Chapter 383: The Deepest Thoughts, The Truest Attachment
The water was sparkling, the green hills on both sides of the bank were constantly left behind, Flawless stood at the bow of the boat, looking at the river with stunned eyes, and didn't know what he was thinking, Mingwei walked behind him, put the cloak on him, and then looked at the water and sky with him, silent.
The road was very smooth, and yesterday I listened to the captain talking to the acquaintances who passed by the boat, and I knew that the bandits on the river had died in Lin'an City. Listening to that tone, Lin'an City had gone through a vicious fight, and Wufang's face was extremely ugly when they spoke, and he secretly breathed a sigh of relief after hearing that the Lin'an military camp had taken over.
The military camp took over for a while, which means that the Lin'an County Guard has fallen and Lin Shangyao has an accident, the Long family must be inseparable, and the account book of their collusion has been handed over to the little marquis...... Finished!
Mingwei closed his eyes a little painfully, more than 20 years, whether good or bad, he has spent so many years in the Long family, and now the building is collapsing, a qiΔ will be gone, he has a great relationship with the Long family, this time I go back, how to face that qiΔ?
Flawless looked sideways at Mingwei, he could clearly feel Mingwei's uneasiness, the closer he got to the Lin'an realm, the more restless Mingwei became, the situation was too obvious and worrying.
"Mingwei, what are your plans after you go back?" Wufang didn't ask the reason directly, he knew that Mingwei didn't say it, naturally he had a reason, but from what Mingwei said to him in the Yunling County Guard Mansion that day, it could be seen that his heart seemed to have no love for this world.
He came with a determination to die, but for what?
Flawless didn't want to delve into it, he was afraid to explore anyone's inner world again, because since he was involved in the relationship with Bai Yan, he had already experienced too much, whether it was sweet or painful, it had exhausted him and couldn't bear more, so he chose to escape.
Mingwei looked back at Flawless, his unusually bright eyes under the refraction of the sun carried a deep meaning, and there was tenderness in his eyes, which made it impossible to look directly, Flawless lowered his head evasively, and then looked to the side.
Mingwei suddenly smiled and said, "I don't have any plans, you don't have to worry about me, after I go back, I have some things to complete, and then ......" Mingwei paused, looked at Wufang with a complicated expression, and did not continue.
What then? Flawless knew that he couldn't ask any more, he and Mingwei were two lines that shouldn't intersect, Mingwei had his own world, and he was not qualified to ask him for anything.
"Flawless, we can return to Lin'an tonight, after we go back, will you leave with the little marquis immediately?"
"Maybe I will stay for a few days, and the affairs of the embroidery village will have to be arranged. Hearing him change the topic, Flawless breathed a sigh of relief, Mingwei nodded, suddenly turned around, faced Flawless, and said softly: "Can I, hug you?"
Flawless was stunned suddenly, Ben still looked at the distance and couldn't help but retract his gaze, his neat teeth gently bit the corner of his lip, and the sudden request made him feel a little at a loss.
"Just a hug, you're the first person who makes me feel like there's still warmth in the world. The words were soft, sincere, with a slightly hoarse plea, and it was impossible to refuse.
"Mingwei ......" Flawless shook his head, watching the man's outstretched hands step back, but Mingwei still smiled, strode forward, stretched out his arms, wrapped Flawless around his body, and then slowly brought him close to his chest.
Before he could react, he heard Mingwei whisper in his ear: "Flawless, hatred is endless, maybe one day, we will find out that what we insisted on hurt both ourselves and the person we loved around us." If one day, you can break free from the shackles and put aside the identity of Leng Gongzi, remember not to hesitate to live the life you want!"
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"Happy!Just like you just did, live happily, flawlessly, carry too much weight, you will eventually collapse, if you have the opportunity, you can leave without a qiΔ, don't hesitate. β
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The fingertips clasped on the man's chest, and the words that had been said to him in Cloud City suddenly surged out of his flawless mind, how similar that scene was to now, and he, could he really leave with Bai Yan alone?
