932. Are you hurt?
"But...... I've already said all those hurtful things. The words that come out are the water that is spilled! Can those words really be taken back?"
Ji Xiaoru didn't believe that Tang Xiao would not be angry with her at all, after all, even she felt that those words were excessive.
However, Tang Xiao shook his head slightly and said, "I'm not angry. Why should I be angry? You're all angry talk, so I won't take it to heart. ”
"Really...... Really?"
"Of course. Let me ask you, Xiaoru, if I lose my mind in anger and say something ugly to you, will you break off my friendship with me because of it?"
Tang Xiao stared at her seriously.
Ji Xiaoru shook her head.
How so...... Even if Xiaoxiao says bad things to her, Xiaoxiao is still a smile.
How can a relationship for so many years be destroyed because of a few words?
"Xiaoxiao, I was wrong, I shouldn't have said those words, even if it was angry words, I didn't take into account your feelings when I said it, I was so bad...... Sorry for the laugh. ”
Ji Xiaoru really regretted it.
Thinking of the self who spoke ill of Tang Xiao, she couldn't wait to slap herself a few times.
How could she do that to Xiaoxiao?
She's just going too far......
Ji Xiaoru has never hated herself so much as she does now.
Tang Xiao pursed his lips and laughed.
She's so happy.
It's good that Xiaoru is still her good friend.
It's good that she doesn't have to lose Xiaoru.
She stretched out her hand to hug Ji Xiaoru and gently stroked her back, Ji Xiaoru's tears gradually slipped down.
"Laugh, I'm so selfish. She said.
"People are selfish, Xiaoru, there's nothing wrong with you. ”
"But I hurt you. ”
"I hurt you, I'm sorry Xiaoru. ”
"No, the person who hurt me is not you, it's Lu Chenxi......"
Speaking of this, Ji Xiaoru once again felt a wave of anger burn in her chest.
Sensing her mood fluctuations, Tang Xiao hurriedly raised her head and looked at Ji Xiaoru.
"Calm down, Xiaoru, haven't we talked before? Love is not the most important thing in life, and men are not necessarily the most important people in life, no matter what happens, don't blindly immerse yourself in pain. ”
"What's more, does Lu Chenxi really not love you? What kind of feelings does he have for me, perhaps, all this is just a misunderstanding?"
"Let's figure that out first, okay?"
Tang Xiao said seductively, Ji Xiaoru tried hard to calm her emotions, and after a while, she reluctantly spoke: "Xiaoxiao, I actually don't want to talk to you about this matter, it really frustrates me...... I, Ji Xiaoru, have never been so injured in my life. You know what? I was under the bed, and I found ....... I really never dreamed that the man I loved deeply, the man who got along with me day and night, the man who had been with me for so long, the man who said he wanted to marry me and spend his life with me, actually had a crush on my best friend...... You!"
"I'm so hurt...... How could he do this to me? There are so many women in this world, and I can accept any one he likes! Any cat or dog, I will feel better! However, he ...... He just picked one of the people I couldn't accept the most to like...... Laugh, he's so cruel to me! I really hate him!"
Ji Xiaoru said and spoke, her pale face distorted, tears rolled down silently again, and a cry of pain came out of her throat: "Ah......! I feel uncomfortable to death, I am in pain, he is a bastard! Why do you treat me like this, why do you ?!! us like this?"
"If you hadn't come to me...... Laugh, I almost lost you! You know what? I can accept losing him, that bastard, he betrayed me! But I know in my heart that you don't have ...... You didn't fall in love with him, you wouldn't fall in love with anyone but Cheng Lie, but even if I knew it, I still had to hate you...... Who made me look so pitiful and so ridiculous among the three of us?!!"
"I ...... I even felt the urge to kill him. Smile and smile...... Am I crazy? If I am crazy, then I will also be crazy by him! I really regret knowing him, smile, since he will betray me sooner or later, why did he love me in the first place? I would rather never start with him, I would rather that Lu Chenxi only live on the screen forever, live in my imagination, than he will come to hurt me in reality! It hurts so much, it hurts too much! The man I love falls in love with my best friend, what is the difference between this and taking a knife and slashing my heart?"
Ji Xiaoru has never felt so painful in her life.
It was so painful that she wanted to escape, to forget everything.
The pain felt familiar to her.
However, she could not remember for a moment what kind of pain she had experienced.
Tang Xiao sat quietly beside Ji Xiaoru, accompanying her, stroking her hand, listening to her talk, and venting.
Until Ji Xiaoru finished all the words.
Until her tears could no longer flow.
Only then did she take out a wet tissue and wipe the tears from her face seriously.
Ji Xiaoru closed her eyes, and her once delicate face was pale and haggard at this time.
Tang Xiao looked at her, and his heart hurt so much.
She really couldn't bear to let her suffer.
However, she couldn't help it.
