Chapter Seventy-Six: Unwilling to Let Go
"Lou Yi, you are really amazing, you beat the bad guys away," Song Lu, who was obviously drunk, waved his hands and feet and applauded, "Come, a glass to the hero." ”
She lives too modestly.
When she is sad, she can only hold on, and buying drunk is too luxurious for her.
Tonight, however, she was like getting drunk once.
Because, she is about to lose the direction of life.
Lou Yi's outstretched hand didn't even have time to take down the wine glass in Song Lu's hand, she had already drunk it.
The sloppy gaze indicates that she is already drunk.
Seeing that he was about to grab a cup again, Lou Yi hurriedly snatched it over, "Xiaoyu, you're drunk, you can't drink anymore." ”
Song Lu saw that the wine glass was taken away, and she was dissatisfied and wanted to grab it again, staggering her body, but she threw herself into Lou Yi's arms.
Under the rendering of the wine, the faint aroma on Song Lu's body loomed.
The hands that made Lou Yi hug her body trembled slightly.
He knew that Song Lu would let him lose control.
***
On the street at night.
The night wind struck, making Song Lu can't help but wince.
The wine seems to be a little sober, too.
Escape from Lou Yi's arms and stand up straight.
The steps of moving forward still can't become a straight line.
The left foot tripped over the right foot and almost fell to the ground.
Fortunately, Lou Yi reacted quickly and hugged her waist.
"Xiaoyu, you're drunk, I'll send you home, okay," Lou Yi's heart was ape, and there was a weak expectation in his eyes.
As soon as Song Lu said that he wanted to go home, he suddenly screamed and shouted, shook his head, and said, "Don't go home, don't go home, Nanmenzhen said that there is no home without me, but now there is no place for him, and I have a home to go back to." ”
A tear slid down the corner of Song Lu's eyes and landed on the arm around her waist, and the hot Lou Yi's whole heart shrank.
I know that I have lost her, but I just don't want to let go.
"Okay, don't go back to that home, I'll take you back to our home," the determination in his eyes was as obvious as the excitement in his heart, he knew that there was no way back to die.
He had nothing left anyway.
And what I want most is this woman in my arms
***
"Xiaoyu, our future home doesn't need to be too big, enough for us to live with the baby, the curtains should be your favorite pink, all kinds of flowers and plants must be cultivated on the balcony, and there must be beaded curtains in the corridor......"
"Well, there will be a swing on the balcony, and when the sun comes out, we will sit on the swing and bask in the sun, and we will have a pet dog"
In the past, like all lovers, they had expectations for the future.
However, the reality made Lou Yi lose Song Lu.
Fortunately, it's not too late.
Xiaoyu, everything we have hoped for, I will give you all.
How much to look forward to on the way home.
Lou Yi still felt it when he was very young.
At that time, the relationship between my parents had not changed.
Their family of three lives a life that is the envy of everyone.
Every day on the way from school, he is looking forward to the laughter when he comes home.
However, with his father, who had lost his mind, he fell hopelessly in love with Song Lu.
He didn't look forward to it anymore, because of the home that used to be full of laughter.
After that, it was all constant quarrels and verbal abuse.
Frightened, he just wanted to escape.
What it's like to lose your conscience.
He had to thank his father for letting him experience it so vividly.
For Song Lu, don't want a son, don't want a wife, don't want wealth and status.
even calculated his son, using his mother's comfort as a threat, forcing him and Jiang Shanshan to stage a bed scene in front of Song Lu.
Seeing Song Lu crying, he wanted to kill the person he had called his father for so many years.
But at that time, he was not strong enough, not strong enough, and he was never his opponent.
So, he left his homeland and endured humiliation in order to get revenge on his father.
What a ridiculous and pathetic excuse.
But he did it, because the other day, he returned home and personally sent his father back to prison.
But he still asked him about Song Lu's whereabouts.
He told him that they were together now, very happily together.
So, he must keep his promise.
and Song Lu are very happy together.
The fragrant smell and soft feeling touched every nerve of Lou Yi.
When she put Song Lu on the bed, she found that she was already sweating profusely.
His body was extremely stiff, and his heart was aching in discomfort.
The bed, the people kept shouting, "So thirsty, so hot." ”
Lou Yi took a difficult step and came back from the kitchen to help Song Lu pour good water.
The scene on the bed, he was so shocked that he couldn't even breathe.
Song Lu's cheeks were crimson, and her mouth kept shouting that it was so hot.
Even-pink dress.
More than half of the abdomen has been curled up.
The exposed waist was as white as snow, which made Lou Yi swallow his saliva.
Kneeling beside the bed and helping Song Lu to feed her water and drink, the palm of her hand was slippery.
But he couldn't let go of his hand anymore.
Song Lu's profile is condensed into a small detail of life.
Someone will open the curtains in the early morning, the flowers on the balcony are delicate but not as good as the smile of the woman watering the flowers, the sunny afternoon, there is a wind crossing, blowing the bead curtain on the aisle, the woman napping on the lounge chair on the balcony, squatting next to a well-behaved pet dog.
