Since the elopement incident, my heart has completely calmed down, the dark tide that was hidden in my heart before is surging, the empty confusion that disturbed me all night, was illuminated by Zhang Liexing's shining starry eyes, filled with his breath, the previous regrets were all burned to ashes at that moment, and my heart was reborn in Nirvana.

I started composing music again, immersed in the interest of studying piano playing ancient music, only this time it was different, I was motivated, I wanted to continue my hobby, as if I firmly believed that there was always something good waiting for me in the future.

The door to the guest room was opened, and Gao Qiang, like a bean, walked in through the door, and I betrayed him again, and he was angry, as could be seen from his heavy breathing, and I stopped playing the piano and turned my head to look at him, calm and unwavering, not even the slightest fear.

I watched him wear a white linen casual shirt, a pair of black linen slacks, and a pair of light white cloth shoes, walking towards me with solemn steps.

"I went to see Zhang Liexing just now. Gao Qiang said, stopped, chose to pace back and forth around the sofa constantly, his relaxation, indicating that he was confident, we are still pinching in his hands, he doesn't care at all how we toss, just like the Buddha is to Sun Monkey.

"Oh......" I said indifferently as I continued to play my piano, jumping gently, without disturbing our conversation, "he lives upstairs from us, and it's not unusual for you to see him. ”

He was disappointed that he didn't expect the excitement and refused to reveal even a little regret to him, "Don't you want to know why I'm meeting him?"

He was drawing my attention, but he had forgotten my experience, and I was willing to endure that kind of heart-wrenching separation, let alone a person who ignited my life in an instant.

"Why?" I changed the key of F to C, quietly using the keys to match his inquiry.

Gao Qiang realized that his pacing was revealing what was on his mind, so he stopped decisively, he walked over, put his right arm on the piano, and stared at me with blazing eyes, " Actually, I don't know the love you put on your lips, if I say, he really values you, so he obeyed my arrangement and continued to do a good job with me in H City, he is a capable assistant, a smart young man, he has a great future, but he is more unproductive than me, he will only regard women as more important than life, all, he can only give me a hand, never want to climb on my head. ”

When he said so much, was he telling me about Zhang Liexing's incompetence? But I don't care, who can say that the cowherd who chased the Weaver Girl with a pair of children with a flat shoulder is incompetent?

My indifference succeeded in infuriating him, and he came and grabbed my arm, and the piano keys were hit hard, and there was a deafening roar, "I don't think you eat a hundred beans, and you dare to talk to me with such an attitude, he is incompetent, can you deny it? I am the one who stands at the top of the food chain, and you are just a parasite on me, you should grasp your identity and honestly fulfill your wife's responsibilities, delusion will only harm you and will harm him." ”

I squinted at him, his bean nose almost touched my face, a pair of bean eyes shining with a vicious light, he tried to use his usual means to scare me, hoping that I could still be obedient to him as before, and occasionally have a sweet dream of being able to get away from him, I suddenly laughed, "Do you know that you are ridiculous like this?"

He was annoyed by my laughter, and shook off my hand, and I fell on the piano because of the force of inertia, and there was another roar.

"Ha, it's ridiculous enough, you are as ridiculous as Zhang Liexing, just now I discussed with him the story of the sheep and the wolf, or the remarks about the cute rabbit, but he said that you will become a wolf more ferocious than me, ha, how naïve, you people who have not been at the bottom of the society, have always looked at the problem from a bird's-eye perspective, your fantasies are much less than actual actions, and the rules and regulations you have read have also circled you all, a love can deceive you for half your life, what else can I say? I can only say that you are too right, but it is not that I am ridiculous, but that you are too ridiculous and ridiculous. ”

Hearing Zhang Liexing compare me to a wolf, I couldn't help laughing, "Yes, what a child who doesn't grow up, always willfully insisting on his own persistence, no matter how he screams, he can't wake up, he is willing to be restrained by you, that's his problem, maybe I have this ability, I'm also honored for it, if I meet him before Wu Tan, I will definitely give him my heart, but unfortunately, it's too late...... The most precious things in my life are all given to Wu Tan, there is no way to do it, so what you say about his is not meaningless to me, my heart is now only an empty shell, I can pretend to do anything, but it will not hurt anymore. ”

Maybe my emotion made him impatient, Gao Qiang waved his hand to drive away these sour rot, "Don't talk to me about this, I'm not interested, I'm just telling you, you and him are sheep and rabbits, and none of them can escape the pursuit of wolves, so you'd better be honest with me, so as not to suffer him." ”

"You're wrong, he's not right......" I sat up straight again and continued to play, he couldn't break my attachment, my fingers went back and forth between the keys, "I'm not a sheep, I'm not a rabbit, he's not a ......"

"Ha, then you're saying you're going to be a wolf too?" Gao Qiang smirked, "but even a wolf is a domesticated wolf dog, and it barks twice once in a while." ”

His remarks were so ridiculous that I bit my lip, hoping that I wouldn't get too nervous on him, lest he go berserk and bite indiscriminately, "I'm not going to be a wolf, I'm not going to be a wolfdog, I'm going to be a wolf tamer, or a hunter who kills a wolf with one shot." ”

"Haha!" he laughed arrogantly, "it's the funniest joke I've ever heard." ”

I didn't contradict him again, there were things that didn't need to be said, I gave all my heart to the keys, and under his contemptuous gaze, I played an aria that he didn't understand, I was a gentle hunter, maybe I would die under my fangs at any moment, maybe I would never find my shotgun, but that didn't prevent me from ignoring his contempt, for I looked up to myself, believed in myself, and I took my life into my own hands, and from then on I didn't pretend to others, and that was my victory.