177 stand-in consciousness
Jiang Yan threw the apple core in her hand into the trash, stood up and smoked a piece of paper, and said while wiping her hands: "So, Mu Hanyan not only partnered with you to calculate Qi Jun and Lu Xiujie, but also partnered with Ajie to calculate you?"
Yang Jiebai shrugged his shoulders freely, "That's right." ”
"She's right, you're too tender compared to her. Jiang Yanyun opened her mouth lightly and threw the paper in her hand into the trash.
"According to what you mean, the reason why Applejack helped Mu Hanyan is because he has a crush on Mu Hanyan?" Jiang Yan sat on the table with her hands on her chest, looking at the ceiling thoughtfully.
Feelings are so interesting!
It can make people laugh and it can make people cry. It can make people distressed, but it can also make people show their faces. It can make people unrecognizable, and it can also make people change.
"Mu Hanyan has Han Yao's shadow on his body. Yang Jiebai's words made Jiang Yan and Xu Han look at her at the same time.
Mu Hanyan didn't speak and smiled lightly, which was too similar to Han Yao. Yang Jiebai smiled bitterly and shook her head, "I should have known that Ajie didn't come to Puyang for me, but for Han Yao." ”
Yang Jiebai and Mu Hanyan had known about the online connection between Xu Han and Jiang Yan half a year ago, and they just wanted to confirm their guesses.
"Han Yao. Jiang Yan glanced at Xu Han, who had a calm face, and withdrew her gaze and fell to her shoes to chew on the name.
Then he muttered in a low voice: "No wonder when I first met Xu Han, he didn't pretend to anyone, but took good care of Mu Hanyan." ”
"What did you say?" Yang Jiebai couldn't hear what Jiang Yan said, and asked in a low voice.
"What benefits did Jiang Si give you, and you spared no effort to help her deal with me?" Jiang Yan didn't ask her this question for the first time, but this time it made Yang Jiebai feel that she came prepared, and it seemed that she was not satisfied with the previous answer.
"Because, Jiang Si investigated all my things. Yang Jiebai thought that he couldn't hide anyway, and it was better to vomit at one time if he was trembling with those things every day.
"No wonder. Jiang Yan chuckled lightly, watched Xu Han turn around and walked into the courtyard again, staring at the grape trellis in a daze.
"I've seen the disc in Chen Biao's hand, and I stole it at first, otherwise he wouldn't want to kill me. However, the things were later robbed, and I don't know who they were. ”
Jiang Yan stood up, poured herself a glass of water slowly, and took a sip slowly.
"You went to great lengths to get those CDs for Lin Iris and Lin Xi, right? Even if you did it for their good, you didn't necessarily think that their sister and brother would appreciate it. ”
Jiang Yan clenched the water glass and did not respond, looking down at the table with a light face.
"Actually, I envy Mu Hanyan, she betrayed you, you still defend her everywhere, for her, you are willing to be misunderstood by Lin Xi. ”
Yang Jiebai said and looked at Xu Han in the courtyard, "I also envy Qi Jun, she can get all the tenderness and kindness of Xu Han without fighting or grabbing." ”
"I still envy Han Yao, envy Lin Xi, and envy Lin Iris. Yang Jiebai said this sincerely, "I envy the untouchable friendship between you and Xu Han." ”
"I envy you too. Jiang Yan suddenly spoke, looked at Yang Jiebai's surprised gaze and the corners of her mouth with a wry smile, and continued: "You live more freely than me, more casual than me, and freer than me." ”
Yang Jiebai moved her mouth, looking at Jiang Yan's sincere gaze but didn't know how to answer.
"I'll send you away when I'm done. Until then, stay here. Jiang Yan put down this sentence, turned around and went out.
Yang Jiebai stared at Jiang Yan and walked into the yard, and saw her raise her hand and pat Xu Han's shoulder, Xu Han looked at Jiang Yan and nodded, and the two walked out of the yard one after the other.
At this time, the sun is setting, the orange-red halo is not dazzling, and it is hazy over the city, and the lazy atmosphere is easy to make every cell in the body start to be lazy.
Jiang Yan leaned her back against the trunk of a tree on the sidewalk, took out a pack of cigarettes from her trouser pocket, took out a cigarette and handed it to Xu Han, Xu Han glanced at her and reached out to take it.
She shook the cigarette case up again, and a cigarette came out, she raised her hand to her mouth, took the cigarette butt in her red lips and pulled it out of the cigarette case, and put the cigarette case in her trouser pocket.
Xu Han took out a lighter from his pocket and lit the cigarette in his mouth, took a deep breath, and threw the lighter to Jiang Yan, who reached out and took the lighted cigarette and took a puff.
She held the cigarette between the tips of her left fingers and hung down, looked down at the lighter in her hand, and said with a smile: "Do you still have this lighter? ”
"Take it if you want. The smoke in Xu Han's mouth spread out in front of him, and his face shrouded in smoke had a sense of decadence, just like when Jiang Yan first saw him.
