Chapter Eighty-Seven: Difficult to Control Yourself
Wrap your palm around and light a cigarette.
Head towards the underpass.
This time to the United States.
Talking about a contract is a cover.
He mainly came to tell Song Jialao about him and Song Lu.
Because in his cognition, Song Jialao is Song Lu's most important family.
He had a right to know a lot of things.
There is one more reason.
It was he who wanted to calm down.
See your heart.
Encountering Song Lu had too much impact on him.
took possession of her out of control, and found that his addiction to the woman he hated was crazier than before.
Suddenly, his heart was beating wildly.
Out of control is difficult to control.
After escaping, I found that missing became the most poignant tenderness.
He wanted to be in front of her right away.
Looking at it in the eyes, holding it in its arms, kissing it in its mouth, the whole empty body.
to be filled.
***
There are a lot of people in the underpass.
Some people are rushing, some people are shouting, some people are buying songs.
It's not an English song.
It's a very old Chinese song.
The lyrics and melody soothe the grief.
Several blonde men and women stood aside and listened intently.
Tears slid down his face.
I don't know if I was moved by his lyrics or melody.
The road in the underground aisle is already narrow.
At the moment, because of the reason for the standing people.
appears more narrow.
Nanmen Zhen leaned sideways and walked forward.
An inadvertent skimming.
After seeing the singer who sang Chinese songs.
The footsteps stopped.
The tall body was wearing a washed white T-shirt and jeans, his hair was very long, and his unwell-groomed face was full of vicissitudes.
Thin lips open.
Every word he sang was as if he had exhausted all his strength.
The standing posture is weird and awkward.
Next to a few simple musical instruments, there is a walking stick.
Nanmen Zhen stared at the crutch and was silent for a long time.
The end of a song.
Sporadic applause rang out.
The singing man held a shabby basin and walked up to the crowd with great difficulty, asking for a reward.
Nanmen Zhen noticed that the man's legs were limping.
For a while, my heart was mixed.
After walking around, there are many people who see it, but there are not many people who are willing to give money.
The man waited for the crowd to disperse and sorted out the bills in the basin.
The face is almost numb to the point of habituality.
As soon as he looked up, he saw a man staring at him not far away.
The basin in his hand fell to the ground with a sharp sound.
Nanmen Zhen's face was as usual.
Walked over, picked up the basin on the ground, and set it aside.
"Lou Yi, long time no see," Nanmen Zhen said.
But in Lou Yi's eyes, he saw even more fear and fear than before.
Obviously, Nanmen Zhen was keenly aware of it.
He seems to be missing something.
***
In an upscale villa.
Everything is beautiful.
It is incompatible with Lou Yi, who is on crutches and dressed in old clothes.
Stiffened and refused to sit in the glittering dining room.
Nanmen Zhen walked over and carefully removed his crutches.
pressed his body and motioned for him to sit down.
The well-trained maid was quickly served.
The food and taste are excellent.
Lou Yi hadn't eaten such a delicacy in years.
"Lou Yi, is it okay when I'm a friend? Don't be inhibited, it's just the two of us here, you just sit down as friends and catch up, okay," Nanmen Zhen handed over a glass of wine to Lou Yi.
Lou Yi looked at this man who was even stronger than five years ago.
After a long pause, he reached out and took the cup.
"Mr. Lu, you are so polite, a person like me is not as good as a beggar, how can I be a friend of Mr. Lu," the bitterness of the wine in his throat was as bitter as Lou Yi's words.
"I don't know, what has happened to you over the years, smoothed out your arrogance, but, in my eyes, you Lou Yi is still the same you used to be, and it has nothing to do with anything else, is it because of Yueyue's death?
For so many years, he has been in the nightmare of Lu Mingxi's death because of him.
He has suffered all the blame and troubles of the world.
Nanmen Zhen was the only one who didn't blame him.
For a moment, Lou Yi's eyes crossed the crystal liquid.
Hot and sincere.
"It turns out that when I was forced by life to be powerless, it was so difficult to have self-esteem, I can't think about it, before I met you, with the sick Song Jialao, Xiaoyu's life was so difficult at that time, but she was different after all, at that moment, all she wanted was self-esteem," Lou Yi sighed, and the numb face that was forced by life finally fluctuated," You guys, you and Xiaoyu should be very happy now, please bring me my blessing to her, Nanmen Zhen, although I don't admit it, but I know, from the first time I saw you, I knew that I had been defeated by you, because you had the determination to fight against the whole world for her, and I could only escape by luck. ”
"We have been separated for five years, I only found her a few days ago, five years ago, I had an illness, and when I woke up, I disappeared gently, and everyone told me that she left with you," Nanmen Zhen didn't know how to describe her feelings.
What he was haunted about was the fact that Song Lu followed Lou Yi and left.
However, after learning the truth, after all kinds of complicated feelings, he suddenly began to be overwhelmed.
