I got my first taste of a voyeur and to be honest it wasn't very pleasant, but it was exciting.

I kept lying on the cat's eye for almost a day and a night, and when I ate and went to the toilet in the middle, I pricked up my ears and went back as fast as I could. Of course, I did all this just to find that familiar figure, behind the door that no one would see.

I waited from night to day, from red eyes until it was as dark as night. I was so excited that I couldn't get so tired that I almost forgot what I was looking for, and I just kept peeping.

On the evening of the second day, just after ten o'clock, the figure I had been waiting to capture finally appeared.

The black silhouette slowly trotted up the stairs, and at the turn of the third and a half floors began to raise its head to look at the doorway where I was.

It's him, it's really him, just looking at the silhouette can be determined, a person who is familiar to the bones!

The body recoiled uncontrollably, all the way to the top of the calf to the cold edge of the coffee table in the living room.

I covered my mouth with my hands and pressed hard to keep my thoughts from coming out of my lips. It was as if another pair had grabbed my throat, and I almost choked my breath from it.

I tried my best not to cover myself to death, but the breath that was too disordered finally leaked out, and there was only a whimper......

I thought he wouldn't hear it from a distance, and through the thick door panels. But his footsteps stopped outside my door anyway.

I've been listening with my ears pricked up for a long time, and I'm not alive?

Was it because I was so excited that I lost my ears, and he had already gone upstairs, or was he just going downstairs before he got into the house, as he had done before, only to remember that he had forgotten to buy something?

It seemed like a century before I stiffened my ice-cube-like hand, crept to the door, leaned forward to the cat's eyes, and looked tentatively out.

A black shadow appeared straight outside the door, and I was trembling with start.

He's still outside the door......

I was so nervous that I couldn't breathe!

I needed to calm down, but I couldn't help it, and greedily looked at him through the cat's eye again. It's like when I waited for him to come home, I always had to lie on the cat's eye and make sure to open the door to welcome him back before he took out the key to the door.

What am I waiting for?......

yes, he's back, I should have opened the door for him.

I had my hands on the lock, and I just had to let the cold lock click open, say you're back, and run up and hug him, and all that had been good before would be back again.

I imagined smiling and kneeling down in front of the door, just as I knelt solemnly in front of a tombstone when I was serving the dead.

They are all dead, and no one can live.

There were no tears, and I didn't smile like a person.

Suddenly, I heard a woman's exclamation through the door.

"Oh yes, what are you doing back, you dead man?"

I could hear it being Sister Zhang's voice, sharp and sharp.

Except for Sister Zhang's voice, I couldn't hear any other sounds, including rebuttals.

This was followed by constant insults and questioning. It's just that it's all Sister Zhang's one-man show, and no one responds, maybe she is really talking to the ghost.

Sister Zhang cursed a few more words accusing him of not being scary, and was stopped by the person who followed her upstairs. Finally, there was the sound of the door opening and closing, and then, everything was calm again.

I know he hasn't left yet, he's just outside the door. I seemed to hear his heavy gasps, completely different and even unfamiliar from the breathing I had listened to on his chest before.

"Pity, open the door, I know you're inside. ”

He spoke, he finally spoke to me, what should I do? I was so nervous.

The scolding, questioning, punching and kicking that I had practiced thousands of times in my mind turned into a wordless silence.

I hated myself for being so cowardly, and I hated him for being so clear.

My inflexible brain was completely down.

It's been a long time......

I fell asleep on my knees, curled up and leaning against the door. Until the sound of footsteps leaving outside the door woke me up......

I couldn't remember for a moment, why did I fall asleep on my knees in the doorway?

I slowly and tentatively stood up, and a pull of attraction from the cat's eye dragged me through the air again. Through the cat's eye, I saw the back of the man who had reached the corner of the stairs, and across from him stood a terrified Jieyun with a face full of horror.

Jieyun is a smart woman, she was only surprised for a few seconds, and then she gave Wu Tan two mouths with her head and her head drooping, and the crisp sound shook me to death.

After beating Wu Tan, Jieyun took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped his hands, then threw the tissue on Wu Tan's face, and went upstairs without saying a word.

Obviously, Wu Tan was stunned by her, if it was according to Wu Tan's previous temper, he would not follow. But this time he was beaten by Jieyun fiercely, but he still left without saying a word.

Seeing him disappear around the corner of the stairs, my heart could no longer find a place to put it.

Let Jieyun into the house, and I will be taught a good lesson by Jieyun.

