gasped: "You don't know her at all, do you think what you see is everything? Let me tell you, Ye Lingxi's heart has a lot of things you don't know." Maybe you don't know, but you don't dare to face it. It's like she used you to take revenge on Xu Jiu, you may have thought of it a long time ago, but you are willing to hide as an ostrich. ”
The hand holding the collar gradually turned white, and Lu Jingxing's eyes were red like the red letter of a poisonous snake, and they were full of murderous intent.
The other hand was raised suddenly, and he wanted to punch Lin Zifeng, but in the end he held back: "I won't do anything with you anymore, you garbage doesn't deserve to dirty my hands." ”
As he spoke, Lu Jingxing let go of Lin Zifeng's collar, then let go of him, and then turned around and walked slowly towards his car.
His figure is still upright, even if his heart has turned over the river and the sea, he must not let Lin Zifeng see his jokes.
Seeing that Lu Jingxing was leaving, Lin Zifeng didn't make any moves, he lay motionless on the ground, looking at the dark sky above his head and laughing silently.
Some things, no matter how true they are, are false.
However, after telling a lie all night, Lu Jingxing was really shaken, and Lin Zifeng felt extremely happy in his heart.
In this world, whoever loves first loses!
Lu Jingxing fell in love with Ye Lingxi miserably, so he naturally lost miserably.
Lin Zifeng knew that Lu Jingxing didn't want to believe what he said, but because he loved Ye Lingxi too much, this love would make him have to believe what he said......
"Lingxi, are you in the villa?" After returning to his car, Lu Jingxing immediately called Ye Lingxi.
"I just went out to dinner with Chu Ning and Xia Yan, and now I'm on my way back, and I'll be there soon. Ye Lingxi didn't know what had just happened, he just thought that Lu Jingxing was calling to care about him, so he replied as usual.
"You wait for me at the villa, I'll be back soon!" Lu Jingxing said, and hung up the phone before Ye Lingxi could respond.
"Okay......" Before Ye Lingxi could remember to say goodbye, he heard the sound of the other party hanging up the phone.
has been with Lu Jingxing for so long, this is the first time, Lu Jingxing hung up the phone first.
Sensing that Lu Jingxing's emotions seemed to be a little wrong, Ye Lingxi's expression couldn't help but become solemn.
Ada on the side didn't smile when she saw her answer the phone, and couldn't help but care: "Lingxi, what's wrong with you?" ”
"It's nothing, I just feel a little tired and want to go back and rest early. There was a bad premonition in his heart, but Ye Lingxi didn't want Chu Ning and them to worry about him, so he pretended to be fine.
After all, he had just experienced a kidnapping, and it was normal for Ye Lingxi to feel tired, so Ada didn't think of anything else, and just asked Xia Yan to drive Ye Lingxi back to the villa as soon as possible.
By the time Ye Lingxi returned to the villa, the lights in the villa had already turned on.
Guessing that it was Lu Jingxing who came back, Ye Lingxi hurriedly said to the other three people in the car: "Okay, I've arrived home safely, you guys should go back quickly." By the way, Xia Yan, Ada will ask you to send it back. ”
"I'll go in with you. Lu Jingxing told herself to take good care of Ye Lingxi, and she wanted to accompany Ye Lingxi into the door, so that she could leave with peace of mind.
"No need, you see the lights are on inside, Jing Xing also called just now and said that he has arrived home, I will just go in by myself. Ye Lingxi explained, not wanting Ada to make another trip.
Knowing that Lu Jingxing had returned, Ada was relieved and agreed, "Okay, let's see you enter the door, let's go again." ”
"Good ......" Ye Lingxi did not refuse again, but got out of the car and said goodbye to the three people in the car before turning his head and entering the villa.
After making sure that Ye Lingxi had entered the door, Xia Yan started the car, turned around and left here.
After Ye Lingxi entered the house, he found that Lu Jingxing had really come back, and he was standing in the living room.
It's just that Lu Jingxing at this time had his back to Ye Lingxi, and when he heard that she was back, he didn't speak immediately, and the sudden silence announced everything, Ye Lingxi obviously felt that there was something wrong with Lu Jingxing's aura tonight.
"Little fox, before you went abroad, did we have a child between us?" Although he was mentally prepared, when he asked this question, Lu Jingxing's voice still trembled a little involuntarily.
Hearing Lu Jingxing ask this question, Ye Lingxi's eyes subconsciously widened, and his face was in disbelief.
