152 Glory is so great that it is selfless to give
Xia Yan may have really drunk too much and couldn't control his mouth.
Hearing Ye Lingxi asking her, her brain was hot, and she wanted to blurt out the truth: "Are you stupid or not! Isn't the person he likes ......?"
Seeing that Xia Yan was about to leak his mouth, Chu Ning blocked his mouth in a hurry, and said to Ye Lingxi: "He likes to joke, you actually take it seriously." I see that he is drunk and makes fun of me, you ignore him, I will take him to the toilet to sober up. ”
After explaining to Ye Lingxi randomly, Chu Ning grabbed Xia Yan's neck and pulled him out: "It's too stuffy here, let's go to the toilet together." ”
"When did men like to go to the toilet in groups like women?" Ye Lingxi didn't know why Chu Ning reacted so much, his brain was a little hot, and he looked at Ada and said in a daze.
"It could be today. Ada said embarrassedly, but panicked.
This dead Xia Yan was almost about to say that Chu Ning liked Ye Lingxi, and how embarrassing the atmosphere would be at that time, Ada felt terrifying just thinking about it!
"But isn't there a bathroom in the box?Why do you have to go outside?" Obviously, there was a bathroom in the box, and Ye Lingxi didn't understand why Chu Ning was pulling Xia Yan out.
"Maybe I forgot. Ada smirked and made a casual excuse to prevaricate.
Coming out of the hotel's box, Chu Ning could be said to have dragged Xia Fei to the next corner.
It wasn't until he confirmed that no one saw them here that Chu Ning let go of the hand that was holding Xia Yan.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
He was almost strangled to death by Chu Ning, but after regaining his freedom, Xia Yan grabbed his neck and coughed non-stop.
After a while, Xia Yan felt better, and immediately reached out and slapped Chu Ning fiercely, and the queen of the autumn reckoned and said: "You want to murder with such a heavy hand, you almost strangled me, a five-good young man with good roots, in the best youth!"
It is estimated that I have watched too many movies about patriotic feelings after returning to China, and now as soon as Xia Yan opens his mouth, he says that he is a five-good young man at every turn, and he has patriotic feelings.
In the past, Chu Ning was still in the mood to fight with him for a few words, but now he immediately asked Xia Yanxing with a straight face: "I think you really don't want to live anymore, what did you just talk nonsense in front of Lingxi?"
"I'm not doing this for your own good? Look at you, it's been the sixth year from France to China, how long do you plan to be this unknown knight? Everyone is thinking about gains and losses these days, you are good, the glory is so great that you selflessly dedicate yourself!" Xia Yan rubbed his neck that had just been abused, and educated Chu Ning Dao.
Although men's consciousness is not as strong as that of women, men's consciousness of looking at men is still very powerful.
Back then in France, although Chu Ning pretended to be very good, Xia Yan knew with his toes that Chu Ning liked Ye Lingxi.
After all, a man is a superficial animal, he has been with a woman for so long, and he is constantly helping her, if he is not a little tired, it can only prove that the man is a GAY!
Seeing Chu Ning silent all these years, Xia Yan was anxious for him, so he wanted to pierce Chu Ning's layer of window paper when he was drinking just now.
Ye Lingxi is his good friend, and Chu Ning is also his good brother!
Although he didn't want to embarrass Ye Lingxi, he didn't want Chu Ning to wait like this without a time limit.
It's okay, if it's not good, it's not okay, it's a pleasure!
knew that Xia Yan wanted to help him, but Chu Ning still didn't want him to do it: "You don't care about this matter, I'll take care of it myself." ”
"I said Chu Da Geshen, it's okay for you to be sober-minded! If you continue to silently guard like this, Lingxi will be abducted by others at that time. I really don't understand, what are you afraid of? Don't you just like someone? Tell her what you think, if she likes you, she will be together, and if she doesn't like you, it's better than dragging it out without results. "Xia Yan hates that iron can't make steel.
Everyone understands the truth, and anyone can say a lot, but it is not easy to really do it.
"I know, I should tell her about it. I also know that she could be snatched away at any time. But Xia Yan, it was because I understood that I didn't say 'like'. I'll admit I'm cowardly on this, but I can't help it. It wasn't until I met Lingxi that I understood that love would make me cautious. I was afraid, I was afraid that after telling her my secret, I would see her dodging my eyes. If one day, she starts to distance herself from me, it will make me more painful than killing me. Chu Ning leaned against the wall and looked ahead with some sadness.
Zhang Ailing said that liking someone is to be humble to the dust, and then bloom again.
But there is a lot of love in this world, even if you are humble to the dust, you may not be lucky to bloom.