All of them, just thinking about it makes Lou Yi's heart tremble.
The outstretched hand could no longer be withdrawn.
Everything he wants must be fought for by himself, including Song Lu.
The only restraint of reaching out was faded by Lou Yi's hand.
The drunken woman had tears in the corners of her eyes, and the name she muttered in her mouth.
Like a knife, it stabbed into Lou Yi's chest.
But what does it matter? Over the years, he has learned the greatest skill.
When someone stabs a knife in your chest, you pull it out and heal it alone.
It seemed to be raining outside the window.
The sound of raindrops hitting the curtains ticking.
The barren and cold heart for a long time.
Because of the woman in her arms, she found her home and temperature.
His confusion also found the answer.
All he wants is the woman Song Lu, by his side.
***
It was almost dawn, but the rain outside the window still didn't stop.
Chaotic consciousness is accompanied by restless dreams.
gradually made Song Lu wake up.
There were no curtains drawn, and the morning light gradually shone in.
In a room with only a dim wall lamp, there is no spring light.
He lowered his head with his hand, which looked like it was about to burst.
When I opened my eyes, I was surrounded by strangers.
Memories of last night slowly popped back.
She drinks at the bar and the wine is spicy.
I met a lot of people, but I didn't know any of them, and later, Lou Yi came.
She heard someone say she was going to take him home.
Then he lost consciousness.
The shallow breath reached her ears.
Song Lu realized that there was another person beside him.
I turned my head to look, but I saw that the face was not what I expected.
All the affection froze on the face.
The arm that was across her waist suddenly became extremely heavy.
'Teng' sat up suddenly, and lifted the quilt with trembling hands, but it was not his luck.
All of a sudden, the entire blood in the body began to flow back.
But she was used to this situation and became more and more calm, but her mind turned back in an instant.
Pick up the skirt from your bedside table and get ready to put it on.
The waist was suddenly pulled by someone, and then it fell into the arms of the red and fruity man.
"Xiaoyu, it's not dawn yet, sleep for a while," Lou Yi had obviously been woken up by Song Lu's movements.
"Let go, Lou Yi, nothing happened to us last night, although I was drunk, it doesn't mean I don't remember anything," Song Lu's cold voice was mixed with a certain emotion, which suddenly made Lou Yi scared.
Before he could answer.
Suddenly there was a sound outside the door, it was the sound of the key turning the lock.
Song Lu, who was shocked, forgot to move for a while.
The person who walked in made her eyes widen, incredulous and scared of panic.
Nanmen Zhen was still wearing black clothes and black pants, and her body was already soaked by the rain.
The exhausted face, when he saw the scene in front of him, was fragile and almost collapsed.
From body to heart, from love to faith.
His favorite gentle, his Mrs. Lu, was ironically caught and raped by him in bed.
If he could, he would rather not step into this room, so that he could at least make a fool of himself.
I thought they were still in love, and I thought they could go on.
"Nanmen Zhen, no, it's not what you see, you listen to my explanation, okay," Song Lu got up from the bed, the quilt slipped off, and the skin exposed in the air, sarcastically how ridiculous her explanation was.
"Xiaoyu, it's cold in the morning, get dressed," Lou Yi picked up her skirt and helped her put it on her head.
"Lou Yi, please, help me tell Nanmen Zhen that nothing happened to us, it's just a misunderstanding, okay," Song Lu took Lou Yi's hand and begged him to explain it to Nanmen Zhen.
Lou Yi held Song Lu's hand instead, and Song Lu didn't react at all when he was in a hurry.
The two overlapping hands fell in Nanmen Zhen's eyes, as if they were going to destroy his last line of defense.
"No misunderstanding, Xiaoyu, everything that should have happened to us has happened, I will be responsible for you, do you remember that we used to say that we should have our own home? Hello look, the pink curtains here, the flowers on the balcony, the beaded curtains, the puppies and the chaise longue, is it the home you want, I fulfilled my promise to give you a home, let's be together, Xiaoyu, don't be separated again," Lou Yiqing sincerely held Song Lu's hand.
For a moment, the desperate Song Lu seemed to have no hope.
And Nanmen Zhen's trust is her only hope, but he no longer trusts himself.
"No, no, it's not like this at all, Lou Yi, why are you doing this to me," Song Lu burst into tears, but found that she couldn't explain the situation at this moment.
"Because, I love you, I loved you before, I love it now, and I will love it even more in the future," Lou Yi wanted to grab Song Lu's arm again, but she quickly avoided it.
With a disgusted face, he jumped out of bed and put on his clothes in three or two.
Looking at the door of the door is always silent Nam Men Zhen.
Weakly put it on the cabinet next to it, turned around and prepared to leave.
Song Lu reacted, ran over, and hugged his waist tightly from behind, "Nanmen Zhen, you can't want me, you can't want me," Song Lu's choked throat was aching.
But it can't compare to the pain and panic in my heart at this moment.
"Gently, you're right, I can't get by," a sentence made the hands imprisoned in the waist lose their strength.
It hurts so much, it's so sad, it's so sad, but I still don't want to blame you.
How much love, only you know.
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