414 You are so cruel to yourself
At the same time, Chu Ning was on his way to the Cointreau Hotel.
There were not many cars on the street at night, the road was not congested, and Chu Ning drove for more than twenty minutes to the hotel's parking lot.
In order to avoid trouble, he wore a mask and sunglasses before getting off the bus, and only after blocking his face tightly did he get out of the car and walked in the direction of the elevator.
After entering the elevator, Chu Ning directly pressed the twentieth floor.
His luck was good tonight, until he reached the twentieth floor, and the elevator never stopped halfway, which can be regarded as avoiding a lot of possible trouble.
According to Xia Yan's room number, after getting out of the elevator, Chu Ning quickly found room 2016.
The door is closed, and the soundproofing of this hotel is so good that even if you stand at the door, you can't hear what's going on in the house.
Thinking of the peace of mind he would face next, Chu Ning's mood was a little heavy.
He stood in the doorway and adjusted his emotions before raising his hand to ring the doorbell.
The people inside seemed to be waiting for him as a life-saving straw, and as soon as Chu Ning pressed the doorbell a few times, the door was opened from the inside.
Finally looking forward to Chu Ning, Xia Yan, who was standing in the room, looked relieved, and said to Chu Ning with tears in his eyes: "Good brother, you can be counted, the lovelorn woman is so terrible, my ears are about to collapse!"
"What's wrong, where is the peace of mind?" Chu Ning was confused, not knowing what was going on.
"You'll find out for yourself when you come in and see. Xia Yan shook his head, a prostrated expression.
Seeing Xia Yan so exaggerated, Chu Ning couldn't help but glance at him, and then walked into the hotel room.
This is a suite, after Chu Ning entered the house, Xia Yan closed the door, and at this time Chu Ning heard a sharp female voice singing in the room inside.
If it weren't for the accompaniment that he was familiar with, Chu Ning would really not be able to hear that it was his own song that he was singing.
Chu Ning didn't expect that An Xin looked so sweet, and his singing was so ugly, it can be said that he couldn't find a tune at all, and he was a complete music idiot.
Seeing Chu Ning after entering the house, he couldn't help frowning, Xia Yan seemed to have found the intersection of crying, and said aggrievedly: "I heard it, I heard it...... I've been listening to this magic sound for almost a week. Don't say that my brother is not righteous, I really can't stand it anymore and called you. Originally, I thought it would be good for her to drink and make trouble for a few days, after all, everyone who falls out of love has a sad time. But I didn't expect it, the more she made trouble, the more sad she became, the more sad she became, and the songs she sang became more and more ugly. It is said that the bell is still the bell tie, I have done my duty, and you can do the rest yourself. ”
Recalling what happened to him during this period of time, Xia Yan really felt that his brotherly love for Chu Ning was too great!
Hearing this, Chu Ning ignored Xia Yan's complaints, only glanced at him, and walked towards the room inside.
Inside is a large master bedroom, with a large LCD TV hanging on the wall, which should be a bit of a song function, and is playing his new song on a loop.
An Xin stood on the bed in the room, holding a red wine bottle in one hand, staring at the songs on the TV screen jumping and jumping on the bed, and roaring the songs that were being played in his mouth, which was indeed as sharp as a magic sound.
"Xia Yan!Xia Yan!Where have you gone?Hurry up and come back and sing with me!" It seemed that Xia Yan had disappeared from the house, and Anxin, who was originally jumping and jumping on the bed, suddenly stopped and shouted loudly.
finally waited for the savior, Xia Yan wished that he would disappear here immediately.
Seeing that the situation was not right, Xia Yan immediately smeared oil on the soles of his feet, and said to Chu Ning impatiently: "I'll leave it to you, if you have anything to solve, I'll leave first......"
Before the words fell, Xia Yan immediately turned around and left the hotel room.
After Xia Yan left, Chu Ning didn't say anything immediately, but continued to stand in place, staring at the crazy peace of mind in the room without saying a word.
Anxin shouted Xia Yan several times, but there was no response, and then he realized that something seemed to be wrong.
Thinking that Xia Yan couldn't stand himself sneaking away again, Anxin on the bed finally turned around and looked at the door, originally about to get out of bed to catch Xia Yan, but he didn't expect to see Chu Ning standing there as soon as he turned around.
I never thought that Chu Ning would appear in front of him, and the whole person who put on the peace of mind was stunned because of shock.
Her cheeks were crimson, and her translucent eyes were stained with a layer of dream-like drunkenness from drinking too much wine, and she was stunned.
As soon as his hand was released, the red wine bottle that Anxin was holding in his hand fell to the bed.
The red liquid splashed out on the bed, and a beautiful mandala flower bloomed on the white sheets.
Neither of them spoke, and they stared at each other stupidly for a long time.
