The room was very quiet, so quiet that only Ke Yuanfei could be heard "coo-dong" Chu Tianyu sat next to him and didn't know what to say to comfort him, Luo Shanshan, whose eyes were still red and swollen, couldn't sit on the ground like Chu Tianyu because she was wearing a short skirt, she brought a pillow and put it on the ground, then knelt on it, looked at Ke Yuanfei worriedly, opened her mouth several times to persuade Ke Yuanfei not to drink like this, it hurt her body, but in the end, she didn't say a word, she didn't know how to comfort Ke Yuanfei like Chu Tianyu.

Ke Yuanfei drank quickly, and after a while, there were already a lot of empty beer cans on the ground, Ke Yuanfei finally didn't continue to drink, but turned his head to look out the window, today's weather is not good, I can't see the moon or stars, and the night sky is dark.

After a while, Ke Yuanfei suddenly said softly: "I shouldn't be this bullshit doctor, if I don't be a doctor, Yuan Mei won't die." ”

Yuan Mei's death Ke Yuanfei blamed himself for the reason, he was in pain at this time, so painful that there was no way to describe it in any words.

Hearing Ke Yuanfei's words, Luo Shanshan's eyes turned red again, but she couldn't hold back the tears and didn't let the tears fall, she stretched out her hand and grabbed Chu Tianyu's hand hard.

Chu Tianyu looked at Ke Yuanfei, whose face was pale, and exhaled and said, "Do you regret it?"

What Chu Tianyu said was very simple, but it contained a lot of meanings, he was asking Ke Yuanfei if he regretted applying for the medical school at the beginning, whether he regretted the oath he took when he graduated, and whether he regretted wearing that white coat!

Hearing Chu Tianyu's words, Ke Yuanfei's expression became trance-like, he seemed to have returned to the time when he graduated from college, looking at his youthful self, and many equally young classmates stood in rows, and then loudly declared the oath belonging to the doctor with a solemn expression.

On the occasion of the profession of a doctor, I* pledge to dedicate myself to the service of humanity. I have a heartfelt admiration for the mentors and friends who taught me. I must be dignified and conscientious in my medical practice. I will definitely put the health and life of the patient in the first place in everything, and I will strictly abide by all the secrets confided by the patient and never divulge them. I must maintain the honor and noble traditions of the profession of doctors. I treat my colleagues like brothers. I will never allow my obligations towards patients to be interfered with by considerations of race, religion, nationality, political party and political or social status. We maintain the highest respect for human life from the very beginning of its conception. Even under threat, I will never use my knowledge to do anything contrary to the laws of humanity. From the bottom of my heart, I pledge to fulfill the above promises with honor!

Ke Yuanfei looked at his young self with a solemn expression and followed everyone to read these vows loudly, everyone's voices were heard far away that afternoon, as if the whole world was quiet, and he was so shocked that only this solemn oath sounded.

Ke Yuanfei saw pride in his youthful self, proud of being a medical worker, his blood was burning, and he was as eager as everyone else to put on that white coat to save lives.

But when Ke Yuanfei really put on this white coat and faced the medical environment in Huaxia, his dream was shattered, and this profession, which was originally noble and respected in his opinion, was not what he thought it was at all.

The vexatious abuse and accusations of the patient sounded in his ears, and the family members who had lost their minds waved their fists and chased him, but he could not fight back, let alone fight back, and was aggrieved and angry to bear the fists and kicks of the family members.

Ke Yuanfei saw that he was as tired as a dog every day, but he was rarely recognized by patients and family members, and their eyes always looked at him with a strong defensive color, even if Ke Yuanfei poured out his heart and lungs for them, but in exchange for vigilance and distrust.

Ke Yuanfei also saw the helplessness of himself and Yuan Mei when the salary was released, they wanted to change to a bigger house, but sadly found that the current housing price was not what they could afford with their salary, and even after paying off the loan of the existing house and daily expenses, they couldn't make ends meet, and sometimes they had to ask their parents for some money.

Ke Yuanfei saw his colleagues and leaders leave the hospital with disappointed expressions and turned to the arms of private hospitals, they were not disappointed in the hospital, but completely disappointed in the poor medical environment in China.

Xu Guangyi's hideous and terrifying face appeared in front of him, he rushed to Ke Yuanfei with a knife, and stabbed Yuan Mei's chest, blood gushing out.

Ke Yuanfei felt that he was wrong, he had paid so much for the patient, but what was it in exchange? It was doubt, suspicion, vigilance, and killing his wife.

Ke Yuanfei clenched his fists and shouted frantically: "Yes, I regret it, I regret why I applied for medical school, I regret why I turned to that white coat, I regret it, I regret it." ”

Ke Yuanfei's words were already raining down tears, but there was no crying, he couldn't cry, and I am afraid it will be difficult to cry in this life.

