Volume 12: The Flowers of Fairy Tale Hell (17)

At the beginning, Hua Qi didn't dare to mention Yin Nansheng's reason was very simple, not sadness, but regret, he was regretting Yin Nansheng's death, that kind of emotion is easier for people to indulge in than sadness and can't get rid of it.

At that time, Hua Qi didn't actually know what doubts were in Yin Nansheng's death, the bereavement he experienced, The sorrow of the country and the journey of escape, Yin Nansheng has also experienced, and Yin Nansheng is a girl, a little princess who is also favored, they accompany each other out of the shadow of the past, and plan to live a new life, but in fact Yin Nansheng is not so strong as Hua Qi who dares to enter the enemy's palace, Hua Qi is looking forward to a new life every day, Yin Nansheng is much more silent, she said that she doesn't mind the poor and simple life, it is better to say that the soul is too traumatized, and many things in the outside world have no way to cause her. fluctuated, those miserable lives have worn out the optimism and simplicity of the little princess, love is sometimes not a life-saving medicine that can save everything, Hua Qi is watching her smile and smile, haggard day and night can not sleep, and her heart is also very uncomfortable, so she will diligently make money to buy rings and roses, and propose to Yin Nansheng on that warm and beautiful morning, he thought at that time that if they got married, raised children, and had a few children under Chenghuan's knees, Yin Nansheng would have hope, then her heart would not float.

What a beautiful and romantic morning it was, the blue diamond ring and ninety-nine red roses, Hua Qi knelt down on one knee like an ordinary human being, and promised her the future reverently, Hua Qi was the first time in his life that he wanted to promise to a person forever, Yin Nansheng was as he expected, and was very pleasantly surprised to agree to his proposal, but Hua Qi was still uneasy in his heart, because Yin Nansheng was happy to be happy, but it was more like a kind of return to light, the brilliance under his eyes was getting depressed, he desperately went to prepare for the wedding, looking forward to their marriage to save Yin Nansheng's will to survive, but unfortunately he was still one step late, on the day Hua Qi was set for the wedding, Yin Nansheng jumped down from the tall building where they lived, ending her beautiful and broken life.

At that time, Hua Qi had just come back from outside, and he was still holding the white wedding dress he had specially customized, and Yin Nansheng was also wearing a white long skirt, which fell down like a white iris floating in the wind, and smashed heavily in front of him, and the blood bloomed on the white skirt with bewitching flowers, reflecting Hua Qi's eyes that shed tears.

Everything came too suddenly, but it made Hua Qi feel that it was not unexpected, from the time when the hatred of the country was cut off by his own hands, he was worried that Yin Nansheng would not survive, and then Yin Nansheng accompanied him for a year, struggled for a year, and finally fell in front of him, Hua Qi saw the light in her eyes gradually extinguishing and the relief of relief, the silent pain that spread to the whole body made him so stiff that he couldn't move, but there was a strange sense of calm in his heart, like a long-awaited guillotine, finally fell down and vigorously cut off his head- Yin Nansheng's death was strange and familiar to him, and he was still abandoned in this cruel world after all, facing everyone's departure in a thin and lonely way.

Hua Qi changed all the money for preparing for the wedding to bury Yin Nansheng, she was buried in a wedding dress with a ring, Hua Qi wrote the words "deceased wife" on her tombstone, he actually didn't blame Yin Nansheng for abandoning him, and even sometimes thought that Yin Nansheng was too miserable, so it may not be a relief, at least, there is no need to watch the people close to him leave before him.

Hua Qi is the only regret that in order to make his and Yin Nansheng's future life better, he did not listen to the old kingdom when he was dismissed and told him to let him settle down with Yin Nansheng immediately, but chose the two of them to fight together until Yin Nansheng was "terminally ill" He hurriedly proposed, after Yin Nansheng's death, Hua Qi thought countless times that if he married Yin Nansheng a year earlier, then maybe their children would have been born a year later, Yin Nansheng had a concern, and he would not be depressed for a year, and finally chose to end his life and end the endless pain that followed her.

The more he thought about it, the more regretful he felt, the more painful he felt, and that sense of guilt tormented Hua Qishi, making him rather be a heartbroken man at the end of the world than return to the city that made him sad, until he met Tao Youjing.

As a famous psychologist, it is really a simple thing for Tao Youjing to enlighten Hua Qi, but what makes Tao Youjing a little confused is that Hua Qi actually knows him, it should be said that he knows that there is such a person.

Although Tao Youjing is very famous in the supernatural world, and he is also a representative of the psychology circle, but this circle is too unpopular, and Tao Youjing is not a person who likes to be in the limelight, just like Nantai Beidou in many academic circles, it is not specifically to understand, generally speaking, no matter how famous it is, no one will know it, Hua Qi does not understand psychology, and after the fall of the kingdom, he is no longer a well-informed little prince, and he can actually know who he is at once after Tao Youjing says his name, which inevitably makes people feel a little strange, but at the beginning Tao Youjing was " Beauty" was confused, and it was thought that Hua Qi had heard his deeds by chance, and was immersed in the inexplicable achievements of the object of love at first sight who fell under his wisdom and martial arts, and he didn't think much about it for a while.

