"Uncle Yan, there are many cases of heart patients abroad regaining their health through heart exchange surgery, Pei Yuansheng may also be able to try ......," Tang Xiao hesitated for a long time and said.

Uncle Yan's voice came from the front unhurriedly: "I have been helping the young master find someone who can heal him all these years, but Miss Tang, I have only discovered in the past one or two years that it is not someone else who can really heal him, but himself. ”

"Why do you say that?" Tang said with a puzzled smile. At the same time, he moved his gaze to Pei Yuansheng, his sleeping face was pale and flawless, his eyebrows were peaceful, and he looked desireless, like a vast snowy field with an indisputable coldness.

"Do you know, Miss Tang, no matter what kind of surgery, the patient needs to have a strong desire to survive, and heart patients are very painful during the treatment process, and they need strong ideas to support it. But the young master, he seems to be a very strong willpower, but in fact, he is very tired, and I think that many times when he faints from illness, he himself does not want to wake up. Uncle Yan's voice was filled with a deep sadness.

Tang Xiao was slightly stunned, almost trembling and asked, "Uncle Yan, you mean...... Pei Yuansheng, he lacks the desire to survive?"

Uncle Yan sighed and said, "Yes, although I don't want to admit it, this is indeed the case for the young master at the moment. Even when I found a medical institution abroad that was suitable for treating him, the young master was reluctant to give up his work and go abroad with me to recuperate. Miss Tang, if the young master is willing, at least he can alleviate the current frequent heart palpitations, his heart disease has reached a very serious level, you may not know, he has rarely been able to sleep a full night, unless he is taking tranquilizing drugs that do not stimulate the heart. However, any such drug will cause a certain burden on his heart if he takes it for a long time. ”

"For ...... Why is this happening. Tang Xiao's eyes were moist, and she looked at the sleeping Pei Yuansheng with tears in her eyes, even if she fell asleep like this, was it very difficult for him?

"Miss Tang, I didn't like you to have too much contact with the young master before, because Miss Tang's every move can always completely attract the young master's eyes, and I know that Miss Tang, you are a young lady who has a family, and your feelings for the young master are not the love of men and women, even if there is, it is not tolerated by the world. ”

"I deliberately hope that the young master can be accompanied by other women who are sincere to him, but I seem to be wrong...... If that person could have appeared, it would have appeared a long time ago. Emotional matters can't be forced, but even so, Miss Tang, I still don't think that you should be by his side. It's just that he's ...... now If you can be happy for a moment, you can be happy for a while. ”

Uncle Yan sighed deeply. At this moment, he, who always looked energetic, finally showed his old state.

"Uncle Yan, I'm sorry...... I truly admire him as a person, but ...... Forgive me for meeting Cheng Lie first. Tang Xiao lowered his head and said sadly.

She felt a dull pain run through her heart, a pain that made it difficult for her to breathe, and she craved air like a drowning fish. And the reason for this pain is that she can't imagine that someone like Pei Yuansheng has left this world. She couldn't accept that he was going to die.

The person she loves is Cheng Lie, but because Pei Yuansheng is good to her, she can't refuse him and stay away from him, people like him are born with a fatal attraction to women, isn't he?

Let her avoid him as far away as a stranger, wait for the day near or far, hear the news that he has passed away from the mouths of others, and then accompany Cheng Lie to attend his funeral in black clothes, how can she bear it?

But watching him die day by day in such agony was not another torment for her.

She remembers that she had successfully performed her first operation, the patient's family surrounded her, with joy and gratitude on her face, and the patient's mother even held her hand and burst into tears. As time went on, and after experiencing a series of lifeless surgeries, she finally knew that she couldn't change anything.

In particular, she has worked hard to study medicine for so many years, and she can't even find a way to cure Pei Yuansheng, after initially learning about Pei Yuansheng's condition, she didn't try to operate on him, but when she understands, the clearer she knows that with the current medical environment and technology in China, with her personal meager strength, not only can she not cure him, but even if she rashly operates on him, he is very likely to die on the operating table and die in front of his eyes......

Tang Xiao stretched out her hand to wipe the tears that slipped out of the corners of her eyes, a strong sense of powerlessness surrounded her, how cruel God was, so that a person like Pei Yuansheng in his prime was forced to accept such an inescapable ending.

If there is a way to transfer her life, she thinks, she will give Pei Yuansheng 20 years of her life without hesitation.

Uncle Yan saw Tang Xiao who was bowing his head and crying in the rearview mirror, and a complicated light flashed in his eyes under the silver wire glasses, this young woman, I'm afraid she can't see her heart clearly at all.