"The phone doesn't open all day, and I can't think about you when you find a golden beetle son-in-law, it turns out that you are studying Lin Daiyu here. You just haven't seen a man, and you don't have to bother me about this thing! I'm going to have to get up early in the morning and come to you, isn't it fun?"

Seeing that Jieyun was going to sprinkle it on me with the anger of getting up, it was regarded as provoking the plague god, I lowered my head like a child who had made a mistake, and I snorted in my mouth for a long time, humming and chirping in my nose, and pursed my mouth, remembering that she was a person who didn't believe in tears, and I wanted to cry but felt that there was no need to cry in front of her, and raised my eyes to look at her as if I was begging for mercy with tears.

Jieyun saw my nest and hated it. It took a long time to squeeze a sentence out of between his teeth.

"Pack up and come with me. ”

"Where are you going?"

"Where are you going?!......" Jieyun tilted his head and glared at me with a cold face, and said angrily. "I'm going to sell you for two dollars. ”

"Oh......"

It's okay that I don't answer, but I just make a sound that makes Jieyun angry. I didn't dare to rub it any longer, so I hurriedly washed my face, changed my clothes, and followed her out the door.

It turned out that something happened to Lin Wenjing and Manager Du, Lin Wenjing was dismissed, and Manager Du was left for observation. The company was short of manpower, and I was just a trumped-up charge at the beginning, not a big deal, so the company issued a notice to ask me to go back. As a result, the HR department called to inform me, but my phone was always unreachable. Jieyun heard about it, and came to me early today to take me back to the company to report.

I am very grateful to Jieyun for caring about me, but I don't know how to say it. I remembered that since she went out so early, she must not have eaten breakfast. I happened to go downstairs and there was a scramble and pasteurized milk, so I bought two copies. Then I pulled her into a taxi.

Actually, Jieyun and I are both people who are not qualified to go to work and take a taxi, but today is special, and I don't want her to run too much.

Jieyun was a little surprised, and when he got into the car, he was calm. He took the egg scones and pasteurized milk that I handed over, and when he saw that I was swollen and my face was quite delicious, he scolded in a low voice. "What a big ......"

I took a bite of an egg scone on my left and a mouthful of pasteurized milk on my right, but I didn't hear it.

Outside the car window is a familiar world, but also an amorous world. It maintains the contours of my familiarity, so that I don't panic because of the strangeness, and it rubs the freshness of each day into the familiarity, so that I don't get too numb. It does not grieve for my sorrow, the heavens and the earth contain all my emotions, insisting that the sun rises as usual, and life is still prosperous. It doesn't matter if I'm poor or rich, the flowers are still blooming, the trees are still green, just like the sunshine today, not only scattered in high-rise buildings, but also in the streets and alleys. Therefore, as long as I am alive, I should be worthy of this world.

After eating the last bite of bread and the last mouthful of milk, the car also arrived downstairs in the company, and Jieyun and I got out of the car.

When he arrived at the door, Jieyun went to check in. Because I still don't need to clock in and out of the state of resignation, Jieyun first urged me to go up to the personnel department to confirm it quickly. I agreed, and the advanced company went to the personnel department.

Because I took a taxi to work, it was a bit early in terms of time, and most of the people had not yet arrived at the company.

I used to work on a winch of time, so I can understand the quietness of the company at the moment. I stopped as I passed the entrance to the finance department. The door of Lin Wenjing's office was wide open, and Lin Wenjing sat alone at his desk in a daze.

A mountain of paperwork piled up on the desk

Blocking most of her face, her thin body was leaning on a black chair, and her hands lifted the automatic pen cap back and forth, making a gurgling sound.

Hearing a sound at the door, Lin Wenjing came back to her senses and looked at the door, and saw that I was standing at the door and looking at her stupidly, she smiled kindly first.

"You're back......"

She spoke as if she expected me to come back.

She leaves, and I come back. This gave me the illusion that I had squeezed her out, and I couldn't help but bow my head in shame and softly agreed.

"You're sorry, aren't you? It's hard work to find you, come with me. ”

Before I could talk to Lin Wenjing, Jiang Lili, the head of the personnel department, happened to come over, hugged me and took me away from the door of Lin Wenjing's office while talking.

Not a few steps away, there was a sudden loud bang in Lin Wenjing's office, followed by a sloppy crash to the ground, and I was so shocked that my shoulders shook.

Jiang Lili, who was hugging me, paused when she heard the sound, snorted coldly in her nose, and went to the personnel department without looking back.