416: Desire to survive

Originally, I planned to tell her the truth, but now that I know that Ji Muqing is pregnant, how dare I tell her the truth, in case it stimulates her, it will not be good.

The appearance of this child made me more conflicted, and it also made me have a strong desire to live.

It seems that the appearance of this child has given me a greater sense of faith, not pressure, but motivation.

In the past, I walked into a misunderstanding, I always felt that my departure would bring pressure to Ji Muqing, but I never thought that no matter how difficult it was, I had to overcome it. Since I know that Ji Muqing can't do without me, then I can't let her down.

Especially, now that we still have children, what will she do with the children once I am gone?

I've never felt so eager to live, it's a call from the bottom of my heart, a desire to survive from the bottom of my heart.

That night, after Ji Muqing fell asleep, I came to the window and stared at the colorful streets, which had been unquiet for many days, but miraculously quieted down.

Our room and Black Rose's room are next to each other, and both rooms have balconies, I didn't expect Black Rose to fall asleep at this time.

She wore a shawl and, like me, gazed into the night, with a slight sigh between her snorts.

"Congratulations. Her tone was not at all happy.

This sentence naturally talked about Ji Muqing's pregnancy, I looked back at her, smiled and said, "Thank you." ”

Black Rose turned directly in my direction, frowning, "What are you going to do now?"

I took a deep breath and smiled from the bottom of my heart, "I used to be really hesitant and entangled, and I didn't know what to do, but now, I don't hesitate." Because my wife and my children can't live without me, I have to live. ”

Black Rose looked at me for a long time, but she didn't speak, probably because she was shocked by my words.

I know why she hasn't slept so late, and I appreciate her care for me, but I still have to remind her, "Go back and rest early, little pineapple needs your care." ”

Black Rose didn't say anything more, said goodnight to me, and turned to leave.

I stood alone in the dark for a long, long time, my eyes gradually moving from the horizon to the dark night sky, I hadn't seen the stars like this for a long time, and I realized that there were many stars tonight, and they were very bright. In the late autumn season, it is rare to have such a starry night.

In my mind, the grammar and application of "Xingchen Jue" are constantly tumbling, like a surging river, sometimes turbulent, sometimes turbulent. It was a very strong feeling, as if there was a flood in my head that was about to emerge from my mind.

I subconsciously close my eyes, and the feeling will gradually disappear, and when I open my eyes again to look at the stars in the sky, the feeling will come again.

I vaguely understood that that feeling had something to do with the stars in the sky.

I couldn't break through the star trick before, so I gave up my perception of the universe, and now, this feeling has appeared again, could it be that it is the bottleneck that has been bothering me, and I want to get over?

I can't help but be a little happy, if I can really break through the bottleneck of the Xingchen Jue, wouldn't it be easy to treat my headache?

The joy in my heart intensified when I thought of this, staring at the night sky without blinking my eyes. Sure enough, that feeling of choppy waves reappeared, and as time passed, it was as if a small sea had turned into a vast ocean, and even land, mountains, etc., had become a sea.

Every drop of water in the sea was as bright as a twinkling star, and I could clearly see the light of every drop of water, whether it was tumbling or flowing calmly.

It's a wonderful feeling, it's magical, it's like being in a fantasy world, it's so unreal, but the feeling he brings you is so strong and wonderful.

And the stars in the sky are constantly changing before my eyes, sometimes they converge, sometimes they drift apart, sometimes they converge into a small river, sometimes they are linked together, as if they want to block the night sky.

Before I knew it, the night had passed, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the light of dawn coming into my eyes from outside.

The perception and changes of this night made me obviously feel that there was a qualitative change, and my mind was like a blocked pipe, which was dredged a lot.

Moreover, even after standing all night, I did not feel the slightest tiredness, but was refreshed and my mind was very clear.

I took a deep breath, and when I exhaled again, I felt as if even my breath had turned into countless little stars, shining brightly.

I hurriedly informed Mr. Wei of the good news and asked him if Xingchen Jue could cure my headache.

