251 In the end, they all failed to live up

"Mr. Song, long time no see. Met Song Cong'an's sharp gaze, Lu Jingxing greeted with a smile.

Hearing Lu Jingxing greet him, Song Cong'an didn't speak, and slowly looked at the man in front of him who was very similar to him when he was young, and then showed a hint of approval.

Looking at Lu Jingxing in front of him, Song Cong'an felt like he was looking in the mirror, as if he could see himself back then.

Perhaps it was because he knew that Lu Jingxing was very similar to himself, so when Lu Jingxing made such a request, he would not hesitate to agree.

I haven't seen him for so many years, Lu Jingxing looks more mature, and Song Cong'an can't help but smile with relief: "Yes, it's really been a long time...... You look more mature and handsome than you did back then. But I'm afraid I'm a lot older, and it scares you, right?"

"People will get old, this is the law of nature, there is no such thing as being scared or not. Lu Jingxing responded politely and detachedly.

"After so many years, you are still so straightforward, you don't save me any face. Song Cong'an originally thought that Lu Jingxing would coax himself a few words, just like those who came to visit him, and said a few words of comfort, who would have thought that he would say so directly.

"Mr. Song's heart is like a mirror, if I lie in front of you, won't I slap myself in the face?" Knowing that Song Cong'an was not unhappy, Lu Jingxing said with a light smile.

Seemingly very satisfied with Lu Jingxing's attitude, Song Cong'an couldn't help but smile and nodded: "You are really a very wise person, then you should know very well, why did I come to you this time?"

In addition to the agreement back then, Lu Jingxing didn't think that he had anything else to say with Song Cong'an: "Mr. Song, please rest assured, since you agreed to my request back then, then I will definitely abide by the agreement on what I promised you." ”

After receiving Lu Jingxing's firm answer, Song Cong'an's old face finally showed a hint of relief.

He slowly raised his head, looked at the bright sunlight outside the window, and said with a trance: "Although Rufeng has always told me that my illness has been cured smoothly, my own body, I know it in my own heart. I felt more and more powerless these days, and it seemed like it took a lot of effort to speak, and I knew that I was going to die. ”

It rained in the suburbs for more than ten days before, but today it is rare to have a big sun, Song Cong'an has never felt that the sun shines on his body so comfortably, and it is so comfortable that he wants to hide the sun greedily. But he knew very well that according to his current physical state, he was afraid that there would not be many sunny weather to see.

"People will die, this is also the law of nature, as long as there are no regrets. Lu Jingxing is not good at comforting others, for an old man who is on the verge of death, Lu Jingxing doesn't know what to say appropriately.

"Yes, it's okay to have no regrets, it's a pity that it's so difficult for a person to have no regrets......" Song Cong'an stretched out his hand to let the sun shine on his hands, and the expression on his face suddenly became hollow: "I have too many regrets in my life, and there is no way to make up for many things, and I don't have the strength to make up for it." Only this last one, count me as an old man, please ask you, please help me do it! In the past few years, Yanyu's personality has become more and more extreme, I can't control her anymore, I just hope you don't let me down......"

Feeling the depression and helplessness in Song Cong'an's tone, Lu Jingxing's heart suddenly felt a little inexplicably sad.

"If you had to do it all over again, would you still make the same choice as back then?" Lu Jingxing knew that he shouldn't ask this question, but he still couldn't help but ask curiously.

If he had known that the ending would be the bleak appearance he is now, Lu Jingxing would be really curious, would Song Cong'an still do it like he did back then?

Lu Jingxing's words made Song Cong'an, who was bathed in the sun, fall into deep thought.

He didn't say a word, not knowing what he was thinking.

Just when Lu Jingxing thought that he wouldn't speak, he suddenly said slowly: "The sun of that year was as beautiful as it is now, and I still greedily want to keep this ray of sunshine forever......"

Song Cong'an didn't answer positively, but from his words, Lu Jingxing had already got the answer: "You have retained, it will always be engraved in your heart." ”

It was rare for Lu Jingxing to say something nice, and Song Cong'an couldn't help but smile and asked, "Do you have someone you like?" I feel that you seem to have become a little different when we meet this time. ”

Hearing Song Cong'an's question, Lu Jingxing's heartbeat suddenly skipped a beat, and he subconsciously stared at Song Cong'an.

"Looks like I guessed right. I'm really curious, what kind of girl can catch your attention?" Seeing Lu Jingxing's unusual reaction, Song Cong'an said.

"It's just a girl from a very ordinary background, but she is very beautiful, and she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Since Song Cong'an saw it, Lu Jingxing generously admitted.

"Really?" Hearing Lu Jingxing's answer, Song Cong'an smiled meaningfully.

