"Are you sure you love him, not because you're unwilling?"

Xie Linlang couldn't help but ask.

To be honest, Xie Linglong has thought about this question herself.

She is often very confused, not knowing whether she is in love or unwilling.

Xie Linlang looked at Xie Linglong and said lightly: "You should know that there is a word called sunk cost. Linglong, do you really want to continue to consume?"

Xie Linglong lowered her eyes and looked at her fingertips, and said with a bitter smile: "Then what about you, sister, why don't you give up? Over the years, how many times have you really gotten along with the boss of the family, are you sure that the person you love is him, not a hero image you imagined to save you from fire and water?"

"Talk about your questions, what are you doing with me?"

Xie Linlang looked a little unhappy.

"Look. ”

Xie Linglong shook his head and said: "Everyone always has the right thing when they talk about other people's problems, but when they talk about their own problems, they will inevitably become sober and irrational. This is a woman. ”

She turned her eyes to look out the window, on the crowded street, Cheng Feng finally got up from the ground and limped forward.

However, because of the pain, he walked very slowly, and she didn't know where his destination was, but in this way, it took him a minute to walk a distance of just one meter.

To say that it is not distressing must be false.

Xie Linglong looked at Cheng Feng like this, and naturally gave birth to a motherly heart, and she couldn't wait to take him into her arms, help him rub his face, wipe his hands, let him sit comfortably in the car, and take him to wherever he wanted.

Women want to be good to a person, always too good for no reason, so good that it seems to melt the whole world.

"Linglong, I can see it. ”

Xie Linlang looked out the window, pouted and smiled: "You are in love with him now, even ten cows can't pull it back." Whatever I say, it's useless. Ten thousand words of persuasion from others can't withstand your glance at him, and you like that person in your heart, so as long as you look at him, the whole person will fall. ”

"Why shouldn't you?"

Xie Linglong sneered: "Who didn't take a look at him in the crowd?" But sister, you seem to have a bigger chance of winning than me, but you have really gotten along with him for a few days, do you really know him?"

"No matter how much I don't love him, we know each other, he knows me, and I know him. Let's not say how much do you know about the eldest son of the Cheng family, does the eldest son of the Cheng family know about you? Or should I ask, does he still remember you?"

"Did your name really make any impression on him? No matter how inappropriate he and his wife were, but you and I both know very well that he loves that woman. I've seen the eldest son of a family take care of his wife in the hospital, and you can't imagine how gentle he is with her. However, you can't get this kind of tenderness in your life. ”

"You don't look down on my wishful thinking towards Cheng Feng, but I don't look down on your obsession. Isn't it a mirage between you and him compared to me?"

"Alright, don't say it. ”

Xie Linlang suddenly said in a deep voice.

“……”

The corners of Xie Linglong's exquisite mouth raised a subtle arc-

Like mockery, like sympathy.

"I won't care what happened between you and Cheng Feng anymore, anyway, you have hit the south wall and will not look back. In the future, you can watch and walk by yourself, and you will not regret it in the future. ”

"It's my own business. ”

Xie Linglong said lightly.

Xie Linlang lowered his head and took a sip of coffee and stopped talking.

Xie Linglong turned her head to look at Cheng Feng's lonely back, feeling distressed again, and vaguely feeling relieved.

"Don't you want to go down to him? ”

Xie Linlang said.

Xie Linglong picked up the coffee cup, raised her head and drank it all, then picked up the shoulder bag placed next to her, got up and said, "I'm leaving." ”

"Okay, there you go. ”

Xie Linlang said calmly.

Xie Linglong may have been too anxious to find Cheng Feng, she didn't stay for another second, and strode towards the outside of the Qing bar.

Xie Linlang watched her sister's back disappear before turning her head again.

The phone on the desk buzzed and vibrate, and she didn't have to look to know that it was Judy, her personal doctor for many years, who was calling.

She wanted to run away from certain issues, however, Judy didn't intend for her to run away.

The phone vibrated relentlessly for five minutes, and finally, Xie Linglong resigned herself to picking up the phone and connecting Judy's call.

Judy has known her for many years and has a close personal relationship with her, and as soon as she picked up the phone, she ushered in a scolding that cut her head and covered her face.

"Why are you only answering the phone now?Linlang, what are you thinking?Do you know how serious your current situation is?Linlang, I beg you, don't pretend that it's okay, even if you don't want to tell anyone, at least you should listen to my advice, be hospitalized immediately, and receive treatment immediately......"

Judy crackled and said a lot, Xie Linlang listened calmly, and there was no fluctuation on her face.

