Chapter 105
After saying goodbye to Qi Sheng, Qi Zhixuan sat back in the car, Xiao Yang leaned sideways to buckle his seat belt and gently kissed him on the side cheek.
Qi Zhixuan has now accepted all the good things about Xiao Yang with peace of mind, and he loves Xiao Yang more and more.
Xiao Yang's performance today was actually very good, and when he finally understood, he felt that Xiao Yang could face Qi Sheng so calmly, which was already Xiao Yang's biggest limit.
After the car started, Qi Zhixuan stared out of the window for a while, and then turned his gaze to Xiao Yang, he was still a little incredible, "When did the two of them get together? I don't know at all", Qi Zhixuan also often saw Qi Sheng and You Yi, but he never thought of them together, and he really couldn't think of when these two people came together.
Xiao Yang frowned, a little helpless, "I only found out today, You Yi...... Is it influenced by me?"
He thought about this problem the first time he knew about it, although You Yi had a big temper, but his heart was very straight, in fact, You Yi didn't have much contact with homosexuality around him, You Yi admired Xiao Yang, so Xiao Yang unscrupulously showed his true self in front of You Yi, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his homosexual identity to this day, but, has he subtly influenced You Yi over the years?
He didn't want it in his heart to be like this, he couldn't bear this, he never wanted You Yi to follow in his footsteps and follow his life, although since he was a child, he let You Yi go east You Yi couldn't go west, but this was not what he wanted.
When he was a child, You Yi was for his good, but he didn't expect that You Yi would learn what he shouldn't have learned.
Qi Zhixuan pursed his mouth and touched his face, "Don't think about this now, what do uncles and aunts think?"
Xiao Yang tilted his head and kissed the back of Qi Zhixuan's hand very accurately, "Uncle doesn't seem to have said anything yet, my aunt is quite emotional, I definitely hope that he can turn back as soon as possible, You Yi can, he has had a girlfriend before." ”
You Yi has a girlfriend, this is a true thing, at least he doesn't have to be a man.
Xiao Yang can understand You's mother's feelings, You Yi actually has a choice, Qi Sheng is not the only choice for him, You Yi can try to accept being with a woman again, and losing Qi Sheng is no different from falling out of love except for gender.
In fact, whether it is a man or a woman, if they are not together, they will definitely go to the end, at most it is just a failed relationship, who has not lost love? So You Yi has a great chance of turning back, and if his parents insist, he should be compromised.
Qi Zhixuan nodded, he could understand his parents' hearts, but there were many things that he needed to make his own choices, so he had to ask, "What is You Yi's attitude?" What You Yi thinks in his heart is the key to the matter.
Whether to go down or turn back, the only person who can really decide is himself, and that is his own life.
Xiao Yang sighed, "I've been locked in my room for a few days, tossing each other, he used to be like this, he locked himself up for anything that didn't go his way, and he lost his temper, and his aunt's temperament would always compromise in the end, but this time it is estimated that it is very suspenseful." ”
After all, love is a big thing, choosing a lover of what gender is related to his future life, no matter how spoiled he is, it is impossible to compromise easily, this is different from when he was a child, in fact, You Yi has already been far away from his childhood.
You Yi locked himself up to a large extent more than just a temper, after all, he has grown up, and it is different from before, he isolates himself not to force his parents to compromise, but to be afraid that he will compromise when he sees his parents' persistence and emaciation.
"Xiao Yang, what do you think?" In addition to You Yi's family, Xiao Yang should also have some ideas in his heart.
Xiao Yang suddenly chuckled and glanced at Qi Zhixuan, "Actually, I don't think it makes much difference to love a man or a woman, as long as he is happy, it is not fair to him to force him to compromise, but it is also unfair to his parents if he is allowed to make a decision", at this time, the palms and backs of his hands are full of meat, and it seems that no result can satisfy everyone.
Qi Zhixuan nodded his head but sighed, "I just can't think of it, but You Yi, in fact, he is not just a childish and whim as you think, I think he has his own thoughts, and once he decides, it may be difficult to change." ”
What Qi Zhixuan said is not unreasonable, it is not so much that You Yi is hot for three minutes, but that he is actually picky, such a picky person has not been able to do many things for a long time, and many people can't get into his eyes, but once he really identifies one thing, I'm afraid he is more serious than anyone else.
Xiao Yang just looked at him and stopped talking, things will always be resolved, there will always be someone between them who compromises first, it's just a matter of time.
He was really lucky to be with Qi Zhixuan so easily, such an ease did not make him feel indifferent, but made him cherish it even more, only by cherishing this luck, luck will favor you.
When he got home, it was already late, Xiao Yang put hot water for Qi Zhixuan to take a bath, and then silently smoked a cigarette on the balcony.
