Two days later, Xiao Qing finally woke up completely.

Three days later, Xiao Qing finally figured out what the truth was that he couldn't accept.

Xiao Qing thought sadly: "I miss me Xiao Qing, I am not a beautiful man, but I am also a handsome, majestic, and righteous glorious firefighter of the motherland, why do you wear it?

"I haven't had a girlfriend yet, how did I become someone else's daughter-in-law? But I'm still a man at heart, or I'll dress thoroughly, and I don't remember that I'm a man." It's good now, obviously I'm still a man! My body is a woman! How can I balance myself, whether I think of myself as a man or a woman? When a man, I don't have the physical condition, and I don't want to be a woman? I finally gave birth to a man, I haven't tasted a woman, I haven't hugged ***, I haven't kissed the cherry mouth? I haven't experienced the beauty of the legendary ****'s life, why is it sad? Why is it transgendered? Why is it worn?"

I really can't bear it, I can't help but scold, and I can't help but vent my emotions that I can't calm down.

"I want Xiao Qing to join the army after graduation, and I want to be a firefighter. The large and small fires have also been entered countless times, and there have been 180 people who have been saved, why is it that a good person is not rewarded, and he ends up in this situation that is neither male nor female? "

"Wu Hou, that stupid boy, he is actually my Xiao Qing's husband? is he a man's husband? is still a fool, or the down-and-out prince of the previous dynasty, it is the prince who says it is good, and if it is ugly, he is a slave of the country. Life and death are in the hands of others, if you are happy, you will be called Hou Ye, and if you are unhappy, you will not be able to return the mouth. Thanks to being a fool, otherwise he would have to fire himself to death. ”

"Wu Hou——, the emperor really knows how to seal it, but isn't there nothing? Isn't it? What about the good male protagonist who is rich and handsome? What about coldness? If you want money, you have power? Can he know how to pamper? Wait a while, pamper? Thinking of this word, Xiao Qing got goosebumps. "I'm a man, I still want to pamper beautiful women! I have become a beauty, and after a while, such a heavy burn, I will be wrapped into rice dumplings, and I can only be a disfigured ugly girl! No, I am still a disfigured ugly girl who is a man at heart. ”

"No—"

A wail resounded throughout the Hou Mansion. All the maids and servants have been trembling since then, and they dare not breathe. I know that Miss Yushi's temperament has changed greatly after being burned, and she is moody.

Hearing someone say that he was moody, Xiao Qing pouted and cried.

I have always followed the party and listened to the party, and the chairman said that I should build a force with excellent mental quality and be able to fight tough battles, and I have never relaxed for a moment, but I really can't accept it, and I don't know how to rebuild the broken mental defense line that is now broken. Woo-"

For half a month, Xiao Qing was on the verge of collapse, no, he was collapsing at any time. It's only been a little better in the past two days. Because there is a little girl next to her, a little girl like Shan'er. Almost using his life to liberate himself.

In the first few days, Xiao Qing had been looking for death, since he could wear it when he was dead, could he wear it back when he died? Maybe his body hasn't been cremated yet, it's still too late. I can't go back, and I don't want to live like this.

The next day, Xiao Qing struggled to fall out of bed, maybe he could fall to his death, but he only cracked the wound and got hot, but miraculously survived again.

After another two days, Xiao Qing had the strength, saw the medicine bowl hanging next to him, and finally broke the bowl while no one poured the medicine, and before he had time to cut his wrists. The little girl Yurong cried and shouted, kneeling on the ground with a handful of snot and tears to persuade her.

"Miss, how difficult it is for you to have no father or mother since you were a child, we are all here. When you knew what Wu Hou looked like, you never gave up on yourself! It was so difficult and you didn't think about seeking death! Yurong accompanied Miss when he was a child, let's rely on each other, don't think about it! Miss, Doctor Liu said that there will be no scars. Miss!"

The little girl cried to death, just like Shan'er when she was a child, Xiao Qing's heart also softened, not to mention who knows if she can go back, suicide is a big crime, and she will go to hell. Well, I don't believe that, but it's true.