The boat was moving fast, and when Xian Yi and Nangong Rehe appeared outside the cabin, Flawless came back to his senses, grabbed Mingwei's arm with both hands and pushed it, allowing himself to leave his embrace.
"Childe ......" Xian Yi was obviously stunned, Nangong Rehe also slowly frowned, but Mingwei just smiled and said, "I'm just saying goodbye to your son." β
Wufang didn't speak, but he was faintly uneasy in his heart, wanting to ask Mingwei where he was after arriving in Lin'an, but he was afraid that he would misunderstand him if he cared too much, so he had to slowly let go of his hands, and the four of them fell into embarrassment for a while.
As the sun set, the river breeze revealed a hint of coolness, and Wufang was about to open his mouth to break the unspeakable silence, but because the cool breeze blew, his throat was dry, so he began to cough non-stop, Xian Yi saw this and hurriedly helped him and said: "The night breeze is cold, Childe went back to the cabin, the medicine at night has not been drunk, and he quickly drank the hot one to moisten his throat." β
Flawless nodded, followed Xian Yi took two steps, and turned back to look at Mingwei, Mingwei stood at the bow of the boat and looked at him, without saying a word, only a slight gesture, Flawless then withdrew his eyes and stepped into the cabin.
The night was as cold as water, and the quiet river did not make a sound except for the occasional paddle sound, and Flawless leaned on the cushion, raised his eyes to look at the bright moon in the sky, and fell into deep thought. Xian Yi had already fallen asleep on the side, Nangong Rehe and Mingwei were still outside the cabin, although the bandits had been eliminated, but they couldn't be taken lightly, so the two of them took turns guarding every night, but in the first half of the night, it was Nangong, and Mingwei didn't come in tonight.
Flawless gently lifted the quilt, and was about to get up, when he suddenly felt an itch in his throat, and a warm current rushed out of his chest, he quickly covered his mouth, suppressed the sound he almost made, looked down at Xianyi, and then rushed out of the cabin.
As soon as he arrived at the door, he bumped into a person head-on, Flawless looked up and saw Mingwei looking at him with a surprised face, and hurriedly flashed past him, and just arrived at the side of the ship, he fell down and vomited.
"What's the matter? didn't you eat anything at night?" Mingwei hurriedly followed behind him, only to look, so frightened that he almost screamed.
Even though the moonlight is unknown, you can see that the flawless vomiting is not food at all, and there is still a trace of blood on the half-closed corner of the lip, seeing that Mingwei is about to call someone when he turns back, Flawless quickly reached out and clasped his wrist, and then shook his head vigorously.
"It's okay! don't wake Xianyi, lest you scare her. β
"You can't do this at all, this body really can't be dragged any longer, go back to Lin'an and go with him, go to find a famous doctor, flawless-"
"It's okay, my own body knows by myself, I will pay attention to ......" Suddenly turned around, and saw Nangong Rehe standing behind him in a daze, Flawless was suddenly silenced, took Mingwei's arm and stood up, and smiled at Nangong Rehe: "What's wrong? I can't sleep, so I came out for a walk." β
Seeing that he was trying to cover it up, Nangong Rehe was sad in his heart, and he didn't expose it, but only pulled the corners of his mouth to squeeze out a smile, and said, "We're almost at the ferry, so I'll wake everyone up." β
Lin'an City in the night was still lit up, and the sound of talking woke Xian Yi up, and when she got out of the hatch, the Lin'an ferry was already close in front of her.
What is that?!
The captain walked up to a few people, pointed to the ferry not far away, and exclaimed, "Why are there so many lanterns hanging? Today is not a festival, could it be that someone is getting married and needs to be transitioned?"
Flawless stood at the bow of the boat, looking at the figure that was gradually becoming clearer, and showed a knowing smile.