Song Cong'an's expression that seemed to know everything made Lu Jingxing uncomfortable, but he was silent on the surface, looking calm and composed.

The two people in the room looked at each other quietly for a few minutes, and finally Song Cong'an opened his mouth first, waved his hand and said, "I've finished what I should say, I've delayed you for so long, go back quickly." ”

"Then Mr. Song, we'll see you next time. Lu Jingxing said goodbye politely.

It wasn't until he turned around and was about to leave, when his hand just touched the doorknob, that Song Cong'an, who was behind him, finally couldn't help but ask, "She...... She...... How are you doing?"

In the end, when you are old, your heart will never be as hard as a stone.

The hand holding the doorknob gradually tightened, a trace of complicated emotions flashed in Lu Jingxing's eyes, hesitated for a while, and finally replied: "It wasn't good at first, but it's good now." ”

got a fairly satisfactory answer, Song Cong'an couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and muttered to himself: "That's good, it's good to have a good life......

"Actually, you can be nicer to Miss Song, maybe she won't be so extreme. Although he knew that he shouldn't say these words, Lu Jingxing couldn't help but cross the line.

Why doesn't Song Cong'an understand this truth?

It's just that people's hearts are so small, and there are some things, even if they want to perform, there is no way to deceive others.

"I know I'm sorry for her, I know ......" Song Cong'an's tone was full of sourness: "Actually, I never wanted to owe her, but in the end, I failed to live up!"

After leaving Song Cong'an's room, Lu Jingxing just walked into the courtyard and saw Song Rufeng standing under the steps.

Hearing the footsteps behind him, Song Rufeng couldn't help but turn around and looked up at Lu Jingxing: "Mr. Lu has finished talking to his father?"

"That's it. Lu Jingxing slowly walked down the steps and walked to Song Rufeng's side.

"Father, don't you look much older than back then?" Thinking of Song Cong'an, Song Rufeng sighed a little.

Although Song Rufeng is only an adopted son, I have to say that compared to Song Yanyu, who will only be against Song Cong'an, Song Rufeng is more similar to Song Cong'an regardless of his temperament and even in his conduct in the world, and the two look more like biological father and son.

Especially in terms of distress and filial piety to Song Cong'an, Song Rufeng really behaved impeccably.

Recalling Song Cong'an's old and weak appearance in a wheelchair in the room, Lu Jingxing also felt a little emotional: "Heroes are like beauties, and they are not allowed to see white heads in the world...... I haven't seen him for a few years, and Mr. Song is indeed much older. However, no matter how big the change in appearance is, Mr. Song's inner wisdom has not diminished at all. ”

In fact, over the years, my father has only relied on one breath to support himself. I know that he can't let go of his heart, but he has lost the courage and ability to redeem it. Mr. Lu, what I said to you yesterday was indeed presumptuous, but I still want to know the answer. Growing up, I never disobeyed any of my father's ideas, only this time, I didn't want to listen to him. Because I knew in my heart that my father wanted to do the same. After a night of deep consideration, Song Rufeng still wanted to know the answer.

Where the hell is that person?

Song Rufeng knew that Song Cong'an's time was running out, and he only hoped that they could meet before Song Cong'an died.

can understand Song Rufeng's mood as a son of man, but for that answer, Lu Jingxing still has nothing to say: "I'm sorry, Mr. Song, I only made a deal with Mr. Song, as for the others, I can't help." I can understand Mr. Song's filial piety, but I have to remind you, please don't just think of your father, from the perspective of others, maybe what you want to do will cause trouble to the other party. Some secrets, since they have been hidden in the bottom of their hearts for so many years, let them remain silent. ”

Lu Jingxing's words made Song Rufeng's heart feel a little loose, and he began to question whether the decision he made was correct?

Yes, he only thought about fulfilling Song Cong'an's wish, but he didn't consider another person's thoughts.

If that person didn't want to know about Song Cong'an's existence at all, then what should he do?

"It's because I didn't think it through, thank you Mr. Lu for reminding me. Retracting his question just now, Song Rufeng sighed lightly and said.

"If you care, you will be chaotic, Mr. Song has always been thoughtful, I think you just care too much about Mr. Song, I can understand it. Lu Jingxing smiled slightly, indicating that it was okay.

Hearing Lu Jingxing say this, Song Rufeng didn't answer immediately, he quietly stared at Lu Jingxing for a long time, and then slowly spoke: "Mr. Lu seems to have become very different from some time ago. ”

"Is there one?" Lu Jingxing raised his eyebrows and pretended to be stupid.

Song Rufeng nodded and said with a smile: "It seems that love can really change a person, after being with Miss Bai, Mr. Lu seems to have become more and more gentle." ”