Chu Tianyu didn't persuade Ke Yuanfei, let him sit there and tears fell drop by drop, after a long time Ke Yuanfei's tears finally dried up, he looked at the dark night sky with blank eyes and said: "What kind of noble profession of saving lives and helping the wounded, bullshit, it's bullshit, it's shit, those of us who are doctors are not even special people, we are tired and tired every day to treat those patients whose conscience let the dog eat it, what do we get in exchange? Should the doctor be damned by the insults, or even beaten, and should they be beaten and scolded by them?

Lao Tzu shouldn't stay in this bullshit public hospital, I should go to a private hospital and make a lot of money, what does it matter to Lao Tzu that those patients don't have money to see a doctor? They deserve to die, nothing special is a thing. ”

Chu Tianyu could hear that Ke Yuanfei had lost his mind a little at this time, but this is understandable, he has paid too much for the doctor industry, yes, Ke Yuanfei has his shortcomings, but it is undeniable that he has the heart that a doctor should have, he did not leave this kilometer hospital for profit like everyone else, and went to a private hospital to earn more, just because he couldn't see the people sending their hard-earned money to private hospitals, and he couldn't see that some people didn't have the money to go to private hospitals for treatment, so they could only endure the pain.

So Ke Yuanfei didn't choose to leave, but chose to stay, but what did he gain? He gained to watch his wife die tragically in his arms.

At this time, Ke Yuanfei was angry, regretful, and painful, he had paid so much, but he ended up like this, and he would keep roaring like him to vent the anger in his heart.

Chu Tianyu looked at Ke Yuanfei, who had a hideous and terrifying face, and said softly: "Since you hate this profession so much, then take off that white coat." ”

Ke Yuanfei was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and muttered to himself, "Take off that white coat?"

Speaking of this, Ke Yuanfei slowly stood up and walked towards his room with his head down, no one knew what he was really thinking in his heart at this time.

Luo Shanshan hurriedly stood up and wanted to chase after him, for fear that Ke Yuanfei would not think of doing something stupid, but Chu Tianyu hurriedly grabbed him and said, "Let him be quiet alone, don't worry that with me, he will be fine." ”

Luo Shanshan looked at Ke Yuanfei's lonely back, then at Chu Tianyu, and finally let out a long sigh and knelt on the pillow again.

Ke Yuanfei locked himself in his room, and no one knew what he was doing inside, let alone what he was thinking.

The living room suddenly became very quiet, so quiet that Luo Shanshan felt a little frightened, she looked at Chu Tianyu and said, "Is he really okay?"

Chu Tianyu sighed and said, "Don't worry, with me, he will be fine." ”

Speaking of this, Chu Tianyu has already begun to think about how to settle Ke Yuanfei, he definitely can't stay in Zhenhai People's Hospital, there are too many memories of him and Yuan Mei here, if he still stays here, he will not be able to stand it, Chu Tianyu wants to change Ke Yuanfei to a new working environment, and plans to transfer him to Jinghai, if Ke Yuanfei doesn't want to be a doctor, then don't let him be, just find him a good job is not a problem for Chu Tianyu at all.

Luo Shanshan looked at Chu Tianyu and said, "It's really too dangerous to be a doctor in Huaxia. ”

Chu Tianyu was stunned for a moment, and then said with a wry smile: "But if everyone doesn't become doctors, what will happen to this country?"

Luo Shanshan immediately stopped talking, yes, if everyone gives up this profession because being a doctor is too dangerous, then the country will have to be in chaos, but then again, doctors in Huaxia not only do not have the social status and identity they should have, but are a high-risk industry, there are too many cases of injury and murder, what happened to Huaxia, how did it make the supposed respected profession of doctor become like this?

Luo Shanshan couldn't think of a reason, she felt a little cold, so she gently leaned her head on Chu Tianyu's shoulder.

Chu Tianyu let Luo Shanshan lean on his shoulder, and he sat there looking at the dark night.

Early the next morning, Chu Tianyu was woken up by the ringtone of his mobile phone, this was not his mobile phone, but Ke Yuanfei put it on the coffee table, Chu Tianyu was just about to stand up and get the phone, but who would have thought that Ke Yuanfei walked out of the room with blood-red eyes, came to the coffee table in a few steps and picked up the mobile phone, and as soon as he answered, he exclaimed: "What did you catch?" After speaking, he said urgently: "What is there in the hospital, and he was hit by a car?"

Speaking of this, Ke Yuanfei put away his mobile phone and walked out, Chu Tianyu hurriedly woke up Luo Shanshan and followed, the murderer Xu Guangcai caught it, Ke Yuanfei hurried to the hospital again, Chu Tianyu and Luo Shanshan were afraid that Ke Yuanfei would do something drastic, and they would definitely follow.

The three of them soon arrived at the hospital, and there were many policemen in the emergency department, and as soon as they arrived, Ke Yuanfei shouted, "Where is Xu Guangyi?"