Chapter 16 The Past Is Like Smoke

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Like all ignorant teenagers in adolescence, he had a crush on a girl in the same class when he was in school at Huxian No. 2 Middle School in the spring.

The girl's name is Liu Qing, and she is a city girl whose parents are both demobilized cadres in the army.

Liu Qing followed his parents from the south to Huxian in 1987 and studied in the third year of junior high school in Huxian Zhenhua Middle School.

Liu Qing was originally a girl who studied very well, but because the textbooks used in Huxian County were different from the textbook versions of the schools that Liu Qing used to study, Liu Qing's high school entrance examination results were a little worse.

failed to be admitted to Huxian No. 1 Middle School, Liu Qing could only study in Huxian No. 2 Middle School.

Liu Qing and Spring happened to be in the same class.

It just so happened that Liu Qing was sitting in the front row of spring.

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Because the family had different opinions on choosing the school to attend, Liu Qing reported to Huxian No. 2 Middle School three days later than the school officially opened.

When the homeroom teacher brought a girl to the classroom to introduce everyone, Spring remembered the girl's name, Liu Qing.

Wearing a white long dress, a tall and slender figure, timid eyes, a melancholy expression, standard Mandarin, and a slightly hoarse voice, Chun became interested in this girl named Liu Qing.

Liu Qing is a quiet and elegant girl, often lying on the table alone to read and study. She rarely socializes with her classmates, whether they are boys or girls, and she is reluctant to say a word. There is always one person coming and going, one person enters the classroom, one person goes to the cafeteria, and one person goes back to the dormitory.

In the eyes of spring, Liu Qing is a very special girl. The kind of indifference and arrogance in her body that rejects people thousands of miles away deeply attracted Spring, and Spring quietly lingered beside Liu Qing, taking advantage of every opportunity to get close to Liu Qing to get close to her.

Slowly, Liu Qing also developed a strong interest in spring, always appeared in the spring activity circle intentionally or unintentionally, and began to have contact with spring.

Gradually, Liu Qing opened his heart to spring, and the interaction between the two began to become frequent.

I like to read in the spring, and Liu Qing likes it too. As a result, Liu Qing returned to the city every weekend to bring a few Chinese and foreign classics to the spring.

Spring is hungry and thirsty to absorb nutrients in the ocean of knowledge, and Liu Qing's books show a completely different new world for spring's life.

Spring is grateful to Liu Qing and likes Liu Qing. But Spring knew that he was a peasant child in the mountains, and he was not worthy of Liu Qing's illustrious family background at all, so Spring never dared to say the word "love".

Poverty has deprived this mountain girl of the right to take the initiative to pursue love.

Spring can only put his love for Liu Qing in his heart and write it on paper.

Sun Li, who was at the same table, once looked through Spring's notes and accidentally discovered this matter, and often made fun of this Spring.

When the graduation of the third year of high school was about to separate, Spring knew that he didn't have the courage to face Liu Qing, so he transferred his graduation guest book to Liu Qing.

Liu Qing only wrote one sentence on it: Happiness must be fought for by yourself.

There were only a few words, and even the most basic home address and contact information, Liu Qing did not leave it.

Spring was completely disappointed, perhaps, Liu Qing didn't care about his feelings for her in the past three years.

Liu Qing also didn't let Spring leave a word in her graduation book.

After the college entrance examination in July 1991, Spring and Liu Qingtian were on their own.

The two men never met again and never contacted.

Originally, they were people in two worlds, but after they separated, they never intersected again.

It's like two straight lines intertwined, all that remains is the traces and memories of the little intersection, leaving only the figures that are drifting away from each other.

The crush ended without a problem, and he didn't even confess.

Spring love is like a soap bubble in the sun, beautiful and dazzling, but also fragile.

But this memory remained forever in Spring's life.

2.

In August 1991, the college entrance examination admission notice came.

In the spring, I went to Dongzhou Normal University to study as a trainee of the Art Professional Committee.

According to her parents' wishes, Liu Qing went to a medical school in Guangzhou.

Only occasionally, in the spring, I would hear a little bit of news about Liu Qing from the old classmates of the No. 2 Middle School in Yuanhu County.

In the spring, he carefully stored the bits and pieces of Liu Qing in his heart.

During the period of studying at Dongzhou Normal College, Spring has been struggling in the whirlpool of love memories.

Over the course of two years, two or three girls expressed their love for spring.

But Spring's heart was lost to Liu Qing and has not been recovered, and he is unaware of the girl's show of love.

Three years of high school made Spring firmly engrave Liu Qing's image in his mind, and Spring's heart could no longer accommodate other women.

Spring knows that his love for Liu Qing may not be able to get out of it for the rest of his life.

There may only be one love in a lifetime, and one time is enough.

This love will accompany you to the ends of the cape, to the desolation of the earth.

Sun Li's words just now made Spring fall into the swamp of memories and couldn't extricate himself.

In the spring, cigarettes were smoked one after another, and the whole house was filled with smoke.

The past is like smoke, all kinds of melancholy, and the past is like a dream, full of sadness.

The past is like smoke, and eventually it becomes smoke, and the past is like a dream, and it is a dream.