589. I want to spend time with you
Early the next morning, Tang Xiao and Cheng Lie proposed to leave N Island on the grounds that there was an urgent matter at home.
At the dinner table, Ji Xiaoru said with a disappointed face: "It's rare for everyone to get together on N Island once, but Pei Yuansheng suddenly went abroad to discuss business, and the two of you have something to go back temporarily, and in a blink of an eye, Lu Chenxi and I are left." ”
"Lu Chenxi" sat next to Ji Xiaoru, thinking to himself, Xiaoxiao and Liezi are going to accompany Lu Zi back now, if this is not the case, Lu Zi will be sent back to Chengbei alone.
In his heart, he still regarded Lu Zi as a living person, and was unwilling to treat him as a cold corpse lying in the funeral home.
"It's okay, it's a long time coming. Cheng Lie sat at the dining table, helping Tang Xiao brush jam on the bread, and in the early morning sun, his face was handsome and elegant, like a medieval nobleman.
"Yes, it's a long time coming. Xiaoru, there will be many opportunities for everyone to get together in the future. Tang Xiao echoed Cheng Lie and said.
As she spoke, she felt sad in her heart.
Because she knows very well that the opportunity for everyone to get together will never be again.
Lu Chenxi left first. His departure today is a real departure, and Xiaoru is still kept in the dark, and she can't even see him for the last time.
Life is always like this, everyone always thinks that the coming days will be long, and they will see each other again, and when they can be together, everything is ordinary.
It doesn't matter if you cherish it or not. After all, the people who were together never thought of separating.
But the world is impermanent, and perhaps in an instant, it is the separation of life and death, yin and yang.
How can there be so many people who come for a long time, and there will be a period later.
"Alas, I said so, but I don't know why, I have a kind of sadness this time," Ji Xiaoru laughed self-deprecatingly, and said, "Don't think I'm hypocritical, it's strange, I didn't feel this way before, just this time, I don't know why, I feel inexplicably depressed in my heart, smile, or, Lu Chenxi and I will go back with you, right? In this way, everyone can still be together, as for Pei Yuansheng, this one who has no conscience, just wait for him to come to Chengbei to find us in the future!"
Ji Xiaoru's words made the faces of several people present change color.
Tang Xiao and Cheng Lie are not just "going back", they also have to take Lu Chenxi's body with them, and organize a funeral for Lu Chenxi after they go back,—— how can Ji Xiaoru go back with them?
In the current situation, it is most suitable for Ji Xiaoru to stay on N Island temporarily.
Cheng Lie glanced at "Lu Chenxi" beside Ji Xiaoru.
"Lu Chenxi" hurriedly said: "Xiaoru, it's rare for us to come to N Island once, we haven't had enough fun, don't you think it's a pity to go back so soon?" You see that the scenery here is so good, it just so happens that Pei Zi is not here, and when Liezi and Xiaoxiao leave, isn't it our two-person world?"
As he spoke, he winked playfully at Ji Xiaoru.
Ji Xiaoru angrily and smiled and reached out and patted "Lu Chenxi" on the arm gently, and said angrily: "It's going to talk nonsense, who wants to live a two-person world with you!"
"Alas, don't you really want to live a two-person world with me?" Lu Chenxi sighed bitterly, and said faintly: "I thought that such a good time was made by God who saw me pitiful and deliberately helped us, but I didn't expect that you didn't want at all, forget it, let me be wishful thinking." ”
"Poof......" Tang Xiao couldn't help laughing, and persuaded Ji Xiaoru: " Xiaoru, you see that he is so pitiful, just let it go, anyway, the two of you don't have anything important at the moment, N Island is indeed a good scenery, we are afraid that we will not even have time to appreciate one-tenth of its beauty in the past two days, you two stay, just have a good time, take a turn of the beautiful scenery here, and send it to us when the time comes, when you have enough, go back to Chengbei and meet us, anyway, everyone is in Chengbei, you can always see it, but after you go back, if you want to come again, it is not as easy as shopping in Chengbei. ”
Ji Xiaoru couldn't bear to refuse Lu Chenxi in her heart, thinking that it seemed good to stay on N Island with Lu Chenxi, but it was not easy to agree directly on face, and now that Tang Xiao persuaded her, she was even more moved.
"Okay then...... Then I'll stay with Lu Chenxi for a few more days. Ji Xiaoru said a little embarrassedly: "Xiaoxiao, then I won't go back with you this time, if you are done and you can still come over, come over again." ”
Tang Xiao and Cheng Lie were originally going to accompany Pei Yuansheng for surgery five days later, so they naturally had to come over. So Tang Xiao nodded and smiled at Ji Xiaoru: "Okay, don't worry." ”
This matter has just passed, and the "Lu Chenxi" beside Ji Xiaoru also quietly breathed a sigh of relief.
At this time, Ji Xiaoru peeled a hard-boiled egg, put it in the bowl of "Lu Chenxi" and said, "Seeing that your appetite doesn't seem to be very good, you haven't eaten anything, come, eat this egg, and then drink a glass of milk." ”
"Lu Chenxi" had a pair of beautiful long eyebrows, and instantly wrinkled again.
