122 Sense of security
"Xu Han, you have injuries on your body, you slow down. Do you hurt?" Qi Jun's nervous and concerned voice sounded in his ears, Xu Han looked at Qi Jun with a sigh of relief, raised his hand and pressed his temple, but he didn't expect that when he was unconscious, he dreamed of the thrilling experience with Lin Xi yesterday morning.
Jiang Yan knew that Xu Han was awake, so she just turned her body to face out of the window, and then sat on the windowsill with an expressionless face, her hands naturally tucked into the pockets of her windbreaker, and she turned her head and looked indifferently over the gap between Lu Xiujie and Chen Naifu, looking at Xu Han's pale face.
"I'm fine, don't worry. Xu Han smiled at Qi Jun, his eyes fell on Jiang Yan, who was cold by the window, and asked her, "How is Lin Xi?"
"I just called, woke up, no big problem, need to recuperate for a while. Jiang Yanyun opened her mouth lightly, stood up straight and walked to the side of the hospital bed, glanced down at Qi Jun who was sitting, and her gaze fell back on Xu Han's face.
"Sniping, bombing, conspiracing, playing. Jiang Yan opened her mouth disapprerovingly, seeing that Xu Han glanced at Qi Jun with a tilted head, and then looked at herself with a warning in her eyes, and continued without fear of death: "You don't have to look at me like this, warnings are useless to me." ”
Qi Jun's face was a little pale when he heard Jiang Yan's words, he glanced at Xu Han's sunken face, and then looked up at Jiang Yan who was light and breezy, and saw that she reached out on the railing at the end of the bed, and looked at Xu Han calmly and continued: "Xu Han, you spoiled Qi Jun as a waste. When she encounters these things, she will do nothing but panic and cry. ”
She hasn't accepted that Xu Han went to Kyoto and was shot inexplicably, and Jiang Yan told her what sniping, conspiracy, and bombing/bombing. At this moment, she felt a little chill in her back, and her limbs were stiff and she couldn't move.
Xu Han's eyes moved slightly when he heard Jiang Yan's words, his jaw tightened, and his face was dissatisfied, and his gaze changed from warning to ruthless. He understands what Jiang Yan said, but he doesn't want Qi Jun to become like Jiang Yan, calm enough when he encounters trouble, calm to the point of almost indifference.
"Aren't you afraid that at the most critical time, her ignorance and helplessness will ruin your elaborate plan? Do you have to wait for her to fall into the hands of others and become a bargaining chip for others to threaten you before you tell her the true face of Xu Han?"
Jiang Yan's cold voice was full of dissatisfaction, and even her face was full of ridicule and gloom, "One Han Yao is not enough for you to reflect, do you still want her to be spoiled by you, listen to others, and help outsiders deal with you?!"
"Jiang Yan!" Xu Han saw that Qi Jun's body was uncontrollable and kept trembling, her face was pale and bloodless, and when she looked at herself with a pair of eyes full of dazed and incredulous, she roared, and a cold light burst out of her eyes to look at Jiang Yan's face.
"Now is not the time to talk about this!" Chen Naifu snorted coldly on the side, signaling Jiang Yan not to talk about it because of Xu Han's avoidance, and then continued, Xu Han protected Qi Jun and had his own plans.
"When is the right time?" Jiang Yan turned her head to look at Chen Naifu, her eyes were full of ridicule and contempt, and when she saw Chen Naifu also looking at her gloomily, she continued: "When public opinion rises, or when people die to ashes and bury themselves in the loess?"
Chen Naifu knew that Jiang Yan's words were a side attack, and Mu Hanyan admitted in front of reporters that it was Lin Iris who killed Grandma Mu. It's just that there are many doubts about this matter, why do Lin Xi, Xu Han and Jiang Yan think that this matter has nothing to do with Lin Iris?
"Just take care of your own business!" Chen Naifu looked at Jiang Yan and warned coldly.
When Jiang Yan heard this, she chuckled, glanced at Xu Han and Chen Naifu, turned around and strode out, her voice was full of strong dissatisfaction, and she said as she walked: "If it weren't for Lin Xi, I wouldn't want to get involved in your!"
"Bang!" the door slammed into the eardrums of everyone in the room.
Chen Naifu glanced at the closed door, turned around and walked to the window, looking out the window not far away without saying a word. In my mind, I thought about Grandma Mu's abnormality in recent months, and every word she said after her car accident. He also wanted to find out whether Grandma Mu's death really had nothing to do with Lin Iris.
Lu Xiujie never said a word from the beginning, and he saw everyone's reaction.
Jiang Yan was distressed that Qi Jun was spoiled by Xu Han and became a child who did not understand the world, and was afraid that she would not be able to be calm enough to protect herself when she encountered trouble in the future, so she wanted to tell these things that were not good.
Xu Han's feelings for Qi Jun have been in his eyes from the beginning, to be honest, Xu Han really protects Qi Jun very well, and has been trying his best to protect her simple beauty, bold and straightforward.
If it were him, he might not be able to do it, and it would more or less make Qi Jun touch these disgusting and dark things.
Qi Jun knew too little about Xu Han, or the Xu Han that Qi Jun saw was an illusion that he had painstakingly created.
