Chapter 25: The Collapse of Faith
Su Qin and Fang Yan were racing on the road, Su Qin sped up because he didn't want to see Fang Yan, and Fang Yan was worried that Su Qin wanted to force him to slow down, but he didn't expect it to become a situation where you chased me.
After driving for a while, Su Qin slammed on the brakes, and then got out of the car expressionlessly and walked towards Fang Yan's car, Fang Yan saw him coming, and also got out of the car and walked towards him.
"You're sick, you don't sleep in the middle of the night, what are you doing with me?"
Fang Yan looked at Su Qin with a smile on his face, he really still liked Su Qin like this to him, this was the way they should get along.
"I'll protect you home. ”
Su Qin raised his eyebrows and said, "No need, what are you still doing, why do you go." Don't dwell in front of my eyes for a day, I'm upset when I look at it. ”
Fang Yan didn't speak, Su Qin didn't pay attention to him, turned around and walked back to the car, turned his head to look at Fang Yan, and then got in the car and left. After driving for a while, Su Qin glanced in the rearview mirror, and this time, Fang Yan didn't follow up again.
The next day, Su Qin got up early, because today was the day of Chen Siyan's rehabilitation, and that place was a little remote, so every time Chen Siyan went to do rehabilitation, he accompanied him.
"Hey, Ah Yan, are you ready? Okay, I'll pick you up. Su Qin buttoned his clothes and called Chen Siyan.
There was no sound on the other end of the phone, Su Qin looked at the computer in his hand, and it showed that he was on the phone, so he called again, 'Ah Yan.' ’
"I'm a little unwell today, I'll go next time. Chen Siyan on the other end of the phone coughed a few times, as if he had a cold.
"Have you taken the medicine, do you want to go to the hospital?" Su Qin said with concern.
"No, I just took my medicine, I'll just get some sleep later. ”
"Okay, then you have a good rest, call me if anything. ”
"Good. ”
Su Qin hung up the phone, since he didn't have to accompany Chen Siyan to do rehabilitation today, then he would accompany Xinyin at home, anyway, he was on leave, and the company didn't have anything important, even if there was, Li Zhihao could handle it alone.
When eating breakfast, Su Qin and Qin Xinyin came down from upstairs together, and when Qin Yi saw Su Qin, he was a little surprised and asked, "Didn't you say that you were going to do rehabilitation today, why are you still here?"
Su Qin helped Qin Xinyin pull out a chair, then sat next to him and said, "Ah Yan said that he was not feeling well and wanted to go another day." ”
Qin Yan handed the soup to Su Qin and asked, "Isn't feeling well?what's wrong with him?Is he sick?"
Su Qin took a sip of soup and said, "Listening to his voice, it seems that he has a little cold, maybe he came out of the bar yesterday and got cold." ”
"Cold?" Qin Yi pulled out a chair and sat down, and said, "Then I'll make some light soup later, and you can send it to him." ”
Su Qin knew that this was Qin Yan's kindness, so he didn't refuse, and he was also worried about Chen Siyan, if the cold was serious, he would send him to the hospital.
Qin Yi asked with concern, "By the way, how is the rehabilitation?"
Su Qin replied while serving vegetables to Qin Xinyin: "The doctor said that as long as you insist on rehabilitation, you will be able to walk like a normal person in almost a year." ”
"Well, that's good. Qin Yi nodded, ate a few bites of food, and then continued: "Help him more, if you don't have enough money, take it with me." Although they had an unpleasant relationship seven years ago, Qin Yan still cared about Chen Siyan very much, he was the same age as Su Qin, but he had experienced so much, and now he was a person again, which really made her feel a little distressed and guilty.
"Good. ”
Su Qin nodded in agreement, and then stopped talking, and when it was close to the afternoon, he called Chen Siyan and said that he would bring him food so that he didn't have to cook.
Chen Siyan was washing fruit in the kitchen, and when he heard a knock on the door, he thought it was Su Qin, so he put down his things and went to open the door.
"Have you forgotten your password?" Chen Siyan said with a smile, seeing the person standing at the door, he froze instantly.
"What are you doing here?"
Zheng Yu looked at him with a smile, walked in with his feet raised, then looked him up and down, and said, "Yes, it seems that your old lover has taken good care of you." ”
Chen Siyan frowned and said, "What do you want to do? There has been no relationship between us for a long time, please go out, and don't appear in front of me again in the future." ”
Zheng Yu raised his feet and walked towards Chen Siyan, and when he walked in front of him, he reached out and wanted to touch his face, but he turned his head to avoid him. Zheng Yu sneered and said to him: "It seems that you have had a good time during this time, and you have become a lot bolder, but I don't know if this is a good thing for you?"
Chen Siyan didn't speak, he looked at Zheng Yu with an ugly face, to be honest, he didn't know Zheng Yu at all, maybe the only thing he knew was his ruthlessness.
"Let's talk about it, what is it like to be surrounded by an old lover all day long?" Zheng Yu leaned on the back of the sofa with his hands in his pockets and said mockingly: "Aren't you very happy, very excited, and even happy?"
Chen Siyan looked at him indifferently and said, "Please get out of my house." ”
"Home?" Zheng Yu sneered, then looked at Chen Siyan with sharp eyes, and said viciously: "I once said to you, with me, I will give you a home, a home that will never abandon you." But now, he has given you a place to live that you can take back at any time, and you call it home. He's just giving you alms, but you're so willing, Chen Siyan, are you cheap?!"
