Volume 6: I Heard That It Was Love (14)
"Joke!" the dark puppet seemed to have been stepped on in some minefield, and there was a hint of anger between his eyebrows, "In the end, I am the only person who can accompany Yan, so I will always wait for him, and it doesn't matter if there are any twists and turns in between." But you were provoked to fall out with Yan in just a few words, what do you use to question my intentions?"
The head of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department was angry and could turn the entire Spirit Security Bureau upside down, Si Qianxu was not afraid, but the smile on his face disappeared with his words, "That's right, the foundation of my relationship with Mengyan is unstable, but at least we are willing to try to run in...... And what else did Mr. Dark do besides blindly waiting?"
"I can still give him everything I have," the puppet lifted his chin slightly, as if in defiance, "can you?"
Si Qianxu asked the same question as Lin Yingkong: "What do you think Mengyan wants?"
The puppet didn't think about it, "I'll do my best to give him whatever he wants anyway." β
Si Qianxu looked at him a little puzzled, "Do you want Mengyan to be grateful to you or to be with you?"
The puppet frowned slightly, "I don't plan to change anything with this, it's mine after all." β
But Lin Yingkong knew that he had said that my sins had always followed me, and I was destined to get nothing...... This is the retribution I deserve.
Si Qianxu didn't argue with him anymore, and said politely after looking at his watch: "Mengyan is still waiting for me at home, so I won't talk to Mr. Dark more, and I'll talk about it next time I have a chance." With that, he crossed the puppet to the side of the road, and when he passed by the puppet, he whispered a word, with three points of compassion in his eyes: "Actually, what if you pay more, Mr. Dark, the qualification of a lover is not something that can be obtained by spending a lot of money, you are the one who feels that he is not qualified to be with Mengyan." β
The dark puppet was shocked, but he couldn't see it from the outside, he still maintained his straight posture, like a proud and powerful king, if Si Qianxu turned around, he must have seen a director of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department without any flaws, but Lin Yingkong saw that he put his hands tightly in his trouser pockets, as if he was desperately dragging his tattered self-esteem over, rubbing his chin and hiding it tightly, not letting the other party see a trace of his weakness.
This was the appearance of the Minister that Lin Yingkong was familiar with, but at this time, his eyes had never seen everything about the puppet so clearly.
- He has low self-esteem.
No matter how beautiful the current puppet is, he still hasn't stepped out of the shadow of that cowardly and helpless child, his father is unknown, his birth has buried countless lives, his birth has ruined his family, he has left his mother with nothing, and he will never be able to do anything in front of Baili Mengyan...... The past haunted him like a curse, and even though he had grown into a very different man than he had been, he couldn't shake off the things that had run through his entire memory and continued to haunt him.
Lin Yingkong knew that the later Si Qianxu was not as sure of the relationship between him and Baili Mengyan as he said now, but the secret puppet didn't know, he only knew that there was such a person, excellent, good-tempered, capable, and most importantly, Baili Mengyan liked him...... Someday, he will take away his pillar once and for allβthe pillar he has fought for since he was eighteen years old.
β and he couldn't do anything about it.
The proud man turned around and left after Si Qianxu's figure completely disappeared from sight, and he didn't call a car, but walked along the road alone, walking and walking, he may be tired, and those too strong loneliness slowly leaked out of him sadly, Lin Yingkong just looked at it, recalling the way Feng Rong said that he would also be emotional in the Venerable Puppet Village, and suddenly felt that he was really too self-righteous, he felt that the Minister and Baili Mengyan would not be together after all, so he would only maintain a demeanor to take care of Feng Rong, but he waited with peace of mind when Feng Rong needed to rely on the most, and let him pretend to be strong alone, strong, and spent every day.
No wonder Feng Rong never thought he would really like him.
When the scroll of memory unfolded again, according to the progress of time, Lin Yingkong thought that he would see the scene where the dark puppet and Baili Mengyan completely cut off the ambiguous feelings, at that time, the dark puppet was still obsessed with dragging Baili Mengyan by his side, but he gave birth to a magic barrier and was used, not only made a group of people in the field team of the General Office turn over because of his disappearance, but even Baili Mengyan was dragged by him and failed to save Si Qianxu, so that the latter's soul was drifting in the crack of time and space, and I don't know when he will return home...... For a long time, this was a heart disease that the minister could not let go.
But as soon as Lin Yingkong stepped into the new world of memory, his eyes had just adapted to the change of light from dark to bright, and he suddenly saw the tall figure falling backwards, and the young man with a soft face flew over and took him into his arms, and when he saw his bloody hands, the young man's eyes were full of pity and rare loss.