Because the truth may be more unbearable than what is happening now.
She had to make a choice for Ji Xiaoru.
Maybe she's wrong, and she's right. However, she can't manage that much.
She only knew that at this moment, she hoped that Xiaoru could live well.
Even if Lu Chenxi is no longer a perfect loyal lover in her mind.
But at least, Lu Chenxi is still alive in her world.
"Xiaoru, are you tired, do you want to sleep for a while?"
Tang Xiao asked softly.
Ji Xiaoru shook her head, wanting to say that she was not sleepy, but she couldn't help yawning.
Tang smiled and said, "Look, it's all yawning, let's sleep for a while." ”
She said as she stroked her hair.
Ji Xiaoru said "um", and her upper and lower eyelids involuntarily fought.
"Smile, I'...... I'll go to bed first, and I'll talk to you later......"
She tried to hold her eyelids, but for some reason, their eyelids suddenly seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.
Her body swayed back and forth.
Tang Xiao stretched out his arm and grabbed her shoulder.
Ji Xiaoru leaned over and leaned her head on Tang Xiao's neck socket weakly.
Smelling the familiar smell on Xiaoxiao's body, she felt much more at ease.
"I ...... I'll sleep for a while...... Smile, don't go......"
She muttered, her big pretty eyes slowly closing.
"Okay, go to sleep. ”
Tang Xiao touched her head.
"Wait for me ......"
Ji Xiaoru's lips squirmed, making indistinct syllables.
"Good. ”
Tang Xiao promised: "I'm not going anywhere, I'm just waiting for you to wake up here." ”
"Hmmm......"
Ji Xiaoru finally fell asleep.
Staring at Ji Xiaoru's haggard face and the green shadows on her eyelids, Tang Xiao thought to herself that Ji Xiaoru must have not slept well for a long time.
How many nightmares has she had during this time?
She stroked her hair lovingly.
At this time, Pei Yuansheng's footsteps sounded outside the door.
He stood outside the door and took a look, and knew that Ji Xiaoru was asleep.
I couldn't help but breathe a long sigh of relief.
It's rare for her to have such a quiet time these days.
"Why are you at the door, don't you come in?"
Tang smiled and looked at Pei Yuansheng, who was standing at the door and hesitating.
"Alas, I'm a little worried in my heart," Pei Yuansheng looked at Ji Xiaoru who was sleeping soundly in Tang Xiao's arms, and a wry smile appeared on her handsome face, "She has been too noisy these days, and she can especially toss people, I'm really afraid that as soon as I come in, she will suddenly wake up, and then yell at me again." ”
What he said was not an exaggeration at all, he was 100% sure that if Ji Xiaoru woke up at this moment, he would definitely roar at him like a wild lion, and it was even normal to smash him with anything.
"Pei Yuansheng, you have worked hard. ”
Tang Xiao looked at Pei Yuansheng, and his eyes couldn't help but carry a little sympathy and guilt.
"It's okay, it's my choice anyway. ”
Pei Yuansheng glanced at Ji Xiaoru a few more times, as if to make sure if she was really asleep.
"Don't worry, Xiaoru is asleep. ”
A hint of a smile bloomed on Tang Xiao's tender and red lips.
"So sure?"
"Just now when I was wiping Xiaoru's tears, I put something on the wipes, so next, she will have a period of deep sleep. ”
Tang Xiao explained lightly.
"Awesome, smile. ”
Pei Yuansheng gave Tang Xiao a thumbs up, sighed again, and said, "There is such a good thing, why didn't you borrow it from me earlier?"
"No," Tang Xiao shook his head and said resolutely, "This medicine can't be abused." Otherwise, what's the difference between you and those criminals? If it weren't for the special circumstances, I wouldn't have prepared this. ”
"Well, Dr. Tang is still so disciplined. Pei Yuansheng said teasingly.
"Mr. Pei's festival is still there, which is gratifying. Tang Xiao replied unceremoniously.
Pei Yuansheng smiled, rubbed his face and said, "God...... I can't believe I'm still smiling. You know? I haven't had a moment relaxing these days. ”
"You're tired. ”
"Don't say such things," Pei Yuansheng shook his head, walked over and bent down and said, "I'll carry her to the bed." ”
"I've been waiting for you for a long time. ”
Pei Yuansheng smiled, picked up the sleeping Ji Xiaoru and walked to the bed.
However, when he straightened his waist, he still couldn't help but pull the wound on his back and "sizzle" in pain.
"What's the matter? Xiaoru's weight won't let you do this, right? ”
Tang Xiao stared at Pei Yuansheng strangely and asked.
"Ahem...... Maybe I'm tired today. ”
Pei Yuansheng put Ji Xiaoru on the bed, gritted his teeth and tried to hold back his painful exhalation, and at the same time tried to control not to rub his back-
It really hurt badly, but he didn't want Tang Xiao to see that he was injured.