Chapter Eighty-Nine: The White Banquet
I noticed the reaction of Zhang Liexing and Zhang Puyun, and I deeply felt that something was wrong, what was wrong?
Thinking about it, he saw that they were separated from each other, and neither of them spoke.
Zhang Liexing hesitated and looked at the morgue from time to time, and he couldn't walk over after a few steps, he felt guilty.
Looking at Zhang Puyun again, he bowed his head in repentance and couldn't stop crying, sobbing from time to time, covering the wails that rushed to his throat.
I don't know what they are thinking, but Mrs. Zhang's death will definitely not be so simple, I can't help but feel a pang in my heart, remembering one thing about Mrs. Zhang at the beginning, that Tingxue once asked me to pass the word to Gu Lao......
It's terrible, I don't dare to think about it anymore, but I can't stop thinking about it, give up the car to protect the handsome?
I looked up and collided with Zhang Liexing's eyes, and he immediately looked away, I knew I guessed right, but I didn't want to believe it.
Standing up, I trembled and came to Zhang Liexing, "She's your sister, do you know?"
Zhang Liexing looked at me with a shocked face, he thought I didn't know, but I didn't know that I had guessed everything.
"I ask you, do you know?" A living life was cut off like this, and it was the people she regarded as closest to her who gave her up, and no one would do justice for her, and if anyone laughed at her death a little less, it would be considered merciful, what a heart-wrenching experience, I could no longer hate her, and even felt so distressed that I couldn't help myself.
"I know......" Zhang Liexing collapsed when questioned, and squatted on the ground with a loud roar, "It's all my fault!" he cried.
"What are you doing?" Gao Qiang came over and hugged me, dragging me aside.
I stared at Zhang Liexing with contempt, and then looked at Zhang Puyun with resentment.
He didn't dare to look at me, so he went to the side and hugged his head and cried.
"Take me away, I don't want to see them again. I snorted coldly, word by word popping out from between my teeth.
"Okay, I'll take you away, you calm down, pity. Gao Qiang coaxed me into the elevator and sent me back to the villa.
Three days later, it was Mrs. Zhang's funeral, and I attended with Gao Qiang, but I ignored Zhang Liexing and Zhang Puyun throughout the whole process, and only greeted Mrs. Li.
Mrs. Li, who has always been simple-minded and only knows how to babble, this goodbye is different from the past, there are more vicissitudes in her eyes, and the sadness of seeing through the world, which is a sadness that no one wants to understand.
Mrs. Zhang's funeral was very simple, and they were basically a few relatives close to the Zhang family, and the outsiders were Gao Qiang, and Miss Lin sent by Gu Lai attended.
"Thank you, Mrs. Ying, for coming to send Mrs. Zhang. "Mrs. Li thanked me.
......I know that the shock of this incident is not as simple as sadness, but what can she do? What can I do? I still have to continue to live and survive in this desolate world, just because we are all synonymous with the weak.
"Before the accident, Mrs. Zhang asked me to say a little, and she said she thanked you. Mrs. Li whispered to me.
I didn't understand it for a moment, but then I tasted it, "So she knows everything?" I asked.
Mrs. Li didn't reply, she turned to leave, and never talked to me again.
After the funeral, Gao Qiang went to the white banquet with me, I didn't want to go, mainly because I didn't want to see Zhang Liexing and Zhang Puyun, but Gao Qiang didn't discuss letting me go, so I walked to the audience, and there was no shortage of courtesies.
I went to the white banquet with him, the atmosphere was still extremely depressing, I had no appetite, sitting at the table thinking about Mrs. Li's words on behalf of Mrs. Zhang, my heart was extremely uncomfortable.
"Yingtai, eat something. "Miss Lin sat next to me and served me vegetables.
When I saw someone related to Gu Lao, I felt a chill in my heart, and even looked at Miss Lin as if she was kind, but a little hideous.
Seeing that I didn't move my chopsticks and didn't speak to her, Miss Lin asked me intimately, "Are you still feeling unwell?"
I shook my head, "It's okay......"
Maybe it was because she was too depressed, she stared at my face carefully, and then arrived, "Did you quarrel with Mr. Gao?"
Why the hell do I dare to quarrel? I continued to shake my head, "No, I just thought that Mrs. Zhang was so young...... It's a shame. ”
"This is also something that cannot be helped, sometimes people have to learn to be more restrained, after all, everyone has only one life. "Miss Lin's words are like a knife in my heart, she is not sympathetic to Mrs. Zhang, and may think that she is innocent of death, I think, maybe this is the reason why she lives safer than me.
"That's what Miss Lin said. "I was so vain that I refused to talk to her again.
There was no one drinking at the white banquet, so it was quickly over, and I finally went to find Gao Qiang, who was finally able to leave, and he was shaking hands with the Zhang family to say goodbye.
Zhang Liexing's eyes always followed me, as if he had something to say to me.
I didn't have a good impression of him at all, and I saw that he was not as good as Gao Qiang, so I gave him a blank look, and then picked up Gao Qiang and said goodbye.
"Feeling bad?" Gao Qiang asked me as he said goodbye to everyone.
"Hmm. I replied with a snort.
"How about I go to the movies with you to relax?" Since the dark room incident, I have been very resistant to him, and I have rarely interacted with him, and now that he brings it up, I am still reluctant.
"No, I'm tired and want to go back and rest. ”
He glanced at my face, "Your face is not very good, let's send you back first." ”
I nodded hurriedly, and Gao Qiang got into the car with me.
Let me go down in front of the villa, Gao Qiang explained to me, "I still have to go to Gu Lao's trip, you go back first." ”
I couldn't let him go, so I waved to him, and the car drove away, and I went into the courtyard alone.
While walking along the stone path to the villa, I thought about what would happen if I died, who would feel sorry for me, whether it would be that with the passage of time, everyone would gradually forget about me, and in the end they couldn't remember that I existed, and the more I thought about it, the more desolate and terrifying I felt, and even the welcome pine in front of the door became a demon who came to catch the resentful spirit.
I didn't want to think like this anymore, so I beckoned Lao Chen to drive me out.
"Where is Mrs. Ying going?" asked me.
I thought about it again and again, and I was stunned that there was nowhere to go, "Let's go to the cinema." I sighed.
Watching other people's lives may be good for my depressed mood at this time, I went to the cinema with such an idea, there happened to be a new comedy, I bought a ticket and paid for it, and was turning to leave, not wanting to bump into someone behind me.
I reached out and grabbed the edge of the bar so I wouldn't be knocked over, and the man apologized, "I'm so sorry." “
Listening to the voice, I knew who I met, "Jieyun, why are you here?"
Jieyun, who was all over the floor, was standing in front of me.
It's been a long time since I've been in contact with her, she's changed a lot, and she looks like I'm the same as I was back then.
"Didn't you open a shop, how could this happen?" I wondered about her frustration.