Tang Mi was a little irritable, what did her mother think? What is it called, "It doesn't matter if he's married or not, as long as he has money", what does her mother mean that as long as she has money, she should make it up, and she doesn't care about her reputation at all?

It's too much. In the past, let her marry a rich bad old man, but now let her hook up with a married man?

Scold...... Does her mother really have her daughter in her eyes?

She suddenly felt that the tone of her mother's words touching her face was like a brothel boss commenting on a prostitute who could make money for herself.

Tang Mi felt a chill in her heart, and she suddenly reached out and waved her mother's hand on her face: "Mom, don't touch it, I just finished washing my face." ”

"I can't touch it after washing my face? You are still born to me, why can't I touch the flesh that fell off my body?" Li Yan was very reasonable, "Mi Mi, you have grown up, you haven't learned, but you have learned to dislike your mother?"

"Mom...... You've just knocked over watermelon seeds. Tang Mi was a little unhappy, "You must not have washed your hands." ”

Li Yan was speechless, Tang Mi was right, she really hadn't washed her hands, even now, there are melon seed shells in her fingers.

"I can smell the saltiness of watermelon seeds. Mom, I really want to sleep, you better go back and eat melon seeds while watching TV, if there is anything to talk about tomorrow, okay?" Tang Mi tried to make his tone less irritable.

Li Yan took a piece of paper from the paper drawer next to her, wiped her hands, tilted her head to look at Tang Mi and said, "Mi Mi, are you annoying me?"

Where did Tang Mi dare to say yes, closed his eyes and said, "No, I'm just sleepy, really...... Mom, let me sleep, I'm so tired. ”

"Yo, you think the whole world is tired of you, right? It's great to go out and borrow some money?" Li Yan said in a strange voice, "How much you have contributed to our family, right?"

“……”

Tang Mi didn't want to have a conflict with her mother, so she could only close her eyes and pretend to be asleep.

But Li Yan knows Tang Mi too well, she knows that she didn't sleep, she just didn't want to talk to her, her daughter has always listened to her, and silence is her biggest resistance.

However, Li Yan could not even tolerate such a "resistance".

In her opinion, her daughter was born to her and raised by her, so she should listen to her in everything and obey her orders.

Otherwise, what did she want to give birth to this daughter and work so hard to raise her?

"You get up for me. Li Yan pushed Tang Mi, who was pretending to be asleep, "Don't want to sleep until you finish speaking." ”

Tang Mi opened his eyes helplessly, looking at this unreasonable mother, why, can't her mother be a little more tolerant of her?

She really just wants to get a good night's sleep now.

"Hmph, I knew you weren't sleeping, pretending in front of me?" Li Yan pursed her lips, "I don't look at how many catties and taels you have." ”

"But I really want to sleep. Tang Mi said uncomfortably, "Mom, you woke me up, what do you want to do?"

Li Yan herself actually didn't have any special reason, she just couldn't see her daughter rebelling against her.

But as a parent, you always want to appear to be very reasonable, even if it doesn't make sense, you have to pull out a reason.

"I just care about you, you see that you are not young anymore, and it is time to get married, our family is so difficult now, you can't be willful anymore, just help your father." Li Yan said in the same old tone.

Tang Mi has heard this more than hundreds of times, and it seems that in the eyes of her mother, she has no other value in existence except for marrying a rich man.

"Mom, I know, I know, but marrying someone doesn't mean marrying, and I'm not a commodity, I can put it in the vegetable market and sell it at a price, and whoever sees it will let whoever buys it, isn't it?" Tang Mi said calmly while lying on the bed.

Li Yan frowned, Tang Mi's expression, and this tone, were very similar to Tang Xiao. What's the matter, was her daughter bewitched by Tang Xiao's?

It must have been Tang Mi who heard what she said when she went to see her in the hospital, otherwise she wouldn't have done this to herself.

In an instant, Li Yan cursed Tang Xiao thousands of times in her heart.