"This is my birthday present to you, how can I take it back...... Give it back to you. Jiang Yan shouted as she spoke, and when she saw Xu Han tilting her head and throwing the lighter in her hand to him, he reached out and took it and put it in his pocket.
"I originally thought that if you quit this cigarette, you won't be addicted again. I didn't expect ......" Jiang Yan's tone was a little more melancholy.
"A lot of things, only zero and countless times. Xu Han sighed.
Jiang Yan took a puff of cigarette and spit out a smoke ring, "Have you decided......?"
"That's how convincing, how to achieve the goal, and how things move faster. ”
Xu Han took a few puffs of cigarette, threw the cigarette butt on the ground and raised his foot to extinguish it, "The plan has come to this day, concealment, deception, betrayal, and harm are all done, and I don't care about this trick." ”
"I also hope to get things sorted out as soon as possible and leave with a relaxed and clean mind. Jiang Yan sighed, her face a little sad.
Xu Han stretched out his hand to stop a taxi, the car stopped in front of him, he quickly got into the back compartment, and the car left him without leaving a word.
Jiang Yan was not in a hurry to go back to school, pacing the streets of the city center, looking at the endless stream of cars and pedestrians coming and going on the sidewalk, and felt lonely for the first time.
The intense loneliness almost swallowed her up, and she was naturally reminded of the past.
For as long as she can remember, everything that happened has flooded into her mind like a movie.
This scene is like the return of a dying man, recalling his twenty years cleanly.
"Yeon-yeon, what do you want to do when you grow up?" the smiling girl always held her chin and asked her tirelessly.
"I ...... Didn't think about it. "She's still the same fixed answer.
"How could you not have thought about it? "That girl doesn't give up.
It wasn't until one day that she hugged the person covered in blood and felt her body gradually cold from warm to cold, that she was extremely determined and whispered: "I want to be a lawyer, a lawyer who can tell the truth." ”
"Jiang Yan, do you think we can live a lifetime?" The boy who was laughing at that moment always asked her without hesitation on her shoulder.
Every time she didn't reply to him angrily, "Let's see if you can live for a lifetime." ”
"Are you cursing me?" the boy smiled and reached out to pinch her face, "I don't just have to live one life, I have to live two lives, the first life to marry you and my sister, and the next life to send your children to marry." ”
"Marry yourself first. Jiang Yan reached out and knocked the hand off her shoulder, "It's two lifetimes, let's see if you can survive past eighteen." ”
A joke that is not heartfelt has become the source of Jiang Yan's lingering nightmares and guilt. She said that he really did not live past the age of eighteen.
"Nine times out of ten, everyone who has been subjected to school violence will end up violently abusing others. She stopped and whispered this sentence, looked up at the sky, sighed, closed her eyes, and a line of tears slowly flowed from the corners of her eyes.
Jiang Yan went to the hospital where Qi Jun was, and saw Qi Jun's family outside the ward that he didn't go in, standing at the door and watching Qi Rui feed Qi Jun through the small window, with an impatient look, a little sad.
She used to be sick, and someone also patiently fed her while disliking her. However, time passes, people go to tea and cool, and everything has long been wrong.
Suddenly remembering Yang Jiebai's words in her ears, she listened to Qi Jun's distressed begging for mercy: "Qi Rui, I'm full, don't feed me anymore." ”
"I've got the spoon to your mouth, open your mouth!" Qi Rui scolded softly angrily, "It's the last bite." ”
In fact, she also envied Qi Jun. I envy her for having a family, a character, a lover, and a fiery heart that is always enthusiastic about life.
Looking at Qi Jun's heartless smirk, for a moment she wanted to find Xu Han and discuss with him to stop all plans, she didn't want to hurt Qi Jun or Lin Xi.
After a week, Qi Jun's eyes returned to normal. Her family had left Puyang three days earlier, and Qi Jun had to beg for a long time to get them back.
When Xu Han took Qi Jun out of the hospital, Qi Jun stood at the door of the hospital and looked at Xu Han, with a calm and calm face that Xu Han had never seen before.
She asked, "Xu Han, this incident is a game between you and Queen Jiang, right?" Without waiting for Xu Han's response, she continued to ask: "It was Mu Hanyan who called my house, right?"
"Little girl. Xu Han sighed, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed it on the back of her head, his dark eyes were full of warmth and softness, "Promise me that in the future, don't get involved in the matter of me and Jiang Yan again." ”
"Okay. Qi Jun was sly, and winked mischievously at Xu Han, "Then tell me, what are you planning?"
Xu Han saw the hidden unwillingness on Qi Jun's smiling face, and deliberately hidden annoyance in his eyes, so he didn't answer.
Qi Jun poked Xu Han's heart, looked at his fingertips and said indifferently: "Every time...... If you calculate me, you will look at me with great affection. Every time Queen Jiang calculated me, she didn't dare to come to see me. ”
Xu Han always lowered his head to look at Qi Jun, and saw her smiling and looking up at herself, her bright eyes were filled with sad feelings, "Xu Han, the information in Sister Iris's hand was given to her, and I found out those things." ”