After Qi Fei and You Yi left, Xiao Yang and Qi Zhixuan stood in place and neither spoke first.

A few seconds later, Xiao Yang stretched out his hand and took Qi Zhixuan's hand in the direction of the car, "Get in the car." ”

When Xiao Yang's hand touched him, Qi Zhixuan subconsciously shrank, but Xiao Yang held it tightly, and finally he gave up struggling.

Xiao Yang's fingertips were a little cold, but the palms were still warm, and these hands had led him like this many times.

When he once held his hand, he thought he had the whole world, but there were too many things he couldn't control, especially feelings, it turned out that it was never as simple as he imagined, and he couldn't really control Xiao Yang and his heart.

Xiao Yang is too fickle, Xiao Yang's natural fickleness may ruin his love at any time, he can't afford to gamble on such a thing.

After sitting in the car, Qi Zhixuan took his hand back, a trace of complicated anger flashed in Xiao Yang's eyes, but he was quickly suppressed again, he had already lost, but at least he didn't lose too obviously.

Even Xiao Yang himself didn't know how he got to this point, wasn't everything before in his hands?

Obviously, Qi Zhixuan is the passive person, and he is the one who can decide everything.

But everything changed in an instant, and the moment he finally understood that he loved Qi Zhixuan, he lost completely.

Because of this love, he is willing to let go of all the grievances in the past, he is willing to give Qi Zhixuan the right to choose, he gives everything he can give, he also wants to give love, and he is willing to give, but love is not something that must be given to others.

"I think you've been doing well lately, huh?"

Xiao Yang didn't know what this sentence sounded to Qi Zhixuan, anyway, he was already trying his best to suppress the emotions in his heart.

Qi Zhixuan didn't say anything, just nodded vaguely, he really didn't know what kind of answer Xiao Yang wanted to hear.

Whether Qi Zhixuan is doing well or not is only known to him, Xiao Yang is what he has been longing for for many years, following his footsteps for so long, he thought that it was finally within reach, but the result was only farther away.

Qi Zhixuan must admit that he doesn't have that kind of courage, he is just a moth who is not brave enough, he looks at Xiao Yang's light from afar, but he really doesn't have the courage to be reckless like a moth fighting a fire, what is the consequence?

Qi Zhixuan's eyes kept looking out the window, he didn't dare to fall on Xiao Yang's body, afraid that he wouldn't be able to take back his heart.

Just a faint glance can see Xiao Yang's thinness, did Xiao Yang become haggard because of his departure?

After being silent for a while, Xiao Yang suddenly spoke again, "I'm not doing well." ”

Xiao Yang's tone was light, but his emotions were definitely not as indifferent as he appeared, because his eyes kept staying on Qi Zhixuan's body, and he didn't know what kind of emotions he wanted to see on Qi Zhixuan's face.

Is there a difference between worry and indifference? Is there a difference for them now?

Qi Zhixuan's heart tightened, but he still didn't dare to look at Xiao Yang, he could only listen quietly to what Xiao Yang wanted to say, but Xiao Yang just said such a sentence and then there was no follow-up.

How could Xiao Yang's words have afternoon, how could he tell Qi Zhixuan how bad his life was.

"Qi Zhixuan, you'd better not appear in front of me again in the future", Xiao Yang suddenly said such a sentence inexplicably, but he couldn't help but reach out and gently pinch Qi Zhixuan's chin, he forced Qi Zhixuan to look at himself, and then continued to say the second half of the sentence.

"If you dare to show up again, I will definitely lock you up and never give you any more choice. ”

Xiao Yang's eyes were already forbearing, but in Qi Zhixuan's eyes, he was still terrifyingly aggressive.

"Xiao Yang. ”

Qi Zhixuan twisted his head back slightly, he didn't like Xiao Yang's aggressive posture, Xiao Yang's aura at the moment made his heart palpitate.

Xiao Yang's love and hate are too strong and extreme, and his love and hate are not suitable for the soft and cowardly Qi Zhixuan.

Seeing Xiao Yang's aggressive eyes again, Qi Zhixuan suddenly discovered that the gentle Xiao Yang during that time was indeed just his short-term illusion, and Xiao Yang was still the same Xiao Yang.

"Xiao Yang, go back. ”

Qi Zhixuan felt that he was a little hypoxic, and his heart was beating hard when he sat with Xiao Yang in such an atmosphere.

Xiao Yang was unmoved and continued to stare at him with his head sideways, Qi Zhixuan felt that his breathing was a little difficult, he subconsciously wanted to push the car door, but heard the sound of the car door being locked.

Qi Zhixuan maintained the action of wanting to open the car door, he looked out the window and didn't dare to move, because he could feel Xiao Yang's breathing in his ears.

Xiao ...... Xiao Yang. ”

"Let me hold you, baby. ”

Qi Zhixuan felt that the high wall he had built up with great difficulty in his heart had collapsed in an instant, and he couldn't stand Xiao Yang's affectionate and pleading tone the most, it was before, and it was even more so now.

Qi Zhixuan's hand paused, and finally gave up the car door, he turned around and hugged Xiao Yang, then hold it for a while.

