No one spoke again along the way, Qi Zhixuan's thoughts were too heavy, these sudden truths were too unexpected, they were not at all within the range he originally thought, he needed some time to digest, and Xiao Yang didn't dare to speak again.

Xiao Yang didn't know what he could say, he didn't know what to say to make Qi Zhixuan feel more comfortable, when a person has no ability to heal his wounds, maybe silence is the best choice.

But this kind of atmosphere was too long and too difficult, Xiao Yang couldn't imagine that if Qi Zhixuan was like this in the future, never talking to him again, never smiling at him again, then what would his world become?

He can't let his Qi Zhixuan not smile in the future, Qi Zhixuan can beat him, scold him, hate him, and hate him, as long as he can make Qi Zhixuan feel better, he can no matter what, but he really can't bear this matter.

Xiao Yang kept an eye on Qi Zhixuan's face while driving, he didn't dare to reach out to hold Qi Zhixuan anymore, but he still couldn't help but look at him.

When he arrived at the door of the house, Qi Zhixuan also got out of the car silently alone, and then walked to the door by himself.

Xiao Yang hurried to catch up, always maintaining a distance of two steps, not daring to get too close or too far away.

As soon as he entered the door, the housekeeper could feel that today's atmosphere was extraordinary, but looking at Xiao Yang's face, he didn't dare to ask anything, but the situation should not be simple, he hadn't seen such a serious Xiao Yang for a long time, and he thought that he would never see it again.

Qi Zhixuan went upstairs directly, Xiao Yang was a little weak, he took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, and followed up.

He didn't feel at ease, anyway, he just had to follow Qi Zhixuan's footsteps, whether Qi Zhixuan wanted it or not, he really had to follow, even if Qi Zhixuan would shut him out, he had to guard him.

Could it be that there was a quarrel? The butler looked up at the upper floor, and then packed up Xiao Yang's coat, wondering in his heart.

These two people are usually fine, why can't they imagine that they will quarrel, besides, Xiao Yang's temper is a little worse, but Qi Zhixuan has a good temper, if this can really quarrel, Xiao Yang has to do what a big rebellious thing to make Qi Zhixuan sad?

As soon as Qi Zhixuan returned to the room, he shrunk himself on the sofa, he couldn't imagine how Qi Yu had spent more than 20 years when he was unconscious?

All of Qi Zhixuan's beautiful memories turned into needles at this moment, he had spent so many beautiful days of ignorance, why did he? Why did he enjoy such a beautiful life when Qi Yu was in pain?

Qi Zhixuan was paranoid and felt that if he didn't exist, maybe everything would be different, what did Qi Yu want? What was the way to make Qi Yu truly liberate? Maybe Qi Yu had already made a choice at that time, but because of himself, Qi Yu couldn't do it.

He once thought that as long as he did well enough, their mother and son would eventually be close, but now he realized that it was not the case at all, no matter how well he did, Qi Yu could not really face him and love him.

All his wishful thinking was shattered, and there would never be a day between their mother and son.

All efforts were in vain, and even Qi Zhixuan had no chance or need to work hard at all, because the more he did, the more he left Qi Yu with not beauty, but more and greater pain, so what was the point of himself?

They are like tormenting each other, how can they have a good day, but after all, he feels more sorry for Qi Yu, he has unconsciously passed so many years, but Qi Yu has been in pain for so many years, why has he lived so happily for more than 20 years?

Xiao Yang sat quietly beside Qi Zhixuan, didn't say anything, just looked at him silently, there were some things he couldn't do, and some things had to be figured out by Qi Zhixuan himself, maybe it was really selfish, but now all this is already like this.

Whether you want to or not, everything has happened, and it has hopelessly come to this point, and there is no other way but to move forward.

After being silent for a long time, Qi Zhixuan seemed to have figured out something, but it still didn't seem to have figured out anything, but he suddenly opened his mouth again.

"Who is that person who came to me a few days ago?" Qi Zhixuan's voice was cold and cold, which made Xiao Yang feel distressed.

Now that he already knew about it, he had to know everything that involved him and Qi Yu.

Xiao Yang roughly told Qi Zhixuan about the situation of that family, this time he said everything he knew, and he didn't dare to deceive anymore.

In fact, Xiao Yang didn't know if Qi Zhixuan understood, Qi Zhixuan just listened quietly, nodded lightly at the end, and then there were no other words and reactions.

Qi Zhixuan never thought about it, how could there be such a thing? He himself just accidentally snatched away Xiao Yang's little bit of fatherly love, he felt distressed for so long, and felt guilty for so long, but how could there be a demon-like person in this world.

Why did someone do such a thing without any guilt at all, and now they came to the door in a dignified manner, how much does such a person need to be brazen, Qi Zhixuan hated it so much, but found that he was powerless.

Because it seems that nothing can be done but to hate oneself, and perhaps this is the difference between man and demon, man tortures himself with hate, and demon tortures others for himself.