"When did I say you were a cargo? Mom just cares about you and is anxious for you. Li Yan patted Tang Mi's arm, sighed and said, "Hey, look at those aunts and aunts in the community, they have already hugged their grandson at the same age as your mother, and they show off all day long how sensible their grandson is, and how filial their son-in-law is." Why don't you have that blessing?"

"Maybe the blessing hasn't come yet. Tang Mi said lightly.

Li Yan pursed her lips and said, "I think you are too demanding." Mi Mi, to be honest, you have to look at people to see if the other party can be generous when you are in trouble, if the other party not only does not dislike it, but can also help you in the snow, this person is very reliable, such as your classmate-"

Li Yan glanced at her daughter and said slowly, "I think your classmate is very good." ”

Tang Mi took a deep breath and controlled the sneering expression on his face.

Her mind was full of images of Zhang Hao torturing her-

He kicked her in the chest, knocking her to the ground and unable to move for a long time.

He stepped on her, slowly crushing his toes like an ant, his face condescending with arrogance and indifference.

He kicked her in the face, like kicking some kind of garbage on the ground.

He burned her with a cigar, and the tip of her nose seemed to be able to smell the burning of her clothes and flesh.

……

And her mother's sentence, "Your classmate is fine", is embedded in this scene of pain and disgusting like a subtitle from a movie. It's a wonderful irony.

Mom, do you know how your daughter was hurt?

If you knew, would you still think that person was good?

Would you still want your daughter to go to someone's house and climb into someone's bed?

Tang Mi really wanted her mother to know.

However, she couldn't bear to let her mother know.

Her hand shrunk under the quilt pinched her palm to resist the urge to cry out loud.

"Why are you silent again?" Li Yan saw that her daughter didn't move at all when she said for a long time, and couldn't help but get angry, "Do you treat your mother as air?" Tang Mi, I see that your wings are stiff and becoming more and more disobedient!"

Tang Mi gritted his teeth and forced out a smile: "No, Mom, I just think that classmate is not very good." ”

"Huh?" Li Yan raised her eyebrows, "What's wrong? Didn't I lend you money?"

"Mom, where in this world is there anyone who gives money to people for nothing?" Tang Mi sighed, "Mom, you don't want to think about it, what are people willing to help for?

Li Yan was stunned, leaned over and asked Tang Mi, "So, your classmate really takes a fancy to you?"

Tang Mi didn't speak.

Li Yan slowly showed a smile on her face.

In Tang Mi's incredulous eyes, her mother clasped her hands and said hopefully: "How good is this, I know the endless road, you see, isn't the God of Wealth here?"

"Mom, are you crazy?" Tang Mi couldn't help it anymore, she looked at her mother like a monster, she couldn't believe that her mother really planned to let her sell herself. She thought that even if her mother was willing to let her marry a rich bad old man, she was still reluctant to let her sell herself to a man to be a mistress with an unjustified name.

"What's this, these years of smiling poor and not smiling prostitutes, our family really can't help it now, do you want our whole family to live on the streets together?" Li Yan said in a heartfelt manner, "Either you go to your sister and ask for money, by the way, haven't you seen your sister these days?"

Tang Mi shook her head, looking at her mother with desperate eyes: "Mom, is it that you don't care how I am being abused outside?"

Li Yan glanced at Tang Mi, patted her hand soothingly, and said, "How could it be, but my daughter is so smart and clever, how can she be bullied outside?"

"What if I'm bullied?" Tang Mi asked, staring at her mother.

Li Yan was stunned and said, "Who bullied you?"

Tang Mi said: "Mom, you really don't want to sell yourself. ”

"I didn't force you, did I?" Li Yan felt that her daughter looked very wrong, "What's wrong with you?" One moment you say that others are bullying you, and the other time you say that you don't want to sell yourself, who did you learn from that yin and yang?"

Tang Mi bit his lip and lowered his eyelids to cover the tears in his eyes: "Mom, no one bullied me, don't worry about it, I'm really going to sleep now." The classmate you're talking about...... I'll get in touch with him another day. ”

Li Yan was satisfied: "How good it is to listen to my mother's words earlier? There have been more men looking for lovers outside these years, think about it, if you really get along with him, and spend his money, and you don't have to marry him, isn't this the best of both worlds?

