209. I shouldn't have done anything to my sister-in-law
Tang Xiao turned her head and saw that the person who came was Cheng Feng, in fact, she could tell that it was Cheng Feng when she heard the voice, but she subconsciously felt that no one except her would go crazy and brave the cold in the middle of the night to run to the back garden for a walk, isn't it stupid?
Cheng Feng was wearing a smoky gray cashmere coat with a white cardigan inside, a black and blue plaid scarf, a pair of black jeans wrapping his slender legs, and a pair of brown suede boots on his feet, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes shining in the moonlight, and the whole person looked very youthful.
"Why are you here?" asked Tang Xiao.
"Sister-in-law, you can come, why can't I come?" Cheng Feng said with a smile, walked to Tang Xiao's side, and squatted down like Tang Xiao, two adults squatted by the lake in the middle of the night, fortunately there was no one else around, otherwise I would really wonder if these two people had a problem with their brains.
Tang Xiao felt funny when he thought of this, and a smile couldn't help but appear at the corner of his mouth, Cheng Feng looked at Tang Xiao as if he was surprised: "Yo, it's really rare." ”
"What's so rare?" Tang Xiao restrained her smile, but the expression on her face was still pleasant, very different from her during the day.
"It's rare you're laughing. Cheng Feng tilted his head and looked at Tang Xiao and said, "Sister-in-law, from the first time I saw you, I can really count the number of times you laugh with your fingers." ”
"Really?" Tang Xiao thought about it, it seemed like this was the case, he usually smiled very little, but who had nothing to laugh at?
Cheng Feng nodded seriously and said, "I'm begging you, sister-in-law, it's okay to smile more." ”
Tang Xiao thought it was funny: "Why? I'm not a clown, how can I laugh if I don't have any happy things." ”
Cheng Feng sighed and said, "Sister-in-law, how many people in the Cheng family, including you, I am the least read, right?"
Tang Xiao was noncommittal, and Cheng Feng continued: "However, even people like me, who don't like to study since I was a child and have never read a few books, know that sometimes in order to achieve a certain goal, or to reconcile the atmosphere, it is inevitable to laugh, and how many people in this world are happy and sad all according to their own hearts? You see those kittens and dogs, in order to beg for a little food from human hands, and they still know how to wag their tails! What is it for people to laugh in order to make their lives easier?"
Tang Xiao looked at Cheng Feng with a little surprise, never expecting the other party to say this to him.
This son-in-law, who seems to be idle every day, actually sees all his embarrassments in Chengmu and Ren Feilin?
Cheng Feng smiled at Tang and curled the corners of his mouth and said, "Sister-in-law, ask you a question, don't be angry." ”
Tang Xiao said with a smile: "Ask, what can I be angry with you." ”
Cheng Feng smiled, his eyes were very bright, and it seemed to be a reflection of snow under the moonlight: "I guess you were definitely not the kind of child who liked adults when you were a child, right?"
Tang Xiao recalled, it seems that he has not been very smiling since he was a child, and he doesn't like to talk much, he always reads villain books alone, plays with dolls alone, and adults always touch her head when they see Tang Mi and say that the little girl is so cute, and then deliberately say something to tease her. When I see myself, I just praise the little girl for being very delicate, probably really like Cheng Feng said, she has not liked adults since she was a child?
Cheng Feng looked at Tang Xiao's expression and guessed that what he expected was right, so he didn't wait for Tang Xiao to answer, and said, "It seems to be." Sister-in-law, you shouldn't know how to please adults since you were a child, for example, what do you want, change to other children, you will be coquettish, you will pretend to be pitiful, but you won't, others don't give it, you don't want it, but you will always think about it in your heart, although it is useless to think about it, right?"
Tang Xiao said in surprise, "How do you know?"
Cheng Feng said proudly: "I guess." How's it going, sister-in-law, am I particularly divine?"
Tang smiled and said, "What do you want to say?"
Cheng Feng said helplessly: "Can't you praise me for a few words......? Forget it, let me go on, sister-in-law, you are too dependent on your own temperament to do anything, you don't want to do anything, you don't do anything, but where is it so simple to live? Look at Ren Feilin, she is so young, does she really like to accompany my mother to go shopping every day, or accompany my mother and her group of old sisters to have a tea party? It's not to please my mother, I know sister-in-law, you don't like Ren Feilin's set, but you really want to watch Ren Feilin talk about you at my mother's place all day long, don't you?"
"Cheng Feng...... I know what you mean, but I can't. Tang Xiao looked down at his fingers and said, "I only know that I don't live to please anyone, if something can only be obtained by wagging my tail and begging for mercy, then I would rather not." ”
Cheng Feng sighed heavily: "Got it...... It seems that I have been talking in vain. ”
Tang smiled and said, "No matter what, thank you." ”
Cheng Feng looked at Tang Xiao, his eyes were puzzled: "Sister-in-law, I'm a little curious, do you really love my eldest brother? If you love him, why don't you want to make a little effort to integrate into this family room and improve your relationship with my mother?"
