Chapter 30
I didn't pay attention when I came, and when the two of them finished eating and left, Xiaosheng saw a letter of apology posted next to the door of the store.
The two of them stood by the door and read the letter carefully, Xiaosheng couldn't help but take a picture with his mobile phone, he had to take it back to show the boss, and suddenly felt a little sorry for the boss, and the boss would have no place to eat one day in a certain month in the future.
The owner has decided to emigrate for personal reasons, and the store will not be open next month, which is really a big problem.
After reluctantly saying goodbye to Qi Zhixuan, Xiao Sheng ran back to the company in a hurry, and had to tell the boss the earth-shattering news that Qi Fei was no longer in the training ground, and he went to Qi Fei's office again.
When Xiao Sheng pushed open the office door, Qi Feizhen was sitting on his desk watching TV, and there was a large TV set in his office.
The TV series was installed on the wall directly opposite the desk, and when Xiaosheng pushed the door in, Qi Fei naturally pressed the remote control and turned off the TV.
Qi Fei is already numb to Xiaosheng's fiery temperament, as long as he can calm down and not drag his feet when he has a task at work, he can be crazy as much as he likes, some people are born to be quiet, Xiaosheng belongs to such a person.
Although most of the time he thinks this person is too noisy and makes him have a headache, sometimes he is still envious, and it is good to have no heart and lungs.
"Boss, boss, look", Xiao Sheng came to Qi Fei's side and flipped up his mobile phone, turning out the photos he took for Qi Fei to see.
He thought that Qi Fei would jump violently, but he didn't expect Qi Fei to behave very calmly, and the surprised look only stayed on his face for a second, and then he returned the phone to Xiaosheng, "I know, you go out", other than that, Qi Fei didn't have any expression or reaction.
Xiaosheng was very depressed and confused and retreated with his head stugging, the boss's mind is really incomprehensible.
Xiao Sheng just closed the door Qi Fei pressed the remote control and turned on the TV, the TV was playing an advertisement, the charity event just now was over, he missed it, he turned off the TV with a gloomy expression and then looked out the window, his thoughts drifted a little far.
For six years, he could only see him on TV, but in the same city he did not have the courage to stand in front of him again.
He has changed from an innocent young master to the current resolute and powerful business heir, how much effort and hard work he has gone through, he often appears in various charity activities, and he still goes to the same place to eat on that day every month, but they are too far apart.
He will never be able to keep up with him again, that naïve boy will not come back, the person who has a smile in his eyes but raises his chin and says I want him will not come back, and everything was buried by his own hands, he ruined the most beautiful love he imagined.
Qi Fei was wondering if this would be a knot, a knot that would really end up with each other, so that they would never be able to cross paths again.
What is the most painful thing in a relationship, it is not the loss of the person you love, but the loss of the person you love but you can't forget everything and move forward, they don't move forward, that person is still the same and goes to that place to eat every month.
And Qi Fei hid in an inconspicuous corner every time and looked at him so quietly, maybe that person knew that he was there, and they were still trapped in that relationship, but they couldn't go back, because that person would never forgive him.
Maybe this is the so-called mutual torture, right? Neither of them forgot but nothing could start over, if that person forgot he would not continue to go to that place to eat, but he hoped that the person would forget, at least not let him live as hopeless as himself, he hoped that he could start a new life, as if he had met a bad guy and then moved on again, how good.
Qi Fei said so in his heart, it's good to end it, it's really good, but he can't do it, he left the office after being silent for a while, he went to the restaurant, and then tore up the apology letter that was posted, and he went in to find the boss.
The boss is no stranger to him, but it is a little unexpected that Qi Fei will appear at this time, this is not a time he often comes.
But since it appeared, he should still say goodbye, after all, he has been a regular customer for many years, looking at the piece of paper he was holding in his hand, the boss could see that he was not here to eat, so the boss invited him into his small office.
"I'm really sorry", the boss apologized while pouring tea for Qi Fei, Qi Fei put down the paper in his hand and then took the tea in the boss's hand, he didn't beat around the bush, "I heard that the boss is leaving, can this shop be sold to me?"