He vaguely remembers You Yi's appearance when he was a child, and in the blink of an eye, he has grown up.
It's really grown up, Xiao Yang has always felt that a person only really grows up when he really falls in love with someone, although You Yi's body is already an adult, but his temperament and dependence have always been a child, and he has always been a child who has not done his job, and has been following Lafayette to be coquettish, and if it doesn't work, he will find Xiao Yang for shelter, he is such a child, he has grown up.
He quietly fell in love with someone, but this kind of silence was what Xiao Yang was afraid of.
In the past, if You Yi liked someone, he must be bluffing, if he decided to chase someone, he must be vigorous, lest the world not know, he has always felt that it is necessary to have such an atmosphere, and it is enough for everyone to know to express his heart.
But now that he has quietly started a relationship, no one knows, if You Mother didn't see him, she didn't seem to plan to talk to anyone, You Yi really knew how to protect his feelings.
The feelings buried in his heart are the safest, and the more You Yi conceals it, the more it means that he is afraid, afraid that this relationship will be buried.
Qi Zhixuan's footsteps sounded, Xiao Yang snuffed out the cigarette, and fanned the air around him with his hand.
Qi Zhixuan hugged him from behind, and this hug gave Xiao Yang's restless heart a moment ago.
He gently held Qi Zhixuan's hands that hugged him from behind, it felt so good that the person he liked was by his side.
"What do you want?" Qi Zhixuan's voice sounded in Xiao Yang's ears, faint, but it made people feel that their whole heart was hot.
Xiao Yang rubbed his hands, then smiled lightly, "I'm wondering, what if one day someone wants you to turn back?"
Qi Zhixuan walked around in front of Xiao Yang, he looked at Xiao Yang, he was very curious about this answer, "Then what will you do?"
Xiao Yang looked at him with a serious look in his eyes, "I won't let such a thing happen, you will always have to stay by my side." ”
Of course, Qi Zhixuan knew that this answer was just wishful thinking, in fact, he really wanted to know, what would Xiao Yang do if there was a day? He always thought that Xiao Yang was self, and all of Xiao Yang's previous performances were indeed self, he thought that in the matter of You Yi, Xiao Yang, the person who loved his brother the most, would not hesitate to support him to the end, but Xiao Yang didn't, he even preferred to let You Yi turn back, so Xiao Yang was actually not such an egoistic person, he would care about the feelings of others, if those people he cared.
What does he care about the thoughts of the people he cares about?
Of course he cares, otherwise with Xiao Yang's character, how could he behave so sensibly and not clingy when he was in the villa.
That's because he cares about Qi Zhixuan's feelings, and he also cares about the feelings of the person Qi Zhixuan cares about, so if one day Qi Yu also wants Qi Zhixuan to turn back, what should he do? Xiao Yang really thought about it.
"I want to know, what will you do?" Qi Zhixuan's eyes looked at him seriously, he really wanted to know.
Xiao Yang's eyes darkened, and he looked into the distance for several seconds before turning back to look at Qi Zhixuan.
"No one can decide your heart, I will ask you, do you love me? If you don't love me anymore, I'll let you go, if you love me, I may lock you up, and then help you make the rest of the choices and decisions, no one in my place can stop us from going on, your mother can't, even if the old man is still there, even if he is against it, it's useless. ”
Qi Zhixuan looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.
Xiao Yang reached out and stroked his eyebrows, "What's wrong?"
Qi Zhixuan shook his head a little helplessly, he hooked his hands around Xiao Yang's neck, and looked at Xiao Yang with his head sideways.
"I love you, and no matter what happens, I'm only going to love you more and more, but I know that if there is a day, you'll handle it well where I can't see, and I trust you. ”
He believed that Xiao Yang would really do that, and would isolate him from being ruthless, this is something that Xiao Yang can do, this is something that Xiao Yang can always do, but he also believes that Xiao Yang will definitely use other methods to deal with this matter, and he even thinks that Xiao Yang will lower his voice to influence those so-called obstructors, but he will never let Qi Zhixuan see him like that.
Xiao Yang listened to Qi Zhixuan's trust, in fact, he was quite helpless, because he didn't know what he would do, but Qi Zhixuan seemed to have told him what to do.
Xiao Yang unconsciously hugged Qi Zhixuan into his arms and tightened it, this person is something he is willing to give everything in exchange, whether it is the way he needs to be a heinous bad person, or he needs to put down his dignity to keep it, only if he doesn't let Qi Zhixuan see him do it with his own eyes, he feels that he can accept it.
Qi Zhixuan was hugged in his arms and felt Xiao Yang's breath and heartbeat, this was the most familiar and reassuring harbor for him now.