Bai Yan, Flawless is back! This time, none of us missed the appointment!
The little marquis's eyes were full of the thin figure of the man, and before the boat docked, he couldn't wait to skip that distance, regardless of whether there was anyone beside him, stretched out his hands, pulled the flawless into his arms, and then hugged him tightly.
"You're back!"
"Yes, I'm back!" Flawless hugged the man hard, his hands clasped around his back, as if trying to merge himself with him and never be separated.
didn't speak again, the little marquis just kissed his flawless and silky hair over and over again, thinking that he had a wound on his shoulder, he hurriedly let go of his hand again, and said in a low voice: "Did it hurt you?"
Flawless shook his head, for this hard-won embrace, that little pain was nothing.
The little marquis took the cloak handed by Xian Yi and draped it over Flawlessly, then staggered his hands with it, clasped it tightly, and then said to Mingwei: "Thank you for bringing him back." β
Mingwei looked at the clasped hands of the two, tilted his head slightly, looked at the ferry full of red candles, and said, "You have waited for this hour, and you really can't be separated for a while." β
Hearing him laugh in his mouth, the little marquis didn't care at all, held the flawless hand in front of him and kissed it gently, and said, "I want to see him earlier, and with such an excellent man as you by his side, I don't worry!"
Mingwei smiled when he heard this, his body flashed, he got up from the ground, and he had reached the shore in the blink of an eye: "The man has returned it to you, he is injured and his health is not good, take care of him carefully." β
"Mingweiβwhere are you going?" Flawless finally couldn't help but step forward and ask the man.
Mingwei's footsteps paused slightly, then jumped up again, and disappeared into the vast night: "Flawless, take care!"
The little marquis raised his eyes to look at the direction in which Mingwei disappeared, and then looked back to see that there was worry between his eyebrows, and he hesitated slightly, then suddenly leaned over and picked him up, and said in his ear: "Don't look at it again, otherwise the water of the entire Cangjiang River will be sour tomorrow." β
Flawless glanced back at him, and said angrily: "What are you talking nonsense again, you played tricks on me again." β
The little marquis looked at Nangong Rehe and Xianyi, and then chuckled softly: "It's really boring to play alone, and if you want to play, you have to play with two people." β
Flawless was stunned at first, seeing that his face was full of urgency, he was about to kiss himself, and his cheeks were crimson, and he was about to get off the ground when he struggled, but the little marquis laughed and refused to let go, jumped off the boat, crossed the ferry, called Wu Qi, and said to Bai Ze, who was waiting on the side: "You go and help get something." β
"Little Hou Ye and Gongzi go back first, leave it to us here. Bai Ze took people to the ferry, and the little marquis took the flawless flying horse, and did not beat the horse at a gallop, but slowly walked towards the direction of the city.
The two of them were silent all the way, until they entered Taole Xuan and returned to the flawless room, the little marquis hugged Wufang tightly from behind, his forehead against his hair, and muttered like a child: "Flawless, sue me, this is not a dream, you have really returned to my side!"
With a pain in his heart, Flawless relaxed his body, leaned his head back in the arms of the little marquis, and said with a light smile: "If you are afraid that it is a dream, you can let me pinch it vigorously to see if it hurts your teeth." β
"So flawless, will you follow me to Xi Hao?"
"I ......" noticed that the man's hands around him trembled slightly, and he closed his eyes with a flawless smile, and said softly: "I will! β
The little marquis took a deep breath and stopped talking, just hugged Flawless tightly, showing a happy smile, but Flawless opened his eyes after a while, his voice did not move, he just raised his head slightly, not allowing tears to fall.
Let me be by your side, even if life is no longer long, I also hope that the last thing I see is your doting smiling face, and what I have is your meticulous care and care! And what Flawless can give you is my wholehearted emotion! Bai Yan, the answer you didn't get after exhausting all your methods in Cloud Misty Villa, Flawless is now suing you!
The person I love most in this life is you!!