The winter cold night is heavy, the sound of the rain makes the sleeping people more and more confused, the lightning flashed, the night sky was brightened, and the sleepy Gong E was also awakened, and found that the lamp and candle in the corner were about to go out, Gong E hurriedly got up to get the candle scissors, she subconsciously glanced at the position of the queen mother's bed, and suddenly gasped and was stunned in place.

"Come—" Before he could say anything, his mouth was covered.

"Get out. Baili dragged her out of the door, and she found that the person sitting by the bed was the emperor.

"Ahh Empress Dowager Bai opened her eyes in a panic and sat up and retreated to the back of the bed: "Who?!"

"The Queen Mother. ”

The response was short, but it brought out a sense of burnout. Li Zongzhi sat on the pedal, lying on the edge of the bed with his arms on his pillow, without looking up.

"Huang'er?" Empress Dowager Bai was a little surprised, after confirming that it was her son, she did not step forward, but sat there with a brocade quilt in her arms, and her expression of surprise was alienated.

"The child came to see the queen mother, the queen mother has not been to the child's Xuancheng Hall for a long time. Li Zongzhi's voice was choppy and erratic, like a child seeking comfort, but he did not get the comfort and closeness he imagined.

"Mourning the family...... Fear...... Disturb the emperor's handling of the government......"

"Huh-" He threw his head and laughed, the laughter was very abrupt, and the face of the White Empress Dowager turned a little white in an instant.

"The queen mother does care about the child very much, from childhood to adulthood, she is always far away from the child. No matter how bad the words were, you could hear the mockery, and the face of the Empress Dowager Bai became more and more ugly, and Li Zongzhi dusted off his sleeves and stood up.

"Even now, the queen mother is far away from the child, and the child can't remember the last time the queen mother hugged me. ”

The corners of Empress Dowager Bai's eyebrows twitched, and she opened her mouth to say something, but she swallowed it back alive.

"Does the queen mother still remember the time when the Wu clan pulled the child out of this Changning Palace? More than 20 years have passed, and the child still remembers it vividly. There are so many palace guards in this hall, no one dares to step forward to stop them, the child is holding the door, his nails are bleeding, but the queen mother is just standing like that, watching, without saying a word...... "The past is over, but the pain of the cracked nails seems to still be in my heart, Li Zongzhi raised his hands, tilted his head to look, and suddenly smiled again: "From childhood to adulthood, the queen mother has been clear enough, and the child can see it very clearly, to be honest, sometimes I always think, if I can exchange identities with Bai Yan, will I live a happier life?" This thought has tormented my heart more than once, but countless times. But why? Today I went to the General's Mansion, because there are some things that need to be verified, and after talking with my aunt, I finally know......" Li Zongzhi looked back at her, and with an almost crazy laugh, he tore off the crumbling coat of family affection for more than 20 years: "I know how much a mother can do for her own children! Meng Baiyan is not her own child, she can still be broken to pieces, but what about you, the queen mother? You are the sisters of the same mother, why don't you even have the courage to stand up and speak for us?! Other children can be sheltered and embraced, but we don't even have the dignity to live! I don't accept it, so I'm going to try to get everything back! I'm trying my best to do everything I can, I just don't want anyone to step on my head anymore, but why? Why do everyone betray me in the end! What can I do to hold them down and not give them room to resist!"

Empress Dowager Bai obviously didn't expect to hear such words, she trembled and stretched out her hand, trying to appease the violent child in front of her, but after years of alienation, she retreated, she retracted her hand, looking panicked, unable to say a word.

Li Zongzhi lowered his eyes to look at her, his expression was indifferent, and his eyes were terrifyingly strange.

"Maybe the child is too extreme, there is no room for sand in his eyes, and he is to blame for himself and others all the way to the present, but if the queen mother can have a little bit of protection, even if it is just to fight for a breathing space for the child, the child will not be calculating, and will fall into the land where the traitors and relatives have no return. Queen Mother, you can still sleep peacefully, be your high-ranking Queen Mother of the Great Jin, as long as the child is still in power for a day, it will definitely let you enjoy the glory!" he finished speaking, bowed his hand, and then turned around and left without looking back, the White Queen Mother had tears in her eyes, stumbled and chased out of the door, but only saw the back of the rain curtain that went away.

"Woo woo woo ......" choked in his throat, or became an injury, although he already knew that he was in love with his mother and son, but fortunately, that layer of paper was never pierced, and now as soon as the words came out, everything was difficult to start over.

He was right, he was too cowardly, he was coerced by the Wu clan at the beginning, just because he wanted him to live, whether he had no dignity or was tortured, as long as he still had his life, nothing else mattered, so when he stretched out his hands to himself, he didn't move, he didn't move! His hoarse voice was exhausted, and his bloody little hands, that scene hit the bottom of his eyes forever, and he thought that it would pass slowly with the passage of time, but it turned out that he couldn't get by......

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... "The queen mother didn't dare to fight with her life like Li Yun, at least now you are alive and on the throne of the Great Jin, but her child is displaced, not knowing life and death, and exchanging the loss of family affection for the hope of survival, this game, the queen mother won the bet! But, did she really win......

Did you win......

"Summoning Wang Chengfu into the palace, all the generals and soldiers of the Mo family army inside and outside the imperial city will be transferred out of the three armies, but all those related to the Weiwu Marquis Mansion will be suspended for investigation, and the other ......" The tone was slight, and a chill passed through Li Zongzhi's eyes: "Summoning Mu Feng back to Beijing, the Western Sichuan Army will resend palm prints, and I can't leave anyone who may have different intentions in the army." ”

"Change the coach before the battle, I'm afraid it will be ......"

"Afraid, what are you afraid of? Big deal, I bet with them on this country!" Li Zongzhi raised his head and laughed, his wet clothes quickly soaked the ground, he wiped away the rain, and suddenly looked at Baili: "You...... Will you betray me and leave me like everyone else?"

Baili was stunned for a moment, quickly came back to his senses, did not respond positively, only bowed back and said: "The minister will go to convey the holy will, as for the future, no matter what the emperor does or does, the minister will follow the left and right, the emperor guards the Li family, the minister, guards you!"

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"You'll never give me what I want...... And you don't want me, you just want to get back what you are missing on the road to growth. Although you are the emperor, you are not as good as the free little marquis in a fiefdom, you are jealous that he has the care of his father and mother, there are brothers who are born and died, and like-minded friends, but in the past, you needed to rely on him to help you fight for more things, so you are like a dormant beast to put away your claws and wait quietly, waiting for him to fight for you, for you to fight for the world, and now, you have to take away all the things he once had, one after another, in the end, you are just fulfilling your own demons......"

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Flawless, you're right, this is my real demon, I will never be able to get everything he had, and you, after all, can't get the life you want, we are all chess pieces played by fate, winning or losing is no longer important, as long as we live, we can only fight, see who loses more!