Mr. Wei said, "The Xingchen Jue is a very profound cultivation secret art, and it is said that those who understand the Xingchen Jue can live with the heavens, and even worse, they may become the masters of the universe." But no one has ever been able to practice this technique from my master's master's hand, so I can't guarantee that he will be able to cure your headache. However, it is not difficult to verify, and when you break through the bottleneck period and enter the next stage, if you do not have headache symptoms anymore, or if the headache symptoms are prolonged, it proves that Xingchen Jue can solve your problem. ”

It's a hope, and I can't give up, or at least, it's more motivating.

After a night of perception and comprehension last night, I seem to have found some feelings, and I want to hurry up during this time.

Mr. Wei seemed to want to say something, but he hesitated for a while, but he didn't say it.

I know that Mr. Wei is not a person who can hide his thoughts, so I let him say whatever he wants, and there is no need to hide it.

Mr. Wei said another suspicion in his heart, "Actually, it's nothing, I just want to tell you, don't be too eager in everything, otherwise it will only backfire." ”

Mr. Wei's reminder is not unreasonable, many people fail not because they are stupid or not smart enough, but because they are obsessed with something, which makes them go crazy.

Mr. Wei was afraid that I, like those people, would be too obsessed with this matter and lose myself.

I said, "Mr. Wei, rest assured, I know what I'm doing and how I'm going to do it." If I really can't control myself one day, I'll let Black Rose help me. ”

Mr. Wei nodded, "That's good, if there's anything, call me at any time." ”

After talking to Mr. Wei on the phone, I felt a lot more relieved, and since this was a glimmer of hope, I had no reason to give up.

On the side of the Medicine King, it has been almost a week, and there is still no news, and I don't have any hope here at all.

Every night, after waiting for Ji Muqing to fall asleep, I will practice the Xingchen Technique, hoping to break through this bottleneck this morning.

The other night, every night there was a feeling as if the sea in my mind was about to gush out, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't break through. It's always a little bit off, it's always like something is missing.

On the evening of the fourth day, I changed my approach and stopped looking at the night sky.

Although the secret of the stars is based on the universe and the mysteries of it, what is the universe, what is it made of, what is the mystery of the universe, and who can give a correct answer?

No, I have been enlightened for a few days, but I still can't get an answer.

Therefore, I no longer look at the universe, but look at it from a subtle point of view, even a small speck of dust.

This night, I seemed to have made a new progress, and I could see anything smiling in front of me.

A bug, a dust, a speck of dust......

They magnified before my eyes, like living beings.

Then, they slowly shrunk and floated in the air, and the air was absorbed by people, animals, plants, and humans moved in the world, and the world moved in the earth, and the earth moved in the universe, and there were countless stars in the universe......

"Boom", what has been bothering me for many days, seems to suddenly open up.

The feeling of surging and surging out was gone, and what I had now was a serenity and peace that I had never seen before.

I've broken through the bottleneck.

That's it, the breakthrough was made.

It feels incredible.

It turns out that the mystery of the star recipe is not all in the universe.

I let out a long sigh of relief as I watched the dust and dust that slowly fell in front of me turn into something like a star, shimmering with a silvery white light.

As far as the eye can see, there are shining "stars", which is a very shocking feeling.

The breakthrough of this layer allows me to see many small things that others cannot see with the naked eye, which is a change of purpose.

As the saying goes, the eyes are the windows of the soul, but I didn't expect that the first change in this star recipe was the change of the eyes.

The Xingchen formula is really different from the general mental formula, and the first thing that changes the other techniques is the body, that is, similar to the raft hair washing the marrow, which will reincarnate people and enhance them first from the system.

Such a change is a qualitative change, but it is not a combination of quality and quantity. The first thing that Xingchen Jue changed was his eyes, which opened up a broader world for cultivators from their horizons and state of mind.

This can't help but make me sigh, this star trick is really powerful.

I told Mr. Wei the good news, and I still remember Mr. Wei's first reaction after hearing my words was so exaggerated and unexpected, "Okay, great, this is really good!"

Even across the phone, I could feel the excitement of Mr. Wei on the other end of the phone, and he didn't feel distressed at all when he knocked down something that he didn't know how many treasures he had.

"Qingxuan, I didn't expect you to break through the bottleneck in just a few days. Genius, you are really a genius!" Ten minutes passed, and Mr. Wei still couldn't recover from the excitement.