In the next few days, the little girl was even more vigilant, she almost didn't sleep, and occasionally woke up instantly after taking a nap, and immediately went to see if Xiao Qing was okay.

Xiao Qing was originally a person who cherished life, but after tossing a few times, he suffered many more crimes, and he dispelled the idea of seeking death. It's just that it's really hard to get rid of the depression in my heart. And although it doesn't hurt much now, the itch is really unbearable, more torturous than pain.

Xiao Qing, who was depressed on this day, just smashed the vase and teapot in the house, sat at the table angrily, endured the pain and itching on his body, and saw a simple face poking in through the crack in the door.

"You have a really bad temper, my mother said that people can't lose their temper, or they won't be able to marry a gentle woman in the future!"

", let me see you again, legs discounted!"

Xiao Qingzheng was bored, his eyes widened, and he was so frightened that he ran away, and he didn't see a figure for several days. Xiao Qing felt guilty for a while, this kid is quite likable.

scared Wu Hou away, and Xiao Qing also calmed down. It seems that God is still not thin on me, if it weren't for a stupid husband who didn't understand Fengyue, and who had to forcibly perform Zhou Gong's gift, wouldn't it be even more sad. Perhaps it is precisely because of his own self-sacrifice for others, how many times he has been in the fire and in the fire, that he is fortunate to be able to get such a situation in the midst of misfortune! Alas! Be content! Seon will not know if he is blessed! He still takes good care of his body, but now he is a daughter, and if something happens, he will have the ability to defend himself. Xiao Qing thought bitterly.

Besides, doesn't my daughter still have a resolute heart in her body? Since I can't go back, let's do it again vigorously, I don't believe it, and the tragic second life can be more tragic than now? Yes, I'm afraid that life has no direction, and who am I afraid of if I have a direction!

With a goal in life, people also have the motivation for life, Xiao Qing no longer complains about others, but actively cooperates with treatment. Eat well, drink your medicine well, and sleep well. Since he was originally a firefighter, he still knows a lot about rehabilitation after burns.

With super perseverance, Xiao Qing insists on exercising every day. I practiced for several hours, and I was sweating profusely. I don't know how many times my clothes get wet in a day.

The little girl smiled and encouraged in front of her, served tea and handed water, I don't know how many tears fell behind her, Xiao Qing saw her eyes red several times, and she didn't have time to wipe it. Xiao Qing thought it was funny, but comforted her!

In fact, Xiao Qing's burns are really serious, and if you want to fully recover, this rehabilitation is a hurdle that must be passed, but it is also the most difficult hurdle.

Wu Hou came every day, and Xiao Qing watched him when he exercised, asking questions and asking questions, and relieving Xiao Qing a lot of pressure.

This Wu Hou's mother has also been here a few times, she is very kind, seeing Xiao Qing's hard work, her heart is not a taste, after leaving, Xiao Qing has all kinds of nutritional products and gadgets here. He also instructed someone to open a small kitchen and ear room next to Xiao Qing's bedroom for Xiao Qing to wash and eat.

Yurong even changed the method to improve Xiao Qing.

That Wu Hou grows in Xiao Qing every day, pestering Yurong to be delicious. Everyone called him Han'er, and everyone didn't dare to call him that, but he liked it, and the old lady opened her mouth. Xiao Qing found that Han'er was not particularly stupid, it should be that her intellectual development was stagnant. That is, seven or eight years old intellectual, innocent, lively and active, a New Year's doll walked down from the painting, Xiao Qing liked him very much, and spoiled him like a little brother.

With the protection of the two masters of the house, and the people below are even more diligent, although Xiao Qing's life is hard, he also feels the warmth of home.

Xiao Qing has already figured it out, let it be safe if it comes. So Xiao Qing changed his previous moodiness, was down-to-earth, and lived a peaceful life. The days are getting more and more satisfying. Maybe that's what it's called that you live seriously, and life takes you seriously.