Chapter 116: Running Desperately and Staying Where You Are
"You must have killed a lot of people. Zhang Shaoyu looked at Chen Feng with no expression on his face, but those who know Zhang Shaoyu must know that when Zhang Shaoyu has no expression, his inner activities must have reached a peak.
Chen Feng didn't speak, this question seemed a little redundant, of course Zhang Shaoyu knew that Chen Feng must have killed many people, but he still asked so, Chen Feng could see this boy's thoughts, and he also knew that Zhang Shaoyu finally had a deeper understanding of the matter of "killing".
Zhang Shaoyu waited for a long time, but saw that Chen Feng kept smiling and didn't answer himself, he said a little impatiently: "Are you already numb to this kind of thing and don't care?"
Chen Feng took a deep breath, made an expression that wanted to be eloquent, and said, "Kill...... Let me put it another way for you. ”
Zhang Shaoyu finally stopped facing Chen Feng with that almost stiff expression, he turned his head to look ahead, Chen Feng also looked ahead, the two of them sat in the car, and in front of them was the sky that had been exposed to the white belly of the fish.
"I remember when I was very young, the first time I hunted, I was very slow and stupid, and I chased a rabbit for a long time and couldn't catch up, and then the rabbit came back to the nest, and I opened its nest and caught it. Chen Feng said, frowning slightly, as if he felt a little uncomfortable when he said this: "I looked at the rabbit and looked back at my father, my eyes were full of pride and expectation, and I expected him to praise me." ”
"You are a divine beast, didn't you say that the Nine-Tailed Fox Family is not an ordinary animal?
Chen Feng smiled and said, "The divine beast is only superior in blood, and the nine-tailed fox is also a fox, just like ...... The difference between Lanxiang Technical School and Tsinghua University is that in fact, they can all become goblins, and they can all live forever and attain Taoism, but the bloodline of the nine-tailed fox is recognized by all the demon clans, but if an ordinary fox wants to be recognized by the demon clan, it may not be so easy. ”
"Even if it's a nine-tailed fox that has just been cultivated into a human form and an old fox that has been around for thousands of years?" asked Zhang Shaoyu.
"Yes. That's what it means. Chen Feng said: "Very powerful, if you were born in that era, that chaotic and complicated world, then you will understand and comprehend more deeply, in fact, almost all civilizations in this world are like this." ”
Zhang Shaoyu laughed coldly twice and didn't speak.
"I looked back at the rabbit, and it was big, fat, with a hint of horror in its red eyes, and something I couldn't understand at the time. I just looked at it and didn't know what I was going to do next, because I was pretty much breastfeeding until then, I was still very young, and I just thought it was okay to catch it, and it was over. Until I heard my father's words in the back: "Kill it." Only then did his whole body tremble. Chen Feng said, frowning again.
"Hahahaha......" Zhang Shaoyu smiled: "I've been breastfeeding before.... Hahaha. ”
Chen Feng suddenly turned his head, the expression on his face was rare serious, and he said softly, "I'm not joking. ”
Zhang Shaoyu quickly put away the smile on his face and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you continue." ”
"I was completely confused, I didn't know what to do, I looked back at my father's cold and resolute expression, and he was standing behind me. ”
"Your father, was he in human form at that time?" Zhang Shaoyu asked.
"Yes. If he was a nine-tailed fox more than ten feet tall, I am afraid that even tigers would not haunt the forest. ”
"Oh oh, you go on. ”
"I looked at the way the rabbit prayed, and suddenly I felt that the world had changed drastically, and at that moment my perception completely changed, I did not dare to disobey my father's order, I took a bite of it, and the hot blood instantly poured into my throat, and the rabbit closed its eyes. The nine-tailed fox's higher intelligence than other animals made me not find pleasure in the bloody hunt, but made me feel very inferior. Like a beast. Chen Feng said.
"At that moment I realized that everything in my body was like this, and I realized that my teeth were not used to drink milk, they were so sharp, they were used to cut the veins of prey, to puncture their skin. Powerful limbs and claws, all made for hunting. ”
"Until after that time, my personality changed for a long time, I was reluctant to communicate with people, I was reluctant to go out, and even when I saw my father, I would have a kind of fear and disgust, until one day, my mother said: "This is the way this world is, we can't change it, we were born to stand in line, in fact, good and evil are not important, what matters is our position." ”
Zhang Shaoyu couldn't help but say, "That's good!"
"yes, that's a good thing to say. Chen Feng sighed: "Since that day, I know that many times, many things may not be our intention, but that is not important, what matters is our position, there is no right or wrong position, as long as you insist on doing things with your position, you will not go wrong." ”
Zhang Shaoyu smiled: "I understand what you mean by telling me this story, but I still think that human beings are different from you." ”
"What's the difference?"
"Animals, they run desperately but stay in place, just like rabbits evolve to be fast, but it's to run faster, not to be eaten by predators, all animals are evolving, but the purpose of their evolution is to survive, not to be eliminated, no rabbit has evolved to eat wolves! People are different, people evolve in order to eat the natural enemies above. So it's different. ”
"So you can't understand how I felt the first time I actually killed an unarmed man, and I can't understand how you felt the first time you hunted that rabbit. Zhang Shaoyu said slowly.
"Okay, okay. Chen Feng said, "Then do you feel better now? I heard that after seeing the corpse, I couldn't eat for forty-eight hours." ”
"I've seen a lot, let's go, let's go to dinner. ”
"Where to eat?"
"Go find Fan Xiaoyu. ”
"Hmm. ”
As he spoke, Chen Feng stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped away, and Zhang Shaoyu and Chen Feng's faces also showed an unprecedented relaxed and knowing smile.