Qin Sang knocked on the door of the Dou family.

It was Qin Ya who opened the door.

She opened the door and was quite surprised to see Qin Sang and Ge Hong: "Mom, sister, why are you here?"

Qin Sang glanced at her: "I'll talk about it later." ”

Qin Ya looked at Fei Zhenguo again: "Comrade Fei, you're back, come in quickly." ”

A few people entered the house, Fei Zhenguo and Dou Shankun talked, and Qin Sang pulled Qin Ya aside and told him what had just happened.

Qin Ya was also dumbfounded: "What can I do? ”

"Where did that Comrade Fei come from?"

Qin Sang asked in a low voice.

She also saw Fei Zhenguo's face just now.

This Fei Zhenguo is full of blood and energy, he is a person who has killed I don't know how many people, but he is also upright, he should be from the military, and looking at his face with nobility, he should also be in an important position now, but what kind of origin it is, Qin Sang can't see it clearly.

Qin Ya couldn't figure it out for sure, so she said what she knew: "It should be a general." ”

Qin Ya thought about it in a low voice and said: "I was injured in the early years of the war, and now I shouldn't be in the army, it seems that he has retired, and I don't know exactly which department he works in, but I heard the master's meaning, he should have no family, just him." ”

Qin Sang pondered for a moment and then said to Qin Ya: "You are here with Mr. Dou for the past few days, first coax our mother to see if you can coax him back, and then take the time to test this Comrade Fei and probe his bottom." ”

Qin Ya nodded in understanding.

Qin Sang went over and said something to Dou Shankun, and coaxed Ge Hong again: "Mom, my dad still has something to do here, can we go home first?"

Ge Hong sat next to Fei Zhenguo and didn't listen to anything: "No, I'll follow your father, why are you like this? I follow your father, not others, what are you bothering about." ”

Dou Shankun called Qin Sang and whispered, "Let your mother live here first, and I'll take a good look at her." ”

Qin Sang had no choice but to agree.

She sat for a while and then got up to take her leave.

Coming out of Dou's house, Qin Sang wandered around the street for a while before returning home.

By the time she returned, it was already dark.

When he entered the courtyard, Qin Sang heard the laughter and laughter of the house.

At this moment, she was standing in the courtyard, surrounded by flying snowflakes, and she was the only one standing like this, which seemed out of place with the surroundings, as if she was the only one left in heaven and earth.

"Xiao San, hurry up and make dumplings with me. ”

Shen Yi poked his head out of the kitchen.

Qin Sang smiled and walked into the kitchen.

She didn't know why, her throat was like a stone blocked, the stalk was very uncomfortable, and she also had a breath in her heart.

"Milk. Qin Sang stood beside Shen Yi and hugged her: "I'm not eating at home, Jian Xicheng is here, let me go to his place to eat, and say that he wants to celebrate for me." ”

Shen Yi picked up Qin Sang: "Xiao Jian is here, why can't he come?" You call him to come, let's have a good time." ”

Qin Sang shook his head: "It's still not good, he should have something else." ”

Shen Yi thought for a while: "That's okay, you go, remember to go back early." ”

Qin Sang agreed, tightened his scarf after coming out of the kitchen, and went out of the house step by step.

Coming out of the house, Qin Sang looked at the snowflakes glowing with white light, and felt that his nose was sour.

She quickened her pace, and unconsciously used the technique of shrinking the ground into inches, and it didn't take long to reach the door of Jian Xicheng's house.

took out the key and opened the courtyard door, when Qin Sang walked into the small courtyard, he only felt that it was quiet here, looking at the little light that came out of the room, the light was warm yellow, which made Qin Sang feel even more uncomfortable.

She stood under the eaves for a long time, and just stood motionless, watching the snow fall heavier and heavier.

With a squeak, the door opened, and Jian Xicheng stood at the door wearing long pants and a light-colored woolen sweater: "Come in." ”

Qin Sang turned around and smiled at him.