He wanted to stay in this place no matter what, he couldn't really break off the only connection, he was sensible in his heart, but whether he could do this sanity himself was another matter, at least now he couldn't do it, he didn't want to let go.
The boss smiled and looked very happy, "If you're interested, of course it's good", the boss let this store close for his own reasons, in fact, he didn't want to go, after all, it was because of his own reasons, but he wanted to let a store with people including the back kitchen to be unemployed, which was a little cruel, but he had to do it for his own reasons, because he would not come back.
Qi Fei took a sip of tea, "Except for the boss, everything remains the same, you make a price", Qi Fei is very happy, he can afford any price now, he doesn't need to run around for life anymore, and he doesn't need to do anything he doesn't want to do in order to keep himself alive.
The boss nodded and said that those are not big problems, they are not people who lack money, and it would be a good thing if this store could continue, after all, this store itself has also put a lot of effort into it, and he should be grateful to Qi Fei for keeping this store.
"Is there something I don't know if I should ask?", the boss is a careful person, he can feel that this store has a different meaning for Qi Fei, in the past, it was because of the customer's affairs, and he didn't talk much, but now that he is about to leave, it should always be okay to ask, so at least he can go a little more at ease.
Qi Fei smiled and nodded, "You say", since the boss is the one who is about to leave, what can not be said?
Even if it is a secret, this secret will become a secret forever with the departure of the boss, but for yourself, some unspoken emotions need to be vented, maybe some things can be said but the heart can be a little more relaxed, can let go of yourself.
"Do you want to stay in this store because of that person?", the boss also hesitated for a moment and didn't know how to speak, so he just asked directly, the boss's memory is actually not bad, and every time Qi Fei comes, there will always be another person on the same day.
It's not a coincidence, there aren't so many coincidences, not to mention that they used to come together, a long, long time ago, the boss remembered it because these two people had left a deep impression on him, although it was no longer a strange thing for two men to be together in this era, but these two people were not shy at all and didn't care about anyone's eyes.
To be precise, they used to be very close and sweet together, and they came to this restaurant to eat together, and the owner of the store was very envious that such a person could live without caring about the eyes of others, and that person used to play music in the store while being happy.
But then I don't know what happened, the two of them never came together again, and the shopkeeper didn't care about such a thing, but he knew, and although the two were separated, they still retained the same habits, and they came at the same time.
Qi Fei nodded quietly, with a faint smile on his face but a little sad, maybe he was also stuck in memories.
Of course, he remembered everything the shopkeeper remembered, and he often even dreamed of when they were still together.
But he dreamed not only of beautiful things, but also of the things that the shopkeeper did not know, and of the unpleasant things that ruined their relationship, and he knew that the man was no longer naïve, and he knew that the man's hands were no longer able to hold the instrument.
He knew that everything had been ruined by himself, and he gave that person a dream and then ruined it with his own hands.
It was he who destroyed the beauty between them with his own hands, woke up the sweet dream, and forced him to face the cruel reality.
He gave the heaviest and deadliest blow to the man he loved the most, and they were so broken that they couldn't fight back.
Whether everything is good or bad now, obviously saying goodbye to the hurt can be relieved and moving towards the next beginning, I'm afraid that I can't let go and can't go back, everyone is dead in their own world, this hopeless feeling he has endured for many years and will continue to bear it, and that person will also bear all this silently in another corner.
Sometimes he thinks that he is asking for himself no matter what, but he really doesn't want that person to be like him and can't let go of the past, he should forget him, he should have a better life, it should be like he has never been in his life, all the pain can be borne by him alone, but at the same time, he is also afraid, afraid that that person will really forget himself.
So in the end, people are still selfish, just like he did at the moment, and his keeping of this restaurant means that he always wants to keep the past, but this past has never been his alone, and that person has always stayed in the past.
Qi Fei chatted with the shopkeeper for a while, and after chatting, he didn't know whether he was more confused or suddenly enlightened, and he didn't seem to have any feelings, for himself, unless he was willing to let go, all the truth was useless.
The only thing he felt when he left the store was a sigh of relief, and he finally kept the shop, and he could continue to see the man next month, the man he had been able to follow only from TV, the name he hadn't called in a long time.