No matter what kind of Xiao Yang Xiao Yang is, Qi Zhixuan can never turn a blind eye to him, he thinks about Xiao Yang, and he thinks about it every day.

But because of this, he was afraid to get close to Xiao Yang again, it was painful to leave Xiao Yang this time, but he could continue to live, but he didn't dare to guarantee whether he would survive the pain next time, so he refused the next chance to be hurt.

At this moment, Xiao Yang was more like a child, he buried his face in Qi Zhixuan's neck and breathed deeply the taste that belonged to Qi Zhixuan.

Only he knows how much he misses this man.

Xiao Yang never wanted to have a weakness, but he had it after all, because he was afraid, because he knew the power of love, so he was unwilling to touch love, and he was unwilling to love anyone.

After a long time, Xiao Yang let go of Qi Zhixuan, he smiled and rubbed Qi Zhixuan's head, and then left a kiss on his forehead as before, "I'll send you back." ”

After Xiao Yang's hand left Qi Zhixuan's body, he changed back to the old Xiao Yang, and he couldn't bear his gaffe for too long.

It was very quiet all the way, Xiao Yang drove the car expressionlessly, and he was still the man who made Qi Zhixuan's heart pound.

Qi Zhixuan looked at Xiao Yang's side face, and suddenly felt a little sour, and for a moment he couldn't help but want to compromise.

Whether Xiao Yang is a perverted love or a perverted desire to control him, it is better to follow him, but he can't.

His intellect told him that it would be better to return to the beginning between them, that it would be better than to be entangled and tormented with each other, and that long pain was better than short pain.

Qi Zhixuan felt that he was actually still very cowardly, he was far less loving Xiao Yang than he thought, he used to think that he was fearless, but in fact, it was just a hopeless self-comfort, because he knew that he couldn't get Xiao Yang, so he was not afraid of anything.

But today, he found that he still loved himself more, loved his self-esteem, and loved his scarred heart.

Xiao Yang sent Qi Zhixuan to Qi Fei safely, and he watched Qi Zhixuan get out of the car and leave.

I don't know why, Xiao Yang's mind suddenly popped up the scene of the day Qi Zhixuan came back.

He remembered the figure of Qi Zhixuan standing there alone under the dim street lamp that day, and remembered that Qi Zhixuan looked at him with a light gaze.

Qi Zhixuan came, but he had a past grudge, and then he left again, but he took Xiao Yang's heart away.

Xiao Yang sat in the car and rolled down the window, and then smoked alone.

His eyes always stayed in the direction where Qi Zhixuan left, he was sitting in the car alone, and he was waiting quietly in front of Qi Fei's room, what was Qi Zhixuan's mood when he stood in front of the Xiao family?

Qi Zhixuan stood in front of the window and looked at Xiao Yang's car from afar, Xiao Yang didn't move, he didn't move, like something stuck between them.

"How far have you got?"

Qi Zhixuan turned around, and Qi Fei stood behind him.

"Brother, you are scary like this, do you know?"

Qi Zhixuan collected his emotions and looked at Qi Fei with some complaints, it was really scary to appear like this.

Qi Fei chuckled, this laughter was a little complicated, "Your courage is not small, you will be scared? You have the courage to be with Xiao Yang, what else are you afraid of?"

Qi Fei has always been so sensitive, Qi Zhixuan has never said that he likes Xiao Yang, but Qi Fei knows that he has never said many things, but Qi Fei should know that nothing can be hidden from Qi Fei.

"What the hell do you think?"

Qi Fei sat down, then pointed to the location next to him, and he asked Qi Zhixuan to sit over and chat with him.

Qi Fei's emotions are not too expressed, he is very measured, he will never let his emotions affect Qi Zhixuan's true feelings, of course he hopes that Qi Zhixuan is good, but even he himself can't tell whether it is a fault to fall in love with an impossible person, because he has never regretted it until now.

He never regretted loving Li Mingchen, he just regretted the harm he had caused him.

Qi Zhixuan sat beside Qi Fei very obediently, "Brother, I don't know, what about you?"

Qi Fei rubbed Qi Zhixuan's head, smiled and said nothing, maybe they all had a part of their hearts that they couldn't share.

Maybe it's impossible to face, maybe it's impossible to forget, in short, I can't take it out and tell people indifferently.

Qi Fei suddenly pointed to the calendar book hanging on the wall not far away, "You're almost twenty-five years old, you can decide for yourself, right?" ”

Qi Zhixuan suddenly laughed, time flies so fast, he will be twenty-five years old soon, of course he can decide for himself, but he also has to bear the consequences for all his decisions.

Qi Zhixuan and Qi Fei sat and chatted for a while, but instead of talking about feelings, they talked about Qi Zhixuan's birthday.

Qi Fei wanted to give Qi Zhixuan a birthday, he didn't participate much in Qi Zhixuan's birthdays before, most of them were spent by Xiao Zhang for Qi Zhixuan, and he wouldn't get too close to Qi Zhixuan when Xiao Zhang was there, so as not to make everyone uncomfortable.

When Qi Fei walked out of the door, Qi Zhixuan returned to the window again, and Xiao Yang had already left quietly.