Xia Yan is a casual person, he understands that he just didn't meet the person who made him cautious like Chu Ning, so he can live so pure like now.
There is no immersion, so it is difficult for Xia Yan to empathize.
However, he could understand Chu Ning's approach, so he reached out and patted him on the shoulder, sighed and said, "Then you are going not to say it all the time?"
"I made a promise with her that when I had a hundred concerts, I would tell her a secret. Chu Ning smiled silently, but there was an unspeakable sourness in his smile.
"Are you going to hold a hundred concerts and then tell her?" Xia Yan suddenly understood, knowing why Chu Ning was so keen on holding concerts.
"Maybe......" Chu Ning didn't give a positive answer, he didn't know what the scene would be like when the hundred games were opened, but at least that's what he thought now.
"Seeing you like this, I suddenly feel that it's good not to meet love in my life. Xia Yan said with emotion.
There should be two kinds of happiest people in the world, one is to meet someone you like and then be with her, and the other is to never meet someone you like in your life, at least it won't be painful.
In Xia Yan's heart, the life of the game world may not be a good choice!
After the reunion dinner, the next day on Chinese New Year's Eve, Chu Ning, Xia Yan and Ada all went to the airport to take a plane.
In the end, Ye Lingxi, who was usually the busiest, became the emptiest person.
"Lingxi, why don't you buy a ticket and go with me, I really don't worry about leaving you alone at home. Seeing off Ada and Xia Yan, before Chu Ning got on the plane, he wanted to persuade Ye Lingxi to go to work with him.
Ye Lingxi understood that Chu Ning was worried that they were all gone, and the pervert who sent the package would harass him.
"Don't worry, I'll be cautious. The man hadn't moved for so long, I guess it wouldn't be okay. I've been working non-stop this year, and I finally have a few days off, so you can let me rest for a few days. I'm going to sleep for three days and three nights to comfort me for a year's hard work. "I haven't been harassed for a long time, and Ye Lingxi feels that as long as I am careful, there should be nothing wrong.
Unable to persuade Ye Lingxi, Chu Ning had no choice but to advise: "Anyway, you take care of yourself, you can call me if there is anything." ”
"I will. Ye Lingxi nodded in agreement.
sent Chu Ning away, it was exactly twelve o'clock at noon.
Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, the day of family reunion in eleven years.
The airport is full of people, all of whom are rushing home to reunite with their families.
Looking at the crowd coming and going in the airport, Ye Lingxi suddenly felt very lonely.
That loneliness and loneliness seemed to fall from the sky, she was like a wandering soul wandering in this world, and she didn't know where she was going.
At this airport, everyone is rushing home to see their families.
It's just her, there is no home, and there is no family......
After buying a bouquet of flowers and some food at the airport, Ye Lingxi asked the driver to take her to the cemetery outside the city.
According to the custom of Youlanli, every year on the first day of the New Year, everyone will go to pay tribute to their dead relatives, but today is only Chinese New Year's Eve, and Ye Lingxi can't wait to meet that person.
The weather was gloomy, but there was no sign of rain.
A few unknown birds flew over the gray cemetery, and a few wails made the place even more solemn......
Ye Lingxi took the flowers and food and walked up the stairs, and according to the location in her memory, she finally found the person she was looking for.
Although he had only been here on the day Shen Ru was buried, Ye Lingxi would never forget where this location was.
It's been six years, since Shen Ru was buried, even in the year when Ye Lingxi returned to China for development, she didn't come to the cemetery to worship Shen Ru.
Looking at the sunny face on the tombstone, Ye Lingxi's tears suddenly welled up in his eyes.
It took her six years to accept the fact that Shen Ru was dead, and she thought that if she didn't come to worship him, he would suddenly appear in front of her one day, knock her on the head, and scold her for having no conscience.
But six years have passed, and Shen Ru has never appeared again.
Ye Lingxi knew that he really couldn't come back this time!
Putting the flowers and food in his hand in front of Shen Ru's tombstone, Ye Lingxi squatted down, reached out and wiped the photo on the tombstone, and smiled with tears: "Brother, I came to see you, do you miss me?"
When she said this, Ye Lingxi's tone seemed to be really just saying hello, but as soon as she finished asking, her tears flowed out.
Because she knew that Shen Ru would never answer her.
"Brother, I miss you, I know you must miss me too. I'm really sorry I never had the courage to come here to see you again. It's like the letter you left behind, after I read it once, I didn't dare to read it a second time. You and my father always said that I was not afraid of heaven and earth, and that I was so fierce, what should I do when I was so fierce? After so many things happened, I realized that I was really cowardly. I didn't have the courage to face the facts. Ye Lingxi burst into tears, looked at Shen Ru's photo, and said in a choked voice.