Chapter 167: There is a kind of love called letting go

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Dongfang Ruxue is standing on the edge of the pond, the slightest cool breeze is coming, making the already cold night even cooler, Dongfang Ruxue is wearing pajamas, still the white pajamas, standing on the edge of the pond at this moment, her figure looks a little lonely.

Bei Wuwu walked to Dongfang Ruxue's side, took off the black suit on his body and draped it on Dongfang Ruxue's body, took out a cigarette from his pocket, I don't know why, a faint headache hit again, each time it lasted longer than the last, perhaps, his life was really not much.

"North carefree, I'm really disappointed, disappointed. Dongfang Ruxue turned her head to look at Beiwuwu, her dark eyes were wide open, watery, and a trace of tears slipped down her cheeks.

Bei Wuwu didn't speak, he took a puff of cigarette, curled the cigarette angrily, stretched out his hand, and wanted to wipe away the tears on Dongfang Ruxue's cheeks, but Bei Wuwu's hand froze in the air, he saw Dongfang Ruxue's beautiful face and the disappointment in his eyes, it looked like even if he was lost, so disappointed, perhaps, it was also desperate, and he was completely desperate for Bei Wuxue.

Bei Wuwu withdrew his hand and said in a hoarse voice: "Xue'er, I'm sorry. ”

Bei Wuwu closed his eyes, took a puff of cigarette again, the heart-rending feeling hit again, this feeling was so strong, even stronger than the last time, and he kept questioning himself in his heart, why did he let such a beautiful beauty show despair Yes, worthy of her, she will have better people to love.

"I'm sorry Bei Wuwu, are you sorry and it's over" Seeing Bei Wuwu's hand stretched out to his cheek, Dongfang Ruxue thought that the man's hand would definitely reach out to help him wipe away his tears, but no, the man withdrew his hand, so that the little hope in Dongfang Ruxue's heart completely disappeared and was completely dispersed.

Dongfang Ruxue couldn't tell what she felt, whether she hated or loved at this moment, maybe more hate, hated Bei Wuwu, hated herself even more, she didn't know why she couldn't tie Bei Wuwu's heart, she was already working hard, but she still couldn't understand the man in front of her.

Once upon a time, Dongfang Ruxue thought that Bei Wuwu would share the secrets in his heart with her, but after such a long time, Bei Wuwu never told her that she didn't know about his past and his thoughts, as if the man was really just acting with himself, and he didn't put her in his heart at all, he was just acting with her.

Dongfang Ruxue was sad, the original little hope for a man disappeared completely, and only despair was left in her heart, she was so sad at the moment, a heart-rending feeling struck, making her whole figure look more depressed and more pitiful, perhaps, all she needed was a solid chest, although North Worry-free could give her a solid chest, but North Worry-free's heart would never be there for her.

Bei Wuwu took a breath hard, pretended to be relaxed on his face, picked up a stone from the ground, threw it with all his strength, and caused a series of ripples in the pond, and the ripples spread out one by one, and this ripple was just like Beiwu's mood, which seemed to be calm, but only a small pebble was needed to ripple layer by layer.

Beiwu remembered a lyric called "let go", he also forgot when he heard it, he only remembered that when he heard it, he only remembered that he was disdainful when he heard it, and now that he thinks about it again, it seems that he really has a little feeling, I am afraid that he is the one who lets go, he has already taken on too much, and he doesn't care about adding some more commitments, and Dongfang Ruxue is different, she is just a simple little girl, she shouldn't bear so much for herself, what she needs is the cultivation of a greenhouse, not a rain or shine road。

"Xue'er, I'm not worthy of you," Bei Wuwu's voice was even more hoarse, and his whole expression looked so lonely, and he paused and continued: "Xue'er, you are like that noble swan, you are so high-looking, and I Bei Wuwu I am just talking about stinky blood, my heart is black, I really don't deserve you." ”

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Dongfang Ruxue was stunned, is this the case in Bei Wuwu's heart He felt inferior in front of him Dongfang Ruxue didn't know why, she heard Bei Wuwu's infinite self-blame from Bei Wuwu's voice, and it was more inferiority.

Dongfang Ruxue suddenly had a feeling of tears, did she usually behave too noblely, and then left an indelible shadow in the man's heart Yes, from the beginning of Beiwuwu entering the door, he rejected him in various ways, rejecting this fiancé who had never met, and then accepted him in his heart, but he didn't really accept it, he just wanted to change him in his own way and let him be the general manager of the company.

Dongfang Ruxue also admitted that he was a selfish person, but there had never been such a self-blame today, he remembered that when Bei Wuwu was in the hospital, he ate all the meals for himself, and then he ate only his own leftovers, and then he hid alone on the street and nibbled on bread.

Thinking of that kind of scene, Dongfang Ruxue's heart was panicked, and there was a feeling of suffocation, the man seemed to be taking care of himself forever, like a big brother, and he always thought that he was right, and tried every means to change the man, wanted to change him into the ideal man in his heart, but ignored his feelings, ignored his preferences, and ignored his thoughts.

"Don't worry, I'm sorry" Dongfang Ruxue choked, as if something inexplicable blocked her throat, and she didn't make a sound for a long time.

Bei Wuwu smiled and shook his head, but Dongfang Ruxue clearly saw the bitterness in his smile, and at the same time there was a kind of sadness, even Dongfang Ruxue herself didn't know why she could feel so many things from Bei Wuwu's wry smile, maybe this guy was really too sensational.

"Cher, you don't need to say sorry to me. Bei Wuwu closed his eyes and continued to say against his will: "All the mistakes are to blame on me, it's me, I never liked you, I just treated you as if I had completed the task." ”

Beiwuwu organized a lot of language, but it was still so difficult to say it at the moment, these few words seemed to have exhausted the strength of the whole body, after saying this, Beiwuwu's whole person seemed to be deflated.

Dongfang Ruxue was stunned, and her eyes that looked at the north changed from self-blame just now to anger.

"Bei Wuwu, is this the answer you gave me" Dongfang Ruxue roared, this roar seemed to have exhausted the strength of her whole body, her pretty face was flushed, red from anger, she was angry, she didn't believe that Bei Wuwu actually said this about herself, it turned out that what he just said was completely to flatter himself, the fundamental reason was that he Beiwu didn't look down on himself, and he never loved himself.

Beiwuwu endured the pain and nodded, but he was screaming in his heart, no, no, Xue'er, it's not like this, I also have a hard time, but I can't say it, I can't say it.

"You roll, you roll for me, roll as far as you want," Dongfang Ruxue pointed out the door, tears in her eyes, her tone was so indifferent, and then it turned into a scream: "Roll for me forever, I will never see you." ”

Bei Wuwu took a breath and nodded at Dongfang Ruxue: "Xue'er, take care of yourself." ”

After saying this, Bei Wuwu left without looking back, his back was so bitter, so sad, so lonely, so sad, and at the same time so painful.

"North Worry-free, you bastard, you bastard" Dongfang Ruxue looked at the figure of North Worry-free in the distance, until it disappeared, she could no longer suppress her sadness, she ripped off the coat that North Worry-free had just put on her body, threw it into the pond vigorously, and then cried, and finally couldn't hold it back, squatted on the ground, hugged her knees with both hands, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

"You bastard, you bastard, I'll never see you, I'll never see you. Dongfang Ruxue's voice became smaller and smaller, and her tears became more and more intense, until in the end, only endless sobbing remained. 00 collected and organized, the copyright belongs to the author or publisher.