But slowly, Tao Youjing felt that something was wrong, under his careful guidance, Hua Qi, who had been reluctant to mention Yin Nansheng, gradually opened his heart, and intermittently poured out Yin Nansheng's pain and his guilt against Yin Nansheng.

Tao Youjing and Hua Qi are hiking together, on the journey, Tao Youjing patiently listened to him tell about the past that makes people either sad or smile, Hua Qi is memory is very good, many details can be repeated, listen to it, Tao Youjing found something wrong, although he was a little entangled in the object of love at first sight is still in the pain of losing his wife, and he can't fall in love with him for the time being, but he still noticed that Yin Nansheng and Hua Qi are secluded, for a period of time her actions and emotions have remained on the positive side, just like a big sore covering Yin Nansheng's heart, but it no longer bleeds, If nothing else, this sore can slowly heal in the passage of time, leaving only a scar that only feels painful when she misses, but Yin Nansheng is obviously getting better, and there is no major event that made her tear the sore, but the fact is that she committed suicide in the end.

This is not in line with the psychological change process of a person with post-traumatic stress disorder, as if he was suddenly forced to be counterclockwise when he rotated clockwise, noticing this, Tao Youjing began to intentionally or unintentionally target the cliché, Hua Qi was already very trusting of Tao Youjing after a period of time together, and did not have any doubts about his deliberate behavior, and Tao Youjing arranged Yin Nansheng's changes one by one that year, and found that her state was indeed unusual, Hua Qi also mentioned in the elaboration that Yin Nansheng would disappear every once in a while for a day or two, saying that she was looking for friends to chat and relax, Hua Qi must have supported her at that time, but what Tao Youjing noticed was that every time Yin Nansheng went out for a walk, her state curve would show an obvious upward trend, as if she was in a much better mood after a few days of relaxation, and then after a few days, it would quickly and directly decline, Down to the bottom, waiting for the next time she went out, and it was a refreshing valley again, until she couldn't bear it anymore, and the whole person collapsed, so she died.

In other words, Yin Nansheng's psychological change process was artificially interfered with, she did not die by suicide, she was maliciously murdered - this is a bloodless death.

Don't ask Tao Youjing why he knew that it was a malicious murder, because the other party's intervention in Yin Nansheng's behavior was too professional, which showed that this person was not a half-witted person who accidentally murdered someone, the murderer did it on purpose, he had long known that Yin Nansheng would lose his fighting spirit to survive under his gradual guidance, maybe even the final death was deliberately arranged!

Why? Why would someone target a fallen princess who didn't have much value? What conspiracy was hidden behind this? Could it be that Yin Nansheng was not the ultimate target, and the murderer was targeting Hua Qi?

All kinds of thoughts swirled in Tao Youjing's heart, he was also extremely smooth from birth to adulthood, the art master was bold, and there was no awe, after discovering that his intended sweetheart might be facing a secret crisis, he planned to investigate these things, and it was necessary to find out the cause of the death of the little princess Yin Nansheng, so as to avoid Hua Qi being plotted by others. In the end, it is something that is closely related, Hua Qi quickly noticed the small movements that Tao Youjing was doing behind his back, and asked him what happened, Tao Youjing, who was in love for the first time, was also a normal person, and he was stumbling for a long time, no matter how many means he could, he couldn't use it in front of the person he liked, so he could only vaguely say what he guessed, and the most important thing was that he had found out that Yin Nansheng said that every time he went out, he said that he was distracted, but in fact he went to a psychological clinic for psychotherapy.

Tao Youjing's analysis is the way, Hua Qi is completely stupid, he feels that Yin Nansheng's state is not quite right, but he has always felt that it is normal for people who are in a bad mood to be weird, and he didn't expect that someone would force Yin Nansheng to death in this way, not a knife or a stick, but an invisible and imageless psychological intervention, which sounds more mysterious than those strange races in the supernatural world, and these things happened under Hua Qiyi's nose, Hua Qishi didn't notice it at all, and could only watch Yin Nansheng being guided by someone to lose his fighting spirit and jump to his death, the cruel truth crushed Hua Qiis like a giant wheel to the point of not being human, he broke down and cried without a little defense in front of Tao Youjing.

"He cried very sadly," Tao Youjing recalled, with a little melancholy in his eyes, "I myself am a freewheeling person, and I feel that it is a very disgusting thing to be concealed, and I told Xiao Qi the cause of Yin Nansheng's death without much thought, but now I regret it a little, maybe, I should never tell him." ”

There are not many things that can make Tao Youjing regret, and since he said so, it can only mean that after the tragedy, there is a greater tragedy waiting for them.

Hua Qi, who learned the truth of death, sorted out his mood after crying, and tried his best to join the investigation, maybe many years later, Hua Qi will be much calmer after learning about this incident, but at that time, Yin Nansheng had just passed away for more than three months, it can be said that the bones are not cold, Tao Youjing is still immersed in the blow of losing his beloved, how uncomfortable he is, how angry he was when he learned that Yin Nansheng was murdered, that strong anger supported him to fearlessly participate in Tao Youjing's investigation, just to give Yin Nansheng a justice。

Hatred is often the force that drives people's hearts the most.