A man of the year who everyone in Huayang is eager to follow, a talented man with an innocent family background, and a twenty-four filial boyfriend who is as gentle as jade. No matter how bad it is, at most, it is a little worse tempered, and it has some dealings with people on the road.
However, those who are familiar with Xu Han know that this is not the real Xu Han.
He disguised himself so well that he thought he was as simple, cynical, and gentle as jade in the eyes of outsiders. At most, it's different, it's just a little more self-defense than ordinary people, and a little more calm and self-controlled.
"Little girl, I'm ......" Xu Han saw Qi Jun's dejected face, his eyes were full of panic and sluggishness, and he reached out to touch Qi Jun's head, but saw Qi Jun immediately stand up and take a step back nervously, eagerly interrupting his words.
"I ...... I want to be alone. Qi Jun's face was flustered, his emotions were resistant, his eyes didn't look at anyone and stared at the ground, he said a word in an unsteady voice, and then turned around and stumbled out of the ward.
Xu Han wanted to get up and chase after him, but Lu Xiujie pressed his shoulder, "If you have an injury, don't toss." I went to check, and she just couldn't accept it for a while. ”
Lu Xiujie saw Xu Han's body sinking down and leaning on the pillow behind him, his face was even paler, seeing Xu Han's eyes full of worry and pleading, he heard him say: "She likes to hide, you help me comfort her." I'll tell her those things myself. ”
Xu Han saw Lu Xiujie nodding, walked around the end of the bed and walked towards the door, then he opened the door, and after he went out, he closed the door.
A slight sound of the door closing, Xu Han leaned his head back, closed his eyes tiredly, and all that sounded in his ears was what Jiang Yan had just said.
Lu Xiujie thought that it would be a waste of effort to find Qi Jun, but when he left the first floor of the inpatient department, he saw Qi Jun sitting on a bench on the lawn not far away. She was surrounded by Wan Nianqing who was higher than her shoulders, and when she approached him, she saw her feet on the edge of the bench, her arms clasped tightly around her knees, and her face buried between her legs.
It was an extremely insecure posture, huddled into a ball, covered in the aura of being unapproachable, and looked a little pitiful and fragile. Feeling that someone was sitting down next to him, Qi Jun didn't look up, still immersed in irritable emotions.
"I thought you'd hide, and you were ready to turn the whole hospital over, but I didn't expect you to hide at the door here. Lu Xiujie's voice was very soft, and in order to make Qi Jun not disgusted with him, his tone was relaxed and slightly ridiculed.
"I'm afraid that Xu Han won't find me, I'm worried. Qi Jun's muffled voice came, and he simply didn't cry.
Lu Xiujie chuckled, then sighed. Xu Han said that she would hide alone and be uncomfortable, but she didn't expect that she was afraid that Xu Han would worry, so she chose such a place that was closest to Xu Han and could hide.
"He didn't come out to look for you, are you disappointed?, do you still want to like him?" Lu Xiujie was silent for a long time, so long that Qi Jun just sat with him for him, and asked coldly when he couldn't speak.
"Yes. Qi Jun must have spoken, tilting his head and looking at Lu Xiujie with a depressed face, "I only like him." ”
He ...... Lie to you, don't you blame him? haven't you thought about breaking up?" Lu Xiujie frowned and turned his head to look at Qi Jun, his hands clasped on his folded legs, his face was serious, and his tone was slightly tentative.
"Blame. Also thought about it. Qi Jun stared at Lu Xiujie intently, his eyes were dull as if he was looking into the distance through him, and Lu Xiujie suddenly lost his words when he saw Qi Jun who was so crisp.
After a while, she said in a slight tone: "I remember when I was a child, my parents would visit me during the winter and summer vacations, but they never took me home when they went back. I blamed them at the time, even hated them, and I secretly vowed never to go home with them in my life. ”
Lu Xiujie retracted his gaze, watched himself his toes, and felt some bitterness in his heart, listening to Qi Jun's next words. There was some confusion about Qi Jun's sudden change of topic.
But one day my grandfather was gone. I threw myself into my mother's arms and cried silently, and when my parents asked me to go home with them, I broke my oath without hesitation and willingly went home with them. ”
After a long time, he didn't hear Qi Jun's voice, and Lu Xiujie turned his head to look at Qi Jun again and asked, "Then what?"
Qi Jun looked into the distance and retracted his gaze to focus on Lu Xiujie, his calm face gradually became clear, she straightened up and leaned on the back of the chair in front of her hand for a long time, looked at the dry lawn in front of her and continued: "Their existence can reassure me, who was almost desperate at that time. ”
"So what?"
"I'm an extremely insecure person, I feel lost in everything around me, and I panic about everything in the future. However, as long as I see Xu Han, I am not afraid of anything. Whether it is concealment and deception, or hypocrisy, as long as Xu Han has me in his heart, I can not care about everything. ”
"Including the person he has been pretending to be kind and tolerant in front of you, as well as his unknown identity and the truth that he has painstakingly concealed?" Lu Xiujie's forbearant tone revealed a trace of unwillingness, it turned out that Qi Jun's purpose was here, and she had already regarded Xu Han as a family member.