Chapter 47

Qi Zhixuan stayed at home for several days, the two of them hardly talked in the past few days, Xiao Yang did, but Qi Zhixuan did not respond, Xiao Yang seems to have learned to be patient these days, and many times he can consciously suppress the fire.

But in the end, Xiao Yang couldn't bear it anymore, he sat on the edge of Qi Zhixuan's bed, and he felt that they had to talk about it.

"Shall we talk?" Xiao Yang didn't have much hope, Qi Zhixuan didn't pay attention to him at all in the past few days, and completely treated him as transparent.

"Good. ”

Unexpectedly, Qi Zhixuan agreed quite simply, and after agreeing, Qi Zhixuan looked straight at Xiao Yang, and he listened to what Xiao Yang wanted to say.

Xiao Yang has been dangling in front of his eyes for the past few days, and when Qi Zhixuan is not speaking, he sits on the side and flips through the mobile phone magazines.

When Qi Zhixuan was sleeping, Xiao Yang would shamelessly go to bed with him, and he actually hugged him to sleep.

Qi Zhixuan was very skeptical, how did Xiao Yang do so brazenly, as if he had just caught a cold these days.

It was as if it hadn't happened, and sometimes he said a few words to Qi Zhixuan, although Qi Zhixuan wouldn't answer.

Qi ...... Your mom is fine, I can guarantee that nothing will happen to her in the future, I will let her eat and drink well, okay?"

It sounds like Xiao Yang's concession, but hasn't he always done that?

He has never really done anything to Qi Yu, this is none of his business, the only thing he has done wrong now is to hurt Qi Zhixuan too impulsively, but it is obviously Qi Zhixuan who made the first move, okay?

"What about the conditions?"

Qi Zhixuan's words made Xiao Yang a little speechless for a while, if it was called a condition, then he had only one from beginning to end.

"You have to stay with me, Qi Zhixuan, whether you want to or not, you have to stay. ”

Xiao Yang has already figured it out in the past few days, this is still the only thing he wants, only he is persistent in this matter.

Although this attachment has changed emotionally, the final result is the same, that is, Qi Zhixuan can only be his.

In the past, he wanted Qi Zhixuan to be by his side because he wanted to keep him by his side and toss, and he wanted to see Qi Zhixuan unhappy.

But at this point, he must admit that Qi Zhixuan's stay is actually a toss for himself, and it will only make him unhappy, but even so, he still has to keep him by his side.

"Good. ”

Qi Zhixuan was once again simply surprised, when did he have a choice?

I don't know why Xiao Yang's heart suddenly felt a little distressed, he felt sorry for Qi Zhixuan's helplessness, but it was impossible for him to let go of Qi Zhixuan.

Xiao Yang suddenly squatted on the side of the bed, he held Qi Zhixuan's hand, and held it like this regardless of Qi Zhixuan's break-free.

"When I'm angry, don't go against me, I can do anything when I'm out of control, but you also slapped me, let's even, okay? ”

This is a good idea, Qi Zhixuan can beat him when he is angry, and he can sleep with Qi Zhixuan when he is angry.

When Xiao Yang said this, he also brought Qi Zhixuan's hand to his face, his eyes were soft and sincere, and he was even a little aggrieved.

Qi Zhixuan thought that after such an incident, his heart should be hardened.

But he saw the other side of Xiao Yang when he should have died the most, and this kind of Xiao Yang made him hesitate.

Who doesn't want such a gentle Xiao Yang? But what kind of Xiao Yang is the real Xiao Yang?

"Can you forget about it?"

Xiao Yang pulled Qi Zhixuan's hand to his lips and kissed it gently, looking at Qi Zhixuan with expectant eyes.

Whether it's because of guilt, Xiao Yang's change of sex, or whether he's like this to everyone around him.

Anyway, Qi Zhixuan nodded, he really had no way to refuse the Xiao Yang in front of him who seemed to be quite pitiful.

When he was in pain, he felt that he must have been able to let go of Xiao Yang, otherwise he would be sorry for the pain in his heart.

But when Xiao Yang suddenly softened him, he suddenly felt reluctant, this is the Xiao Yang he has begged for many years, he doesn't love it anymore?

If it really can, then why is his heart trembling when Xiao Yang kisses his hand?

Isn't this the kind of Xiao Yang he wanted in his dreams? Wasn't what he wanted in the first place?

Okay, the scar forgot the pain, it's the way you are now, Qi Zhixuan really thinks so.

The corners of Xiao Yang's mouth raised unconsciously, and his heart suddenly felt relaxed, at least Qi Zhixuan hadn't given up on him.

But there was another emotion that came to him, and that emotion made him feel a little trance.

Settle down? He unconsciously remembered this sentence again in his mind, can he really settle down?

Xiao Yang is slow to feelings, but his body is very honest, the only person in this world who can make him impulsive is Qi Zhixuan, he must admit this, but doesn't he only need Qi Zhixuan?

