In the days that Song Lu left, his life had no day and night, only endless pain.

Numbing myself with alcohol all night long, thinking that this would be no more pain.

But I didn't know that it would hurt even more.

The moment he woke up after the alcohol anesthesia, he even wished that he would never wake up.

"That's why you can't be together, you can love so much that you sacrifice for each other, but you can't live together without burden, Nanmen Zhen, Song Lu and you are not people of the same world, let it go, letting go is a relief for anyone,"

These days, Nanmen Zhen often comes to him for a drink, and after he is completely drunk, Song Lu's name is always read in his mouth.

When did the love begin, it has been so deeply ingrained in his life.

"Let go, I can't let go, how can I let go of my love so much?" Nanmen Zhen said in a whisper.

There was a slight sound at the door of the roller shutter, and Nancy, who had come in, frowned when she saw the person in front of her.

"Brother, don't drink it, it's late," Nancy snatched the bottle from Nanche's hand.

"It's late, it's time to go home, I'm no longer scared alone," Nanmen Zhen got up, swaying her body.

Accidentally knocked over the wine glass on the table.

The step forward was unsteady, and he fell straight on the shard of glass.

Frightened, Nancy screamed.

"Mr. Lu, are you okay, have you been hurt there," Nancy went to pull Nanmenzhen.

He laughed stupidly, "Of course it's okay, I'm not a child, how can I get into trouble so easily, let me tell you a secret, I used to pretend that it hurt when I fell, I wanted to hurt me gently, but in fact, it didn't hurt at all." “

The man on the ground staggered to his feet and walked outside.

Nancy was afraid that the roller shutters would hit him, so she quickly pulled them all up.

A thick layer of snow had fallen on the ground outside the store.

Where Nanmen Zhen walked, the bright red snow blended with the white snow, which was shocking.

The frightened Nancy screamed again, "Mr. Lu, you are injured there, I will take you to the hospital." “

"It's okay, you don't have to go to the hospital," Nanmen Zhen went to throw Nancy to help him in the arm.

One was not careful, and the whole person was thrown out.

"If you don't go to the hospital, I'll take you home, okay," Nancy cried.

She would have thought that a person like a god emperor in her heart would one day become vulnerable.

"It's gone, I still have a home there," said one sentence, but it was the most painful and unspeakable hidden in my heart.

"Brother, I don't care, if I don't tell Mr. Lu about Song Lu's whereabouts, he will die," Nancy's hysterical words disturbed the two men inside and outside the house.

With her eyes open, she couldn't sleep all night, and from the moment she left until now, she couldn't sleep almost all night.

As soon as you close your eyes, your mind will flash Nanmenzhen's face, and your ears will be filled with his hysterical questioning.

Like a nightmare, she tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep at night.

That morning, Nanmen Zhen's sleeping face was within her reach, but she clearly knew that she would never be able to touch him again.

The kiss marks attached to the corners of his lips, accompanied by tears that slipped down abruptly, dripped onto Nanmen Zhen's face.

In his sleep, he frowned unhappily, and Song Lu couldn't help but cover his mouth, his whole body trembled because of crying.

God knows, how much she loves Nanmenzhen and how much she loves this man in front of her.

Love so much that you don't even want yourself.

In the past, those people used morality and ethics, and even threatened with their lives, but she was reluctant to leave him because she was fulfilling herself and fulfilling her love.

But at this moment, she had to leave him.

Because she is fulfilling Nanmen Zhen. She couldn't bear to be so hard and helpless with the man she loved.

***

The temperature in the room was getting lower and lower, and Song Lu guessed that there was probably no coal in the furnace.

I got up and got dressed and got out of bed, and pulled out a flashlight from the head of the bed.

The flashlight was left for her by Nanche's grandmother, who was afraid that it would be inconvenient for her to get up and go to the toilet in a daze at night.

In fact, many times, she doesn't need it at all, because she can't sleep, how can she be confused.

Life is even harder than ever.

Because she doesn't know if Nanmen Zhen is doing well.

The state of mind has also fallen into unprecedented desolation.

There are photos of him and Sun Yiran and Song Wan standing at the door of the bar in the online report, and the report also said that Nanmen Zhen sent Sun Yiran back to her home that night, and walked out of her house at noon the next day.

The photos taken in the underground garage are not very clear, but Song Lu still recognizes Nanmen Zhen's face.

Still wearing black clothes and black pants, walking briskly with his head down, his figure seems to be a little thinner than before, and his hair has grown a lot densely.

Many times before, when the two were leaning together, Song Lu always liked to touch Nanmenzhen's hair.

In the same way that he gives everyone a cold, hard feeling, so does his hair.

The prickly palms were slight and itchy, as if they were provoking the tip of her heart.

Once, Song Lu and Ji Yanran chatted.

Ji Yanran, who wanted to talk freely, talked about her and Li Jueming's private affairs.

said that every time they do it, she likes to grab Li Jueming's hair, and the tingling sensation in her palm can always accompany the pleasure of her body and bring an indelible pleasure together.

Song Lu blushed when she heard it, and instantly remembered the scene every time she wiped Nanmenzhen's hair.

By the way, there was an action movie that was inappropriate for children.

When it came time to practice next, I found that it was even more exciting than I imagined.

Song Lu doesn't know if she is a conservative girl.

has been with Lou Yi for so many years, and there have been moments when I can't help it.

