Chapter Twenty-Six: The Heart of the Paper Kite
Although Hugo was very close to the paper kite, Hugo felt that he had gone through an extremely long process. [with _ dream]ā
In the end, Hugo came to the paper kite, and also came to Su Wan.
At this point, Hugo's eyes unconsciously looked at Su Wan.
Su Wan's face showed a gentle calm, and it didn't look like a tragic death, but the red and bloody sheets under her body still proved that her body was broken.
"I'm sorry..."
Hugo whispered in pain.
The paper kite pondered for a long time and said, "Why are you sorry?"
"I..."
Paper Kite said, "Sister Wan was killed by you?"
Hugo shook his head slowly.
Paper Kite said: "Then you don't have to apologize." ”
Hugo said: "If I had tried harder, maybe she wouldn't have died." ”
Paper Kite shook her head and said, "You have done your best, I have seen everything that happened, it was you who rushed into the flames, it was you who jumped into the sea of fire and tried to rescue her, you... Really tried my best. ”
Recalling the heroic afterimage of the previous scene, Hugo's heart also gave birth to deep grief.
Paper Kite said: "You see, Sister Wan still had a smile on her face when she died, it can be seen that she is very relieved, maybe at the last moment of her life she did her best to save the person she loves the most." ”
Hugo nodded and said, "Die as you deserve." ”
Paper Kite said: "She must think the same way, I can feel her comfort and satisfaction." ”
After saying that, the paper kite turned to face Hugo, and after staring at Hugo's face for a long time, he reached out and stroked the corner of his eye, and after wiping it, the paper kite's fingertips were already dyed with a touch of red.
"You're in tears?"
Hugo had never looked at his face, but he had the impression that he was in tears.
The paper kite slowly closed her eyes and pressed her hand to her chest, as if she had fallen into some kind of understanding.
"Do you know what I'm thinking?"
The paper kite said softly, and Hugo didn't shake his head, just looked at her lightly.
"Self-blame, remorse. ”
The paper kite slowly opened her eyes.
"When I saw Sister Wan's body, I only felt a deep sense of powerlessness. When she was in danger, I had no choice but to put my hopes in the hands of others. I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly, I'm... There is no such power. ”
As he spoke, the paper kite's body began to tremble unconsciously, and his eyes flashed with a sad and self-reproachful light.
"I... I... I..."
The paper kite seemed to want to continue to say some words of self-reproach, but the huge emotional impact in her heart had completely messed up her nerves.
Hugo reached out and touched the shoulder of the paper kite, and a bone-chilling coldness came from the palm of his hand.
"I... I'm sorry you guys... I should have worked harder... I should be able to save you... If I were stronger, you wouldn't... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."..
The paper kite's mouth began to babble frantically, and Hugo also heard something strange from the paper kite's almost demonic words, the paper kite's current performance was not entirely because of Su Wan and others.
In the blink of an eye, Hugo realized that you must be the members of the Manken Society who had died over the years.
As the largest desecrator organization in the entire Tsukishima Island, the Manken Society does not have a strict organizational management structure like TART and the circus, but in line with a guiding ideology of inclusiveness, it absorbs all people who want to join the family, no matter what their intentions are, whether they are good or evil, strong or weak.
Mankensha is not so much a family of blasphemers as it is more like a democratic commune with a liberal spirit, in which there is no supreme managerial class, and the so-called leaders are constantly protecting these weak members with their own strength.
However, accidents can happen in ordinary worlds, not to mention blasphemers who are cursed by fate. In the process of long-term survival, sacrifice is absolutely inevitable, and even an organization that pursues peace such as Mankensha is difficult to stay out of, after all, it is difficult to get out of the rivers and lakes of blasphemers.
Over the years, countless members of the Manga Research Society have died, and although Paper Kite has tried his best to maintain it, it is not a god after all, and many things still inevitably happen.
Especially when TART's ambitions were exposed, this situation intensified, and the Manyan Club that remained in the present world had to face pressure and encirclement from all sides, and the leadership of the Manyan Club it had run for many years also fell apart.
No, no mutiny, original Chitose died, Hai Bo and Lachber fled, Thangka was seriously injured, Maug was ghosted...
A series of events have prompted the Manken Society to rapidly perish, and the original idea of inclusiveness and freedom supremacy has become the most fatal flaw.
It can be said that this blow is absolutely for the paper kite, different from the trauma on the **. This blow can be said to have completely smashed the pursuit that Paper Kite has been pursuing, so that Paper Kite's painstaking management over the years gradually began to come to naught.
When the family wealth is gone, you can also make a comeback. Dreams are shattered, and hearts are like ashes.
The paper kite did not give up, when the ruthless reality attacked her again and again, she gritted her teeth again and again, brandished the knife in her hand, and used her body to stop all the attacks, even if her body and heart were full of holes.
This is the paper kite.
This is the strongest female blasphemer who has slashed three thousand troubles with one sword.
In the present world, the paper kite is strong, even if he is seriously injured, the management of the Manken Club can only be handed over to Sakura, Xiaojie and others, and it seems to be green and yellow, but the paper kite has never shown discouragement.
She understands that she is the breath of the Manyan Society, the last backbone of countless weak blasphemers.
Even if you die, you must not fall.
But after all, he is just a person, and he is just a girl in her prime age.
Before Hugo guided him into the world of Tritogramia's stone inscriptions, the paper kite had expressed his heart, perhaps because of the emotion in his heart, or perhaps because he did not want to leave himself with regrets.
In this world, the paper kite is not a blasphemous admired by countless people, she is just an ordinary woman in the middle school, although she belongs to a bad one, but she also has her own life, her own world, and people around her who she loves and also loves her.
This is the world that paper kites yearn for the most.
An ordinary world.
A world without conflict.
A wonderful world.
But all this is just wishful thinking on her part.
After all, the world is beyond her control, and there is another strongest emotion in her subconscious.
Liability.
This feeling was well hidden during this time, but in the face of Su Wan's death and her powerlessness, this feeling finally broke out.
At the same time, it carries all the negative emotions from before.
Hugo suddenly realized that the light he was in was not the blasphemous power of the paper kite, but the crack in his heart.