"Among all these people, does it include Mi Duo, is she really planning to get you? She is Jia Lone's ex-girlfriend, but for the sake of money, she agreed to my father's request, staged a bed with me, and showed Xiao Yu, and then told Song Jia Lone that she was going to elope with me to go abroad, Song Jia Lone chased us to the airport on the way to the car accident, after seeing again, she threatened me and said that she wanted to get you, let me cooperate with her performance, I was fascinated at that time, plus I found out that I was still in love with Xiao Yu, I agreed to her request, and after that, all the misunderstandings between you were caused by Mi Duo. “
"Including the time you learned that I and Xiaoyu opened a room in Linshi, we just exchanged rooms, and the reason why Xiaoyu was drunk was because I saw the picture of you and Mi Duo hugging each other in the villa on the outskirts of the city, Xiao Yu is so proud of people, in order to love you, willing to bear the same betrayal and hurt again, what is afraid is just to leave you, so, the time you saw us lying together, nothing happened to us, a woman who has no consciousness, but only remembers you, even if I love it, I can't agree with all my heart, it is just a scene designed by me and Mi Duo, the purpose is to hope that you will take it seriously, and then break you up。 ”
The unbearable memories have finally had an outlet after years of experience.
Lou Yi suddenly felt more relaxed than ever.
"Nanmen Zhen is kind to Xiaoyu, she deserves the best love, the only thing I did for her was to send my beastly father to prison, she brought Xiaoyu too much damage, so don't mention us in front of Xiaoyu in the future, thank you, Nanmen Zhen," Lou Yi took the wine on the table and drank it all, then got up and prepared to leave.
"Lou Yi, you take this, cure your mother's illness first, I don't mean to despise you, I just want to help you from the position of a friend, if you feel that you can't get by, just borrow yours from me, cheer up as soon as possible," The golden card was held up in front of him by Nanmen Zhen.
After Lou Yi lost his mind for a short time, he took it.
"I know why Xiaoyu likes you so much, Nanmen Zhen, there is no reason why you are a man who values love and righteousness, thank you, and treat me as a human being," for a long time, no one has treated him as a person with self-esteem and pride.
***
There was silence in the villa at night.
The summer wind blows the vines on the balcony and flutters wantonly.
For five years, Nanmen Zhen has been the same as usual.
There was no sleepiness at this point in time.
But it's no longer because of the scarred mood.
After Lou Yi left, his mood was difficult to calm down.
What appeared in front of him was all the pictures of him and Song Lu knowing, knowing, and falling in love with each other.
Even if it's the side face when we first met.
Nanmen Zhen still remembers it clearly.
But time has obviously separated them by so many days and nights.
My heart throbbed with an indescribable throbbing.
The mobile phone in his hand was hot from his pinching.
Half of the salary, finally allocated out.
The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up, in a noisy environment.
Song Lu's voice is still soft and sticky.
"Hello," the two simple words made Nanmenzhen's heart suddenly warm.
It's like a cold body that has been injected with heat.
It's hard to bear.
For a while, I froze and didn't know what to say.
Until the person on the other end of the phone called out his name in an affirmative tone.
He came back to his senses.
"Nanmen Zhen," Song Lu obviously couldn't see it, but he could conclude that the person on the other end of the phone was him, "What's wrong." “
"Are you busy? I'm going to the night market to set up a stall again," Nanmen Zhen's aggressive tone was a distressed reproach.
"No, no, I haven't been to the stall again," Song Lu hurriedly explained, afraid that he wouldn't believe it, and said again, "Are you helping your uncle buy vegetables? “
Nanmen Zhen let out a soft 'um' sound, "I'll come back tomorrow." “
A headless sentence.
Song Lu heard the real emotions inside.
The nose was sour, but the sweetness of the heart was spreading, "I'll wait for you." “
Nanmen Zhen looked at the phone that was hung up, and couldn't help but laugh for a long time.
It's a fucking good feeling.
I know that he really wasn't joking this time.
In the second year after he recovered, with the help of Nammen Zhen, he went to a good university abroad.
I studied design.
The reason why he was a roommate in the same major as Kang Xin soon established a deep revolutionary friendship.
Don't look at Kangxin's usual gentle appearance.
can be called an embarrassment with him.
In the four years of college, he has witnessed with his own eyes, dying for him, living for him, dying for him and living for each girl.
This grandson except for keeping Xiao Ke by his side.
I didn't even look at other girls.
Even a big beauty like Xiao Ke, he only treats her as a brother.
Where did you think that Young Master Kang, who is full of lofty ambitions.
After graduating and returning to China, he didn't go to his own company and became his eldest young master.
I actually found a job on my own.
If you find a job, just work hard.
Who would have thought that such a thing would be done?
"She's not a widow, she's an unwed mother, you don't know, Jing Xing, he's the mystery you once told me, beautiful, indifferent, strong, in short, I can see all the bright spots in her, just like you see the bright spots on Wen Ying," a drunken smile appeared on Kang Xin's face.
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