Chen Siyan's face was ugly, he looked at Zheng Yu not to be outdone, and sneered: "Yes, I'm cheap." Because I am cheap, I deserve nothing, and because I am cheap, I am still living a long life. Because I'm cheap, God can't get rid of you. ”
"Shut up!"
Zheng Yu's eyes suddenly turned red, and he punched the wall behind Chen Siyan, and then looked at him angrily. Chen Siyan looked at him expressionlessly, as if he was accustomed to his performance. Yes, it's not that he didn't beat him up, now that he's like this, why should he care? Zheng Yu looked at his face, his anger gradually subsided, and he asked a little sadly: "Chen Siyan, don't you have a little nostalgia for me, don't you have a trace of liking?"
Chen Siyan looked at his eyes full of begging, and shook his head without hesitation, "No, never." ”
Zheng Yu's eyes slowly changed, from begging to heartache, and then to determination. He looked at Chen Siyan with a sneer, clapped his hands, and said, "Okay, it's good that there has never been one." ”
Chen Siyan looked at Zheng Yu, and suddenly felt a little scared, he had seen Zheng Yu in this state, just when he provoked him before, the result was something he never wanted to remember. Chen Siyan cautiously moved to the side and said, "Zheng Yu, Su Qin will be here soon, you can't ......"
"What, afraid that he will see it?" Zheng Yu was unusual, he approached Chen Siyan with a smile, grabbed him when he was about to run away, and then looked at him with a shrunken face, the corners of his mouth rose, and said softly: "I just want him to see, how you are swaying under me." ”
Chen Siyan's body shook, he looked at Zheng Yu in horror and shook his head, and said, "Don't, Zheng Yu, don't do this." I beg you. ”
The words that should have worked for Zheng Yu didn't work today, Zheng Yu held his hand tightly, tearing his clothes expressionlessly, and his eyes exuded the fire of desire.
Chen Siyan was already sick, and he had just taken cold medicine again, so he didn't have much strength in his body, so he was naturally no match for Zheng Yu, so he could only watch him strip himself away weakly.
Zheng Yu seems to have not opened meat for a long time, and now when he sees Chen Siyan who is covered in his body, he immediately leaves all the consequences behind, he has long been accustomed to this body, he has fallen in love with this body, he has not touched it for so long, he has long been unable to bear it.
Chen Siyan was tossed over and over by Zheng Yu like a leather doll, and by the time he finished venting, Chen Siyan was about to faint.
Zheng Yu looked at Chen Siyan who was half leaning against the wall, his face changed, he wanted to be gentle with him, but he couldn't control himself. He had been gentle with him countless times, but in exchange for his ruthless indifference, in this case, it was better to destroy his faith in the first place, no matter what he would become, as long as he stayed by his side. He bent down and picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on him, looked at his bloodless face and said, "Why don't you always listen to me? Am I not good enough for you? Why don't you stay by my side obediently?"
Chen Siyan didn't answer him to three questions in a row, but glanced at him indifferently, and said in a calm voice: "Get out." ”
Zheng Yu was not angry, he reached out and pinched Chen Siyan's chin, forcing him to look at himself, and then lowered his head to kiss his lips, Chen Siyan was too lazy to struggle, and let him kiss it.
Zheng Yu straightened up and looked at Chen Siyan with gentle eyes, but his voice was terrifyingly low, "Clean up, I'll pick you up tomorrow." Don't try to run away, even if you run to the ends of the earth, I can find you. ”
Chen Siyan didn't speak, nor did he react, he just sat on the ground, and he didn't look up at the door until the sound of the door closing.
Chen Siyan bent his legs and buried his head between his knees, he wanted to vent loudly, but he could only cry silently. It's all his own fault, he knew what kind of person Zheng Yu was from the beginning, but he still rushed forward without hesitation. They all deserve it!
As soon as Zheng Yu got out of the apartment, he met Su Qin, who got out of the car, and he was still carrying a thermos pot in his hand.
When Su Qin saw Zheng Yu, he was stunned for a moment, then frowned, walked up to him and asked, "What are you doing here?"
Zheng Yu looked at him with a sneer and said, "I'll come and see my people." I don't know if I don't see it, I was shocked when I saw it, it turned out that Mr. Su took such good care of my people. ”
Su Qin naturally heard the ridicule in his words, but he was not interested in arguing with him, so he only said to him: "I know that I am not qualified to care about you and Ah Yan, but he is finally starting his life again, so don't bother him for the time being." ”
Zheng Yu snorted coldly and said, "It's not your turn to intervene in our affairs. With that, he turned and left.
Su Qin didn't want to deal with him, so he entered the apartment with a thermos bucket, and after getting on the elevator, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong with Zheng Yu, could it be ...... A bad feeling suddenly rose in his heart, the elevator door opened, and Su Qin quickly walked to the door and opened the door.
"Ah Yan. ”
Su Qin shouted first, but didn't hear an answer, and ran into the living room without even having time to change his shoes, and the scene that appeared in front of him deeply stimulated him.
"Ah Yan. ”
Su Qin shouted and ran over, Chen Siyan was lying on the ground with a pale face, there was a large pool of crimson blood on the ground on his left hand, and blood was still gushing on his left wrist. Su Qin hurriedly pressed his wound with the clothes next to him, and shouted anxiously: "Ah Yan, wake up, Ah Yan." ”
Chen Siyan opened his eyes, and when he saw Su Qin, his eyes changed from dazed to desperate and helpless.
"Su Qin, help me. ”
Su Qin had tears in his eyes, and hugged him distressedly, this is the person he once loved, how could he become like this now?