Chapter Eighty-Five: Wounded Spring and Cold
Blink, close your eyes, blink, just like that, the deepest night before dawn transitioned to dawn, and there was no expression on the beautiful and beautiful face, and this "indifference" seemed to freeze time. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Yun Bi exhaled deeply, and her jade feet hung down from the eaves of the mahogany bed, and her toes touched the ground, standing upside down, and she was moving. The tulle on her body is intertwined with the morning light, clear and white, and at this moment she is like an illusory and floating scene.
Only her eyes remain, making people feel that she is still in the world, cold and cold eyes. Implicated in the gods, it is said that her ethereal figure is frozen in the world.
She was barefoot, stepping on the cool tiles, and she didn't feel cold.
On the contrary, the air around the tiles was involuntarily emanated by the cold air that she involuntarily emitted, stained, and the snow-white, faint mist loomed.
Her cold eyes rolled, and Mingbo moved. Surprised, he quickened his pace and hurriedly opened the door.
The young man in front of him, his black hair soaked in water, lowered his head, and looked at her calmly. The next moment, the stunned teenager cracked a childlike smile at the corner of his mouth.
Yun Bi's eyebrows moved, her lips opened slightly, and she didn't say anything. "How can she be treated like this. Then she raised her eyebrows and said slightly, "You were really drunk last night and didn't leave all night?!"
The restrained young man returned to a calm and watery look on his face. It's just the purple lips, the clear body that is clearly trembling, and the childlike simple and sincere gaze. Why, she looked at it coldly, but she couldn't bear it in her heart!
Damn, she turned around, turned her back to the teenager, and bit her lip gently.
The world is always unexpected by her, and she wants to appreciate everything in the outside world, but she doesn't want to deal with it. She thought it was okay to ignore it and play stupid. However, there are so many people and things that are about to crash into her quiet world, forcing her to deal with it.
Early this morning, her mood was indescribably bad, and her temper was very big!!
She quickly realized that this unprovoked temper was not inflicted by others, and then she suddenly felt guilty and sorry for him. She sighed, looked at the room, and then turned back to look at the young man, whose face was much softer and more well-behaved. "You...... It's a real lack of tendons, far more serious than I thought, are you going to say anything to me?"
The young man raised his head with a hundred thousand courage, and Wen Xiu's face looked at Yun Bi, "You said I was drunk last night, I know you were angry." I didn't dare to go, and when the rain and cold air wore away my drunkenness, I became more and more aware of my feelings for you. It's not the first time I've seen you, but I've been waiting for this night. The thought of seeing you makes my heart beat wildly. I've never felt this way, and I want you to know for the first time, anyway, that I'm not talking nonsense after drinking, but that I mean it. ”
Yun Bi's embarrassed look deeply pierced the young man's sensitive heart. Tao stubbornly said, "I sometimes like to think cranky, and I can talk to myself all day long, I'm used to it, you don't have to take it seriously, I often forget what I've said." ”
Yun Bi raised her eyelids, as if she had found something, but she was still unfazed by this youthful love talk, and said, "You're tired, go back and rest!"
"You can take me in. The young man had a sincere look in his eyes, begging like a child.
"No, it's all girls' rooms. ”
"You're looking for a reason, I'll let me be with you!" the young man's wail was even worse, "I gave you all of my shame, you don't want to..."
At this time, the birds in the gallery gradually began to be active, and the colorful parrots clung to the wooden poles in the cage, walking from side to side like crabs, and soon their tongues also woke up, and they learned their tongues sluggishly, "You don't want to ...... Don't..."
Yun Bi suddenly felt very embarrassed, and said, "After that, they are all going to get up, you can go quickly." I'm just a wild girl in the mountains in the countryside, not worth it, and not for you. ”
"It's all!!I don't listen to the big truths, forget it, I don't force you, because I can't give you anything. The young man suddenly became a little hysterical, with sadness in his eyes, like a wounded hedgehog, and erected the thorns around his body, but he was only protective and would not stab people.
As long as you don't get close to him, you won't be hurt, and it just so happens that Yun Bi is so cold that she didn't think about touching his thorns. The young man looked sad, "You don't understand me, no matter how much I understand you, it's in vain." ”
"yes, I don't think we know enough. ”
The young man sneered, as if laughing at himself, "What does it mean to be deep, do you know what it means to go with the flow?" he said stubbornly, "From the next moment, erase me from your memory, I have worked hard, thank you for the shadow puppet show that I watched with me yesterday." He turned around, and was really going away.
Yun Bi didn't stretch out her hand to keep it, but asked, "Don't even have a friend?"
The young man didn't look back, afraid that he would be shaken when he saw her, and said tremblingly, "No, I can't do such a great thing, I don't have the so-called principles, what you choose, I respect." Because you are not me, and I am not you, you don't need to understand me, and I don't force you. ”
"That's all I can say, if you were allowed to go back in time, I only hope that you haven't been here, you've never been in my secret garden. You can't give the free and easy following in the books I follow, and from your words, I also know that you can't afford it, because of your so-called worldliness, I can't afford it, and I don't want to give it. Because what you think about and take into account is what the world can give you, and I am just a beggar who has nothing to the world. ”
"Good night," said goodbye, and the boy never looked back, stubbornly walking forward.
There was no sentimentality in Yunbi's heart, just a long melancholy. "It's not that I can't give it, I just don't want to give it...... "Because I don't love, it's impossible to do anything for him, it's impossible to be free and easy together, and act recklessly together."
She didn't bother to defend herself, after all, she was just a small existence, and her small strength could only burn out the light in her heart, and she was powerless to support another loneliness.
"Don't be friends...... Don't be friends...... "The birds in the cloister are all chirping, but the parrot's call is the most unlovely.
She could erase all the look of disappointment he had in her mind, but... His childlike smile at the beginning made her unforgettable. She destroyed a beautiful thing with her own hands, and this guilt, like a burden, made her difficult to let go.
Beautiful things were created and destroyed with her own hands, and at this moment she could only pull out a mocking sneer at herself.
Her simple words and most direct indifference turned out to be the most hurtful knife in the world, hurting people without blood.
From the depths of her heart, there was a chill that she could feel, but she couldn't feel the cold. Although her body was already much colder than the morning air around her... That cold is a part of the body, melted into the depths of the soul.