He didn't know, he was also confused in his heart, he had never been loyal and stable for a person, so he was really not sure if he could do it? Besides, there was still a slight unwillingness in his bones.

Is it worth it? Keeping Qi Zhixuan by his side in this way, Qi Zhixuan will not love him at all, but he needs to change his previous self for him, is there such a willingness in his relationship Xiao Yang doesn't know, he only knows that in this way he will lose.

He Xiao Yang actually lost, losing to Qi Zhixuan.

Qi Zhixuan didn't even do anything, but Xiao Yang lost, he just staged a one-man show in his heart, a tug-of-war, after he struggled and was confused and painful for a long time, he wanted to bow his head to Qi Zhixuan, who had done nothing and knew nothing?

This night, Qi Zhixuan had insomnia again, because of Xiao Yang's sudden gentleness.

He didn't know how long Xiao Yang's good temper could last, and what about himself? Every time he took a step closer to Xiao Yang, every time he was greedy for Xiao Yang's gentleness, it was equivalent to one step closer to the abyss, and he was afraid that he would never recover.

Xiao Yang can be good to him or bad to him, Xiao Yang's feelings can be withdrawn at any time, but he is overwhelmed.

Qi Zhixuan turned sideways and quietly looked at Xiao Yang who was sleeping, this person was what he had always longed for.

Now that it was close at hand, he didn't dare to approach it, and he had to admit that he didn't have that kind of courage.

He is not like those who can do anything for love, those who can give up their lives for love, he can't do it, if love is destined to hurt him, destined to make him lose half his life, then he would rather not have love.

Having come to this point, it should be the best step, but I relented when I should have given up.

In fact, he understood all the truths, but at this moment, when he looked at the quiet Xiao Yang.

He still couldn't help but want to get close to this person, he still couldn't help but reach out and gently and carefully touch Xiao Yang's eyebrows.

Xiao Yang chuckled and opened his eyes and grabbed Qi Zhixuan's hand, he turned sideways and hugged Qi Zhixuan.

Xiao Yang's eyes shone in the night, and it was the first time for Qi Zhixuan to see Xiao Yang's desire so truly.

Xiao Yang leaned over to kiss him extremely gently, and there was a hint of caution.

is different from the previous strength, the kiss left in front of Qi Zhixuan's forehead, Xiao Yang at this moment is so gentle that people doubt life.

Xiao Yang's feeling at this moment was extremely intense, the moonlight was complete, and his heart was also complete, when he hugged this person.

It was rare for them to have such a harmonious time, and when Xiao Yang kissed him, Qi Zhixuan's heart was about to melt.

He responded to Xiao Yang's kiss, all the passion was his truest feelings, the longing that had been hidden for many years.

It's just that when Xiao Yang's hand swept across his back, Qi Zhixuan still subconsciously stiffened and shrank back.

Xiao Yang withdrew his hand considerately, but his heart was chuckled, it's over, I still can't forget it.

It seems that Qi Zhixuan has left a shadow in his heart, and what Xiao Yang is most worried about is that Qi Zhixuan will be afraid to get close to him in the future.

"Xiao Yang, I ......"

"Don't be nervous baby, I won't touch you", Xiao Yang understood that Qi Zhixuan's heart was palpitating, and this was not all caused by himself.

"But I really can't calm down when you sleep next to me, help me baby. ”

Xiao Yang's voice was sexy and eager, he really had no way to calm himself down, Qi Zhixuan was in his arms.

Xiao Yang's hand grabbed Qi Zhixuan's hand and brought it down, the breath he exhaled in his ear was hot, but it was inexplicably reassuring.

Why do you have such an illusion, Qi Zhixuan really feels that today's Xiao Yang is too different.

Today, Xiao Yang's every smile is real, and even every look is tender.

This kind of intimacy that can only exist between lovers makes Qi Zhixuan afraid and makes him fall in love at the same time, this kind of Xiao Yang is really good.

Xiao Yang subconsciously called Qi Zhixuan when he was finally released, Qi Zhixuan, it was Qi Zhixuan, the person he had always dreamed of.

That night they slept in each other's arms, and when they woke up again it was already dawn.

Qi Zhixuan looked at the sleeping people around him, he didn't plan to wake him up, he planned to get out of bed gently.

As a result, before his feet were put down from the bed, he was hugged by a person from behind, Xiao Yang couldn't help but gently bite Qi Zhixuan's shoulder, this feeling is not bad, it is really good to wake up next to Qi Zhixuan.

To be honest, Qi Zhixuan was still a little at a loss, such a thing happened, they should have broken up, but they didn't expect it to be such a result, he could actually wake up from Xiao Yang's arms.

This path was chosen by himself, he was afraid of Xiao Yang's fickleness, but he also hoped that maybe this was the real Xiao Yang.