Chapter 1164: The White Horse Howls the West Wind
Bai Yan didn't say anything after waking up, the two children were already tired after spending half the night with them, and they were sleeping soundly on the grass pile. Qin Zhen was a little restrained because of his different identity, and he didn't know what to say, so he curled up on the side and fell asleep, sat by the fire and added firewood, and after a while, patted the dust on his hands, got up and went to Bai Yan's side.
"Your horse, I brought it to you. ”
Bai Yan sat in the corner wrapped in a velvet blanket, dragging the two red scarves in his hands, and hung his head silently after hearing the merry words.
I've brought you your horses. These words seem to be ordinary, but how can the hardships be said in a few words.
He is now a person with no identity, no name, and even existence has become a taboo, his life is in danger, and he is fighting against the high imperial power, they can choose to protect themselves, but ......
"The Midyear Festival is coming, Shaoqing said that he was on duty that night, and when the time comes, let's go from the city gate, leave here, go-"
"Where to go, the next white horse. A sneering smile appeared at the corner of his lips, Bai Yan's half-tattooed face was undecided under the firelight, his merry body trembled, and his fists slowly clenched.
"There's always a place to stay. ”
"So what. There is an endless stream of chasing soldiers, and we will go back and forth in the exhausting hiding in the east and west, restless in food, unstable in sleep, no way out, and no hope in sight. You shouldn't have come, let alone come to save me, I'm Meng Baiyan......" The smile revealed bitterness, and his tone became more and more sharp: "No, even this name is not mine." Such a good-for-nothing person, what use do you save!"
"I only say such bastard things when you're not sober. Merry eyes narrowed slightly at Bai Yan, and he was not provoked to show anger: "I don't know Meng Baiyan, the little marquis of the Mighty Marquis Mansion, what I know is Meng Baiyan who ran a hall in the town of White Horse, and Meng Baiyan who set up a school to teach children to read, write, and practice martial arts to defend themselves, I can't know your past with Wufang, but I know that when you can't protect yourself, you still fought for my chance to survive in the night." Bai Yan, you are still so concerned about others, why can't you let yourself live? Escaping will never be the enemy of reality, you can hide for a while, can you hide for a lifetime?"
"It's better than pulling the people around you into a desperate situation!"
"Houfu, ...... Raided the house. Discretionary words seem so weak in the face of the harsh truth. When Merry said the shocking news, Bai Yan's lowered head finally raised, and he looked at Merry with disbelief, doubt, pain, and sorrow. He pounced, grabbed Merry by the collar with his hand, his eyes were full of rage, and he gritted his teeth word by word and said, "You say it again!"
"Just three months ago, not long after the edict of your death was announced to the world, the Hou Mansion was raided......"
With a buzz in his head, Bai Yan felt something collapse in his heart.
Hou Fu ......
was raided by the emperor......
The words that his mother said before leaving suddenly echoed in his ears, and he finally understood the meaning of those words.
It turns out that no matter when the father and mother have never given up on themselves! They gave everything they have in exchange for their chance to survive, just because they can't say it, so they still think -
After more than 20 years of nurturing grace, in the back that finally supported the staggering departure, how difficult it was for them to go step by step. Losing themselves, they also lost everything, and it's ridiculous that they still dare to give up on themselves and live up to their expectations!
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"You remember, no matter where you come in the future, what kind of setbacks you encounter, what kind of blows you receive, you must not bend your back and bow your head to difficulties! You are the son of my Bai Geyue and Meng Changlong, no matter whether you are related by blood or not, you will be our good son for the rest of your life!
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The voices overlapped and echoed in his head, and Bai Yan let go of his hand and stumbled out of the cave, raising his eyes to look east.
Father, mother, the child is not filial, let you suffer for me!
"Click-" He fell to his knees and slammed his forehead on the ice.
The child will not continue to sink, no matter how difficult the road will be in the future, the child will go down step by step! You are waiting for me, waiting for me!
The stars were blue and bright, and the two of them who had been on a journey all night finally stopped. The bow took out the steamed bun in his arms, broke it in half and handed it to Xianyi, and then untied the water bladder from his waist and handed it to her, saying: "If you go over, you will go to Puzhou, and we will make plans when we see the third uncle and ask about the situation." ”
Xian Yi hummed absentmindedly, and he didn't eat a few bites of half of the steamed bun for a long time.
"Brother, do you also think that the second uncle is hiding something from us? I always feel that he doesn't seem to want us to continue to search for Childe's whereabouts this time. ”
Gong frowned slightly, thought about it, sighed, and said: "I believe that the second uncle will not do anything to be sorry for the son, but he lives in Dazheng all the year round, and he has a lot of intersections with Zheng Zhezhu, and he is very partial to Zheng Guo in his words. I wanted to go into the palace to take a look this time, but I was stopped by him. But the third uncle is different, the third uncle was with the son when he was a child, he valued the son more whether the son was happy or not, let's go to Puzhou this time to explore the third uncle's tone, if we really suspect that the son is in the palace, we still need to ask him to persuade the second uncle. ”
"Without further ado, let's continue on our way. Xian Yi stuffed the steamed bun into her mouth in two times, and poured it with cold water, Gong felt sorry for her to follow her day and night, but she couldn't let her stand by, so she followed her, and the two hurriedly ate and then hurried on the road.
From Dajin to Yuncheng, from Yuncheng to Puzhou, their brothers and sisters are running non-stop like this, they don't know that Gongzi is actually in the palace, and they don't know what Second Uncle Leng did to make the anti-Jin forces of Dajin set off a huge wave, they just hold on to the only hope in pursuit, they hope that Gongzi is still alive and well, but they didn't expect how Gongzi survived and what he lived!
Everything in the world is so closely related, if Emperor Wen of Jin had not sent Wu Feiyun to find the whereabouts of those two, the rivers and mountains of the Great Jin Dynasty would not have fallen into trouble again, Lord Zheng Zhezhu would not have sneaked into the land of Jin for thousands of miles, and Flawless would not have returned to Zheng State, Emperor Wu of Han would not have invaded Zheng Land out of anger, and the Three Kingdoms would not have fallen into chaos because of this.
But there are not so many ifs in this world, once some things start, unless the curtain ends, it will never be settled!