ββThis is the end of the story that belongs to the dark puppet and the hundred miles of Mengyan, but it is the beginning of the story of Lin Yingkong and Feng Rong.
"What's wrong with you, Minister?!" the young man forcibly calmed himself, slapped the hemostatic charm on the puppet's hand, and hurriedly carried him out.
The dark puppet actually hurt a lot, and when he saw that the assistant who had never been able to make mistakes in etiquette and manners was actually haggard, he couldn't help but make a joke to ease the tense atmosphere around him, "Okay, Yingkong, I will write a report this time so that those old guys can't find any mistakes, so don't frown." β
"It's best that way...... Wait, who cares about the report? Minister, what you have to think about is to get to the hospital quickly!" It's a pity that the puppet obviously doesn't have a sense of humor, and the young man only felt helpless when he heard it, and while talking seemingly easily, he put him in the back seat of the car parked not far away, and after a simple inspection, the result made the young man frown, "It's a spell backlash...... Minister, you're really messing around. β
The loss of blood and spiritual power had already made the dark puppet a little dizzy, but he didn't care, and suddenly called out: "Reflecting the sky." β
The young man who had just finished informing the exclusive medical staff of the Spiritual Security Bureau who rushed over subconsciously responded: "Huh?"
"It's over. The dark puppet only said three words, his tone was light, he thought he would be unwilling, but in fact, these words were indescribably calm and indifferent. His face was very pale, his deep and cold Danfeng eyes were shrouded in the warm spring light coming in through the car window, he finally removed a bit of camouflage shell, his eyes softened, and he said seriously: "I'm not sad, really." β
Lin Yingkong looked at the former minister and himself from the perspective of a bystander, and saw the dark puppet's eyes very clearly, he thought that if he could see this look at that time, he would not repeatedly disbelieve that the minister had really let go of the hundred miles of dreams.
"But if Yan doesn't forgive me, I'll become a person. The puppet said in a joking tone.
- What did you want at that time?
"No, it won't. The young man blinked slowly, and said firmly, holding the hand of the dark puppet with slight force, brushing his sense of existence.
The dark puppet was stunned, and slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, "My loyal assistant, are you suggesting that you are accompanying me?"
The young man nodded and muttered, "I won't go, minister, I really won't go......"
The puppet's consciousness had begun to drift away, he listened to the young man's voice, a little caught off guard and a little clear, he was happy, but he didn't believe it.
- Actually, you just need someone who can walk with you on your way, right?
This person doesn't need to love you so much, how much he thinks about you, you don't need this person to do anything for you, you don't even need to believe the other person's words and actions, you just need a signpost, a sign that points you in a direction on the dark journey of life, like this...... That's enough.
Feng Rong's soul is getting weaker and weaker, but Lin Yingkong has a faint premonition, he continues to walk through the memories that belong to the minister, and then counts the scenes that can make the other party remember the two of them one by one, they fight side by side, they have a tacit understanding, they have become each other's closest people with six years of running-in, but unfortunately, the distance that belongs to the heart is always separated by a distance, because Lin Yingkong does not dare to easily transgress, because the puppet is unwilling to show others.
Lin Yingkong stood incognito in the minister's office at the headquarters of the Spiritual Security Bureau, and Luo Cheng, who incarnated as "You listen to me", said, "I am also a coward, deceiving myself into thinking that it is enough to be good to him, but I don't have the courage to imagine what to do if I get this person...... It's not difficult to pay, but what qualifications do you have to get", there was a moment of terrible whiteness under the light of the dark puppet's face, Lin Yingkong couldn't bear to close his eyes, and after a few seconds, he still forced himself to open his eyes wide to see all this, seeing how he was tempted in every way, and how the minister didn't study the meaning behind his actions.
But there are always some things in the world that cannot be hidden, feelings are one of them, and some things will always break inadvertently.
In the underground secret room of Sansang Academy, the young man held his beloved in his arms with three points of confusion and three points of deep love, but the man who had always been arrogant and confident suddenly panicked outside his invisible sight - he was surprised, he was confused, he couldn't control himself to push away this warmth that belonged to the human body, but he was also sad because of it.
Lin Yingkong suddenly felt that his nose was sour, he had been with each other for six years, it turned out that his minister was finally willing to move him, he waited for a long time, even if he had a premonition, but the sudden truth still made him feel helpless joy and sadness.
He thought, the joy of the two is obviously the most beautiful and enviable emotion in the world, but why is his minister so sad?