"Are you hungry, are you tired?" Seeing that Qi Zhixuan was silent for too long, Xiao Yang still couldn't help but squat down and gently stroked his knees.

This kind of Qi Zhixuan made him feel so distressed, he was afraid of seeing such Qi Zhixuan, so he didn't dare to tell the truth.

Qi Zhixuan glanced at him with unresponsive eyes, and then nodded, "Sleepy." ”

Xiao Yang hugged the person to the bed without saying a word, Qi Zhixuan didn't struggle, just let him hold it.

Qi Zhixuan hooked Xiao Yang's shoulders with both hands, buried his head in his chest, and listened to his heartbeat, Xiao Yang's heartbeat was a little fast.

All of a sudden, it beat vigorously and expressly, there is no happier melody in this world, Xiao Yang hid it from him, but Xiao Yang's starting point is good, how could he not understand, he doesn't hate Xiao Yang, he hates himself more.

"Why is my heart beating so fast?" Xiao Yang almost thought that Qi Zhixuan was not talking to him.

But he still replied very honestly, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid you don't want me anymore." ”

Qi Zhixuan's hands suddenly clenched Xiao Yang, he didn't speak again, just gently kissed Xiao Yang's neck.

Xiao Yang felt that his whole heart was about to fly, there were too many intimate things between them, but none of them made him feel like this, Qi Zhixuan's forbearance and affirmative kiss made him feel that he was redeemed, and for a moment he really felt that Qi Zhixuan didn't want him anymore, so when Qi Zhixuan kissed him, Xiao Yang felt that he had the urge to cry.

"What's wrong?" Qi Zhixuan felt Xiao Yang's abnormal heartbeat and paused footsteps.

Xiao Yang put the person on the bed in two steps, and then he knelt on one knee on the side of the bed very reverently, he held Qi Zhixuan's hand, put his hand on his lips and kissed it several times, "I'm afraid, I'm sorry, I don't want you to be hurt and I don't want you to leave me." ”

Xiao Yang didn't know why he said this, why he did it, but he felt that he had no other way to prove his heart, and he couldn't find any other way to express his liking for Qi Zhixuan.

He loves Qi Zhixuan, so much so that he can't express it in a normal way, and he feels that he can't express anything he says.

"Well, I know", Qi Zhixuan touched Xiao Yang's face with the back of his hand, and then moved a place slightly to Xiao Yang, "Sleep with me." ”

Xiao Yang rolled over to the bed, and then hugged Qi Zhixuan tightly, he felt that he had used all his strength.

The two of them hugged each other quietly, neither of them spoke again, maybe they were both asleep, maybe they both had insomnia.

Qi Zhixuan didn't move, Xiao Yang didn't dare to move, he was afraid that if he moved, Qi Zhixuan would break free from his embrace and never come back.

The next day, Qi Zhixuan still woke up in Xiao Yang's arms, he looked at Xiao Yang's eyes squinting at him, he felt Xiao Yang's love inexplicably, he felt that Xiao Yang seemed to love him more than before.

"Early", Qi Zhixuan's voice was a little hoarse, but his person was not so decadent, at least much better than Xiao Yang imagined.

Xiao Yang gently kissed him on the forehead, "Baby, have you slept well?" Qi Zhixuan didn't answer, but also looked up to the sky and gave him a kiss, he seemed to suddenly understand Xiao Yang's piety last night, when a feeling can't even be expressed in words, only a kiss can make people empathize.

"Are you hungry?" Xiao Yang always remembered Qi Zhixuan's stomach, he didn't eat anything last night, so he should be hungry.

Qi Zhixuan just shook his head, he really didn't feel hungry, and he was reluctant to get up and leave Xiao Yang's arms.

The two of them were tired of being on the bed for a while, no one was in a hurry to get up, originally Qi Zhixuan was going to see Qi Yu, but at this moment, Qi Zhixuan didn't say anything, Xiao Yang didn't dare to ask, he could only accompany him carefully, he didn't dare to mention or ask more about Qi Zhixuan's thoughts.

He was quite scared, but he didn't want to ask, he believed that Qi Zhixuan could adjust, all he had to do was to support him unconditionally no matter what Qi Zhixuan decided, Qi Zhixuan was stronger than before.

Qi Zhixuan's current performance has made Xiao Yang happy, as long as he spends more time, Qi Zhixuan will still be the person he was originally optimistic and lovely, because Qi Zhixuan is not so easy to be defeated.

Maybe he has always imagined Qi Zhixuan to be too fragile, and Qi Zhixuan is braver than he imagined.

If Qi Zhixuan was not brave, how could he love Xiao Yang so blisteringly, if Qi Zhixuan was not brave, how could he finally wait for Xiao Yang's love, if he was not brave, he would never stand by Xiao Yang's side like this one day.