Until Judy said that she was tired, and saw that she didn't respond for a long time, she called on the other end of the phone: "Linlang? Are you listening? Hey, hey, Linlang, you speak! Xie Linlang!"

"I'm here. ”

Xie Linlang laughed and said, "I'm here, don't worry Judy, I'm here." ”

"You...... Why don't you keep quiet? Do you know how worried I am?"

Judy was furious.

"I know, but Judy, I couldn't bear to interrupt you, and I really don't know what to say. ”

Xie Linlang said calmly.

"You don't know, do you? Okay, listen to me, you're going to be hospitalized right now, right away!"

Judy said eagerly.

"No, Judy. ”

Xie Linlang shook his head slightly and said, "I have already checked, this disease, the chance of recovery is very small, even if you start treatment now, the results are not optimistic, isn't it, Judy." ”

"But if you continue like this, you're going to die 100 percent, you know??!"

Judy exclaimed.

"Of course I do. But, Judy, tell me honestly, what are the chances of a successful surgery in the future, and will I be able to live? Don't lie and prevaricate me. Judy, you know I don't like to be scammed. ”

Xie Linlang still said without any fluctuation in his emotions.

Judy fell silent for a moment, as if wondering whether she should tell the truth.

Xie Linlang didn't speak, she waited for her quietly.

After about a minute, Judy finally said helplessly and sadly: "The chance of success is 5%...... But, Linlang, at least there's hope, isn't it? Let's give it a try......"

"Nope. I don't want to. ”

Xie Linlang said without hesitation.

She still spoke calmly, as if she had known the answer.

"Do you think I don't know what it is like to be treated in the hospital and finally die? Judy, can you imagine that I, Xie Linlang, have lost all my hair, sunken cheeks, dull eyes, gray and yellow skin, loss of elasticity, white and chapped lips, thin limbs, shrunken milk/atrial atrophy, and the smell of foul smell from my mouth?"

“……”

Judy was speechless.

"I couldn't have died like that. ”

Xie Linlang said: "I, Xie Linlang, want to come decently and go decently." ”

"What are you going to do?"

Judy asked warily.

"It's not something you should worry about. Judy, tell me, how long do I have left. ”

Xie Linlang asked in a soft voice.

"You tell me what you're going to do first. ”

Judy insisted.

However, her persistence didn't mean much in front of Xie Linlang.

"Well, Judy, if you don't want to tell me, naturally someone will. ”

"Linlang, don't ...... like this"

There was a hint of crying in Judy's voice.

"Judy, don't cry, I hate weak people. That's it, I'll hang up first. ”

"No, Linlang, listen to me-"

Judy's choked voice was choked.

Xie Linlang threw the phone aside in disgust.

As she said, she hated the weak very much, and she hated the crying too.

The phone soon vibrated again.

This time, she turned off her phone directly.

In fact, Judy didn't need to tell her personally, she had a hunch herself.

She didn't have long to live.

If a person's life is at the end of her life, her instincts will tell her this fact.

Xie Linlang has nothing to be afraid of.

She was only afraid that she would die undignified, ungraceful, and unpretty.

Thinking of this, she lit a cigarette for herself.

Looking out the window again, her silly sister was already helping Cheng Feng.

For Cheng Feng, she doesn't hate it, but deep down she looks down on it.

She doesn't like weak people, and Cheng Feng is naturally not strong enough in her opinion, so it can be said that she is weak.

The most hateful thing about him was that he had made her sister weak.

The previous Linglong was clearly as indestructible as himself.

Since she had Cheng Feng, she has changed.

Xie Linlang hated this change in her sister.

Now, she's dying.

Before she dies, many things that should be done and things that are not done must be done.

She has no answer to how to deal with the relationship between her sister and Cheng Feng.

Whether to help her sister and let her marry Cheng Feng as soon as possible, or to completely separate them, she is still thinking.

But before she died, it would all be settled, she thought.

And at this moment, Xie Linglong, who was standing next to the street, was looking at Cheng Feng with distressed eyes.

Cheng Feng looked very pitiful, like a puppy who had been beaten, his beautiful eyes were wet, obviously soaked in tears.

"Wherever you want to go, I'll send you there. ”

Xie Linglong said softly.

Cheng Feng raised his eyes blankly and looked towards the source of the sound.

He seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts, not completely detached.

"Ah Feng?"

She called softly.

"Huh?"

His eyes finally locked on her.

Xie Linglong smiled slightly: "It's me, Ah Feng." Are you okay?"

Cheng Feng shook his head: "It's okay, you don't have to worry about me." ”

"I don't care about you, who else cares about you?"

Xie Linglong smiled helplessly.