He has always had a bad appetite, and it is even more difficult to eat in the morning under the influence of waking up gas.
This is still playing "Lu Chenxi" with a strong spirit, and as usual, at this time, it is impossible for him to get up at all, let alone sit at the dining table and stuff things into his mouth little by little.
The food on the table was very rich, Western pastries and Chinese breakfast, but he had only swallowed less than a quarter of a slice of bread so far, and he still hadn't brushed any sauce, and he refused to touch ham and other meats at all.
Mu Zihao was not there, if Mu Zihao was here, he would definitely be shocked to see his young master eat a small piece of bread in the early morning.
In Ji Xiaoru's eyes, he has a bad appetite, if he lets Mu Zihao come to see it, he will feel that his appetite is rare today.
The most rare thing is that he ate such a little bread and did not have nausea. In normal times, he would have wanted to vomit a long time ago.
Perhaps, there is really a mind that supports him, so that he is not as weak as in the past.
But that doesn't mean he can let himself eat an egg and drink another glass of milk.
Ji Xiaoru didn't know how difficult it was for him.
"Why, you don't even want to give face to the eggs I peeled with your own hands?" Ji Xiaoru looked sideways at "Lu Chenxi" and said.
She felt that Lu Chenxi had lost a lot of weight, so she really hoped that he would eat more.
It seems that she has done this kind of thing for him for the first time, so she is a little nervous in her heart, afraid that she will be rejected by him.
"Lu Chenxi" stretched out his hand with an embarrassed expression and picked up the egg with chopsticks.
Even from a distance, he was sensitive to the smell of the eggs, which made him feel sick.
The stomach began to squirm.
He closed his eyes, turned his heart aside, and put the egg back in the bowl.
He really didn't want to refuse Ji Xiaoru's kindness, he thought, if it were Lu Zi, he would be happy to eat it, right? After all, according to his observation, Xiaoru didn't take care of Lu Zi very much, not because she didn't love him, but because she seemed to deliberately maintain a sense of pride and reserve, and she didn't want to be too good to Lu Zi.
Like this kind of thing, Lu Zi may have longed for it many times.
Lu Zi is a person who lacks love, and he must hope to be taken care of by Xiaoru in life.
He could imagine how happy he would be if it was the real Lu Zi who was sitting next to Xiaoru now.
It's a pity that the current Lu Zi is sleeping quietly in the funeral home alone.
Thinking of this, his eyes burned slightly, he gritted his teeth, and picked up the egg again.
"Lu Zi, don't you like to eat eggs? If you don't like to eat them, don't force yourself, it's the same if you eat something else. Tang Xiao saw the embarrassment and confusion on his face, and guessed that he might have an upset stomach.
If she didn't open her mouth to help him out, he would definitely force himself to eat it. She thought.
"Don't you like to eat eggs?" Ji Xiaoru looked at "Lu Chenxi" in surprise, "I remember you used to say that boiled eggs are nutritious and healthy, and you eat at least two of them every morning." ”
Hearing this, "Lu Chenxi" smiled bitterly, he really didn't expect that Lu Zi would like to eat what he didn't like to eat the most.
It seems that it is much more difficult to play Lu Zi well than he imagined.
This is just an egg, and for Lu Zi, who has always had a surprisingly good appetite, there are probably few things he doesn't like to eat.
However, for him, most of the food in the world is of little interest to him.
In the past, he was fine when he was not seriously ill, but now as his physical condition deteriorates, his appetite is gradually decreasing, and he once relied on liquid food every day to maintain his strength.
Anyway, he spends most of his time in bed or in a wheelchair, and he doesn't need to eat much, and his strength is useless to him.
He was taken care of so well by the people around him that he had long forgotten how normal people lived.
If you want to be Luzi, isn't it true that these eating habits, daily routines, and routines must be picked up in the same way?
Scold...... God, this is embarrassing him.
Heart exchange surgery is already the limit of what he can bear.
If he survives, he will have to face many more unforeseen challenges.
It's much harder to live than to die.
"I don't have a very good appetite today, but ......" Facing Ji Xiaoru's expectant eyes, Lu Chenxi smiled lightly and said, "I still have to work hard to eat the eggs that Xiaoru helped me peel with my own hands." ”
Ji Xiaoru breathed a sigh of relief, and then pouted dissatisfied: "It's just an egg, is it so difficult?
Lu Chenxi thought to herself, she really said it, for him, this little egg, if he wants to swallow it, it is really similar to eating a stone and a piece of soil.
Tang Xiao couldn't bear it, but he didn't know how to persuade him, so he had to turn his eyes to Cheng Lie beside him for help.
But in this case, Cheng Lie can't help it.
Gently squeezing Tang Xiao's hand, Cheng Lie motioned to Tang Xiao not to act rashly.
After struggling with an egg for so long, if she continues to talk about it, Ji Xiaoru will probably be suspicious.
Tang Xiao understood the words in Cheng Lie's eyes, so he had to sigh slightly, and looked at "Lu Chenxi" opposite worriedly.
Under Ji Xiaoru's eager gaze, "Lu Chenxi" obediently finished eating the egg, took the hot milk handed over by Ji Xiaoru, and drank it all in one go.