Just when Chu Ning thought that An Xin would look at him like this all night, An Xin on the bed suddenly ran down and rushed directly towards him, and finally before he could react, he had already rushed directly into his arms, reached out and hugged him tightly.
This kind of situation is not what Chu Ning wants to see, he wants to struggle to push away Anxin, but as soon as he moves, Anxin hugs him tighter, and choked with a crying voice: "Chu Ning, you are a dream, right? I must have drunk too much alcohol now, so I have hallucinated." Otherwise, you don't like me so much, how can you be here?"
"Peace of mind, you're drunk. Hearing Anxin's crying words, Chu Ning still relented in the end, and didn't push her away immediately, letting her hold herself like this, but reminded softly.
"I know, I know I'm drunk...... I didn't like to drink at all, but now I think it's good to be drunk, at least when you're drunk, you'll come to see me in your dreams. Chu Ning, why don't you just like me? You really hate it, I really hate you......" Anxin was really drunk, and only regarded Chu Ning in front of him as his own illusion: "Why do you like Ye Lingxi so much, but you refuse to like me a little? Do you know how sad I feel when I watch you sing to Ye Lingxi at the award ceremony." I'm not only sad that you don't like me, I'm also sad that you're so stupid! That song "Light Chaser" was specially sung by you to Ye Lingxi, right? Those lyrics are your feelings towards Ye Lingxi, right? But she doesn't know at all, she only likes Lu Jingxing, these things you do, those songs you sing for her, she doesn't know at all. I feel so sorry for you, really sorry!"
The matter of liking Ye Lingxi is Chu Ning's own choice, and he has nothing to do with others!
No matter how many sins he suffered, how much sadness or loss he suffered, Chu Ning was only ready to bear it alone, and he never thought about dragging anyone down with him, but peace of mind became an accident.
"Peace of mind, I really appreciate that you feel so sorry for me, but if you really want to feel sorry for me, don't do so many stupid things for me, and drink so much wine lees to waste yourself. I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't afford to be so heavily liked by you. You're doing this, it's only going to make me feel more guilty about you. I know that my words sometimes hurt people, but it is better to hurt people for a while than to hurt people for a lifetime. I ask you to start today and take heart together. Chu Ning had said these words to An An many times over and over again, and he knew that An An was difficult to listen to, but he only had these words to say to An An.
I don't know if Chu Ning's words stimulated Anxin, she hugged Chu Ning's arm and gradually strengthened, and her wheezing gradually became heavier.
After a long time, she slowly raised her head from Chu Ning's arms, looked up at Chu Ning in front of her and asked, "Can you tell me, how can I be as calm as you when I like someone? Seeing that the person I like doesn't like me and likes someone who can't get it at all, how can I be as casual as you?" Chu Ning, tell me, how can I be like you?" Knowing that the person Ye Lingxi likes is Lu Jingxing, and he likes what she likes to death, he can still hide all his likes, stay by her side as a good friend, and never ask for anything in return......"
It wasn't until Anxin looked up that Chu Ning found that she was already in tears in her arms.
Looking at the peace of mind with tears on her face, Chu Ning couldn't help but reach out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and said softly: "I'm not as great as you say, and I'm not as powerful as you say." Maybe I can do nothing on the surface, but my heart is not a little less sad than yours. People are selfish, how can you not expect the other party to respond to you if you like someone so much? It's just a peace of mind, the reason why I can be as quiet as I am now is because compared to my current sadness, the sadness of losing her will make me more devastated. The lesser of the two, so I can hide all my love for her and just want to be closer to her. If you could be like me and let me not know that you like me, I wouldn't be so determined to push you away as I am now. But you didn't, and now that I already know, I can't let you go on like this. I believe that if one day Lingxi knew my feelings for her, she would be the first to do this to me. ”
"Hehe......" After listening to Chu Ning's words, Anxin couldn't help but laugh sadly.
She let go of Chu Ning, slowly took a few steps back, and smiled sadly: "You are stupid, I am also stupid, you are completely stupid, I am as stupid as you...... You say that we seem to be so right, but we have no fate. Chu Ning, you are so ruthless, it doesn't matter if you are cruel to me, you are even so ruthless to yourself...... You said it so thoroughly that you refused to leave me even a glimmer of hope. ”
"You can only rekindle hope elsewhere if you have no hope with me. Peace of mind, promise me, don't mess around anymore. This is the last time I came to see you because you liked me, and no matter how much you drink, I will not come to see you for this reason. We are all adults and are responsible for our actions. No matter how bad it ends, I'm willing to take responsibility for the fact that I like Lingxi, and you are responsible for your own liking. "Things have to be resolved one day, Chu Ning knew that it was cruel for him to say this, but he believed that this would make Anxin completely better.