The corners of her mouth were upturned, her eyebrows were slightly curved, her smile was bright, and her eyes were flooded with tears.

"Don't laugh, it's ugly. Jian Xicheng walked over and took Qin Sang's hand and led her into the house.

There was a stove in the house, Jian Xicheng moved the chair over, and added a thick cotton cushion to the chair, he reached out and tested the temperature of the cotton pad, and felt that it was warm, so he asked Qin Sang to sit down.

Qin Sang sat next to the fire, his originally cold body warmed up.

She lowered her eyes as she watched the kettle on the stove emit a little white mist, and her vision was getting blurrier and blurr.

"Drink some water. ”

Jian Xicheng handed a water cup to Qin Sang's hand, and in the cup was warm boiled water.

Qin Sang took a sip of water from his water cup, looked up and smiled at Jian Xicheng: "Can you give me a bowl of noodles?"

"Wait. Jian Xicheng got up.

Qin Sang lowered his head, looked at the water glass, and sniffed after a long time.

The smile on her face could not be held back any longer.

She tilted her head back and forcibly held back the tears in her eyes.

By the time Jian Xicheng came in with a large bowl of hot noodle soup, Qin Sang had already packed up all his emotions.

She sat on a chair and drank water, her expression was as usual, her smile was bright, warm as a spring breeze, and she was more delicate than a flower.

"Let's eat noodles. Jian Xicheng put the bowl on the table.

Qin Sang didn't move his chopsticks, looked at the bowl of noodles, and wrinkled his nose: "It's a bit much, I'm just afraid that I won't be able to finish it." ”

Jian Xicheng was quite helpless, got up and found a bowl, divided a bowl of noodles into two bowls, and handed a bowl to Qin Sang: "Is it okay now?"

Qin Sang nodded, picked up his chopsticks and lowered his head to eat noodles.

She eats quickly, but her movements are not rude.

It didn't take long for her to finish the noodles.

After eating the noodles, Qin Sang was about to wash the dishes and chopsticks.

Jian Xicheng held her down: "Let it go." ”

Qin Sang sat down again.

She held her chin and looked at Jian Xicheng and smiled.

Qin Sang was already thin, and she was very well-behaved when she laughed at this time, plus she had just cried, her eyes were slightly red, and her nose was also red, and when she laughed, she was very fragile, the kind of fragility that seemed to dissipate anytime and anywhere.

When Jian Xicheng saw her like this, she was distressed.

"Don't laugh at that. Jian Xicheng stretched out his hand to cover Qin Sang's eyes: "It's really ugly." ”

Qin Sang's expression stiffened slightly.

After a while, she gently took Jian Xicheng's hand: "What else can I do but laugh......?" Do I still cry? You say, who can I cry to?"

Qin Sang couldn't understand it best in his heart.

She doesn't have any qualifications, she doesn't have the right to cry at all.

Reincarnated for countless lives, I don't know how many times it ended miserably, she has long learned to face everything with a smile, the more painful, the more brilliant she has to laugh, she herself doesn't know when the real crying is.

Now that she is back, she still can't cry.

She is the pillar of the whole family, she is fragile, who will support this family?

"You say. Qin Sang looked at Jian Xicheng and asked, "Am I a scumbag?" I calculate this, calculate that, calculate people's hearts and plan success or failure, and I think I can calculate everything, but now I know that there are many things that I can't calculate even if I try my best." ”

"What the hell is wrong with you. ”

Jian Xicheng asked Qin Sang with a frown.

Qin Sang smiled again: "It's nothing, it's just that there are some feelings." ”

She lowered her head: "I originally arranged everything, my future, the future of my sisters, and my grandmother and mother, I have calculated everything, I will make them all happy, but ......"

Qin Sang spread his hands on his knees and looked at his white and tender palms: "Why do some things have to be out of my grasp?"

She frowned, looking incomprehensible.