Originally, he just wanted to find a woman who loved his young master wholeheartedly to stay by his side, such as Yin Shijia, or Jin Xiaoyi, Ji Xiaoru, all three of whom loved Pei Yuansheng deeply. Among them, his personal favorite is Ji Xiaoru, that girl is very smug and heartless, and she is the most suitable to stay with the young master to make him happy, and the relationship between the young master and her is not boring. But the girl chose Lu Chenxi, there was no way, after all, for Ji Xiaoru, Lu Chenxi was a better choice.

Later, he helped the young master choose Jin Xiaoyi, and even did not hesitate to reveal the young master's whereabouts to Jin Xiaoyi so that she could get close to him, but Jin Xiaoyi was too unhappy with the young master.

As for Yin Shijia, she knows Pei Yuansheng best, and she is the best at taking care of Pei Yuansheng, and she is his right-hand man in his career, but the young master resolutely does not allow her to enter his life, and recently he is personally helping Yin Shijia find a suitable marriage partner, and plans to solve Yin Shijia's marriage before she is so sick that she completely loses her mind, after all, if he doesn't help her make up his mind about this kind of thing, Yin Shijia's pair of parents who are lustful for profit will always only want to use their daughter, and they don't know what kind of person Yin Shijia will force to marry. With Yin Shijia's current status, of course, she can ignore it, but no matter how strong she is in her career, she is essentially soft-hearted after all, if her family threatens her by crying, making trouble and hanging herself, who knows that she will not obey?

Watching Pei Yuansheng grow up since he was a child, Uncle Yan couldn't be clearer that his young master is always the person who will think about the people around him the most, maybe no one seems to be able to touch his heart, but he values love and righteousness more than anyone else, and whoever can enter his heart, he always tries his best to make proper arrangements for the other party.

Lately, however, he's been working too hard. Uncle Yan thought to himself, whether it was the company's affairs or some other trivial chores, these were all dividing his time and energy, making it difficult for him to completely relax.

And this silly Tang Xiao is probably the only person who can make him smile genuinely and really relax.

Although he knew that the young master would suffer because of her sooner or later, he also had to acquiesce to Tang Xiao's behavior of appearing beside the young master again and again.

"Xiaoxiao......" A trace of whispering suddenly crossed Pei Yuansheng's lips in a coma, Tang Xiao raised his head in fright, quickly rubbed his eyes, and then reached out to hold Pei Yuansheng's cold fingers. "What's wrong?"

Pei Yuansheng frowned, his thin body twitched slightly, and Tang Xiao hurriedly called, "Does my heart hurt again?"

He closed his eyes and frowned, a look of pain appeared on his pale face, Tang Xiao looked at him at a loss, and Uncle Yan, who was driving, reminded: "Miss Tang, maybe you can help him massage his heart." ”

"Ah...... Good. Tang Xiao felt ashamed, as a doctor, he was so panicked that he didn't know what to do when facing patients, could it be that he had left the hospital for too long and had lost his instinct as a doctor?

She stretched out her hand and massaged Pei Yuansheng's heart one by one, although he was still frowning, his expression seemed to ease a lot, and after a while, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at her with a misty look: "Smile...... Why are you there?"

Tang Xiao couldn't help laughing, and she said softly, "I've always been there." ”

The corners of Pei Yuansheng's lips raised, and he reached out to hold her hand pressed on his chest: "It's me who dreamed of you again, it's always been like this recently......"

Tang Xiao's heart ached, but his eyes softened: "What did you dream of?"

She knew she shouldn't have asked, and she shouldn't have listened to it anymore, but she couldn't help it.

Pei Yuansheng held her hand, closed his eyes and smiled, "I dreamed that I did many things with you. Watch the sea together, ride the roller coaster together, climb the mountains together, surf together, bungee jump together, watch the sunrise together......"

Tang Xiao covered his lips tightly with his other hand, so as to control the sound of whimpering.

I'm sorry, Pei Yuansheng, I'm sorry...... There's no way I can do these things with you, though I know it. How eager you are, I'm sorry...... If there is an afterlife, I will definitely accompany you.

Watch the sea with you, ride the roller coaster together, climb the mountains together, surf together, bungee jump together, and watch the sunrise together...... Do whatever you want to do together.

"Thank you...... Although I don't say thank you to each other, I am still very grateful to you and willing to appear in my dreams......" His voice gradually lowered, Tang Xiao reached out and gently touched his forehead, and actually felt the cold sweat on his hand, and his body temperature increased significantly.