Li Yanfei sat on the bench in the hospital corridor, looking at the people coming and going, her expression was a little wooden, her eyes were looking straight ahead, and she didn't know what she was thinking. She could clearly hear Zhang Shaoyu talking and laughing with Wang Zhe and Bai Qi in the ward inside, what happened in the past few days made Li Yanfei understand all about Zhang Shaoyu, but she didn't know how to behave, whether she was happy or sad.

She is a sensible girl, of course she knows that Zhang Shaoyu is doing this for her good, of course she knows that this is the man's performance of trying his best to protect her, of course she knows that it is all Zhang Shaoyu's gentleness. She felt that she was like an ignorant child before, but now Li Yanfei understands that Zhang Shaoyu will always be Zhang Shaoyu, even if it is a deception, it is a white lie.

"Why don't you go in?" said Bai Ling, who walked over and asked softly.

It took Li Yanfei a few seconds to come back to her senses, she turned her head and smiled softly at Bai Ling, because she didn't hear what Bai Ling asked at all, and she was embarrassed to ask again, so she didn't say anything.

Bai Ling looked at Li Yanfei, sighed, and said, "What if he dies?"

This sentence is very abrupt, but Li Yanfei understands the meaning of this sentence, Zhang Shaoyu now, every day is like dancing on the tip of a knife, and if he is not careful, he may be separated from him by yin and yang. As an ordinary girl living in the city, Li Yanfei never seemed to feel that death was so close to her.

He ...... Even if he does die, maybe he won't let me know, maybe one day I'll find out that there is one less person in my world, but there is no reason, at least I don't know where he went, I don't know if he is dead or alive, but he never appeared in my world again. Li Yanfei's tone was cold when he said this, as if he was angry.

Bai Ling looked at the people who were hurrying by, but fortunately no one heard her words, otherwise she would have been imprisoned in the psychiatric department.

Bai Ling said: "Maybe it's the right choice for Zhang Shaoyu not to tell you, do you know that you remind me of a person in ancient times?"

"Who?" asked Li Yanfei curiously.

Li Qingzhao. Bai Ling said.

"Do you still know Li Qingzhao? I thought that the textbooks handed over to you by your family were like fantasy novels. Li Yanfei laughed.

Bai Ling smiled: "Don't talk nonsense, we also want to learn the Chinese language." ”

"Then why do you say that I am like Li Qingzhao?" Li Yanfei asked again.

Bai Ling took a deep breath, as if he was going to make a tirade: "When I first started learning Li Qingzhao's poems, I thought she was very remarkable. Bai Ling paused, and then said: "Later, when I grew up and experienced a lot of things, I found that I was wrong, and many times that woman was actually creating troubles and sorrows for herself, and then using her excellent writing to record all this, so that the world sighed." ”

Li Yanfei was silent, she didn't understand what Bai Ling meant at first, she waited for Bai Ling to explain further to her.

Bai Ling saw that Li Yanfei didn't seem to understand, so he said: "What I mean is, maybe Zhang Shaoyu is right, he is the one who really understands you, he predicted that if you know everything, you will have trouble sleeping, you will be cranky, and you will worry about him." You are like the poetess, who is sad all day long, but you can't control everything. ”

After Bai Ling finished speaking, he pushed open the door of the ward and walked in, and Li Yanfei then heard the four of them talking and laughing in the ward.

Li Yanfei was not annoyed by Bai Ling's words, she suddenly had a feeling of clearing the clouds, yes, what are you pretending to be, since things are already like this, since everyone is so good, everyone is fighting and working hard to protect themselves and this bad world, then what else is there to think?

Li Yanfei smiled, she hadn't shown it for a long time, so happily. Maybe it's self-deprecation, maybe it's ......

......

"Red lady......" Chen Feng muttered softly, and behind him was Yu'er sitting on the bed with a solemn face.

Chen Feng took a sip of tea, a little bitter, and he frowned slightly: "What's wrong with this tea." ”

"Maybe the water isn't warm enough. Yu'er replied softly,

Chen Feng looked back at her and said, "You were upset by this incident, so people saw it again, and all you thought about was her, and it was inevitable that you would make mistakes in small things." ”

"I thought she was dead. Yu'er said.

Chen Feng gently took Yu'er in his arms and said, "Listen to the tone, you still don't want her to die." If you can meet in this way, you must be heart-wrenching. ”

"After all...... I owe her. Yu'er whispered, her eyes flooding with memories of the past.

Chen Feng interrupted her: "You don't owe anyone." Even if you owe it, you don't need to pay it back. ”

"I thought you were going to get angry with Zhang Shaoyu and them...... It's because you're surprised she's too. Yu'er asked softly.

"Those little kids, they don't know anything, they don't know what they're up against, and I'll sacrifice them if the time comes. Chen Feng's tone was a little cold.

Yu'er smiled and shook her head: "You won't." You've been a soft-hearted goblin since I met you, and you've never changed. ”

"Can't it change in hundreds of years?" Chen Feng also smiled.

"Maybe you'll be ...... after I die," Yu'er whispered, falling asleep in Chen Feng's arms as she spoke.

Chen Feng looked at the full moon outside the window, there was no light in the house, he liked the feeling of the moonlight shining in the house, he hugged Yu'er tightly, from the facial expression, Chen Feng gritted his teeth, many old people have been found, and many of the past should be over. These were already prepared from the moment Chen Feng cut his long hair and walked out of this ancient courtyard. It's just that...... I really didn't expect the first one to be her......

......

"It's been a long time since I've seen you look so calm. The little girl smiled and looked at the pale woman on the bed, and said, "It's been a long time since I've run away from the desert." ”

The woman sat up from the bed after seeing the little girl, she looked at the girl and said, "Things are still messed up, I didn't think about Chen Feng ......"

"It's not a bad thing to make you understand your abilities. The little girl said with a smile.

"He's really strong. The woman sighed softly.

The little girl smiled and said, "Of course." That's a man who lived in the same age as God......"