Tang Xiao took a deep breath and said, "I don't know...... If you asked me this question before, I would have said that I loved him. But for a while, I don't know why, and I'm not sure myself. I used to think that I loved him and that it was enough to love him alone. Now I know that it is not enough for me to love him and love him alone, if a person loves another person, only the other person's individual individual, and cannot fully accept the other person's family, background, or even circle of friends, this cannot be called real love. All in all, it was me who overestimated myself. ”
The more Cheng Feng listened, the more confused he became, and said with a confused face: "Isn't loving someone just loving someone......?" I'm all stunned by you. ”
"You don't understand. Tang smiled a wry smile.
Cheng Feng muttered: "Then do I really love my family......?
Tang smiled and said, "Don't think about it. There is no answer. Many times, it is only at that point that you know whether it is love or not. ”
Cheng Feng lowered his head and thought for a while and said, "Sister-in-law, if one day you don't love my eldest brother, will you leave this family?"
Tang Xiao looked at his mud-stained palm, dusted off the half-dried scum on it, and said, "Yes." ”
Cheng Feng muttered with a sad face: "I don't want Ren Feilin to be my sister-in-law." ”
"Why?" Tang Xiao asked curiously, "Isn't she the kind of person you call a likable?"
"She's so fake. Cheng Feng said dissatisfiedly: "When I see people talking about people, I see ghosts talking nonsense, and I laugh at people for three points, but none of them come from the bottom of my heart." I used to think she was very good, but now the older I get, the more annoying she is. ”
Tang Xiaoxiao looked at Cheng Feng and said: "Look, don't you dislike that kind of person? I don't like it either, so I can't be that kind of person, I can't wronged myself, living in this world, there are already a lot of shackles, if you can't enjoy joy, anger and sorrow, then what's the purpose of living?"
Cheng Feng said thoughtfully: "Sister-in-law, do you mean our family?"
Tang Xiao looked at the lake and didn't speak, but Cheng Feng understood it all at once.
He looked at Tang Xiao's calm side face, and said with a complicated look in his eyes: "I'm sorry, sister-in-law." It's so depressing for our family to keep you alive. You...... You're not fit to stay in this home. ”
"I'm sorry what?Cheng Feng, are you stupid?" Tang Xiao was amused by Cheng Feng with a guilty face.
Cheng Feng didn't smile, he still had a sad face: "Sister-in-law, if you really can't do it, you can go, don't live with my eldest brother, I don't think you are happy at all now." ”
Tang Xiao remembered what Cheng Lie said last night, and a mocking smile appeared on his face, but this smile was fleeting, and Cheng Feng didn't even have time to catch it.
"Cheng Feng, thank you for caring about me. Don't worry about me in the future. Tang Xiao said sincerely.
"I ......"
"Don't say it, it's not early, go back to sleep. Tang Xiao interrupted Cheng Feng's words in a gentle voice, and the two straightened up, but Cheng Feng stumbled to the side because of numb feet.
Tang Xiao stretched out his hand to support Cheng Feng, most of the weight of his body leaned on Tang Xiao's body, Cheng Feng was almost half lying on Tang Xiao's shoulder, the black hair brushed the tip of his nose, and a sweet fragrance made him can't help but sniff hard.
It's like a forest after the rain, and the sweetness of countless kinds of flowers blooming together.
It was like a basket of freshly washed fruits in spring water, and the fragrance made people feel a sense of hunger from the bottom of their hearts.
Cheng Feng reached out and grabbed Tang Xiao's shoulder.
Tang Xiao was stunned and asked, "Cheng Feng, what are you doing?"
Cheng Feng was stunned for a moment before he said dryly: "My feet are numb...... I can't stand still, let me hold on for a while. ”
Tang Xiao frowned, feeling that now he and Cheng Feng were almost chest to chest, and the other party was holding his shoulder, this kind of action was too intimate. But Cheng Feng's legs and feet were numb, and he couldn't talk about it if he didn't support him, not to mention that people still ran over to enlighten him with kindness.
After thinking about it, he softened again, so he had to lean on Cheng Feng motionlessly.
Cheng Feng's heart was pounding, and he lowered his head and buried the tip of his nose in Tang Xiao's hair.
He knew he was doing something he shouldn't be doing, but he couldn't control the longing that permeated his heart.
What the hell happened to him?
He didn't understand.
Cheng Feng felt a kind of guilt, whether it was for Cheng Lie, or for Tang Xiao, or for his power power who simply loved him.
His heart seemed to be roasted by fire, and he warned himself not to continue doing such filthy things, but an indescribable pleasure drove him to want to sniff her deeply, even ......
Cheng Feng slammed Tang Xiao away.
"What's wrong?"
Tang Xiao asked in surprise.
Cheng Feng took a step back with a pale face, and then sat down in the flower garden behind him.