When Shen Ru had an accident, Ye Lingxi's heart turned like ashes and begged Lu Jingxing to let her go, and before going abroad, she found out that she was pregnant.
At that time, Ye Lingxi didn't love Lu Jingxing at all, and saw that she could go abroad to regain herself, so she hid all this.
Because Ye Lingxi knew that if Lu Jingxing knew that she was pregnant, I was afraid that she would not let her go easily.
In order to avoid such a result, Ye Lingxi secretly went to the hospital to kill the child before going abroad.
She had never told anyone about this, even Chu Ning didn't know about it, she didn't expect Lu Jingxing to know.
Knowing that he couldn't hide it anymore, Ye Lingxi decided to tell Lu Jingxing the truth.
"Yes, I was pregnant. When answering this sentence, Ye Lingxi's heart suddenly twitched, and a dull pain spread throughout his body.
What Lin Zifeng said was true!
It was only at this time that Lu Jingxing discovered that the most terrible thing in this world was not a lie, but the cruelest truth!
God knows how much Lu Jingxing is looking forward to having a child with Ye Lingxi, but when he didn't know it, the child he had been looking forward to for so long had passed away quietly.
There was a sudden sour feeling in his eyes, and Lu Jingxing looked up at the sky, so that his tears did not fall.
Lu Jingxing couldn't say how painful his mood was at this time, he only felt a chill in his body, and the whole person seemed to be floating in the clouds, without any real feeling.
Lu Jingxing knew that Lin Zifeng's words could only be trusted for three points, but these three points already made him feel unbearable.
"Little fox, I always felt that you in front of me were the most real you, but now I realized that there are always so many secrets hidden in your heart that I don't know. That's our child, and even if you don't want to keep him, you should tell me the truth, right? I'm the father of the child, and I have the right to know that he has been here. But you didn't say anything, and you let him disappear from this world......" Lu Jingxing closed his eyes and said with pain in his heart.
"Jing Xing, whether you believe it or not, I just want to say that I didn't mean to lie to you. I'll admit I'm being selfish, but I didn't love you at all. I'm finally going to be free, how can I let a child who comes by accident ruin all this?Please put yourself in your shoes, what would you do if you were me?" Ye Lingxi's voice was full of exhaustion and pain, she knew that this incident would make Lu Jingxing sad, but if she did it again, she would still do it.
"Yes, your mind is full of Xu Jiu, so there is no place for me in your heart! Lin Zifeng told me, he said that you don't love me at all, and that you are with me just to get revenge on Xu Jiu for killing your brother Shen Ru! Do you know what is the most painful thing for me now? I always tell me that I believe that you love me, if not all, there is always a little love for me, but I found that I was wrong. You can say that you didn't want the child back then because you didn't love me at that time, but now what about now? Now we are together, but every time you mention having a child, you are very resistant. It's ridiculous to think that we can't even be honest with each other, but think we love each other. Lu Jingxing said self-deprecatingly, but he never turned around.
What is more terrible than not loving each other is that two people obviously love each other, but their two hearts are separated by many obstacles and can never get close to each other.
Ye Lingxi also wants to be honest with Lu Jingxing, but she is so natural that she always likes to hide things in her heart and doesn't like to tell others.
Especially for the people you like to care about, the more you pay attention to it, the more you can't speak.
This was true for Xu Jiu and Shen Ru back then, and now it is the same for Lu Jingxing!
Thinking of Shen Ru's death, Ye Lingxi regretted it incomparably in his heart.
If she hadn't been so attached to Xu Jiu back then, many things would not have happened.
Finally being with Lu Jingxing, Ye Lingxi didn't want the misunderstanding to hurt the relationship between them, so she slowly approached Lu Jingxing with tears in her eyes and gently hugged him from behind.
As soon as she spoke, Ye Lingxi found that her voice was hoarse, she leaned her head tightly on Lu Jingxing's back, and said sadly: "Jingxing, I know that it was wrong for me to hide that you were back then. Ever since I found out that I was in love with you, I wanted to be honest with you about everything, but there were many things I couldn't talk about. I've hesitated and struggled, but many things don't change overnight. I don't care what you think, but I'm really trying to change myself. I also want to be loved and pampered like an ordinary girl, but I don't dare! You haven't experienced my life when I was a child, you can't imagine the kind of life when no one can rely on you but yourself. Please give me time, I will slowly change myself, slowly try to live bravely. I will confess everything to you and will convince you that I love you. ”