Tang Mi felt sad and ridiculous, she thought, how did her mother come over all these years, why did she always think about the world so simply, and always think about people outside so stupid?

Who is more stupid than anyone else in this world?

Yes, her mother always urges her to go out to buy men, anyway, it's not her mother herself who takes advantage of others, the person who makes people bully casually is her Tang Mi, and the person who makes people talk behind her back is her Tang Mi, her mother just asks her to ask for money, of course she is happy.

So, is she her mother's own?

Why, there are such mothers in the world?

She always thought that her mother loved her, but now, she began to doubt it.

She listened to her mother so much, what did she get in the end?

"Power power...... Why are you, why are you crying?" Li Yan looked at Tang Mi in surprise.

Tang Mi reached out and wiped away his tears, but soon more tears rolled down.

Her tears burst and she could no longer stop.

"Hey, what are you crying about?" Li Yan panicked, "I didn't scold you, why are you crying? What are you wronged?"

"I'm not aggrieved. Tang Mi cried and said, "I just think...... It's boring. Mom, what am I living for? To marry a man? To sell myself for money to spend on you?"

"Mom, why have I never been able to do what I like and live according to my own ideas since I was a child......?

"Mom, it's really boring, I can't live anymore...... Mom, people like me, living in this world, what can I bring to this world other than being by men?"

"Am I like an ant, no one will be sad when I die? Mom, I regret it...... I regret being your daughter, why did you give birth to me in the first place?"

Tang Mi covered her face with her hands and cried loudly, she told all her grievances in the past twenty years, she really couldn't bear it anymore......

Li Yan looked at the hysterical Tang Mi in shock, as if she couldn't understand what she said, and at the same time, she couldn't understand why Tang Mi suddenly had so many inexplicable thoughts.

"Why do people live?" Li Yan muttered, "You ask me, how do I know? I only know that people do not live for themselves, but live in the eyes of others." If you are doing well, naturally some people will be jealous of you and look at you, and if you are not doing well, naturally some people will look down on you and ridicule you. Where do people live for themselves? How can there be people in this world who live completely for themselves?"

Tang Mi looked at her mother in a daze, and in her hazy vision, she only felt that her mother was full of confusion.

Indeed, she has lived all her life, living in the eyes of others, and she has never known what she has lived for herself, and perhaps she has never known what she really wants.

But she is still young, why does she have to live like this for the rest of her life?

"Isn't my sister living for herself?" Tang Mi said, "They are all father's children, why is there such a big difference between me and my sister? Mom, why do you have to force me to live as you want? Why? I am your daughter, but I am not your personal belongings, I also have a mind and a soul, and I also want to live according to my own ideas!"

"What are you...... I envy your sister, do you think it's better not to have my mother?" Li Yan glared at Tang Mi and said.

Tang Mi couldn't answer, when she was a child, she thought she was happier than her sister, but now, the more she grows up, the more she envies her sister.

"Okay, Tang Mi, you've grown up. Li Yan said quietly, "You have your own thoughts, okay, from now on, whatever you want, I don't care about you." ”

"Mom, I didn't mean that......" Tang Mi hurriedly said.

"What does that mean?" Li Yan said coldly, "You just dislike your mother, don't you?"

"Mom, I'm ......"

"I told you, I just want you to live a glamorous life, you always think that your mother wants you to go with a rich man in order to get a few dollars from you to spend, but you don't want to think about it, your mother is so old, how many years can she follow you? What will it be like in the future, it's not your own life?"

"Mom just doesn't want to watch you suffer. Also, when did you ever really suffer from hunger and cold, and what it was like to know that you had no money? You don't know, your sister knows. ”

"Look, she has a clear face, isn't she marrying a rich man who snatched her back? If you don't want money, why should she follow that bandit-like man? Mi Mi, you are really stupid, you learn from your sister, how can you learn some fake Qinggao, and not learn her methods of seducing men?"

Li Yan said hatefully.