But every time it happens, she can shout to stop rationally.

And after being with Nanmen Zhen, her reason has long been thrown into outer space.

A kiss was enough for her to get lost and out of control.

***

When I opened the stove, the coal inside was about to burn out.

The old house was so cold that it hurt to the bones.

Under the light of the flashlight, Song Jialan's sleeping face was peaceful and peaceful, and Song Lu possessed him and helped him pull the quilt that had slipped on his chest.

An unconscious sigh came from her throat, and even the little temperature by the fire seemed to be frozen.

The chill rushes up the soles of your feet.

"Sister Xiaoyu, why didn't Brother Nanmen Zhen come to pick us up, I miss those children," every dusk, Song Jialiao would carry a stool and sit at the door waiting for Nanmen Zhen.

The same sentence that was repeated forever made all Song Lu's words choke in his throat.

She couldn't explain it, let alone explain it.

"Brother Nanmen Zhen," Song Jialan unconsciously murmured in his sleep, making Song Lu's hand holding the quilt pause.

She suddenly found that she was cruel and terrible, which made Song Jialao experience such psychological ups and downs.

Coal was piled up under a simple shed in the middle of the yard, and Song Lu carried an iron bucket for coal in one hand and an open flashlight in the other.

The snowflakes that have not yet stopped, illuminated by the light, are crystal clear.

The creaking of stepping on the snow was especially lonely in the empty yard.

Suddenly, the old wooden door in the courtyard was vigorously pushed open.

Song Lu's heart shrank in fright, and the iron bucket in his hand fell to the ground in response, sharp and piercing, looking for the sound and looking over.

In the morning light, the face full of various emotions made Song Lu freeze her body and freeze in place at a glance.

All eyes were tall men, dressed in black clothes and black pants, his face and body were shrouded in anger and coldness, and the eyes that looked at her were cold without a trace of warmth.

The body instinctively trembled slightly, and he turned around in panic and was about to escape, only a few steps later, his body was suddenly hugged tightly from behind.

It was so powerful that it almost broke her bones.

The embrace was still cold, but it no longer had the temperature she wanted.

The panicked Song Lu was at a loss.

The power of the hug behind him seemed to be embedded in his body, and even the place of his heart hurt.

"Gently, how can you escape, how dare you escape," Nanmen Zhenjue's own words came out, and his chest was numb, "You said that you would never leave me, but you said that you can't do it, it's better to return it to me, from now on, no matter what way it takes, I will keep you by my side," Nanmen Zhenjue spoke in a tone, even with a very light smile.

Song Lu's body began to tremble, and the cruelty and indifference in Nanmen Zhen's words were completely felt by her.

It's strange as if you've never known each other.

But she clearly knew that she had no way to escape, just as when she parted, she knew that she would never be able to touch him again.

Something, she is denying, has changed, and the explanations she says are instead quibbling superfluous facts.

Her escape was deemed an act of infidelity.

At that moment, Song Lu suddenly remembered what Lu Jingxing had said.

If that's the case, what do you think he is capable of running the 'Lu family' so well, and what kind of ability does he have to make people fearful. “

At that time, Song Lu's eyes were full of Nanmen Zhen's goodness, where would he see the other side?

In the darkness, he encroached on his own power with traces of destruction.

The words that Song Lu wanted to say were all covered in silent darkness and fear.

***

Chen's mother came over to call her to eat, and Song Lu obediently walked to the dining table.

Eating quietly, she knew that her every move in the 'Lu Mansion' would be told to Nanmen Zhen.

She can't bear to embarrass those subordinates, so she always tries her best to cooperate.

Her appearance when eating is well-behaved and quiet, which makes people feel distressed, and Chen's mother can't help but want to speak.

A thousand words have only been reduced to one sentence: 'You eat more.' “

Song Lu smiled and apologized, but she didn't know that her laughter was paler than crying.

The phone on the table rang suddenly, and Song Jialao's excited voice came.

He went to the 'House of Eternal Love' the day before yesterday for a brief period of separation, which made the relationship between him and the child even worse.

The laughter of the past came into Song Lu's ears, which gave Song Lu some comfort.

Exchange her freedom for Song Jialone's freedom.

That's actually not bad.

After lunch, she was really idle, and Song Lu simply prepared to watch TV in the living room to pass the time.

In the past, I spent my time on my favorite job and the man I loved the most, and many times I felt that it was not enough.

Now there is nothing, and the long time seems to have no end in sight.

The picture flashed, and Song Lu's familiar face appeared on the TV screen.

Dressed in black and with black pants and strong short hair, he walked quickly with his head down, his lips pursed, and he reached out to protect the woman in his arms, his face expressionless.

The questions raised by the reporter were unheard.

Outstretched arms were strong enough to keep the woman to safety.

Talented and beautiful, envious of others.

"Mr. Lu, did you bring Miss Sun Yiran to the hospital today for a prenatal checkup? It is rumored that Miss Sun is pregnant. ”

"Mr. Lu, may I ask when your wedding date is set. ”

"Mr. Lu, whether your wedding is held abroad or domestically. ”

The questions raised by the reporter were extremely sharp, and Nanmen Zhen kept her head down and remained silent.

Those words floated into Song Lu's ears very clearly.

Deafening to the point of nearing deafness.

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