Tao Youjing's ability at that time was not small, and he secretly mobilized people to search overwhelmingly, and soon locked down the psychiatrist who gave Yin Nansheng psychotherapy at the beginning, it was a man, belonging to the supernatural world, from his resume to the real person, he looked innocent, and he was still the ace doctor of the psychological clinic. Anxiety disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder and other diseases have very powerful treatment methods, the success rate is very high, Tao Youjing can find out in private that many of his patients return to normal life after the so-called recovery, but after a period of time, there are accidents one after another, some like Yin Nansheng committed suicide, some killed themselves after killing their closest people, in short, they can't escape the cycle of death, Tao Youjing knows very well in his heart that this man is using his psychological knowledge to create death.

is not to mention the relationship between Tao Youjing and Hua Qi, Tao Youjing has no good impression of this kind of guy who abuses his ability to kill people, not to mention that this psychiatrist still uses his beloved psychology, Tao Youjing is even more unhappy, ready to give him a color to see, and bring him to justice in private - Tao Youjing's willfulness is well known, this is not the first time, and it will not be the last.

However, Tao Youjing, who is the pride of the sky, has almost no opponents in the psychology circle, and lost in this contest for the first time.

In order to avenge Yin Nansheng and many people like her who were killed, Hua Qi cooperated with Tao Youjing to make a detailed and careful plan to trap the psychiatrist, Hua Qi was also mad by hatred at that time, and there was no intention to stop the bold Tao Youjing, they both cooperated to give the psychiatrist a set, watching the psychiatrist be eaten by his own psychology, and silently pierced his heart with a pen, at that time Tao Youjing confirmed that his breathing and heartbeat had stopped, and then left the scene of death, and Hua Qi went to worship Yin Nansheng together, and told her about the murderer's ambush and let her rest in peace。

Whether it is Tao Youjing or Hua Qi, they all thought that this matter was over, their plan was perfect, it took nearly half a year before and after, and they only had to wait silently for the police or the Spiritual Security Bureau to close the case, and their feelings also slowly warmed up and deteriorated in the past six months, developing in an ambiguous and beautiful direction, Tao Youjing was in a very good mood, and carefully prepared a confession night, hoping that Hua Qi would be able to put Yin Nansheng down, and be with him from now on, to open a new chapter of life.

But what Tao Youjing didn't expect was that on the night of his successful confession, Hua Qi personally gave him a poison that no one could detoxify, he fell to the ground in shock, and watched Hua Qi is raise a pen, smile quietly, and pierce it into his heart like a psychiatrist......

That scene is too terrible and too heart-wrenching, Tao Youjing recalls this scene countless times, he will feel cold sweat seeping out of his bones, and he is chilling all over his body, he has not had a few frustrations in his life, but he has to watch his lover slowly stop breathing in front of him, that feeling is too devastating and desperate, if it weren't for Tao Youjing struggling at the last moment to call a doctor to give Hua Qi is first aid, I'm afraid he would really lose this person forever.

It's a pity that the tragedy didn't stop because of Tao Youjing's instantaneous outbreak, Hua Qi was hinted at in an unknown situation, during the recuperation period, Hua Qi committed suicide eleven times without consciousness, each time he chose to be in front of Tao Youjing, smiling silently, silently moving towards death, Tao Youjing was almost suffocated by such despair, and the psychiatrist who committed suicide in front of him and Hua Qi was nowhere to be seen, and the police who rushed over after calling the police anonymously did not find anything about the corpse at the scene of death, and could only be tentatively classified as a missing person, Tao Youjing could not find each other, and there was no one alive or dead, but he finally understood-

In that fight, he lost.

The psychiatrist gave Hua Qi a hint when Tao Youjing and Hua Qi were not clear, he didn't even ask Hua Qi to die, as long as Hua Qi was tortured by death again and again in front of Tao Youjing, that was the biggest gift to Tao Youjing, half a year's careful planning and action were all failures, and Tao Youjing had to admit that he was defeated in this contest, and this loss almost lost the person he didn't want to lose.

Hua Qi's constant begging for death made Tao Youjing very desperate, and in the twelfth death scene, Tao Youjing struggled to pull up Hua Qiyi, who jumped off the rooftop like Yin Nansheng, and held him in his arms, his collapsed emotions could no longer be controlled, he stroked Hua Qiyi's cheek, and whispered: "Xiao Qi, I'm sorry." ”

Because of his hubris, because of his powerlessness, because of the ...... he is about to change Flower seven is a chaotic life.

The psychiatrist gave Hua Qi is a hint that it was very profound, but it was not that there was no solution, but it was better to have no solution, because it needed a specific word as the key, but so many words, if it didn't succeed once, Hua Qi would become the walking dead, Tao Youjing didn't dare to take risks at all, so the only thing he could do was to give Hua Qi a new hint to his love, and use his proudest ability to make the most painful choice.